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>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
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>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
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Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009
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Monday, November 28, 2005
ANNOUNCEMENT!! im returning on 29 Dec 12:30am not 28 Dec!!
that stupid crow woke me up at exactly 7am! what? u r a rooster issit? it was so loud it sounded as if it were just beside my bed. so i opened my eyes and there was no crow. stupid crow! i wanted to sleep in coz tmr morning i gotta wake up so early!
ok we are leaving the hse at 4am flight is 6am. thats better, i can have 5hrs of sleep! yippee! i was saying to my mum 2hrs only? travel to airport, check in, go to lounge? then again its to the advantage of those travelling with me. otherwise i will be so grouchy.
last night my cousin called me. asked him why he said dunno? im bored? then i asked him so im supposed to come up with a topic to talk to u issit? and he said ya. i was lamenting that u guys are weird. and then he said oh u think we guys are weird? we guys think u girls are weird! all the temperments, going crazy scolding pple for no reason! then i said we have pms u noe? (it was the only excuse i could come up with) and then he asked me whats pms? then i said go ask ur gf la! and then he said oh is it monthly one? i said ya. and then he said i think i noe what it is.
my luggage is full my bagpack is full! so how am i gg to bring back my shopping?! oh and my mum said the sleeping dress i bought myself was nice! trust my taste. always!
bye bye singaopre! one whole month! i will be so homesick! sob. sob. wah! dun miss me too much ok? but dun forget me ah! otherwise i'll cry!
ok we are leaving the hse at 4am flight is 6am. thats better, i can have 5hrs of sleep! yippee! i was saying to my mum 2hrs only? travel to airport, check in, go to lounge? then again its to the advantage of those travelling with me. otherwise i will be so grouchy.
last night my cousin called me. asked him why he said dunno? im bored? then i asked him so im supposed to come up with a topic to talk to u issit? and he said ya. i was lamenting that u guys are weird. and then he said oh u think we guys are weird? we guys think u girls are weird! all the temperments, going crazy scolding pple for no reason! then i said we have pms u noe? (it was the only excuse i could come up with) and then he asked me whats pms? then i said go ask ur gf la! and then he said oh is it monthly one? i said ya. and then he said i think i noe what it is.
my luggage is full my bagpack is full! so how am i gg to bring back my shopping?! oh and my mum said the sleeping dress i bought myself was nice! trust my taste. always!
bye bye singaopre! one whole month! i will be so homesick! sob. sob. wah! dun miss me too much ok? but dun forget me ah! otherwise i'll cry!
Sunday, November 27, 2005
love my photos? i didnt put up all coz i was lazy la. next time next time.
seattle is currently 3 degrees celcius??! *fainted* im scared of cold and im scared of heat. it was 6 earlier this wk leh! and utah is snowing already!
my accounts was balanced lor. and my dad was like its still short of something, there's something wrong somewhere. blah blah blah. and i had to check it all over again. there wasnt anything wrong! and when i showed him it tallied he couldnt utter anything. *slaps forehead* what is wrong with him?! and to think he has an MBA degree? sheesh! scolded me for nothing. ranted at me for nothing. i feel so wei qu. and then yu lu is off to china since 8:30 this morning. i seriously wondered what my mother saw in him to marry him. love is blind huh? it really is! no matter how hard i try to keep my eyes open, i still can fall in love with the wrong pple. sigh. and then i end up hurting myself. so i realised the only person i can love without regret is myself! since i cant fall in love with guys (coz i havent found one worthy of my love) and definitely not girls (coz im straight) i shall jus love myself! its perfectly fine right? any psychologists reading this?
im not done with my packing. all my winter clothings are washing. my mum closed her room door so that the dog wun go in and dirty the clothings on the floor. and guess what? she closed the dog in the room. how smart! if i didnt realise the eyesore dog (coz its not mine and its the favourite of the family) was not around, it might have jus pee on the clothing!
does anyone watch the 11am to 1pm show on channel 8? poor ning xiang. i like that name leh! i was thinking next time i will name my daughter ning xiang too! and dun ask me what will the surname be coz i dun have absolutely no idea who my future husband is! thinking of tricking me huh?
yesterday i was chatting to 3 pple at the same time! and each and everyone including me said we were bored. i was planning to get out and do some excersie but then it rained. so too bad. i jus sat at home and ate and ate. im growing fat. nvm, the US trip will shed those kilos for me. the fat helps to insulate me from the cold right? i have a feeling im jus consoling myself...
angeline was saying josef tan likes me thats why he keep asking si min where i was and "volunteered" to take photo with me. he was shouting from far number 8! take photo take photo! meagan was saying he looked like my bf in the photo. and my sickening bro said josef tan was young and handsome! *chokes on saliva* good gracious! he's married ok? and he's so much older? and and he isnt my type of guy ok? he's too happy-go-lucky. i prefer someone more serious (or perhaps i meant decent) and not so crappy and not so egoistic. and able to endure all my crazy mood swings. and understand me emotionally! my bro's taste is the exact opposite la! i cant believe he actually had such a view! eew gross!
my hate for guys seem to be growing exponentially. at this rate i will turn feminist soon!
seattle is currently 3 degrees celcius??! *fainted* im scared of cold and im scared of heat. it was 6 earlier this wk leh! and utah is snowing already!
my accounts was balanced lor. and my dad was like its still short of something, there's something wrong somewhere. blah blah blah. and i had to check it all over again. there wasnt anything wrong! and when i showed him it tallied he couldnt utter anything. *slaps forehead* what is wrong with him?! and to think he has an MBA degree? sheesh! scolded me for nothing. ranted at me for nothing. i feel so wei qu. and then yu lu is off to china since 8:30 this morning. i seriously wondered what my mother saw in him to marry him. love is blind huh? it really is! no matter how hard i try to keep my eyes open, i still can fall in love with the wrong pple. sigh. and then i end up hurting myself. so i realised the only person i can love without regret is myself! since i cant fall in love with guys (coz i havent found one worthy of my love) and definitely not girls (coz im straight) i shall jus love myself! its perfectly fine right? any psychologists reading this?
im not done with my packing. all my winter clothings are washing. my mum closed her room door so that the dog wun go in and dirty the clothings on the floor. and guess what? she closed the dog in the room. how smart! if i didnt realise the eyesore dog (coz its not mine and its the favourite of the family) was not around, it might have jus pee on the clothing!
does anyone watch the 11am to 1pm show on channel 8? poor ning xiang. i like that name leh! i was thinking next time i will name my daughter ning xiang too! and dun ask me what will the surname be coz i dun have absolutely no idea who my future husband is! thinking of tricking me huh?
yesterday i was chatting to 3 pple at the same time! and each and everyone including me said we were bored. i was planning to get out and do some excersie but then it rained. so too bad. i jus sat at home and ate and ate. im growing fat. nvm, the US trip will shed those kilos for me. the fat helps to insulate me from the cold right? i have a feeling im jus consoling myself...
angeline was saying josef tan likes me thats why he keep asking si min where i was and "volunteered" to take photo with me. he was shouting from far number 8! take photo take photo! meagan was saying he looked like my bf in the photo. and my sickening bro said josef tan was young and handsome! *chokes on saliva* good gracious! he's married ok? and he's so much older? and and he isnt my type of guy ok? he's too happy-go-lucky. i prefer someone more serious (or perhaps i meant decent) and not so crappy and not so egoistic. and able to endure all my crazy mood swings. and understand me emotionally! my bro's taste is the exact opposite la! i cant believe he actually had such a view! eew gross!
my hate for guys seem to be growing exponentially. at this rate i will turn feminist soon!
Saturday, November 26, 2005
was all the time, effort and money spent worth it? it was. last night was a night to remember. forever and ever.
i got comments like i can hardly recognise you, you look so beautiful tonight, you look so sexy, so matured, chio bu, you so pretty tonight, your figure so fabulous, you like gg for beauty pagent, etc. before i left the house my maid was saying u can go for miss singapore 2006! must come and support me ah!
my mum drove out the car from the car park. so i walked down the stairs. and then there was this young woman unloading her car. when she saw me her jaw just dropped in mid air. i was that stunning huh?
we won the hereen shopping voucher!! when i went on stage to collect it i nearly tripped over. but of course i didnt. the whole night my eyes were watery coz of the contacts. so i ended up smudging most of my eye shadow.
the whole night we took so many photos! the flashes were unbearable! i could almost see stars! and hence the theme "star struck"! haha...
a lot of pple asked me where did i do my hair, what brand was my dress, what make up did i use. so instead of repeating it so many times, i shall jus write it here. dress was daniel yam. almost $400. bag was studio, almost $40. make up was chanel (lip stick, half of my rouge, foundation). eye shadow was blue and white glitter. rouge was red + glitter. pendant came with the dress. my necklace was 18K white gold. hair style was by my mum and maid. looks like a salon did it right? so professional! i am their model!
and si min, i read ur letter last night. it was great. ya i looked quiet and shy but when u really get to know me, im not the least bit like that! i will keep in contact! enjoy urself at ac. ac very near my hse so when i free can meet up with u la. but with the number of subjects im taking next year, i doubt i will be free! anyway i will miss u and the rest. u all have been great friends for the past 2 or 4 years that i have spent with you!
ok im gg to upload the photos. pple, if u have my photo pls email me at xiaoqi2001@yahoo.com.sg or xiaoqi_89@hotmail.com but i prefer yahoo. if i have ur photo i will also email it back to you. thanks! you all looked lovely too last night!
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/xiaoqi2001/album?.dir=/fe6c
see already must leave comments ah! i spent so much time uploading and writing descriptions!
i got comments like i can hardly recognise you, you look so beautiful tonight, you look so sexy, so matured, chio bu, you so pretty tonight, your figure so fabulous, you like gg for beauty pagent, etc. before i left the house my maid was saying u can go for miss singapore 2006! must come and support me ah!
my mum drove out the car from the car park. so i walked down the stairs. and then there was this young woman unloading her car. when she saw me her jaw just dropped in mid air. i was that stunning huh?
we won the hereen shopping voucher!! when i went on stage to collect it i nearly tripped over. but of course i didnt. the whole night my eyes were watery coz of the contacts. so i ended up smudging most of my eye shadow.
the whole night we took so many photos! the flashes were unbearable! i could almost see stars! and hence the theme "star struck"! haha...
a lot of pple asked me where did i do my hair, what brand was my dress, what make up did i use. so instead of repeating it so many times, i shall jus write it here. dress was daniel yam. almost $400. bag was studio, almost $40. make up was chanel (lip stick, half of my rouge, foundation). eye shadow was blue and white glitter. rouge was red + glitter. pendant came with the dress. my necklace was 18K white gold. hair style was by my mum and maid. looks like a salon did it right? so professional! i am their model!
and si min, i read ur letter last night. it was great. ya i looked quiet and shy but when u really get to know me, im not the least bit like that! i will keep in contact! enjoy urself at ac. ac very near my hse so when i free can meet up with u la. but with the number of subjects im taking next year, i doubt i will be free! anyway i will miss u and the rest. u all have been great friends for the past 2 or 4 years that i have spent with you!
ok im gg to upload the photos. pple, if u have my photo pls email me at xiaoqi2001@yahoo.com.sg or xiaoqi_89@hotmail.com but i prefer yahoo. if i have ur photo i will also email it back to you. thanks! you all looked lovely too last night!
http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/xiaoqi2001/album?.dir=/fe6c
see already must leave comments ah! i spent so much time uploading and writing descriptions!
Friday, November 25, 2005
ok treat time! marvel at my make up which sucks! i took the pics myself. yes, with one hand. i jus snapped and snapped until i was tired. and no thats not my hairstyle tonight. and i wasnt wearing the gown it was jus a t shirt! oh and i didnt put on lipstick yet. yw was saying ur lips look red...
oh shucks my pimple is still there!! wah!! it must must disappear before i put on my make up!
i tried to apply make up myself yesterday. and i ended up looking as if someone boxed my eye! but my rouge was nice. at least i thought so.
i went shopping yesterday! to buy eye shadow, hair styling equipment and blah blah. and for once i bought a dress and a pair of sandles without any of my parents!! ya la my maid was with me. still...its an achievement!!
yeah..i woke up late today..coz i spent hrs chatting over msn..and its all abt grad nite...
i tried to apply make up myself yesterday. and i ended up looking as if someone boxed my eye! but my rouge was nice. at least i thought so.
i went shopping yesterday! to buy eye shadow, hair styling equipment and blah blah. and for once i bought a dress and a pair of sandles without any of my parents!! ya la my maid was with me. still...its an achievement!!
yeah..i woke up late today..coz i spent hrs chatting over msn..and its all abt grad nite...
Thursday, November 24, 2005
moe bluff me!! say application open at 8:30am? i applied at 8:14:47am! wasted my time staring at the com! luckily i smarter ah! liar! bluff me! can apply earlier why dun say so??!
the pimple is getting smaller! the pimple is getting smaller! hopefully it vanishes before tmr!
im sleepy! last night we were waiting for my mum to come back to celebrate my bro's birthday. and i feel asleep. so my dad came into the room and said mei mei wake up. yeah im called mei mei sometimes at home. wah! i didnt sleep my 8hrs eh! my eye bags are popping out! last night i dreamt that i went for a beauty course for grad nite!
my mum bought me a tiny purple handbag to go with it. it costs nearly $40! coz of the sequins. and i was like so small?! where am i gg to put my shawl? what abt my camera? and she said evening bags are small and dainty suaku! oh really? so she said im suppose to hold the camera and the shawl on my hand. ya, and that will jus make me trip over the gown! its touching the ground even after i wear heels! but the back of the gown is so much nicer than the front! so take photos of my back ah!
my mum is trying to get hold of my contacts for me. right-175. left-100. my specs is less than 6 months old. and i dun dare tell my parents that my degree went up again. coz of prelims and Os mah! not my fault right?! 90% of c1 students wear glasses or contacts what! we study too hard...
i still have 35min before the application opens. better hurry ah later like last year jam then i die la! anyway on the 16th we are in LA. i really want to get into hwa chong! i think a quarter of crescent got the top 5% status! coz ah most of the smart pple in ip already left only some of the smart ones so top 5% very easy to get.
i told my mum that i wanted to do a trial make-up. she said i was crazy. i say urban said so! and then she say u think wedding ah? i said no. coz for wedding i wun try it the last minute. i will have so many full dress rehersals to see the effect of my make-up under the room lighting and daylight! my wedding will be the wedding of the century! and so that run down rom better demolish and rebuilt! it looks more like a slum to me. not even the least bit romantic! u have more than 10yrs to rebuilt. otherwise im getting married overseas!
give me 12 choices for what ah? siao! i put:
1.HCI science
2. NJC Science
3. ACJC Science
4. SAJC Science
5. HCI arts
6. NJC arts
7. ACJC arts
8. SAJC arts.
9-12 are random! 1-4 are chosen coz of distance. i only need 2 choices la! its like sec3 placement i jus anyhow write after 1st choice which i put triple science. coz i noe i surely can get in one! if i do arts ah, then kill me la! im a total science student! josef tan was still asking if i was interested in doing geog at a levels!
my sis ah can get top in standard for physics, i struggle to secure a1. my bro fail his physics. why huh? coz my sis took all the good physics genes!! we are left with nothing! and dun give me the crap that my bro's school's phy paper is tough! he has adequate prep there! he has more phy guide books than i do! i never needed any guide bks! tty told me even bo wen couldnt do sji's physics paper. so i refuse to do it. coz it will jus shatter all my confidence again!
im taking biodiversity h3!! im taking chem h3! h2s: bio, phy, chem, maths c. h1: econs, gp, pw, chinese. suicidal right? i take 8 today already on the verge of mental break down. take 10 ah, good luck to me. sure die la. i noe it! thats why i refuse to stay on for jc knowing that i will jus kill myself. anyway i dun think the school will approve of me taking so many subjs. but i will appeal. im not gg to drop any of the sciences. at most i drop chem h3. my parents also wun let me drop any sciences including my hated physics!
am i that long winded? how come my entries always very long ah?
im sleepy! last night we were waiting for my mum to come back to celebrate my bro's birthday. and i feel asleep. so my dad came into the room and said mei mei wake up. yeah im called mei mei sometimes at home. wah! i didnt sleep my 8hrs eh! my eye bags are popping out! last night i dreamt that i went for a beauty course for grad nite!
my mum bought me a tiny purple handbag to go with it. it costs nearly $40! coz of the sequins. and i was like so small?! where am i gg to put my shawl? what abt my camera? and she said evening bags are small and dainty suaku! oh really? so she said im suppose to hold the camera and the shawl on my hand. ya, and that will jus make me trip over the gown! its touching the ground even after i wear heels! but the back of the gown is so much nicer than the front! so take photos of my back ah!
my mum is trying to get hold of my contacts for me. right-175. left-100. my specs is less than 6 months old. and i dun dare tell my parents that my degree went up again. coz of prelims and Os mah! not my fault right?! 90% of c1 students wear glasses or contacts what! we study too hard...
i still have 35min before the application opens. better hurry ah later like last year jam then i die la! anyway on the 16th we are in LA. i really want to get into hwa chong! i think a quarter of crescent got the top 5% status! coz ah most of the smart pple in ip already left only some of the smart ones so top 5% very easy to get.
i told my mum that i wanted to do a trial make-up. she said i was crazy. i say urban said so! and then she say u think wedding ah? i said no. coz for wedding i wun try it the last minute. i will have so many full dress rehersals to see the effect of my make-up under the room lighting and daylight! my wedding will be the wedding of the century! and so that run down rom better demolish and rebuilt! it looks more like a slum to me. not even the least bit romantic! u have more than 10yrs to rebuilt. otherwise im getting married overseas!
give me 12 choices for what ah? siao! i put:
1.HCI science
2. NJC Science
3. ACJC Science
4. SAJC Science
5. HCI arts
6. NJC arts
7. ACJC arts
8. SAJC arts.
9-12 are random! 1-4 are chosen coz of distance. i only need 2 choices la! its like sec3 placement i jus anyhow write after 1st choice which i put triple science. coz i noe i surely can get in one! if i do arts ah, then kill me la! im a total science student! josef tan was still asking if i was interested in doing geog at a levels!
my sis ah can get top in standard for physics, i struggle to secure a1. my bro fail his physics. why huh? coz my sis took all the good physics genes!! we are left with nothing! and dun give me the crap that my bro's school's phy paper is tough! he has adequate prep there! he has more phy guide books than i do! i never needed any guide bks! tty told me even bo wen couldnt do sji's physics paper. so i refuse to do it. coz it will jus shatter all my confidence again!
im taking biodiversity h3!! im taking chem h3! h2s: bio, phy, chem, maths c. h1: econs, gp, pw, chinese. suicidal right? i take 8 today already on the verge of mental break down. take 10 ah, good luck to me. sure die la. i noe it! thats why i refuse to stay on for jc knowing that i will jus kill myself. anyway i dun think the school will approve of me taking so many subjs. but i will appeal. im not gg to drop any of the sciences. at most i drop chem h3. my parents also wun let me drop any sciences including my hated physics!
am i that long winded? how come my entries always very long ah?
Wednesday, November 23, 2005
yes yes my prelim cert is very nice. i know! i worked so hard for it! it says: 22=A1, 42=A1, 46=A1, 63=A1, 45=A1, 11=A2, 41=A1, 44=A1, CCA=A1
And i'm eligible for the edusave scholarships for integrated programme schools (provisions) in independent ip/jcs. which means if i enroll in any independent schools, the first 3 months, the government will cover my school fees!! ya provided i get in. its only awarded to singapore's top 5%! prestigious ya? haha. if i maintain top 5% for O level results, the scholarship will be extended to cover jc2! so i was telling my dad: are u gg to pay me my sch fees then? and of course he said no.
hwa chong is still my top choice. as for rj it is really too far. so nj will be 2nd choice. if i get into hwa chong i will get the scholarship! and then it will make my US application wow! if only i can get in. so i was having a headache whether to consider rj. and then i was complaining why did the government have to give me the scholarship? if they didnt, i wun be so fan nao. and then my dad says it is a happy problem. i guess i will jus stick to fate. whats mine is mine. whats not mine is not mine. sigh. why did rj have to move??! im not blaming the government anymore, im blaming rj!!
my bro changed his display name to: today is my birthday, will u marry me? siao! then again, he's been liking that girl for so long. i guess there isnt many chi qing guys left anymore. and i got an email saying i won 3 million pounds from uk's lottery. ya u think im stupid issit?! im top 5% ok! and its not the bottom of the top 5%! its the top or at least the middle of the top 5%! so do ur research before trying to cheat me!
4 things left to do before grad nite on fri. 1st: buy my glitter eye shadow. (my whole chanel make-up set came with everything including nail polish but without eye shadow!) 2nd: get my contacts. 3rd: decide on my hairstyle. 4th: zap that big pimple (its obvious right?)
and i hereby announce im wearing that purple daniel yam gown! it costs almost $400! my mum had to tie it so tight coz it was too big for me. i only agreed when i saw that not all of my figure was covered up. everyone says i look like a princess in it. and thats without make up. so be prepared to go wow when u c me on fri! (provided i manage to zap that pimple!)
And i'm eligible for the edusave scholarships for integrated programme schools (provisions) in independent ip/jcs. which means if i enroll in any independent schools, the first 3 months, the government will cover my school fees!! ya provided i get in. its only awarded to singapore's top 5%! prestigious ya? haha. if i maintain top 5% for O level results, the scholarship will be extended to cover jc2! so i was telling my dad: are u gg to pay me my sch fees then? and of course he said no.
hwa chong is still my top choice. as for rj it is really too far. so nj will be 2nd choice. if i get into hwa chong i will get the scholarship! and then it will make my US application wow! if only i can get in. so i was having a headache whether to consider rj. and then i was complaining why did the government have to give me the scholarship? if they didnt, i wun be so fan nao. and then my dad says it is a happy problem. i guess i will jus stick to fate. whats mine is mine. whats not mine is not mine. sigh. why did rj have to move??! im not blaming the government anymore, im blaming rj!!
my bro changed his display name to: today is my birthday, will u marry me? siao! then again, he's been liking that girl for so long. i guess there isnt many chi qing guys left anymore. and i got an email saying i won 3 million pounds from uk's lottery. ya u think im stupid issit?! im top 5% ok! and its not the bottom of the top 5%! its the top or at least the middle of the top 5%! so do ur research before trying to cheat me!
4 things left to do before grad nite on fri. 1st: buy my glitter eye shadow. (my whole chanel make-up set came with everything including nail polish but without eye shadow!) 2nd: get my contacts. 3rd: decide on my hairstyle. 4th: zap that big pimple (its obvious right?)
and i hereby announce im wearing that purple daniel yam gown! it costs almost $400! my mum had to tie it so tight coz it was too big for me. i only agreed when i saw that not all of my figure was covered up. everyone says i look like a princess in it. and thats without make up. so be prepared to go wow when u c me on fri! (provided i manage to zap that pimple!)
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
i do hate winters. coz u hardly have any luggage space left for shopping. not to mention that only winter clothes are available in malls. and that u have to wear so many layers it makes u look fat.
i havent shopped for grad night. coz my walking credit card is not free to go with me. she said maybe fri. last minute again. why does she have to do everything last minute? thank godness i never inherited that allele from her. i wonder is it dominant or recessive? i think its recessive considering the fact i never got it but my sis did. gowns in the states are so much nicer. im getting jc2's prom gown from there. and hopefully i dun grow too fat to fit into it. nah, i wun. i'll buy a little little bigger. haha.
my flight is 29 nov 6+am. which means i leave the house at 2am. which means i have to wake up at 1am. and so from 10pm to 1am i only have 3hrs sleep! my bro says im crazy to think abt sleeping for 3hrs when it amounts to nothing. we stop over in tokyo after i cant remember is it 4hrs or 6hrs. then we take another 11hr flight before landing in seattle. its snowing in vancouver so its impossible to drive there. and so we will be going down from washington to oregon, california, san frans, nevada, arizona, prob utah too and flying home from las vegas, nevada! 1 whole month! i will be back on 28dec morning. so dun call me at home and dun sms me. email me all u want. i will have access to internet so keep checking my blog for updates from the states by yours truly! =)
i havent shopped for grad night. coz my walking credit card is not free to go with me. she said maybe fri. last minute again. why does she have to do everything last minute? thank godness i never inherited that allele from her. i wonder is it dominant or recessive? i think its recessive considering the fact i never got it but my sis did. gowns in the states are so much nicer. im getting jc2's prom gown from there. and hopefully i dun grow too fat to fit into it. nah, i wun. i'll buy a little little bigger. haha.
my flight is 29 nov 6+am. which means i leave the house at 2am. which means i have to wake up at 1am. and so from 10pm to 1am i only have 3hrs sleep! my bro says im crazy to think abt sleeping for 3hrs when it amounts to nothing. we stop over in tokyo after i cant remember is it 4hrs or 6hrs. then we take another 11hr flight before landing in seattle. its snowing in vancouver so its impossible to drive there. and so we will be going down from washington to oregon, california, san frans, nevada, arizona, prob utah too and flying home from las vegas, nevada! 1 whole month! i will be back on 28dec morning. so dun call me at home and dun sms me. email me all u want. i will have access to internet so keep checking my blog for updates from the states by yours truly! =)
Monday, November 21, 2005
i linked the surprise to my blog. its with all the other links. so u can view it as many times as u wish. honestly, did u get the whole world to visit that link from my blog? how come my hit counter jumped like crazy within the 15min that i went to bathe??! i bet u didnt sleep well! haha! i slept very well!
erm pple what exactly did u do to me last night? did u give me sleeping pills? i usually take abt half an hr to fall asleep. and last night the minute i hit the bed i fell asleep. i slept at 10:30pm and woke up at 9am! thats a lot of sleep for a stubborn body like mine with a rigid sleeping pattern of 10:30 to 7:00am!
anyway tty and his wife were so loving. im jealous. no im not. they looked like siblings lor! and then when they went to buy margarine, their hands were locked to ea other! haha. its not stalking its called peeping. i told u i was high yesterday!
i was fed like a pig yesterday. stuffed like a turkey. i wonder how many calories i over ate yesterday! i left early to come home to go to the toilet. coz the chalet toilet was so disgusting! all sand and all wet! and i definitely wun stay over coz the whole chalet is less than half the size of my room!
and when i got into the car, the mosquito came in too. it bit me a few times. then i got really fed up. so when it bit me the last time on my right leg near my ankle, i jus reached out and slapped it. without looking. oh yeah. and then i got its blood all over my hands. no, its my blood! now thats how sensitive i am, emotionally and physically!
erm pple what exactly did u do to me last night? did u give me sleeping pills? i usually take abt half an hr to fall asleep. and last night the minute i hit the bed i fell asleep. i slept at 10:30pm and woke up at 9am! thats a lot of sleep for a stubborn body like mine with a rigid sleeping pattern of 10:30 to 7:00am!
anyway tty and his wife were so loving. im jealous. no im not. they looked like siblings lor! and then when they went to buy margarine, their hands were locked to ea other! haha. its not stalking its called peeping. i told u i was high yesterday!
i was fed like a pig yesterday. stuffed like a turkey. i wonder how many calories i over ate yesterday! i left early to come home to go to the toilet. coz the chalet toilet was so disgusting! all sand and all wet! and i definitely wun stay over coz the whole chalet is less than half the size of my room!
and when i got into the car, the mosquito came in too. it bit me a few times. then i got really fed up. so when it bit me the last time on my right leg near my ankle, i jus reached out and slapped it. without looking. oh yeah. and then i got its blood all over my hands. no, its my blood! now thats how sensitive i am, emotionally and physically!
Sunday, November 20, 2005
ok pple its up. this is the link: http://spaces.msn.com/members/myillusionaryworld/
u visited my blog so many times today jus for this issit? ur insane!
yu lu only found 2 wrong words and helped me with the title. she said it was good!
i gtg go bathe so i will blog abt the chalet tmr! have fun! he promised he would sms me after he's done but he didnt! hmpf! ok i shouldnt be getting anxious. we are jus friends. nothing more. i smsed him to prove to myself that im over him! yes im over him. jus that he promised he would...ok fine. friends. jus friends. i will draw the boundary clear! he can reply if he like. dun reply also can. i dun care! and no! the one in the essay is not the one who promised he would sms me today! impossible! its ridiculous!
u visited my blog so many times today jus for this issit? ur insane!
yu lu only found 2 wrong words and helped me with the title. she said it was good!
i gtg go bathe so i will blog abt the chalet tmr! have fun! he promised he would sms me after he's done but he didnt! hmpf! ok i shouldnt be getting anxious. we are jus friends. nothing more. i smsed him to prove to myself that im over him! yes im over him. jus that he promised he would...ok fine. friends. jus friends. i will draw the boundary clear! he can reply if he like. dun reply also can. i dun care! and no! the one in the essay is not the one who promised he would sms me today! impossible! its ridiculous!
i watched harry potter yesterday morning at 11am. why did we have to go that early?? then we ended up shopping at giant? and i had stomach cramps for the first time on the 5th day of my period. my mum thinks i seriously need to exercise.
and yeoh yun wei, im sad to say that ur daniel radcliffe wasnt the cutest guy in the movie. i thought the one that died was cuter! was it robert pattinson or something like that? even my mum said so! ur daniel a bit short ah compared to the rest! haha. i better stop before she kills me. or before any other daniel radcliffe fans come after me. by now u also watched already right? so his half-naked body nice anot ah? sheesh. whats wrong with me today? im a bit high, sorry ah! and no i didnt drink any alcohol today. speaking of which im gg on a drinking spree in US! and my dad's gg to let me drive the car provided i dun crash. ya like i would purposely crash?
as for the surprise, it'll be up tonight! i finished it yesterday night. and i sacrificed my zui wu di for it! its jus that my editor is down with headache. and yes it has to be edited a little so that it doesnt appear as if my top in standard chinese dropped to bottom rock!
ok ppl. see you all later. east coast costa sands at where again? tasya and chen was asking me to go to suntec to shop with them then they bring me there. but im like i dun even noe how to go to suntec? in the first place i dun even know how to go to orchard! i almost went the wrong way. how was i suppose to know i had to cross the road or else i will end up in jurong? my mother's directions are bad. mine is one million times worse. so my excuse is i inherited from you and it was magnified during meiosis. oh no bio is coming out too! there's something seriously wrong with me today. im jus kind of crazy. and too bad u jus have to bear with it. i really did not take alcohol today. really. i guess it is coz a person like me who studies 12hrs a day drastically switches to 12hrs of play a day begins to miss studying. bottom line is: im addicted to studying.
and yeoh yun wei, im sad to say that ur daniel radcliffe wasnt the cutest guy in the movie. i thought the one that died was cuter! was it robert pattinson or something like that? even my mum said so! ur daniel a bit short ah compared to the rest! haha. i better stop before she kills me. or before any other daniel radcliffe fans come after me. by now u also watched already right? so his half-naked body nice anot ah? sheesh. whats wrong with me today? im a bit high, sorry ah! and no i didnt drink any alcohol today. speaking of which im gg on a drinking spree in US! and my dad's gg to let me drive the car provided i dun crash. ya like i would purposely crash?
as for the surprise, it'll be up tonight! i finished it yesterday night. and i sacrificed my zui wu di for it! its jus that my editor is down with headache. and yes it has to be edited a little so that it doesnt appear as if my top in standard chinese dropped to bottom rock!
ok ppl. see you all later. east coast costa sands at where again? tasya and chen was asking me to go to suntec to shop with them then they bring me there. but im like i dun even noe how to go to suntec? in the first place i dun even know how to go to orchard! i almost went the wrong way. how was i suppose to know i had to cross the road or else i will end up in jurong? my mother's directions are bad. mine is one million times worse. so my excuse is i inherited from you and it was magnified during meiosis. oh no bio is coming out too! there's something seriously wrong with me today. im jus kind of crazy. and too bad u jus have to bear with it. i really did not take alcohol today. really. i guess it is coz a person like me who studies 12hrs a day drastically switches to 12hrs of play a day begins to miss studying. bottom line is: im addicted to studying.
Saturday, November 19, 2005
breathe it. smell it. taste it. its called FREEDOM!! its only 7:45am. crap. i wanted to sleep in but my body didnt permit me to. i slept at 11pm and woke up at 7:15. i was also awaken in the middle of the night by the stupid balloon stuck to the fan.
yesterday we ate peking duck at sicc island! it was so nice so nice! i lost a total of 3kg in the past 2 weeks. then someone had the birthday celebration. there was so many balloons left behind! me being the me who loves balloons took a small bunch of 6. then my brother being his greedy and irritating self took a big one of almost abt 20! and he wanted to take more but we were shouting at him from the lift. i wonder how he managed to stuff the whole thing in the boot. but anyway when we came back i stole 2 from him. well not exactly steal it but i took it. he was in the room and didnt protest so in a way he sort of gave it to me ya? haha.
and si min dun worry i wun call u to tell u that im bored this time coz im actually so busy! the whole of today is packed full. im gg to watch harry potter in the morning. luckily i didnt book the ticket from chen ah. i was thinking of waiting for sicc to come out but last night my parents told me citibank was sponsoring! so great! for the whole of my life i only paid for a movie once. and that was when i went with my sis and her class. (i jus love to tag along) and i didnt pay for it. my sis collected the money from my mum! i always watch them at sicc since its already prepaid for. and otherwise i have the great citibank to sponsor my tickets!
this is what i have on my to-do list (its packed but packed with fun!):
pack for US trip ( i only have 9 days left!), take my free-trial yoga course, watch harry potter, upload my photos, shop for grad night (if i cannot find anything i will jus wear one of my current dresses) go swimming, class chalet, play golf, play badminton, drown myself in mr mokhtar's new movie supply, play with botak, play with katie, send my phone for repair, tally up my accounts which havent been done for the past few months (my mum owes me at least $300 for this!) and loads of other stuff to do!
my sis was telling me the chem paper's essay was tough. but i didnt believe her. i was thinking nah! i got like 28/30 for the essay component in prelims, what makes u think i cant handle the os? then when i did the paper, i got the greatest shock out of my life! i finished qn1-7 in 20 min. then i had all the time in the world to do the disgusting essays! i loved chem essays the most coz they were the easiest! but now i hate them! whatever, its all over! over and done with!
ppl, i'll try to put up the surprise i promised. but my sickening bro is still sleeping so i dun noe how to get that program started! i'll try if not then it'll be up tmr!
the past few days i was having violent dreams. about blood and dead pple. then the other day i dreamt abt dunno who's hand got cut off. last night i dreamt me and my bro was chasing my sis who kept running away. when can i dream of waltzing under the moonlight with prince charming ah?
and i was the last one to leave sch yesterday. coz my mum picked me at 6:45pm! sigh. traffic la! so while waiting i called up everybody from all over singapore!
my phone bill jus came. 292 messages. 1 min off peak. 13.3 min peak. no i didnt exceed. my sis did! she sent 407 msgs! 22min off peak. 49.9 min peak! her smses cost $20.35. my bro woke up to say pro. then he went back to sleep. he refused to set up the program saying we have to leave hse at 8:30am. its 8:06 now. i better get changed! what shall i wear today?
yesterday we ate peking duck at sicc island! it was so nice so nice! i lost a total of 3kg in the past 2 weeks. then someone had the birthday celebration. there was so many balloons left behind! me being the me who loves balloons took a small bunch of 6. then my brother being his greedy and irritating self took a big one of almost abt 20! and he wanted to take more but we were shouting at him from the lift. i wonder how he managed to stuff the whole thing in the boot. but anyway when we came back i stole 2 from him. well not exactly steal it but i took it. he was in the room and didnt protest so in a way he sort of gave it to me ya? haha.
and si min dun worry i wun call u to tell u that im bored this time coz im actually so busy! the whole of today is packed full. im gg to watch harry potter in the morning. luckily i didnt book the ticket from chen ah. i was thinking of waiting for sicc to come out but last night my parents told me citibank was sponsoring! so great! for the whole of my life i only paid for a movie once. and that was when i went with my sis and her class. (i jus love to tag along) and i didnt pay for it. my sis collected the money from my mum! i always watch them at sicc since its already prepaid for. and otherwise i have the great citibank to sponsor my tickets!
this is what i have on my to-do list (its packed but packed with fun!):
pack for US trip ( i only have 9 days left!), take my free-trial yoga course, watch harry potter, upload my photos, shop for grad night (if i cannot find anything i will jus wear one of my current dresses) go swimming, class chalet, play golf, play badminton, drown myself in mr mokhtar's new movie supply, play with botak, play with katie, send my phone for repair, tally up my accounts which havent been done for the past few months (my mum owes me at least $300 for this!) and loads of other stuff to do!
my sis was telling me the chem paper's essay was tough. but i didnt believe her. i was thinking nah! i got like 28/30 for the essay component in prelims, what makes u think i cant handle the os? then when i did the paper, i got the greatest shock out of my life! i finished qn1-7 in 20 min. then i had all the time in the world to do the disgusting essays! i loved chem essays the most coz they were the easiest! but now i hate them! whatever, its all over! over and done with!
ppl, i'll try to put up the surprise i promised. but my sickening bro is still sleeping so i dun noe how to get that program started! i'll try if not then it'll be up tmr!
the past few days i was having violent dreams. about blood and dead pple. then the other day i dreamt abt dunno who's hand got cut off. last night i dreamt me and my bro was chasing my sis who kept running away. when can i dream of waltzing under the moonlight with prince charming ah?
and i was the last one to leave sch yesterday. coz my mum picked me at 6:45pm! sigh. traffic la! so while waiting i called up everybody from all over singapore!
my phone bill jus came. 292 messages. 1 min off peak. 13.3 min peak. no i didnt exceed. my sis did! she sent 407 msgs! 22min off peak. 49.9 min peak! her smses cost $20.35. my bro woke up to say pro. then he went back to sleep. he refused to set up the program saying we have to leave hse at 8:30am. its 8:06 now. i better get changed! what shall i wear today?
Friday, November 18, 2005
9 More Hours To Freedom pple! jia you! i only managed to finish sec 3 stuff yesterday. oh man i still have so much to complete before the 2:30 paper. i can do it!
anyway i was talking to rui lin last night and i told her i havent touched chem since prelims. then she was like i also, no worry, your chem better than most ppl even when u havent studied. whoa, im that good? haha. im sure i noe how to do, the problem is whether i remember or not. i should do fine. coz chem is peanuts to me! i love chem!! =)
neway if u r reading this at night, dun bother waiting for me to post another entry coz i will be heading to sicc for dinner! celebration! if u have nothing to do u can sms me, coz i can use 16smses per day until i leave singapore. call me also can coz i have 7+min per day to use also!
well, tmr u will be in for a big surprise!! and a really big one! someone has been waiting for it for so long coz that someone has been visiting my blog almost everyday. and u will get what you want but im sorry, its in chinese!
9 more hrs only 9 more hours and i'll taste freedom!!!
Thursday, November 17, 2005
1 more day everyone! i have exactly 26.5hrs to the start of chem. a maths was ok. it was harder than p1. see i told you right! i couldnt do the matrix (i hate matrix anyway) and qn10ii. thats a total of 9 marks. fine. i finished the paper in 45min. and i started checking. then at 9:30 i realise i left out qn9! so i rushed to do it. and i keep getting careless mistakes so i had to do it 5 times!! by the time i got the correct ans it was 9:55. i think im the most careless person on earth! i should get my a1! i had better get my a1!
my alarm rang at 6:45am this morning. and i was like i want to sleep. then my inner voice was telling me no u cant u must wake up still got exam exam exam. so i woke up. but from my bed to the toilet i was cursing cambridge for waking me up on a morning with such a lovely weather to sleep in.
i have 3 files, almost 20cm thick, my chem textbk, notebk and tys to go through. im dead. why cant we have 48hrs a day?? i better get started on chem...
my alarm rang at 6:45am this morning. and i was like i want to sleep. then my inner voice was telling me no u cant u must wake up still got exam exam exam. so i woke up. but from my bed to the toilet i was cursing cambridge for waking me up on a morning with such a lovely weather to sleep in.
i have 3 files, almost 20cm thick, my chem textbk, notebk and tys to go through. im dead. why cant we have 48hrs a day?? i better get started on chem...
Wednesday, November 16, 2005
im bleeding with exhaustion man. 3 papers in 1 day! i had 3 mistakes for phy p1. but im satsified, coz i never scored that high for mcq in a phy exam before, although most will get a min of 39/40. paper 2 was easy! easy! i only didnt noe how to do 1 qn 1 mark and guess what? the stupid ans was in the text. haiz. i memorised 2 inches thick of materials yet i still left out something! and yes i noe phy is not abt memorising. but to pple like me, phy makes no sense. i try to understand as much, the rest i memorise, be it qn, ans schemes, text bks and notes. i hate phy and yet i still want to take it nxt yr. why??
geog was depressing. the paper was so tough! and i was having stomach cramps! and i didnt sleep well last night as i was having cramps too! thats triple the torture! tian ah! i did better for humanities in prelims. im sure. mr tan, pls dun place any hopes on me.
im so tired i cant even type properly. im only gg to memorise the formula for a maths then thats it. i dun have energy left. as for chem, im getting worried. i havent touched chem since prelims. im banging on the fact that i have 24hrs to sleep and study for fri's paper. but my chem has always been strong. i always get a high 80 to low 90. so it shouldnt be a problem. though i shouldnt be complacent.
i smelled of feng you the whole day. and i didnt realised it expired last yr aug.
my sickening bro was suppose to pass my dad my dinner before he got down the car. and he jus left it on the back seat. without telling anyone. have u seen anyone that irresponsible be4? if i had the energy i would jus tear him into shreds!
geog was depressing. the paper was so tough! and i was having stomach cramps! and i didnt sleep well last night as i was having cramps too! thats triple the torture! tian ah! i did better for humanities in prelims. im sure. mr tan, pls dun place any hopes on me.
im so tired i cant even type properly. im only gg to memorise the formula for a maths then thats it. i dun have energy left. as for chem, im getting worried. i havent touched chem since prelims. im banging on the fact that i have 24hrs to sleep and study for fri's paper. but my chem has always been strong. i always get a high 80 to low 90. so it shouldnt be a problem. though i shouldnt be complacent.
i smelled of feng you the whole day. and i didnt realised it expired last yr aug.
my sickening bro was suppose to pass my dad my dinner before he got down the car. and he jus left it on the back seat. without telling anyone. have u seen anyone that irresponsible be4? if i had the energy i would jus tear him into shreds!
Tuesday, November 15, 2005
oh shucks! my menses jus came. pls dun give me stomach cramps tmr or ever again. i still got geog in the morning, phy p1 and p2 in the afternoon. a maths on thurs morning. chem p1 and p2 on fri afternoon. i will kill myself if i jeopardize my results jus coz of u!
a maths was easy. a lot easier than i expected. i only didnt noe how to do 2 qns which was a total of 8 marks. suprisingly my neighbour told me i got the realtive velocity qn right! yippee! its 2 and 2/3 issit? she said so! i jus anyhow do one! and my percentage of getting jus the diagram right for a relative velocity qn is only 10%! let alone get the correct ans! the other one i didnt noe was the last part of qn11. what g(x) in ax+b. didnt even noe what the stupid qn wanted! so thats 2 marks gone coz i dunno how to do.
but my diff and integration qn wrong! 8 marks leh! i careless issit? my k was 2. (suppose to be 1.5) and the hence value was 5 (suppose to be 6 and 2/3). i did it twice leh! and i looked at it again jus now, but i cannot find the mistake! AH! 8 marks! my poor 8 marks! wah!! that means 10 marks gone. i still can get 70/80! (i dun believe i will lose all 8 marks. i'll prob lose 5-6. the rest for careless mistakes which i havent find) 70/80!! i smell an a1!!
a maths was easy. a lot easier than i expected. i only didnt noe how to do 2 qns which was a total of 8 marks. suprisingly my neighbour told me i got the realtive velocity qn right! yippee! its 2 and 2/3 issit? she said so! i jus anyhow do one! and my percentage of getting jus the diagram right for a relative velocity qn is only 10%! let alone get the correct ans! the other one i didnt noe was the last part of qn11. what g(x) in ax+b. didnt even noe what the stupid qn wanted! so thats 2 marks gone coz i dunno how to do.
but my diff and integration qn wrong! 8 marks leh! i careless issit? my k was 2. (suppose to be 1.5) and the hence value was 5 (suppose to be 6 and 2/3). i did it twice leh! and i looked at it again jus now, but i cannot find the mistake! AH! 8 marks! my poor 8 marks! wah!! that means 10 marks gone. i still can get 70/80! (i dun believe i will lose all 8 marks. i'll prob lose 5-6. the rest for careless mistakes which i havent find) 70/80!! i smell an a1!!
Monday, November 14, 2005
i found this really interesting article on ain's blog.
It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days.
Typical academic year for a student: 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313. 2.
Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.3.
8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.4.
1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.5.
2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
Days left 96.6.
1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.7.
Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.8.
Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.9.
For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.10.
Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.11.
That 1 day is your birthday.How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
How can a student pass ?
gosh i do wonder how come i can study 12hrs a day on weekends and holidays. coz its 8 hrs sleep, 0.5hr bath, 0.5 hr lunch, 0.5hr dinner. and yet im still left with 2.5hrs to waste. (time spent trying to fall alseep, reading newpapers, watching tv, going to the toilet, smsing, using the com, walking around the house aimlessly and disturbing my sleeping hamster) now that is called efficiency!
then again, i hardly exercise!
It's not the fault of the student if he fails, because the year ONLY has 365 days.
Typical academic year for a student: 1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year, you know Sundays are for rest.
Days left 313. 2.
Summer holidays - 50 where weather is very hot and difficult to study.
Days left 263.3.
8 hours daily sleep - 130 days GONE.
Days left 141.4.
1 hour for daily playing- (good for health) means 15 days.
Days left 126.5.
2 hours daily for food & other delicacies (chewing properly & swallowing) - means 30days.
Days left 96.6.
1 hour for talking (man is a social animal) - means 15 days.
Days left 81.7.
Exam days - per year at least 35 days.
Days left 46.8.
Quarterly, half yearly and festival (holidays) - 40 days.
Days left 6.9.
For sickness - at least 3 days.
Days left 3.10.
Movies and functions- at least 2 days.
1 day left.11.
That 1 day is your birthday.How can you study on that day ?!?!?!?!?!
Balance = 0
How can a student pass ?
gosh i do wonder how come i can study 12hrs a day on weekends and holidays. coz its 8 hrs sleep, 0.5hr bath, 0.5 hr lunch, 0.5hr dinner. and yet im still left with 2.5hrs to waste. (time spent trying to fall alseep, reading newpapers, watching tv, going to the toilet, smsing, using the com, walking around the house aimlessly and disturbing my sleeping hamster) now that is called efficiency!
then again, i hardly exercise!
Sunday, November 13, 2005
i had a nightmare last night. i was so petrified ok! i was with this group of ppl. and there was this bad guy. he was toturing one of the other guy with roses (i have no idea why he chose roses). he stuck one of it through that guy's eye. ouch. then we ran away and split up into 2 groups. one of the grp went on the bus. the bad guy disguised himself and sat on the bus too. i saw him and yelled out to them but it was too late. the bus started already. then the ppl in the bus started screaming. after that the bad guy jumped down the bus with a few metal rod like things that he took out from the bus. and he wasnt hurt.
i was with the other group at the bar. then the bad guy came in. someone used a wine bottle to smash his head. and he wasnt hurt. many of them did the same thing. and he still wasnt hurt! he didnt even bleed! then he started shooting at us. there was blood everywhere. i didnt die but i was lying in a pool of blood. someone's blood. then he walked to and fro. i didnt have the guts to breathe.
and that was when i woke up. i think coz i didnt breathe too. i was so scared i didnt dare go to the toilet in case the bad guy appeared out of nowhere. but i really had to go. so from the toilet i dashed into my comforter and shivered like crazy. i was practically trembling all over. i only managed to fall asleep about half an hour later. i can still clearly remember the scenes of blood and dead ppl everywhere. i think i need someone to sleep with me tonight...
i was with the other group at the bar. then the bad guy came in. someone used a wine bottle to smash his head. and he wasnt hurt. many of them did the same thing. and he still wasnt hurt! he didnt even bleed! then he started shooting at us. there was blood everywhere. i didnt die but i was lying in a pool of blood. someone's blood. then he walked to and fro. i didnt have the guts to breathe.
and that was when i woke up. i think coz i didnt breathe too. i was so scared i didnt dare go to the toilet in case the bad guy appeared out of nowhere. but i really had to go. so from the toilet i dashed into my comforter and shivered like crazy. i was practically trembling all over. i only managed to fall asleep about half an hour later. i can still clearly remember the scenes of blood and dead ppl everywhere. i think i need someone to sleep with me tonight...
Saturday, November 12, 2005
im dreaming and so im thinking on my wedding day i will wear something like this: 
i did the sji a maths p1 in the morning. it was rather easy right? compared to our crazy a maths prelim paper. those who are reading this and have done the sji p1, pls tell me is it easier than the june 05 paper? so that i can check whether i have improved or not. otherwise im so dead for a maths. (tell me the truth ok? pls dun lie to me!)
and i jus realised. guys always say thanks instead of thank you. why huh?
and i jus realised. guys always say thanks instead of thank you. why huh?
Friday, November 11, 2005
Yo ppl! im back! i survived 1 week already! now im down to 7 days, 7 papers, 3.5 subjects! and then freedom!!!
jus a recap:
mon- okay it was venice. but it didnt come out the way i thought it would. like the hinderence and help? i couldnt decide. anyway i put hinderence. i was actually contemplating whether to do the northern ireland and sri lanka one but then i didnt know what ltte stood for. maths d was so easy. in 2hrs i did the paper twice, checked 4 time, found 4 careless mistakes and still had time left. it was a breeze!
tues- no there wasnt any paper. it was pure mugging for el.
wed-el paper. what should i complain first? the topics were like huh? so no choice but to write qn 5. marriage. i used my old story and improved on it. and i practised every single format except speech!! ah!! and speech came out!! the info they provided us with was as good as nothing. compre was easy. and now comes the part where mr mokhtar would most likely kill me. i have never seen all the vocab words before in my entire life! so i had to guess each and every one of it. serves me right. ya i noe.
thurs-bio. wah lao how come the paper 2 so difficult ah?! explain how the plant maintains its upright position. its in the syllabus??! 5 marks leh! i wrote xylem, lignin, water, roots and stem. oh and one more, plants grow towards light. since sun on top it grows upwards. crap. sheesh. my sis also complained that her bio paper was weird. it was like explain how the endocrine gland works. 6 marks! write what ah? and she told me last night when i totally dumped my bio in the trash folder in my brain. so i was giving her the confused look, trying to retreive the info and recall whats an endocrine gland.
fri- maths d was easy la. i could do every single qn. i did the paper twice and checked 2 times. found 4 careless mistakes again. 2 was due to punching the calculator wrongly. which somehow always happens to me. but i ended up with ink all over my hands. i did number 10. coz i knew my vector always got problem. so to be safe, its 12 marks btw, i chose to do 10 which was more tedious.
so far so good? i dunno leh! but at least it was better than prelims. it should be, since its so much easier. i havent started revising for next week's papers. again 2 of my weakest subjs. phy and a maths. for a maths its been a long time since i smelt an a1 for this yr's exam. i will get my a1! and im still struggling to secure (note: its not achieve) my a1 for phy.
but i need a break first. im bored, im sick and im tired of exams!
jus a recap:
mon- okay it was venice. but it didnt come out the way i thought it would. like the hinderence and help? i couldnt decide. anyway i put hinderence. i was actually contemplating whether to do the northern ireland and sri lanka one but then i didnt know what ltte stood for. maths d was so easy. in 2hrs i did the paper twice, checked 4 time, found 4 careless mistakes and still had time left. it was a breeze!
tues- no there wasnt any paper. it was pure mugging for el.
wed-el paper. what should i complain first? the topics were like huh? so no choice but to write qn 5. marriage. i used my old story and improved on it. and i practised every single format except speech!! ah!! and speech came out!! the info they provided us with was as good as nothing. compre was easy. and now comes the part where mr mokhtar would most likely kill me. i have never seen all the vocab words before in my entire life! so i had to guess each and every one of it. serves me right. ya i noe.
thurs-bio. wah lao how come the paper 2 so difficult ah?! explain how the plant maintains its upright position. its in the syllabus??! 5 marks leh! i wrote xylem, lignin, water, roots and stem. oh and one more, plants grow towards light. since sun on top it grows upwards. crap. sheesh. my sis also complained that her bio paper was weird. it was like explain how the endocrine gland works. 6 marks! write what ah? and she told me last night when i totally dumped my bio in the trash folder in my brain. so i was giving her the confused look, trying to retreive the info and recall whats an endocrine gland.
fri- maths d was easy la. i could do every single qn. i did the paper twice and checked 2 times. found 4 careless mistakes again. 2 was due to punching the calculator wrongly. which somehow always happens to me. but i ended up with ink all over my hands. i did number 10. coz i knew my vector always got problem. so to be safe, its 12 marks btw, i chose to do 10 which was more tedious.
so far so good? i dunno leh! but at least it was better than prelims. it should be, since its so much easier. i havent started revising for next week's papers. again 2 of my weakest subjs. phy and a maths. for a maths its been a long time since i smelt an a1 for this yr's exam. i will get my a1! and im still struggling to secure (note: its not achieve) my a1 for phy.
but i need a break first. im bored, im sick and im tired of exams!
Friday, November 04, 2005
In the meantime i found something interesting to keep u all company for the next 2+wks.
For the single gals
He says:
I'll call you
Translation:
I really mean to call but I hate rejection or worse let down once we do go out… Or what if it actually works? I don't know what I want, but the thought of giving up my freedom is freakyyyy!
He says:
So maybe we could grab a drink/go to a movie/catch a concert (fill in the blank with activity of choice) or something?
Translation:
I think you're really hot and want to ask you out, but I don't have the guts to say it point blank. This way, if you say no, I’m not rejected.
He says:
I think you're a great person.
Translation:
I’m not really interested in you romantically.
He says:
Nothing about seeing you again
Translation:
He’s not planning on it.
If you’ve just started dating
He says:
We're dating
Translation:
We hook up, but we're not an exclusive item.
He says:
We're seeing each other
Translation:
I’m only dating you and one other chick OR I’m only dating you, but I'm open to meeting someone else.
He says:
This is the third Friday we've gone out, huh? God, it's hot outside.Do you have to be in the office by nine tomorrow?You think it's true what they say about oysters/champagne/insert rumored aphrodisiac here?
Translation:
I think we should have sex.
He says:
I'm not ready to get serious
Translation:
Sex without strings will work just fine.
He says:
How many guys have you been with?
Translation:
Tell me I'm the best one, please!
If it’s been a while and you’re getting serious
He says:
I really like you
Translation:
I think I'm falling in love, but I can't say the L-word.
He says:
"Girlfriend," affectionately in public and he's not watching an In Living Color re-run or making fun of Oprah Winfrey.
Translation:
His friends aren't allowed to come on to you and that guy in your office better back off too! You're his (and he’s yours, too).
He says:
Nothing's wrong. I'm fine
Translation:
I know you're interested in elaborating on my emotional center with regard to my co-workers and boss and Starbucks barista, but I'm done for the day and all I want is to drink a six pack, eat a bag of Doritos and vegetate.
OR:
Nothing’s wrong. He's fine.
He says:
I'm not thinking anything, honest.
Translation:
He's not thinking anything. Honest.
He says:
I don't know what I want
Translation:
I don't want you/us/this relationship.
He says:
You're way hotter than Giselle/Beyonce/Fill in star-crush name here. No, I mean it. (Notice his glowy eyes)
Translation:
I love you.
From: http://news.californiapsychics.com/lovecast_110405_a.aspx?lid=103179&
For the single gals
He says:
I'll call you
Translation:
I really mean to call but I hate rejection or worse let down once we do go out… Or what if it actually works? I don't know what I want, but the thought of giving up my freedom is freakyyyy!
He says:
So maybe we could grab a drink/go to a movie/catch a concert (fill in the blank with activity of choice) or something?
Translation:
I think you're really hot and want to ask you out, but I don't have the guts to say it point blank. This way, if you say no, I’m not rejected.
He says:
I think you're a great person.
Translation:
I’m not really interested in you romantically.
He says:
Nothing about seeing you again
Translation:
He’s not planning on it.
If you’ve just started dating
He says:
We're dating
Translation:
We hook up, but we're not an exclusive item.
He says:
We're seeing each other
Translation:
I’m only dating you and one other chick OR I’m only dating you, but I'm open to meeting someone else.
He says:
This is the third Friday we've gone out, huh? God, it's hot outside.Do you have to be in the office by nine tomorrow?You think it's true what they say about oysters/champagne/insert rumored aphrodisiac here?
Translation:
I think we should have sex.
He says:
I'm not ready to get serious
Translation:
Sex without strings will work just fine.
He says:
How many guys have you been with?
Translation:
Tell me I'm the best one, please!
If it’s been a while and you’re getting serious
He says:
I really like you
Translation:
I think I'm falling in love, but I can't say the L-word.
He says:
"Girlfriend," affectionately in public and he's not watching an In Living Color re-run or making fun of Oprah Winfrey.
Translation:
His friends aren't allowed to come on to you and that guy in your office better back off too! You're his (and he’s yours, too).
He says:
Nothing's wrong. I'm fine
Translation:
I know you're interested in elaborating on my emotional center with regard to my co-workers and boss and Starbucks barista, but I'm done for the day and all I want is to drink a six pack, eat a bag of Doritos and vegetate.
OR:
Nothing’s wrong. He's fine.
He says:
I'm not thinking anything, honest.
Translation:
He's not thinking anything. Honest.
He says:
I don't know what I want
Translation:
I don't want you/us/this relationship.
He says:
You're way hotter than Giselle/Beyonce/Fill in star-crush name here. No, I mean it. (Notice his glowy eyes)
Translation:
I love you.
From: http://news.californiapsychics.com/lovecast_110405_a.aspx?lid=103179&
the world does seem more beautiful today. anyway this will most likely be my last post until nov 18. i doubt i would have the time to write something here anymore. so to my devoted readers out there im sorry if u start to miss me. i cant help but leave u all for a little while. i promise i'll be back asap.
my botak baby actually started chewing its cage bars last night! its a miracle! mr mokhtar says its because of my undivided love. botak baby is so cute!!
my botak baby actually started chewing its cage bars last night! its a miracle! mr mokhtar says its because of my undivided love. botak baby is so cute!!
Thursday, November 03, 2005
after so long i finally understood. in forcing u to face ur feelings i was forced to face mine too. i realised that i never liked him before! (er if u're wondering who-its the latest one) he was so much older, so much more experienced and so much more matured. thats why he seemed to understand me so well. and thats why i was attracted to him. but attraction and like is different. its not the same. i should have known right? how could i be so childish as to thing that i can fall in love with someone without even meeting him first? all i needed was someone besides my parents and my teachers that truly understands me. because only like that will i feel interested.to me its no fun being together with people whom i understand and whom i can read their mind. but they cant read mine. its no fun!
so pple i will be smsing him after my Os just for a chat. jus like friends. wo xiang tong le. im finally able to let go already. now with everything right on track i can finally concentrate on my studies without any distractions! i feel so happy so relieved!
so julie if u're reading this and still wondering who's that person then all i can say is it doesnt matter anymore. if that person refuses to face her/his feelings then there's nothing i can do. that person will jus suffer by herself/himself. no hints no nothing. its all over. it doesnt matter. i guess the only person who will understand what i wrote yesterday was myself. the only person who can give me a closure is myself. in fact i was waiting for myself to make a decision rather than that person. we can only live life once. its up to us to make the full use of it. rather than make myself so unhappy i would rather choose to make myself happy. and to u know who: if u still refuse to say what u r suppose to tell me then im sorry, you're too late. you are always one step behind.
so pple i will be smsing him after my Os just for a chat. jus like friends. wo xiang tong le. im finally able to let go already. now with everything right on track i can finally concentrate on my studies without any distractions! i feel so happy so relieved!
so julie if u're reading this and still wondering who's that person then all i can say is it doesnt matter anymore. if that person refuses to face her/his feelings then there's nothing i can do. that person will jus suffer by herself/himself. no hints no nothing. its all over. it doesnt matter. i guess the only person who will understand what i wrote yesterday was myself. the only person who can give me a closure is myself. in fact i was waiting for myself to make a decision rather than that person. we can only live life once. its up to us to make the full use of it. rather than make myself so unhappy i would rather choose to make myself happy. and to u know who: if u still refuse to say what u r suppose to tell me then im sorry, you're too late. you are always one step behind.
Wednesday, November 02, 2005
maybe it did work. maybe it didnt. but i still stand by what my intuition tells me. there's ought to be a closure to this. so that next year is a new year. i dont want to bring this year's or last year's problems into next year. next year is for dealing with next year's problems. im not quite sure what i really want either. was i just searching for the ans or was i searching for something more than that? yu lu says there's no point pondering over it coz i'll never understand also.
if you're reading this then digest the next sentence. its the last chance i'm giving u. this whole thing will end this year whether u like it or not or whether i like it or not. its going to end. i will make it end. so get it clear ok? don't say i didnt try my best. dont say i didnt try to help. i did all i could. the rest is up to u. u decide what u want then tell me so i can decide what i want. i need a closure. i really need it desperately.
i honestly dunno what u're thinking. have i not made it clear enough? did the message not go through ur thick head? u must have been sneezing since the morning. but guess what? i wasnt the one cursing u. yu lu was scolding u with every word she could think of. im irritated.
if you're reading this then digest the next sentence. its the last chance i'm giving u. this whole thing will end this year whether u like it or not or whether i like it or not. its going to end. i will make it end. so get it clear ok? don't say i didnt try my best. dont say i didnt try to help. i did all i could. the rest is up to u. u decide what u want then tell me so i can decide what i want. i need a closure. i really need it desperately.
i honestly dunno what u're thinking. have i not made it clear enough? did the message not go through ur thick head? u must have been sneezing since the morning. but guess what? i wasnt the one cursing u. yu lu was scolding u with every word she could think of. im irritated.
Tuesday, November 01, 2005
finally! im been waiting for today since last night! thats coz im finally gg to ans the qn that has bugging me for more than a year. so based on my intuition i shall test and see if i get the answer that my intuition has been telling me all along. so here we go! wish me luck!
btw horoscope frm this site is really really accurate. well at least for me! so try it out!
http://www.californiapsychics.com/HoroscopeDaily.aspx?
btw horoscope frm this site is really really accurate. well at least for me! so try it out!
http://www.californiapsychics.com/HoroscopeDaily.aspx?