Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
im proud of myself. oh yeah. found my way to great world city wahaha! stopped 1 stop too early though. made up for it by jay walking instead of climbing the overhead bridge. angeline got really lost. so im not the worst eh?
bought KFC and watched mr and mrs smith and take the lead. the rest were like playing games. i was so comfortable on chen's sofa yun wei and si min were like eh ur hse ah? heh.
rainy day today. it was raining since i woke up. and it is still raining. well at least we didnt have to do aces work out right? all the flush flush stuff.
teachers day performance was rather amusing! ended at like 945. melon was showing off his biceps. and mr ho dressed as mr incredible was doing all kinds of suggestive actions which left us giggling and disgusted.
oh yea the chinese teacher loved my abstract compo. got like 51/60! my new record.
promos schedule out:
22 mon-gp
28 thurs-chinese and econs
29 fri-maths
2 mon-chem
3 tues-phy
4 wed-bio
5 thurs-chem SPA
we both knew that last glance wouldnt be enough to pull us through the next 10 days. yet we both did nothing again to express that longing. i rather those words of shame and guilt came from me than u hearing them from someone else. did i not wish u were the one holding my hand? did u not wish the same too? yet wishing alone wouldnt change anything. something should be done. for you and for me. so much i wanna tell u, so much i wish to express, the three simple words isnt enough. but i guess thats the only way so here goes: i miss you...
Wednesday, August 30, 2006
finally rained after so many dry months! co prac today was actually enjoyable although the LT was like a freezer again. so went in there and was given score sheets for a new song. no time to practise. was suppose to sight read and play along with the whole orchestra!! that jus totally freaked me out. but like my sight reading suddenly jumped a few grades or something! i could actually play the song! whee! zhi wen said not bad. haha. performing that song for open day. pretty nice song. i love it. actually could play with some feelings and not totally dead. so i shall hold back my plans to quit. but it might surface again when i start playing the sfy song which is so called artistic. blah.
oh and something else happened during co. yi cheng and i were so frozen our hands had gone numb. could hardly play. we started comparing who's fingers were colder. then i saw amelia secretly wisphering to bee ying. then i turned around and saw yi cheng who was already holding my hand by then. then i was like ok this is so wrong!! i hope nobody else saw that but i guess that would be impossible. dun get the wrong idea! whatever u see can be rather deceiving u know! and btw i seriouly have no idea how he ended up holding my hand ok! gosh! it really wasnt wat it seemed like it was. glad that u werent there. but im still so ashamed and embarrassed i dont know how im gonna face you...
i found someone who went through the same thing im gg through now! mr goh kien huay!! his 4 wisdom tooth also grew at the same time! wahaha so im not the only weirdo heh. but the chlorohexidine stings my tongue. and the dentist instructed that i gargle with 20ml. but 20ml is so much i can barely close my mouth let alone gargle! so i cut it to like 15ml haha..
oh yea i played paino yest. note: i tried to. i looked at grade 6 and was overwhelmed. grade 5 i still couldnt play. so grade 4, 3, 2...started at grade 1. man. i think i took grade 5 practical. cant remember. gotta check. but yea aim to do grade 6 next aug. and im gg for diploma! actually if i hadnt stopped, i would be doing diploma this year even if i didnt skip any grades. so imagine what if i did skip some grades? stopped piano like before psle coz the teacher abused me la.
partying at chen's hse tmr. and big plans in store =)
oh and something else happened during co. yi cheng and i were so frozen our hands had gone numb. could hardly play. we started comparing who's fingers were colder. then i saw amelia secretly wisphering to bee ying. then i turned around and saw yi cheng who was already holding my hand by then. then i was like ok this is so wrong!! i hope nobody else saw that but i guess that would be impossible. dun get the wrong idea! whatever u see can be rather deceiving u know! and btw i seriouly have no idea how he ended up holding my hand ok! gosh! it really wasnt wat it seemed like it was. glad that u werent there. but im still so ashamed and embarrassed i dont know how im gonna face you...
i found someone who went through the same thing im gg through now! mr goh kien huay!! his 4 wisdom tooth also grew at the same time! wahaha so im not the only weirdo heh. but the chlorohexidine stings my tongue. and the dentist instructed that i gargle with 20ml. but 20ml is so much i can barely close my mouth let alone gargle! so i cut it to like 15ml haha..
oh yea i played paino yest. note: i tried to. i looked at grade 6 and was overwhelmed. grade 5 i still couldnt play. so grade 4, 3, 2...started at grade 1. man. i think i took grade 5 practical. cant remember. gotta check. but yea aim to do grade 6 next aug. and im gg for diploma! actually if i hadnt stopped, i would be doing diploma this year even if i didnt skip any grades. so imagine what if i did skip some grades? stopped piano like before psle coz the teacher abused me la.
partying at chen's hse tmr. and big plans in store =)
Monday, August 28, 2006
just came back from dentist. apparently my wisdom tooth is coming out and it is pressing against the root of my molar tooth. im getting wiser! which was what i thought it was! coz i didnt see any cavity (which my mum said u cannot see with ur naked eyes, watever) nor did i see any white patch of growing teeth. plus something seemed to be drilling the root of my tooth, pain came from inside. dentist talked something abt surgery. my dad added sawing and chipping and gosh i sure am freaked out here!! but the dentist was reassurred me, told me not to listen to my dad haha! nice guy very very patient. took an x-ray. dentist gave me lots of medicine. he also redid one of my filling.
neways on sun nite i was telling amelia cant go for CO today then she was like saying oh but mr ong gg to talk to us, wants me to reschedule. hello? coz of HIS talk im suppose to LOSE A TOOTH AND BEAR WITH THE PAIN?! i wanted to go yest but no slots. today only 430 slot open. i would choose my tooth over dance let alone CO! and u know what? i hate co even more and more by the minute and i am not gg to sacrifice anything for it so get this into ur thick head!!
my tooth vs his talk. what a joke! its like im shot and im bleeding then they tell me go for practise first, u want u can die later. same logic. im gonna send amelia a very sarcastic msg something like this: dentist said may have to do surgery so i made the right choice to see the dentist and not go for mr ong's talk. x-ray printout with dentist. but i have the receipt for $100 and tons of medicine as proof that i wasnt ponning.
there! im not mean ok! they started it!
i sure am glad i rushed my AQ out during bio and chem lec. coz she made those who didnt hand in stay back and do. had compo test. and since the whole morning i was reading the compre abt beauty, naturally i picked that topic. mr mokhtar's feedback on my last essay made me feel really good haha!
oh ya yest afternoon there was this bunch of balloons floating in the sky outside. all kinds of colours.
during civics had best practices again. chess and bridge club was super funny. co one is all fake la. they say what we will lend a listening ear and all that stuff, well have they?! HAVE THEY?! they rather i sacrifice my tooth so wat listening ear huh!?!
during econs my fav seat was taken. so i moved behind to sit beside yi cheng. he kept me entertained =) there was this period when i felt that he was really really weird but i got used to it le. neways it isnt the kind that is totally unbearable. he is still a nice guy.
for once i was so free during maths tutorial! last time i would be copying like siao but this time, with my tutorial done, i basically slacked the period away! thanks sonia for ur solutions! oh and i got 10/25 for maths test. DOUBLE DIGIT! wahahaha! last 9 in class. my mum is so gg to kill me but oh wells i dont care haha!
and i was showing everybody baby yapo's pic. and qing yun and jun shi showed me their babies' pics. heh. is it girls' nature to have pics of their stuff toys as their phone's background?
oh ya read yueh hsin's blog. she said she cut her hair no one noticed. i cut 3-4 inches hardly anyone noticed too. i asked ppl is there a diff? they will say oh yea it seems messier -_-"
and well im thinking if i shld pick up piano again. pick up from where i left off. i seem to be doing so much injustice to myself. i stopped piano after grade 4. i stopped ballet at 4 yrs old. i stopped competitive swimming. i stopped art classes. stopped gymnasts. my life seems to be full of these unfinished tasks. and i somehow feel the need to complete them, complete my life. but i wonder if i will be able to cope next year..
replies to tags:
p: WOAH! u basically flooded my entire tagboard! i havent been depriving u of the right to tag frequently right? hahaha! yea but last time my grandauntie died. my dad didnt allow us to attend the funeral. like want us to have good memories only. but i still cried for days at home. and im not even close to her. but thanks! i did blog abt katie before but very rarely. actually i have 2 dogs at home! katie and tiga =)
Jas: no wonder i couldnt translate wat u were saying. i was telling janice it is neither french nor spanish. i was like italian? hahaha! hmm yea waste time but thats how we learn a lang right? no choice..
jaNICE: la amiga! i gotta catch up soon man! ur placing pressure on me! MALO la amiga! hahaha!
yingtse: hey dear! well that was a rather short tag but better than nothing ;) i sent u a lot of smses did u get it?
mar: hola! yea i do haha! addicted to blogging! got ur sms during civics. yea ok thanks! u havent told me abt ur trip yet! i wanna know!!
Sunday, August 27, 2006
i was so upset yest tat my tagboard was down the entire day. but im glad to see that ppl still managed to tag!
neways dun get the wrong idea k? my relationship with dian yi is nothing more than cousins. he is 1 year younger la. but yea he is gg through the most difficult phase of his life. his family is breaking up. he feels that no one cares abt him. he is giving up. and well as a cousin who loves him, the least i could do was to let him know that i do care.
i dunno why i always end up crying in bed. my sis's friend wants katie. my parents want to give her away. but i dun want. i cant bear the thought of her leaving me. i once had this dream where she died and i jus totally broke down. my dad reassured me by saying that he will secure the visiting right for me. i kept reminding myself that love is not not about possesion, it is the act of sacrificing and giving. so since they are able to spend more time with her and give her a better home then i guess i should let her go. for her future for her good. i will miss you katie dear =)
oh and while writing the blue slip i almost wrote mr melon. HAHAHA! thats how i pronounce it wat. had to ask mr goh how to spell it heh. i think he said menon. my head registered it as n-o-n but wasnt functioning so i wrote m-o-n. haha! do i have to submit parents letter/mc for the blue slip?
yest went to sicc again but this time with family. had dinner there. spoke spanish to my parents. they were impressed. and well they had to speak french to my sis and spanish to me ;) my dad was saying next time go europe each one speak a different lang then all he has to do is jus pay for our shopping haha! bangkok plans pushed forward. most prob flying off soon after SAT exam. not gg after christmas anymore. my dad wants me to learn thai to bargain. sheesh. la amiga, usted game for thai? hahaha!
perfect world is a great song to run with. keeps u gg although it is so noisy it sounds more like a din. managed to get gold thanks to the song once in a million. not to forget those who accompanied me during the actual run and training sessions.
cant wait to see the clique on 31st!!
neways dun get the wrong idea k? my relationship with dian yi is nothing more than cousins. he is 1 year younger la. but yea he is gg through the most difficult phase of his life. his family is breaking up. he feels that no one cares abt him. he is giving up. and well as a cousin who loves him, the least i could do was to let him know that i do care.
i dunno why i always end up crying in bed. my sis's friend wants katie. my parents want to give her away. but i dun want. i cant bear the thought of her leaving me. i once had this dream where she died and i jus totally broke down. my dad reassured me by saying that he will secure the visiting right for me. i kept reminding myself that love is not not about possesion, it is the act of sacrificing and giving. so since they are able to spend more time with her and give her a better home then i guess i should let her go. for her future for her good. i will miss you katie dear =)
oh and while writing the blue slip i almost wrote mr melon. HAHAHA! thats how i pronounce it wat. had to ask mr goh how to spell it heh. i think he said menon. my head registered it as n-o-n but wasnt functioning so i wrote m-o-n. haha! do i have to submit parents letter/mc for the blue slip?
yest went to sicc again but this time with family. had dinner there. spoke spanish to my parents. they were impressed. and well they had to speak french to my sis and spanish to me ;) my dad was saying next time go europe each one speak a different lang then all he has to do is jus pay for our shopping haha! bangkok plans pushed forward. most prob flying off soon after SAT exam. not gg after christmas anymore. my dad wants me to learn thai to bargain. sheesh. la amiga, usted game for thai? hahaha!
perfect world is a great song to run with. keeps u gg although it is so noisy it sounds more like a din. managed to get gold thanks to the song once in a million. not to forget those who accompanied me during the actual run and training sessions.
cant wait to see the clique on 31st!!
Saturday, August 26, 2006
i slept like 9 hrs. headache finally gone. took blue slip yest after chem. sonia was saying such a great time for ur head to split huh? but no. actually it was splitting during gp already. i jus held on thats all. janice was sick too. i was like im gonna take a blue slip, u want one too? haha! neways gracias amigo =) *hugs*
studied at ridgewood self study room again yest. the guy behind was like talking to himself! i turned around so many times to make sure that he was the only one there u know!? i was wondering if there were ghosts around or something. or my headache was so bad i was plain hallucinating!
when i wanted to give up on thurs night. i kept writing I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT on my tablet pc. and that really gave me courage to carry on! yea my dad bought this tablet pc so many yrs ago but no one used it so it is kinda wasted. didnt think of using it but my sis took 1 laptop to the hostel. my bro crashed the other 3 so yea no more working laptops left. neways i always prefer desktops compared to laptops.
so last night i finally completed differential eqns tutorial! spent 3 hrs doing 8 qns. sheesh. no wonder i fail maths la. but i finally did my tutorial before lessons! yay!! i feel great. a sense of satisfaction. and thanks sonia for the solns!
ok i was weird yest.
me: hey missing me?
dian yi: y nothing to do ar suddenly ask me this type of qn
me: u just ans la!
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dian yi: dunno la jus trying to find a good girl who will truly love me lo
me: well if u cant, i will always love u ;)
dian yi: haha yeah right
me: tsk! im serious leh!
dian yi: hmmm so caring meh
me: erm yea then? i will always be here for u and i want you to know that =)
dian yi: huh u getting a bit weird today
me: haha yea i think so to. lack of sleep la. but it is true!
dian yi: ok heh heh the caring cousin huh
me: ya la ya la
dian yi: haiz
me: huh?
dian yi: nothing wishin that i can find a girl that think the way u do
AWW! ok wasted a lot of smses yest haha..
studied at ridgewood self study room again yest. the guy behind was like talking to himself! i turned around so many times to make sure that he was the only one there u know!? i was wondering if there were ghosts around or something. or my headache was so bad i was plain hallucinating!
when i wanted to give up on thurs night. i kept writing I CAN DO IT I CAN DO IT on my tablet pc. and that really gave me courage to carry on! yea my dad bought this tablet pc so many yrs ago but no one used it so it is kinda wasted. didnt think of using it but my sis took 1 laptop to the hostel. my bro crashed the other 3 so yea no more working laptops left. neways i always prefer desktops compared to laptops.
so last night i finally completed differential eqns tutorial! spent 3 hrs doing 8 qns. sheesh. no wonder i fail maths la. but i finally did my tutorial before lessons! yay!! i feel great. a sense of satisfaction. and thanks sonia for the solns!
ok i was weird yest.
me: hey missing me?
dian yi: y nothing to do ar suddenly ask me this type of qn
me: u just ans la!
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dian yi: dunno la jus trying to find a good girl who will truly love me lo
me: well if u cant, i will always love u ;)
dian yi: haha yeah right
me: tsk! im serious leh!
dian yi: hmmm so caring meh
me: erm yea then? i will always be here for u and i want you to know that =)
dian yi: huh u getting a bit weird today
me: haha yea i think so to. lack of sleep la. but it is true!
dian yi: ok heh heh the caring cousin huh
me: ya la ya la
dian yi: haiz
me: huh?
dian yi: nothing wishin that i can find a girl that think the way u do
AWW! ok wasted a lot of smses yest haha..
Friday, August 25, 2006
will blog tomorrow. my head is still splitting.
i know you took that route just to see me and for that, thank you =)
i know you took that route just to see me and for that, thank you =)
Thursday, August 24, 2006
sorry once again for the lack of updates. life has been so busy. reached home at almost 8 yest. still had WR, cl compo and econs test to study for. crap. plus i still had to have dinner and shower u know? i really shld have ponned co yest. regretted not doing so. couldnt even find time to breathe last night. my mum was showing concern but i was so stressed out i yelled at her. im sorry for everything i said last night. and yet she didnt even scold me or anything, she jus smiled. what a great mum i have huh? i love you mummy =)
anyways econs test today was crap. i couldnt think of anything to write. jus stonned. cl compo was..gosh i dunno wat to say. really. i didnt know what i was writing. i shall let the reader think abt it 自由发挥 ;) it was so abstract, so vague. totally no inspiration.
neways on sun after spending 4-5 straight hrs on the com, i looked out of the window to relax my eyes. my dad instructed me to do so. and guess wat i saw? half naked obese men across the building. YUCK! i was so grossed out ok? i mean if u have a nice toned body then by means show it but fats? pls dun ruin my eyes!!
oh yes i cut my hair on sat. janice almost did too. but we were both glad she didnt haha!
and i found out only yest that we are performing for open day. haiz. then zhi wen was making us write our grades. evelyn and i protested a lot. but he still forced us. after writing EEEE i almost cried. evelyn was also very upset. guys are just insensitive creatures.
oh yes my chinese teacher gave me 80% for chinese va. topped the class ;) and she is putting it up for exhibition. so yea i would like to thank my sensei for teaching me ps. thank you sensei!
cca best practices episode 2 yest. i somehow feel that crescent band is a lot better than nj's band. kakeru sounded weird. harmonica was so...disorganized. softball's video clip was awesome. PA was boring. i was reading dating 101 and the art of dating haha! ahem! that is for pw la!
my bro started playing the guitar yest. weird. i didnt even know we had one at home la! too many things, too big a hse. it is like im using this cute little pouch. keep my small stuff. mp3, eye drops, lip gloss and keys. coz i always cant find stuff in my bag. i dunno where that pouch came from. found it in my drawer. a few wks later then i saw the label: kotex. hahaha! im still using it anyway coz it is so cute!
oh yes samantha was telling me a les, diff from mine, emailed her, saying she saw samantha's friendster profile. samantha was saying she was so freaked out, she was like this sounds like Xiao Qi! i was like can u give me her email add? then i pass it to the les i know. then maybe the 2 of them can get together and save the other girls a lot of trouble! im such a sweet gem ;)
oh yes during pe yest i suffered from heat stroke. felt like throwing up. that was the reason why i stopped golf. coz i cant take the sun. janice helped me to buy lunch and apurva accompanied me. sweet ppl! gracias!
jus now during pw lec janice and i were high. lack of sleep. she was like conejito bueno hoy? i replied si. man that sounded so wrong even in eng la! haha! we were bursting into laughter like 2 nut cases there. but we can communicate in spanish already!!
last night's dream. no it wont happen. never. thats not where it lies. erase erase erase!!
and jus now this baby smiled at me. aww so cute! and i remembered wat prathipa said. babies only smile at pretty faces! haha! babies are cute! sonrisa!
love is like playing the piano. first you must learn to play by the rules then you must forget the rules and play from your heart.
unknown.
70 65 66 i can do it!
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
came home late yest and had to study for maths so no time to blog. its gg to be a long entry today. i wonder why i still try even though i know i will still fail. haiz. please give me a double digit at least! i know i cant pass it. one year ago, failing anything would be the end of the world. now im used to failing already. like someone once told me: when u step into jc, u'll get used to failing.
yest's chem lecture was..i dunno how to describe it. the lecturer actually placed 3 orange post-its below the chairs to make ppl ans the qns. sheesh. that was so scary la! next time when she lectures again, i must make sure i check first ;)
spent 4-5hrs on sun doing pw. killed my eyes. but pw rocks! coz it is on a topic close to our hearts. i love pw and i look forward to all pw session except lectures.
missed quite a bit of CO yest. decided to go for econs remedial instead of da zu. then at night i got a msg from shi jun. CO ppl dun read my blog hor? so i can say it here. almost the whole section is ponning on wed! except for amelia, zhi wen, lynette, shao min and kang li. the rest of us not gg haha! we are so "united"!
saw the cca best practices yest. canoeing's one was inspiring. malay dance seems so close knitted. made me reflect on what im doing. why CO? it isnt something im passionate abt. it isnt something i look forward to. isnt cca supposed to be ur interest? shldnt u love it? shldnt u look forward to it? why do i seem to hate it? my parents made me join it coz there is almost 100% guarantee i could participate in SYF which will look good on my testimonial. i love chinese music but not to the extent of joining it. if i had the choice, i might have joined something like I and E. i wun make the same mistake in uni anymore. mistakes can be made once but not twice.
oh yes the hol list. im adding sociology, philosophy, psychology and stock exchange to it! and i was thinking of picking up spanish or russian. then this morning i asked janice. and she said her dad asked her to pick up spanish. so we have decided that both of us are gg to learn spanish together! and we are gg to debate abt issues regarding sociology, philosophy and psychology! and we will most prob learn hairstyling together ;)
sounds fun huh? dun worry im still sane and no im not drunk haha! i know it is so unlike me to do these things. i dunno why but ive been reflecting a lot these days. ive been wondering what life means to me. and perhaps, i need to enrich my life to find some meaning to live on and no longer feel depressed. i dont want that feeling of emptiness anymore. i will do something to change it.
if i could take a 2nd specialisation in uni like my sis, i might take business law. that would give me an excuse to apply for SMU and not stay in the hostel. went there last sat. seems like a pretty good location. my mum was like a hostel should be the last thing u consider! why are u always thinking about everything from the wrong perspective?! well the ans is this: i see my sis shuffling to and fro every weekend. like moving house like that. i dont see the point! plus i dont want to imagine washing my own clothes and waking up to boil water every morning. i really cant do it. im not gg to stay in a hostel. and since NTU is so far away from my hse, either u buy me an apartment and hire a maid for me or i shall apply to SMU!
i was talking to yingtse on sun night. i had this idea that we shld take out our crescent uni and wear it again and tresspass into the sch. and do what we used to! fishing at the sch pond! i was like yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse. then she was like yes yes yes yes? i was like i miss you. aww! we are only 2 bridges away yet it seems like miles away.
the 9 to 5 thing didnt work. i tried falling asleep at 930 but i ended up falling asleep only at 1030. forget it. scrap that idea.
central affairs last episode. i dont know. i really dont know. who exactly does si chen love? charles or zhi jian? how can she still love zhi jian after everything he has done? my mum was like love is like that. yea i guess so. i started doubting myself. do i know what love is? i guess not. prob not now.
oh yes this hilarious thing happened for maths. mr tsang asked 1 of us how do we calculate the mean for even nos? then the person replied add 1. HAHAHA! goodness. and i wonder why the tables are always so awkardly arranged, we always seem so erm isolated?
one last thing. i realise i always stone when im tired. u can catch me staring into space or something.
yest's chem lecture was..i dunno how to describe it. the lecturer actually placed 3 orange post-its below the chairs to make ppl ans the qns. sheesh. that was so scary la! next time when she lectures again, i must make sure i check first ;)
spent 4-5hrs on sun doing pw. killed my eyes. but pw rocks! coz it is on a topic close to our hearts. i love pw and i look forward to all pw session except lectures.
missed quite a bit of CO yest. decided to go for econs remedial instead of da zu. then at night i got a msg from shi jun. CO ppl dun read my blog hor? so i can say it here. almost the whole section is ponning on wed! except for amelia, zhi wen, lynette, shao min and kang li. the rest of us not gg haha! we are so "united"!
saw the cca best practices yest. canoeing's one was inspiring. malay dance seems so close knitted. made me reflect on what im doing. why CO? it isnt something im passionate abt. it isnt something i look forward to. isnt cca supposed to be ur interest? shldnt u love it? shldnt u look forward to it? why do i seem to hate it? my parents made me join it coz there is almost 100% guarantee i could participate in SYF which will look good on my testimonial. i love chinese music but not to the extent of joining it. if i had the choice, i might have joined something like I and E. i wun make the same mistake in uni anymore. mistakes can be made once but not twice.
oh yes the hol list. im adding sociology, philosophy, psychology and stock exchange to it! and i was thinking of picking up spanish or russian. then this morning i asked janice. and she said her dad asked her to pick up spanish. so we have decided that both of us are gg to learn spanish together! and we are gg to debate abt issues regarding sociology, philosophy and psychology! and we will most prob learn hairstyling together ;)
sounds fun huh? dun worry im still sane and no im not drunk haha! i know it is so unlike me to do these things. i dunno why but ive been reflecting a lot these days. ive been wondering what life means to me. and perhaps, i need to enrich my life to find some meaning to live on and no longer feel depressed. i dont want that feeling of emptiness anymore. i will do something to change it.
if i could take a 2nd specialisation in uni like my sis, i might take business law. that would give me an excuse to apply for SMU and not stay in the hostel. went there last sat. seems like a pretty good location. my mum was like a hostel should be the last thing u consider! why are u always thinking about everything from the wrong perspective?! well the ans is this: i see my sis shuffling to and fro every weekend. like moving house like that. i dont see the point! plus i dont want to imagine washing my own clothes and waking up to boil water every morning. i really cant do it. im not gg to stay in a hostel. and since NTU is so far away from my hse, either u buy me an apartment and hire a maid for me or i shall apply to SMU!
i was talking to yingtse on sun night. i had this idea that we shld take out our crescent uni and wear it again and tresspass into the sch. and do what we used to! fishing at the sch pond! i was like yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse yingtse. then she was like yes yes yes yes? i was like i miss you. aww! we are only 2 bridges away yet it seems like miles away.
the 9 to 5 thing didnt work. i tried falling asleep at 930 but i ended up falling asleep only at 1030. forget it. scrap that idea.
central affairs last episode. i dont know. i really dont know. who exactly does si chen love? charles or zhi jian? how can she still love zhi jian after everything he has done? my mum was like love is like that. yea i guess so. i started doubting myself. do i know what love is? i guess not. prob not now.
oh yes this hilarious thing happened for maths. mr tsang asked 1 of us how do we calculate the mean for even nos? then the person replied add 1. HAHAHA! goodness. and i wonder why the tables are always so awkardly arranged, we always seem so erm isolated?
one last thing. i realise i always stone when im tired. u can catch me staring into space or something.
Sunday, August 20, 2006
to all the ppl out there mugging for promos and As: i jus want to dedicate this song to all the stressed out souls out there! hang in there ppl! we can do it! dun give up hope!
http://www.freewebs.com/sw03/SomeonesWatchingOverMe.htm
turn on ur speaker =)
Artist: Hillary Duff
~Someone's Watching Over Me~
I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
I've seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
http://www.freewebs.com/sw03/SomeonesWatchingOverMe.htm
turn on ur speaker =)
Artist: Hillary Duff
~Someone's Watching Over Me~
I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
Something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
I've seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time
And I wont be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone
And right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself and follow your heart
So I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong
Even when it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over
Someone's watching over
Someone's watching over me
Saturday, August 19, 2006
i saw my sis' new text. PRINCIPLES IN MARKETING! i wanna read i wanna read!! but im supposed to be mugging for promos now. sigh. shall read it after promos then.
im gonna make full use of my holis. this holis im not gg to be studying. study no more ;) its called hols for a reason right? im not gg to become a nerd. im gonna learn a lot of things. i want to learn hairstyling, gift wrapping and make up. maybe modelling too huh? im gonna make sure i learn my history well. that includes chinese history. im gonna learn the world map by heart. im gonna learn how to find my way around spore too! i want to take up figure skating, ballet and ballroom dancing. but i think i shall leave the heavy commitment till after As. learn yoga first haha! ohm...
but my hols will only really start after dec 2. promos in sept and oct. chinese As on nov 3rd. OP on 2nd wk of nov. SAT on dec 2nd. 3+ more months to go. I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!
OMG can u believe it?! my bro uses a hairdryer and i dont! sheesh! if u say im vain then wat is he?! cant stand vain guys. they make me sick.
i bought 3 weeks supply of junk food to accompany me mugging. im gonna put on weight man. i still havent decided wat to get for teachers day. im still thinking. still thinking.
central affairs last episode tonight!
im gonna make full use of my holis. this holis im not gg to be studying. study no more ;) its called hols for a reason right? im not gg to become a nerd. im gonna learn a lot of things. i want to learn hairstyling, gift wrapping and make up. maybe modelling too huh? im gonna make sure i learn my history well. that includes chinese history. im gonna learn the world map by heart. im gonna learn how to find my way around spore too! i want to take up figure skating, ballet and ballroom dancing. but i think i shall leave the heavy commitment till after As. learn yoga first haha! ohm...
but my hols will only really start after dec 2. promos in sept and oct. chinese As on nov 3rd. OP on 2nd wk of nov. SAT on dec 2nd. 3+ more months to go. I CAN DO IT! I CAN DO IT!
OMG can u believe it?! my bro uses a hairdryer and i dont! sheesh! if u say im vain then wat is he?! cant stand vain guys. they make me sick.
i bought 3 weeks supply of junk food to accompany me mugging. im gonna put on weight man. i still havent decided wat to get for teachers day. im still thinking. still thinking.
central affairs last episode tonight!
Friday, August 18, 2006
it is gg to be a big change but i think im gonna give it a try. i shall change my sleeping time. i shall now sleep at 9pm and wake up at 5am to study. since by the time i get home every weekday im so exhausted nothing enters my brain after 8pm. i was trying to do bio tutorial last nite with my eyes closed. decided i couldnt and went to sleep at 10. woke up at 6 to complete it plus i had spare time for breakfast. now it is 7pm, im still holding out. for now that is.
i didnt know my mum left spore on tues. only realised it on wed when i pieced everything together. i smsed her: ur not in spore right? where are u? it isnt my fault la. i leave the hse before she does. she comes home after i sleep. even if she comes home before i sleep i would be busy mugging. so yea. society's fault!
i didnt have lunch for 2 days in a row. im gonna get gastric pretty soon. not like i want to. i didnt have a choice did i? i hope the skipping of lunches helped me to lose some weight. then at least the starvation wun be for nothing right?
neways we had the so called talk during civics. quite a no of ppl. and im glad to say im in the low risk group ;) benghui saw me and smilied at me. she seemed happy that i had to go for the talk too. seems to give her reassurance that she hasnt done badly. hahaha!
it took a lot of courage to sign that pink form k. i was holding my pen above the word: "signature". i must make it for promos or i'll have to drop phy next year. dun want that to happen. everyone was making a joke out of the questions. while i was in my own bubble concentrating on reflecting abt what went wrong. i will make it for promos. i still want my h3. promos is my last chance.
oh yes my dad keeps saying half of spore gets 4 As. yea right! that is so TRUE! half the population isnt even in jc wad. somebody pls give me statistics to silence his mouth!
for pe they played volleyball while i sat on the table under the trees until the sun got too strong. im a big time pe slacker.
during gp, masnidah told us that the swiss bank with 15 000 employees makes half the amt spore makes. spore makes 200 billion anually. no wonder my dad wanted me to be a banker! he wanted me to take up banking and finance. bankers get 1% commission. and ea deal is like a few million dollars. do the math. rich ppl eh?
does anybody know how to make movies here? or jus a short video clip? or shld i approach the expert in nj? but i dunno him. thats the thing. and i never had the courage to approach guys. but if thats what will up my grade, then i shall do it.
i think im gg to fail maths test on tues. i jus know it. my integrations is like...
i came across this interesting article yesterday. pretty cool. interesting to know but hard to believe. adapted from california psychics.
Is he thinking about you?
If you're like most of us, you've found yourself daydreaming about a certain someone… and wondering if that same person is thinking about you. People in all stages of relationships experience this, whether they've yet to go on a date with the person or they've been married for fifty years!
So how do you tell if the person on your mind has you on theirs? We asked our Psychic Serafina (ext. 9407) -- who gets her gift from the long line of Sicilian clairvoyants from whom she's descended -- and here's what she had to say.
Many times your lover is thinking about you more than you know! Here are three signs that usually mean just that:
Have you ever noticed you suddenly felt butterflies in your stomach for no reason? That can mean that you lover is thinking of you!
Do you ever feel like he or she is close by even when you know they're not? Another sign you're on their mind.
Do you dream of them at night? It's quite likely that they are sending you energy!
pretty amazing right? wun be home tmr again. gg out with parents. then prob hitting sicc gym again. will be home at night to catch central affairs' last episode. busy weekend ahead!
i guess it pretty much ends there.
i didnt know my mum left spore on tues. only realised it on wed when i pieced everything together. i smsed her: ur not in spore right? where are u? it isnt my fault la. i leave the hse before she does. she comes home after i sleep. even if she comes home before i sleep i would be busy mugging. so yea. society's fault!
i didnt have lunch for 2 days in a row. im gonna get gastric pretty soon. not like i want to. i didnt have a choice did i? i hope the skipping of lunches helped me to lose some weight. then at least the starvation wun be for nothing right?
neways we had the so called talk during civics. quite a no of ppl. and im glad to say im in the low risk group ;) benghui saw me and smilied at me. she seemed happy that i had to go for the talk too. seems to give her reassurance that she hasnt done badly. hahaha!
it took a lot of courage to sign that pink form k. i was holding my pen above the word: "signature". i must make it for promos or i'll have to drop phy next year. dun want that to happen. everyone was making a joke out of the questions. while i was in my own bubble concentrating on reflecting abt what went wrong. i will make it for promos. i still want my h3. promos is my last chance.
oh yes my dad keeps saying half of spore gets 4 As. yea right! that is so TRUE! half the population isnt even in jc wad. somebody pls give me statistics to silence his mouth!
for pe they played volleyball while i sat on the table under the trees until the sun got too strong. im a big time pe slacker.
during gp, masnidah told us that the swiss bank with 15 000 employees makes half the amt spore makes. spore makes 200 billion anually. no wonder my dad wanted me to be a banker! he wanted me to take up banking and finance. bankers get 1% commission. and ea deal is like a few million dollars. do the math. rich ppl eh?
does anybody know how to make movies here? or jus a short video clip? or shld i approach the expert in nj? but i dunno him. thats the thing. and i never had the courage to approach guys. but if thats what will up my grade, then i shall do it.
i think im gg to fail maths test on tues. i jus know it. my integrations is like...
i came across this interesting article yesterday. pretty cool. interesting to know but hard to believe. adapted from california psychics.
Is he thinking about you?
If you're like most of us, you've found yourself daydreaming about a certain someone… and wondering if that same person is thinking about you. People in all stages of relationships experience this, whether they've yet to go on a date with the person or they've been married for fifty years!
So how do you tell if the person on your mind has you on theirs? We asked our Psychic Serafina (ext. 9407) -- who gets her gift from the long line of Sicilian clairvoyants from whom she's descended -- and here's what she had to say.
Many times your lover is thinking about you more than you know! Here are three signs that usually mean just that:
Have you ever noticed you suddenly felt butterflies in your stomach for no reason? That can mean that you lover is thinking of you!
Do you ever feel like he or she is close by even when you know they're not? Another sign you're on their mind.
Do you dream of them at night? It's quite likely that they are sending you energy!
pretty amazing right? wun be home tmr again. gg out with parents. then prob hitting sicc gym again. will be home at night to catch central affairs' last episode. busy weekend ahead!
i guess it pretty much ends there.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
wat a day! ok lets start from morning. i realised my brain needs some heating up before it can work haha. before i changed for sch i saw this little cute sweet container on my dad's table. then i was shaking it and i said to him: ah-mum-mum-mum? which meant i want to eat. HAHA! he said ok. now see, he still understands my baby language! when i told janice abt it, her eyes almost fell out or something. but we were having fun opening and closing the container. pretty cool.
neways i jus have to get this out of my system. dun want to mention names. this isnt the first time already. are we suppose to take it as it is? i really cant take it anymore u know. it just makes my blood boil. all the more when the person doesnt feel any remorse of somesort! i was telling janice that person better not be in sch coz if i see that person, seriously, i dunno what i would do. but that person was smart enough to leave my sight before i get hold of a knife or something. self volunteered huh? such sub-standard i rather do it myself!
bio spa was like hell! physical endurance! mashing raw potato goodness! the first sample was smashed pretty well. 2nd sample was considered somewhat smashed. 3rd sample, u call that smash? it is still in cubes la! well it isnt my fault that the smashing was so idiotic and tough right? i practically used up all my energy. and we ended spa at like 1pm. our lunch ends at 1:10. so what lunch? besides, i didnt have the energy to eat. my results were like 5, 4 then 3. the exact opp of what it shld be. so i faked everything. thats the good thing abt bio spa, it is fakable! my arm feels like its coming off. during econs mr tiew was asking janice and i: "are u 2 ok? look like want to die already." i was so so exhausted. i need a full body massage.
i was drifting through phy. met ms chua at 4pm. when we ended she said at least u are not that hopeless. -_-" was that meant to be a compliment? promos is my last chance of a h3 subj. i wonder how im suppose to jump 25 marks to an A for bio. i need a miracle! i want biodiversity i want it so very badly!!
didnt know those applying for medicine scholarship had direct entry into sapphire scholars program. janice was so shocked she got in. but yea it is a good thing i guess.
promos promos promos somebody kill me pls! i promise i will pledge all my organs and all my blood if u would jus end my suffering! bunny, where are u?
neways i jus have to get this out of my system. dun want to mention names. this isnt the first time already. are we suppose to take it as it is? i really cant take it anymore u know. it just makes my blood boil. all the more when the person doesnt feel any remorse of somesort! i was telling janice that person better not be in sch coz if i see that person, seriously, i dunno what i would do. but that person was smart enough to leave my sight before i get hold of a knife or something. self volunteered huh? such sub-standard i rather do it myself!
bio spa was like hell! physical endurance! mashing raw potato goodness! the first sample was smashed pretty well. 2nd sample was considered somewhat smashed. 3rd sample, u call that smash? it is still in cubes la! well it isnt my fault that the smashing was so idiotic and tough right? i practically used up all my energy. and we ended spa at like 1pm. our lunch ends at 1:10. so what lunch? besides, i didnt have the energy to eat. my results were like 5, 4 then 3. the exact opp of what it shld be. so i faked everything. thats the good thing abt bio spa, it is fakable! my arm feels like its coming off. during econs mr tiew was asking janice and i: "are u 2 ok? look like want to die already." i was so so exhausted. i need a full body massage.
i was drifting through phy. met ms chua at 4pm. when we ended she said at least u are not that hopeless. -_-" was that meant to be a compliment? promos is my last chance of a h3 subj. i wonder how im suppose to jump 25 marks to an A for bio. i need a miracle! i want biodiversity i want it so very badly!!
didnt know those applying for medicine scholarship had direct entry into sapphire scholars program. janice was so shocked she got in. but yea it is a good thing i guess.
promos promos promos somebody kill me pls! i promise i will pledge all my organs and all my blood if u would jus end my suffering! bunny, where are u?
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
im home early on a CO day! now thats something to rejoice abt! apparently there werent enough er hus around n the rest were busy with stuff so i suggested to zhi wen to let us go home. and he was like yea ok. WHEE! i was like thank you thank you! i could almost say i love u!! but decided against it heh. that is save for my bunny :D
neways CRISIS! bunny doesnt know he is bunny! gosh! he has been ignoring me the past few days. passed me on the steps today and he didnt even bother to look at me. sheesh. hello? *waves* u! the one reading! yes u! ur bunny la goodness! im not in love with someone else! im in love with u! wat more evidence do u need huh? i tot it was pretty obvious, just short of spelling out ur name. neways here goes: u are the one who sent me a msg on 4 Aug fri night abt 11pm and u wrote exactly 5 words and ended with exactly 3 dots. if that isnt enough, u are the one i failed to return the unreturned. get it get it? now stop ignoring me coz it drives me nuts!
we had blood donation talk today. while the j2s had organ transplant talk. heh. it is like if u decide to commit suicide before ur As then pls pledge ur organs first ;)
and im still so traumatised over wat kakeru said. wan xuan was saying she was afraid it would leak. then kakeru was like u mean u didnt wear pad?! i was like WHAT?! OMG! i dunno if the culture is that open or it is just me being so conservative or it is just him! it was so shocking for that to come from a guy! i was pretty shaken.
we came up with the slogan and name of our company today! pretty cool! dreamy like. wait till i finish designing the cover page. im still wondering how i shld tell him abt the pic im gg to borrow. it is gg to be pretty obvious ive been digging through his friendster profile. not u la bunny! im referring to someone else now. and dun worry i no longer feel anything for that person. bunny is the only one in my heart now.
i wonder wats wrong with wong yu ching. not in sch for 2 days already. although i dun like u but it still doesnt mean im cruel enough to wish u are dead. my heart isnt made of stone.
so bunny..dun be the one to turn it into a stone k? i really cant take all the ignoring anymore. if u are by any chance still unsure if u are my bunny then pls ask me! if u so happen to delete my no by any chance then here it is: 9667 1648. sms, email, msn, friendster, anything! jus pls dun ignore me anymore! if you really are gg to give up this last chance then i really dont know what to say...
neways CRISIS! bunny doesnt know he is bunny! gosh! he has been ignoring me the past few days. passed me on the steps today and he didnt even bother to look at me. sheesh. hello? *waves* u! the one reading! yes u! ur bunny la goodness! im not in love with someone else! im in love with u! wat more evidence do u need huh? i tot it was pretty obvious, just short of spelling out ur name. neways here goes: u are the one who sent me a msg on 4 Aug fri night abt 11pm and u wrote exactly 5 words and ended with exactly 3 dots. if that isnt enough, u are the one i failed to return the unreturned. get it get it? now stop ignoring me coz it drives me nuts!
we had blood donation talk today. while the j2s had organ transplant talk. heh. it is like if u decide to commit suicide before ur As then pls pledge ur organs first ;)
and im still so traumatised over wat kakeru said. wan xuan was saying she was afraid it would leak. then kakeru was like u mean u didnt wear pad?! i was like WHAT?! OMG! i dunno if the culture is that open or it is just me being so conservative or it is just him! it was so shocking for that to come from a guy! i was pretty shaken.
we came up with the slogan and name of our company today! pretty cool! dreamy like. wait till i finish designing the cover page. im still wondering how i shld tell him abt the pic im gg to borrow. it is gg to be pretty obvious ive been digging through his friendster profile. not u la bunny! im referring to someone else now. and dun worry i no longer feel anything for that person. bunny is the only one in my heart now.
i wonder wats wrong with wong yu ching. not in sch for 2 days already. although i dun like u but it still doesnt mean im cruel enough to wish u are dead. my heart isnt made of stone.
so bunny..dun be the one to turn it into a stone k? i really cant take all the ignoring anymore. if u are by any chance still unsure if u are my bunny then pls ask me! if u so happen to delete my no by any chance then here it is: 9667 1648. sms, email, msn, friendster, anything! jus pls dun ignore me anymore! if you really are gg to give up this last chance then i really dont know what to say...
Tuesday, August 15, 2006
just finished my part for the written report. had pw today. discussed abt our WR. finally got things gg. i was so worried. ppl already finish 1st draft while we havent even discussed la. phew. now less stress le. im so excited man! i know a lot of ppl say pw sucks and stuff but thats coz ur topic boring mah! like us like that choose such an interesting project then u will also be so excited! haha! by the end of this we shall become marriage experts! yay! im gg to design the cover page tonight! cant wait! dun need eat dinner, im so excited! haha!
i think nj's infested with mosquitoes man. got bitten 3 times today! then during phy mr goh started telling us stories! i was like keep gg keep gg i dun want to go back to electricity! haha. he kept suaning us abt how he got 5As and 2 merits without much effort. still can play street fighter during exams -_-" xian yong was telling janice that they shld jump down together. i was like count me in! somebody pls kill me! but bunny wun allow that right? haha!
chem spa was quite ok. my values were so accurate! im so proud of myself. and this time, i remembered all the signs k! like finally! never fail to forget them every single time. my change in temp were all the same. my delta t/m jus differed by 0.3! accurate sia! finished in like 1hr. had 15 min to check. found that i punch calculator wrongly. and wrote most of the formula wrongly. was too nervous le. neways i did great! i think! haha! we had like 2 ppl to 1 balance hence no queueing! thats the benefit of being in an odd combi chem class with only 11 ppl. 3 not present so only 8 of us. to the whole lab!!
during lunch tasya was making such a scene. refused to let me pass until i tell her who is bunny. she made half the canteen ppl turn around to stare at us la! TASYA!
oh yea yest wong yu ching told me im in the fri's batch. talk for those who cant keep their subjs. haiz. and yest morning i asked ji wei to pass my chinese diary to lin lao shi. then later on i saw him flipping through. i was like wei! when did i say u could read it?! then he was like apologising non-stop haha! so funny.
masnidah said there was this research done. women were asked to pick out photos of men they were attracted to. and they didnt know that their photos were taken and made masculine. and all these women picked out their own photos! conclusion is that we are all narcissus at heart, we love ourselves the most. she says we are attracted to ppl who look like us and are like us. really meh?
im crossing my fingers in hope that i dun get called by stacy tan tmr during econs lec. since i had my name written down for not bringing the data response booklet. pls dun call me!!
Monday, August 14, 2006
im in such a bad mood. shi jun 敷衍我!! he said can go off at 6. then when it was 6 he said oh too early cannot let u all off. sickening idiot! then i refused to practice, continue to sms pei tsung and ignore that liar. then he was like oh sorry i broke my promise la! i dun even hear any bit of sincerity in there! i was like sorry not enough! hmpf! BUNNY! i was there being bullied and where were u?! at 630 shi jun was like ok can go le. then when he saw i wasnt packing up he was like can go le u dun want to go?! i was like how i know whether real anot?! then he said real one. so i stood up and said liar! i hate it when ppl lie to me. i misplaced my trust in u. i shall never ever trust u again. never!
on the bus home i was talking to yueh hsin and her chior senior. then he was talking abt nafa. then i was like oh the other day my bro asked me for my 2.4 timing and then after that he said even the taf club guys in his sch can run faster than me -_-" Y chromosome is wat gives u all the masculine strength wat, unless u wanna change to X chromosome, dun compare with us girls! sheesh! whats the prob with guys la! u all dun get cramps every month, u all dun suffer from anaemia, u all dun have to give birth, u all dun suffer from primary dysmenorrhea so wat is ur prob?!
oh yes during gp. when our group went to the front to present, i saw the book freakonomics on masnidah's table. didnt think much abt it. later on during lesson she asked us what is the relationship between abortion laws and crime rates? and i confidently answered her while the class went huh huh huh?! then she was like where did u read that from? i replied freakonomics. well at least reading that book had some benefit huh?
met bunny in the afternoon while walking down the stairs from phy lab to CA1. he gave me this totally blank expression. i wonder wat it meant. bunny's weird too!
now this is the freakiest thing that happened. janice and i never told ea other abt this. what happened was so coincidental it is unbelievable. on sat, both of us somehow decided to try out the new silkpro shampoo. so both of us bought 1 bottle. then we went home. and the next day both of us were so excited we used it. both of us bought the same brand of shampoo on the same day and we both used it the next day. WOAH! now that is freaky! i was like u are still u and i am still me right?!
dun want to mentioned wat happened during lunch. it was so sick i almost threw up. janice, what were u thinking la! yuck!!
ok got to go study for chem spa tmr le. oops janice said i've been using a lot of "de" and "le" recently. shall reduce it. i blew my first chem spa already. cant afford to do that again tmr.
i love u, bunny, more than u can ever imagine...
on the bus home i was talking to yueh hsin and her chior senior. then he was talking abt nafa. then i was like oh the other day my bro asked me for my 2.4 timing and then after that he said even the taf club guys in his sch can run faster than me -_-" Y chromosome is wat gives u all the masculine strength wat, unless u wanna change to X chromosome, dun compare with us girls! sheesh! whats the prob with guys la! u all dun get cramps every month, u all dun suffer from anaemia, u all dun have to give birth, u all dun suffer from primary dysmenorrhea so wat is ur prob?!
oh yes during gp. when our group went to the front to present, i saw the book freakonomics on masnidah's table. didnt think much abt it. later on during lesson she asked us what is the relationship between abortion laws and crime rates? and i confidently answered her while the class went huh huh huh?! then she was like where did u read that from? i replied freakonomics. well at least reading that book had some benefit huh?
met bunny in the afternoon while walking down the stairs from phy lab to CA1. he gave me this totally blank expression. i wonder wat it meant. bunny's weird too!
now this is the freakiest thing that happened. janice and i never told ea other abt this. what happened was so coincidental it is unbelievable. on sat, both of us somehow decided to try out the new silkpro shampoo. so both of us bought 1 bottle. then we went home. and the next day both of us were so excited we used it. both of us bought the same brand of shampoo on the same day and we both used it the next day. WOAH! now that is freaky! i was like u are still u and i am still me right?!
dun want to mentioned wat happened during lunch. it was so sick i almost threw up. janice, what were u thinking la! yuck!!
ok got to go study for chem spa tmr le. oops janice said i've been using a lot of "de" and "le" recently. shall reduce it. i blew my first chem spa already. cant afford to do that again tmr.
i love u, bunny, more than u can ever imagine...
Sunday, August 13, 2006
my sis went to pulau ubin for a camp with her ntu classmates yesterday. one word - siao! thats one thing i will never ever do. yea u see, we are total opposities. she likes those kind of stuff while i prefer to laze around at home. my dad was saying at least she can take tough life. well what makes u think my life would be tough next time? i dun need that survival skill, thank you.
my mum was telling my sis that in the hostel the guys on the lower floor can hang their clothes properly. then the girls like my sis cant. guys hanging clothes...i wouldnt want to imagine that. be glad i dun explode the whole washing machine le still ask me to hang my clothes. ask them to allow maids on campus! i told u im spoilt le haha.
my dad was saying the engineering and accountacy buildings were placed next to ea other for a purpose. coz engineering mainly guys then accountacy mainly girls. and he stressed that it is a true live policy. one of my family friend, studied accountancy, married an engineer. real life example. my dad was saying she jus gave birth. her dad, my dad's friend, called my dad recently to say his daughter gave birth and now he is a grandfather.
then i remembered wat my dad said the other day. i was asking him to pop the champagne like the movies those kind. he said that kind pop already half the bottle gone, wait till my wedding day then he pop a dozen also can. wait till my wedding day u wait another 13 years la. im not gg to get married so early. not that i dun want to. i love married life. but jus that career first, marriage can wait. kids wait even longer. i wanna finish my MBA before i get married. coz i want to be there for my kids. not like my dad, leave us and go to the states to futher studies. i want to be there when they utter their first words, when they take their first steps...
my maid drives me nuts. cooks the same food everyday. jus now asked me if i wanted noodles for dinner. i was like NO!!! dinner i must eat rice de. otherwise i feel very weird like not dinner like that. i dunno why. im jus weird. but bunny loves me all the same, right? haha!
i dont dread school that much with you around. your presence is enough for me. you might think that whatever i said is mushy but someone out there is jealous that i call you bunny and not other mean names like what his to be gf does. now dun blush my darling! peiyi is daring me to post a pic of u and say this is my bunny. haha! everyone wants to know who my bunny is..well what do you think, bunny? can i reveal who u are? is it gg to be time soon?
my mum was telling my sis that in the hostel the guys on the lower floor can hang their clothes properly. then the girls like my sis cant. guys hanging clothes...i wouldnt want to imagine that. be glad i dun explode the whole washing machine le still ask me to hang my clothes. ask them to allow maids on campus! i told u im spoilt le haha.
my dad was saying the engineering and accountacy buildings were placed next to ea other for a purpose. coz engineering mainly guys then accountacy mainly girls. and he stressed that it is a true live policy. one of my family friend, studied accountancy, married an engineer. real life example. my dad was saying she jus gave birth. her dad, my dad's friend, called my dad recently to say his daughter gave birth and now he is a grandfather.
then i remembered wat my dad said the other day. i was asking him to pop the champagne like the movies those kind. he said that kind pop already half the bottle gone, wait till my wedding day then he pop a dozen also can. wait till my wedding day u wait another 13 years la. im not gg to get married so early. not that i dun want to. i love married life. but jus that career first, marriage can wait. kids wait even longer. i wanna finish my MBA before i get married. coz i want to be there for my kids. not like my dad, leave us and go to the states to futher studies. i want to be there when they utter their first words, when they take their first steps...
my maid drives me nuts. cooks the same food everyday. jus now asked me if i wanted noodles for dinner. i was like NO!!! dinner i must eat rice de. otherwise i feel very weird like not dinner like that. i dunno why. im jus weird. but bunny loves me all the same, right? haha!
i dont dread school that much with you around. your presence is enough for me. you might think that whatever i said is mushy but someone out there is jealous that i call you bunny and not other mean names like what his to be gf does. now dun blush my darling! peiyi is daring me to post a pic of u and say this is my bunny. haha! everyone wants to know who my bunny is..well what do you think, bunny? can i reveal who u are? is it gg to be time soon?
Saturday, August 12, 2006
i wanna sleep le but im here blogging for u all. see im so nice! right my bunny? haha. getting too mushy le. something's wrong with my com. keeps flashing. my dad says my huge files are slowing down the com. and those huge files are the e-lectures la! ok time to delete! a few hundred MB! bio and phy! emptying the bin. eh but the flashing didnt stop. haiz. shld restart the com.
ok today was another non-fruitful mugging day. sigh. intended to meet editha and the clique but she didnt reply. no sms no nothing. then they all one by one backed out said they were busy. everyone is busy wat, including me! but im jus too nice to refuse someone who flies all the way here to see us and thinks abt us while in another country. im too nice le.
hit sicc gym again while my sis went golfing. then after that my mum wanted me to step on the weighing machine. i was like oh no no no! then after she went to shower i secretly tip-toed out of the shower room and stepped onto it. wished i didnt! y does my weight keep fluctuating? cant it like jus stay at the lowest possible no?!
went for steaming after that. this time i had my towel on. dun start imagining. coz we went to the other sicc. island one. super hot. i got cooked in there. usually can tahan 15 min of steaming but this one 1 min i almost died le.
while waiting for my sis to take her shower, i tried to do maths. HATE MATHS! then this guy behind kept talking. so irritating. here i am trying to solve maths sums and there u are talking non-stop. i turned around thinking of glaring at him for being so loud. but saw he was rather cute so my anger vanished. heh. now dun be jealous bunny! ur the only one in my heart ;) aww!
was so tired i was falling asleep in the car. but my dad was talking abt business plans his friends had in mind. they wanted to open some spa resort in thailand or philipines. WAH! I WANNA BE THE DAUGHTER OF A SPA RESORT OWNER! but he said he didnt haf the experience and had to throw in hundreds of thousands of dollars. so decided against it. man im so disappointed la. dreams burst le. u sold the carribean hse at a loss of hundreds of thousands of dollars already wat. wat more is a few hundred? i want the spa resort!! hmpf.
ok i stopped here last nite. was dozing off at the com. now its sun and i shall continue.
in the morning my dad kept comparing my sis and i. yea yea she brings home the As i bring home the Es. FINE WHATEVER! how i wished bunny was there to lend me his shoulder to cry on. to be my pillar of strength. to be my emotional support. just the thought of u brightens up my day. you bring a smile across my face. you are my world. my everything. i love you bunny.
in the car he went on to politics. basically talked abt everything in the universe. and wah lao i was trying to sleep la! grr! we passed by the runway. then he said to bomb the airplanes u dun need to be on the plane. jus shoot it from the runway. all u need is 30s. shall not say more in case someone thinks i intend to do something. he talked abt how they can use a solvent and put the mp3 in and kaboom. said u dun need sec sch chem to do it. i sleepily replied hey we didnt even learn that in sec sch chem la! didnt even want to mention they didnt teach us that in jc chem either. he said the illiterate village boys can do it. well i have no interest in the making of bombs wat.
i was trying to punch that stack of notes. used all my strength le still cannot. short of sitting on it. so i went to my bro's room and asked him to push it down for me. and he did it so effortlessly. man i feel so weak la! they only haf such strength coz of their Y chromosome wat. read that in one of the compres i did. so unfair de.
central affairs:
HAN ZHIJIAN!!! U MORON! how could u kill ur own grandmother?! the woman who raised u. the woman who jumped into the flames to save u. the woman who did everything possible to protect u. the woman who was willing to die to atone for ur sins. yet u ungrateful heartless creature! u killed her! how could u ever do such a thing?! i never had a good impression of u from the start but i never thought that u would actually carry out such immoral acts! i hate u!! sorry ah i get very emotional over everything haha.
i dun like si chen's new bun up hairstyle. prefer her curls. i wanted that hairstyle too but my mum says perming isnt good for my hair and oh wells im still a student. that kind of hairstyle might be breaking sch rules. sigh. i want that hairstyle!
bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny
i miss you =)
you look better in ur old specs. look more scholarly. heh. will u wear them just for me?
ok today was another non-fruitful mugging day. sigh. intended to meet editha and the clique but she didnt reply. no sms no nothing. then they all one by one backed out said they were busy. everyone is busy wat, including me! but im jus too nice to refuse someone who flies all the way here to see us and thinks abt us while in another country. im too nice le.
hit sicc gym again while my sis went golfing. then after that my mum wanted me to step on the weighing machine. i was like oh no no no! then after she went to shower i secretly tip-toed out of the shower room and stepped onto it. wished i didnt! y does my weight keep fluctuating? cant it like jus stay at the lowest possible no?!
went for steaming after that. this time i had my towel on. dun start imagining. coz we went to the other sicc. island one. super hot. i got cooked in there. usually can tahan 15 min of steaming but this one 1 min i almost died le.
while waiting for my sis to take her shower, i tried to do maths. HATE MATHS! then this guy behind kept talking. so irritating. here i am trying to solve maths sums and there u are talking non-stop. i turned around thinking of glaring at him for being so loud. but saw he was rather cute so my anger vanished. heh. now dun be jealous bunny! ur the only one in my heart ;) aww!
was so tired i was falling asleep in the car. but my dad was talking abt business plans his friends had in mind. they wanted to open some spa resort in thailand or philipines. WAH! I WANNA BE THE DAUGHTER OF A SPA RESORT OWNER! but he said he didnt haf the experience and had to throw in hundreds of thousands of dollars. so decided against it. man im so disappointed la. dreams burst le. u sold the carribean hse at a loss of hundreds of thousands of dollars already wat. wat more is a few hundred? i want the spa resort!! hmpf.
ok i stopped here last nite. was dozing off at the com. now its sun and i shall continue.
in the morning my dad kept comparing my sis and i. yea yea she brings home the As i bring home the Es. FINE WHATEVER! how i wished bunny was there to lend me his shoulder to cry on. to be my pillar of strength. to be my emotional support. just the thought of u brightens up my day. you bring a smile across my face. you are my world. my everything. i love you bunny.
in the car he went on to politics. basically talked abt everything in the universe. and wah lao i was trying to sleep la! grr! we passed by the runway. then he said to bomb the airplanes u dun need to be on the plane. jus shoot it from the runway. all u need is 30s. shall not say more in case someone thinks i intend to do something. he talked abt how they can use a solvent and put the mp3 in and kaboom. said u dun need sec sch chem to do it. i sleepily replied hey we didnt even learn that in sec sch chem la! didnt even want to mention they didnt teach us that in jc chem either. he said the illiterate village boys can do it. well i have no interest in the making of bombs wat.
i was trying to punch that stack of notes. used all my strength le still cannot. short of sitting on it. so i went to my bro's room and asked him to push it down for me. and he did it so effortlessly. man i feel so weak la! they only haf such strength coz of their Y chromosome wat. read that in one of the compres i did. so unfair de.
central affairs:
HAN ZHIJIAN!!! U MORON! how could u kill ur own grandmother?! the woman who raised u. the woman who jumped into the flames to save u. the woman who did everything possible to protect u. the woman who was willing to die to atone for ur sins. yet u ungrateful heartless creature! u killed her! how could u ever do such a thing?! i never had a good impression of u from the start but i never thought that u would actually carry out such immoral acts! i hate u!! sorry ah i get very emotional over everything haha.
i dun like si chen's new bun up hairstyle. prefer her curls. i wanted that hairstyle too but my mum says perming isnt good for my hair and oh wells im still a student. that kind of hairstyle might be breaking sch rules. sigh. i want that hairstyle!
bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny bunny
i miss you =)
you look better in ur old specs. look more scholarly. heh. will u wear them just for me?
Friday, August 11, 2006
bunny darling i wasnt avoiding u today. in the morning i was thinking abt phy hw due today. afternoon i was rushing for gp class. was really really late coz had maths consultation during lunch period. i bet u missed me right? haha! yea i was walking not running. super fast right? heh. was thinking abt how to deliever my excuse without being reprimanded. then saw masnidah walking down the stairs. halted in my tracks and went OMG. didnt mean to appear to be avoiding u =)
met tasya's yogi in the morning. 10 min. that was all i needed to come up with an accurate description of him - nice but does not seem the kind to be romantic enough to say whatever he said. she was like yea thats why i was so surprised when he said it! see, my judgement cant be wrong!
bunny, i know my judgement of u is right. i know u have many more important things on ur priority list. i know u have a lot more concerns and issues to address. but i never asked much of u. all i need is 5 min a day. to see u. to talk to u. thats all i need. now, is that too much to ask for?
wong yu ching said the maths qns i asked were too easy. said i am a bright student, shld have confidence in myself. i was like huh? hello what has confidence got to do with solving idiotic maths sums?! no wait i didnt mean the sums were idiotic coz if they were and i couldnt solve them then...u get it. i meant maths is idiotic!
i was weird today. maybe the high effect hasnt worn off. heh. janice said i was unusually talkative. haha. wells its coz its been a great day! when u get enough sleep, u feel happier and the world appears more pleasant!
i finally got the energy cycle thing right for chem spa! like finally! my calculations..everything was right! jus that i absent mindedly forgot all my delta h signs. but values were accurate!
and i topped the class with my chinese test results! not to mention i was talking to the teacher. so the others had more time. and i did not study that chp. really didnt! like for the 1st time i didnt study chinese. got like 80/100. if she didnt talk to me then i could haf finished and maybe gotten 90 la grr! im one insatisfiable little brat! haha!
oh and the translation thing. didnt get selected. found out that the 2 selected were h2 chinese students. and most prob from taiwan de. wah lao where got like that one?! i feel super cheated.
then pei tsung sent me this extremely sick msg i could almost kill him! tsk! maybe jasmine would love to read it haha!
abt 20% of nj's cohort managed to get their h3 subjs. some even 2 h3s la gosh! and i, of course didnt qualify with my ct results. sigh. sigh. i shall try not to feel depressed and shall try not to look at the whole list of names again.
when i said aura of confidence i said CONFIDENCE. i didnt mean arrogance like that perk lun. speaker for today's civics period. but to be fair, he was rather amusing. u so old meh? only 1 year diff wat! kakeru was saying he same age somemore haha!
as kakeru said, when someone likes u, u can jus feel it. no need for explanation. though janice still has her doubts, i can feel it too, coming from u, my bunny darling.
oh wells the day has been great! because of my darling bunny. although he didnt do anything, jus seeing him around was great enough for me. neways prob meeting editha and the clique tmr. prob orchard again ba. since the mountain turtle, me, cant even change lines at an mrt station. man im such a failure la! haha.
try to take things a step further -- you can't just watch this person from afar forever, you know.
met tasya's yogi in the morning. 10 min. that was all i needed to come up with an accurate description of him - nice but does not seem the kind to be romantic enough to say whatever he said. she was like yea thats why i was so surprised when he said it! see, my judgement cant be wrong!
bunny, i know my judgement of u is right. i know u have many more important things on ur priority list. i know u have a lot more concerns and issues to address. but i never asked much of u. all i need is 5 min a day. to see u. to talk to u. thats all i need. now, is that too much to ask for?
wong yu ching said the maths qns i asked were too easy. said i am a bright student, shld have confidence in myself. i was like huh? hello what has confidence got to do with solving idiotic maths sums?! no wait i didnt mean the sums were idiotic coz if they were and i couldnt solve them then...u get it. i meant maths is idiotic!
i was weird today. maybe the high effect hasnt worn off. heh. janice said i was unusually talkative. haha. wells its coz its been a great day! when u get enough sleep, u feel happier and the world appears more pleasant!
i finally got the energy cycle thing right for chem spa! like finally! my calculations..everything was right! jus that i absent mindedly forgot all my delta h signs. but values were accurate!
and i topped the class with my chinese test results! not to mention i was talking to the teacher. so the others had more time. and i did not study that chp. really didnt! like for the 1st time i didnt study chinese. got like 80/100. if she didnt talk to me then i could haf finished and maybe gotten 90 la grr! im one insatisfiable little brat! haha!
oh and the translation thing. didnt get selected. found out that the 2 selected were h2 chinese students. and most prob from taiwan de. wah lao where got like that one?! i feel super cheated.
then pei tsung sent me this extremely sick msg i could almost kill him! tsk! maybe jasmine would love to read it haha!
abt 20% of nj's cohort managed to get their h3 subjs. some even 2 h3s la gosh! and i, of course didnt qualify with my ct results. sigh. sigh. i shall try not to feel depressed and shall try not to look at the whole list of names again.
when i said aura of confidence i said CONFIDENCE. i didnt mean arrogance like that perk lun. speaker for today's civics period. but to be fair, he was rather amusing. u so old meh? only 1 year diff wat! kakeru was saying he same age somemore haha!
as kakeru said, when someone likes u, u can jus feel it. no need for explanation. though janice still has her doubts, i can feel it too, coming from u, my bunny darling.
oh wells the day has been great! because of my darling bunny. although he didnt do anything, jus seeing him around was great enough for me. neways prob meeting editha and the clique tmr. prob orchard again ba. since the mountain turtle, me, cant even change lines at an mrt station. man im such a failure la! haha.
try to take things a step further -- you can't just watch this person from afar forever, you know.
Thursday, August 10, 2006
wah everyone seems so stressed out. cool it ppl! im in a good mood today! any bad news u wanna spill? haha. see my intuition can never be wrong! i was right abt pei tsung's issue. analysized it for him. he didnt believe it at first. but time revealed the truth. and i was right! of course. then jus now xue lin asked me if i had eng songs. then i was pretty shocked. i asked: i tot u were the kind who listened to chinese songs why ask me for eng songs? then i added: u listen coz of jia yi is it? jia yi would be the kind who listens to eng songs. he said ya la...miss love consultant. pro la. hahaha!
then i came across something abt aries women yesterday: she has a fanatical obsession that she is doing the right thing. heh that sounds so true haha! my current love consultant accuracy is 100% matchmaking success rate also 100% with a few cases still on my hands. anybody needs my help? hees.
hydrogen sulphide is a very toxic gas.
my sis bought heels yest. can u imagine?! she said girls dun wear those kind of sandals she wears in the campus. of course la! and she actually bought sleeveless shirts and spaghetti straps! OMG! she would be the last person u would expect to see in girls clothing! her sleeves always had to be of this certain length, cannot be too short, shirt must be ultra big one. sheesh! but then again if u haf that ultimate sex appeal, even if u wear a man's shirt u will still look sexy. i seriously cant imagine her dressing up. need some time to get used to it.
im still waiting to see if that bunny thing will come true. that love bunny huh? i think its mushy. mar thinks its childish.
hydrogen sulphide poisons my heart. i don´t wanna feel the way that i do. i just wanna be right here with you. dun fade away from me. would you be my bunny?
i dun want sch to start. i dun want promos to come. coz i know im not ready for it. i wanna escape and run away from everything. including whatever we were built upon.
then i came across something abt aries women yesterday: she has a fanatical obsession that she is doing the right thing. heh that sounds so true haha! my current love consultant accuracy is 100% matchmaking success rate also 100% with a few cases still on my hands. anybody needs my help? hees.
hydrogen sulphide is a very toxic gas.
my sis bought heels yest. can u imagine?! she said girls dun wear those kind of sandals she wears in the campus. of course la! and she actually bought sleeveless shirts and spaghetti straps! OMG! she would be the last person u would expect to see in girls clothing! her sleeves always had to be of this certain length, cannot be too short, shirt must be ultra big one. sheesh! but then again if u haf that ultimate sex appeal, even if u wear a man's shirt u will still look sexy. i seriously cant imagine her dressing up. need some time to get used to it.
im still waiting to see if that bunny thing will come true. that love bunny huh? i think its mushy. mar thinks its childish.
hydrogen sulphide poisons my heart. i don´t wanna feel the way that i do. i just wanna be right here with you. dun fade away from me. would you be my bunny?
i dun want sch to start. i dun want promos to come. coz i know im not ready for it. i wanna escape and run away from everything. including whatever we were built upon.
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
last night was wow! didnt get drunk. my dad limited my drinking with the excuse that i was underage. i was like who was the one who fed me wine in pri sch huh? i could haf drank the whole bottle of champagne if i was allowed to. but sadly i wasnt. still, it was great!
mar was like saying you wanna get drunk and get laid? i was like whats get laid? dun pollute my innocent mind la pls! haha. yea i did go wild last night. dancing at the bbq pit and singing, dancing and somewhat in a trance as i walked my dog back from ridgewood to pandan valley. nearly got run down by a car. my maid yelled at me for that. heh. im so glad no one took photos of how crazy i was! came home, took a bath, and collapsed into the land of dreams.
baking was unsuccessful. coz i realised the baking powder we had expired in feb. but i already mixed everything. so i jus dumped it in neways. and prayed that it would rise. but it didnt really rise in the end. sigh. and i got a really bad stomach ache last night. wonder if it was from the baking powder. or coz i drank too much. but my intestines felt as though it was being ripped out.
shall give the ndp a miss tonight. the fireworks too. saw the best of it at disneyland. i dun need to see the worst and spoil the image of disneyland's fireworks in my mind.
got this song from my bro's collection. he said he hates westlife. wonder what it was doing in his collection. but i was having fun playing it last night while he begged me to change the song ;)
artist: westlife
song: miss you
i can´t sleep, i just can´t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don´t wanna be, a fool in your eyes
´cause what we had was built on lies
and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you...
what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that i´ll
always believe
you and i, can make it through
and i still know, i can´t get over you
´cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that I do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you, i do...
´cause when our love always fades away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you, i miss you
i do...
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you, i do...
mar was like saying you wanna get drunk and get laid? i was like whats get laid? dun pollute my innocent mind la pls! haha. yea i did go wild last night. dancing at the bbq pit and singing, dancing and somewhat in a trance as i walked my dog back from ridgewood to pandan valley. nearly got run down by a car. my maid yelled at me for that. heh. im so glad no one took photos of how crazy i was! came home, took a bath, and collapsed into the land of dreams.
baking was unsuccessful. coz i realised the baking powder we had expired in feb. but i already mixed everything. so i jus dumped it in neways. and prayed that it would rise. but it didnt really rise in the end. sigh. and i got a really bad stomach ache last night. wonder if it was from the baking powder. or coz i drank too much. but my intestines felt as though it was being ripped out.
shall give the ndp a miss tonight. the fireworks too. saw the best of it at disneyland. i dun need to see the worst and spoil the image of disneyland's fireworks in my mind.
got this song from my bro's collection. he said he hates westlife. wonder what it was doing in his collection. but i was having fun playing it last night while he begged me to change the song ;)
artist: westlife
song: miss you
i can´t sleep, i just can´t breathe
when your shadow is all over me baby
don´t wanna be, a fool in your eyes
´cause what we had was built on lies
and when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you...
what would it take, for you to see
to make you understand that i´ll
always believe
you and i, can make it through
and i still know, i can´t get over you
´cause when our love seems to fade away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that I do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you, i do...
´cause when our love always fades away
listen to me hear what I say
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
i miss you, i miss you
i do...
i don´t wanna feel
the way that i do
i just wanna be
right here with you
i don´t wanna see
see us apart
i just wanna say it straight from my heart
oh baby i miss you, i do...
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
was my eye bags really that bad? dun want to mention wat jasmine said. then on the way home i asked gregory then he was like er..then i went FINE. then he said but i didnt say anything! that is precisely why! because u didnt say anything! sheesh guys jus dun understand us!
oh wells tonight's family bbq will be great. i know it will be. i will make it a smashing one. the dogs need an outing. we need some family bonding. and i need to pop some champagne and get drunk and go wild and crazy! haha! neways tmr no sch get drunk also never mind de! i got to prepare the songs, the dogs, the people, the food, hand in the deposit...loads of stuff to do but im loving it!
terra's cheer was so disgraceful la. and i still couldnt pop that thing. so many years, i still cant. jus so afraid it would expole in my hand heh. i was like asking gregory why aqua didnt win the cheer? i thought they would win. theirs was like woah so elaborately done. then he said oh coz ea house cannot win more than 1. something like that. no wonder.
the bands were horrible. i know they put in effort and all that stuff but im jus a straightforward person with absolutely high expectations. the truth hurts. although the 3rd one was better than the 1st 2 still..i wun pass it. really it was more of noise than anything else. the guest band did ok. indian dance was good. choir singing was great.
and the cheapo nj actually supplied soft drinks and ice popsicles! but the bad thing was i couldnt drink anything cold la! OH NO! then tonight bbq how??! shucks! and no scissors to cut the ice popsicles open. had to bite it lor.
desperate housewives ended last nite la! i actually visited mystery lane before and saw the whole setting where they shot the show at universal studios. i was there, the exact spot. pretty cool!
tonight will be great! im off to bake my sponge cake! happy mugging ppl! I LOVE MYSELF! i hate you liar!
oh wells tonight's family bbq will be great. i know it will be. i will make it a smashing one. the dogs need an outing. we need some family bonding. and i need to pop some champagne and get drunk and go wild and crazy! haha! neways tmr no sch get drunk also never mind de! i got to prepare the songs, the dogs, the people, the food, hand in the deposit...loads of stuff to do but im loving it!
terra's cheer was so disgraceful la. and i still couldnt pop that thing. so many years, i still cant. jus so afraid it would expole in my hand heh. i was like asking gregory why aqua didnt win the cheer? i thought they would win. theirs was like woah so elaborately done. then he said oh coz ea house cannot win more than 1. something like that. no wonder.
the bands were horrible. i know they put in effort and all that stuff but im jus a straightforward person with absolutely high expectations. the truth hurts. although the 3rd one was better than the 1st 2 still..i wun pass it. really it was more of noise than anything else. the guest band did ok. indian dance was good. choir singing was great.
and the cheapo nj actually supplied soft drinks and ice popsicles! but the bad thing was i couldnt drink anything cold la! OH NO! then tonight bbq how??! shucks! and no scissors to cut the ice popsicles open. had to bite it lor.
desperate housewives ended last nite la! i actually visited mystery lane before and saw the whole setting where they shot the show at universal studios. i was there, the exact spot. pretty cool!
tonight will be great! im off to bake my sponge cake! happy mugging ppl! I LOVE MYSELF! i hate you liar!
Monday, August 07, 2006
i hate co-ed schs. had my whole day ruined by stomach cramps again. woke up with my clothes heavily stained. wonder how come my bed didnt even haf a single drop! but anyways during econs mr tiew was like sick ah? fever? then i said erm stomach cramps. and after i told janice i told mr tiew i had stomach cramps, she gave me that look. i mean..yea it was rather yea but aiya wat else could i haf said la! not like u dunno im not as skillful in lying as he (er not mr tiew) is!
and for chem mr sito wasnt the lecturer. im so heartbroken la! i want mr sito!! he is so adorable!! :D
do i seriously have the words "im attached" written on my forehead? we were talking abt someone (she killed me jus now for spreading the news haha). then beng hui was asking apurva: when is it ur turn huh? then apurva was like when is it ur turn xiao qi? then beng hui was like huh ur not attached ah? then i was like no. and she gave me the doubtful totally shocked look so i added: seriously, no. crystal yest even better she asked when are u getting attached? or are u already attached? haha! i tot ppl only asked when are u getting married?!
i dont know whats holding you back. what is gg on in that head of urs?! y are u running away from it? dont i have the right to know? or do you need me to spell ur name out here before u will admit it? i will not make the same mistakes u did and cause myself the misery ur suffering now. from the start i should haf brushed everything aside and never let it come so far. sometimes i wished i never had such a powerful inner intuition. or maybe my judgement of u as a person is just so wrong. you might want to know this: i wun doubt myself just because of what you said. i know im right.
and for chem mr sito wasnt the lecturer. im so heartbroken la! i want mr sito!! he is so adorable!! :D
do i seriously have the words "im attached" written on my forehead? we were talking abt someone (she killed me jus now for spreading the news haha). then beng hui was asking apurva: when is it ur turn huh? then apurva was like when is it ur turn xiao qi? then beng hui was like huh ur not attached ah? then i was like no. and she gave me the doubtful totally shocked look so i added: seriously, no. crystal yest even better she asked when are u getting attached? or are u already attached? haha! i tot ppl only asked when are u getting married?!
i dont know whats holding you back. what is gg on in that head of urs?! y are u running away from it? dont i have the right to know? or do you need me to spell ur name out here before u will admit it? i will not make the same mistakes u did and cause myself the misery ur suffering now. from the start i should haf brushed everything aside and never let it come so far. sometimes i wished i never had such a powerful inner intuition. or maybe my judgement of u as a person is just so wrong. you might want to know this: i wun doubt myself just because of what you said. i know im right.
Sunday, August 06, 2006
yest was 1 interesting and eventful day! man i needed that fun which i have been missing for ages! went out the whole day! *smiles* and i am so NOT regretting not mugging for the whole of yest. (ps: im being sarcastic here)
my mum brought me to this place where they sold loads of stuff. at toa payoh. mops, buckets, baskets, stationary, basically everything! its like a warehouse! and i never knew it existed in singapore! haha. so we were happily shopping then i heard the announcement. summon! i was like OMG! then i turned to my maid and yelled YAYA CALL MUMMY CALL MUMMY! then she was like huh? giving me the totally blank look. then i ran to search for my mum. note: the place was huge. and the drivers were all running out of the store. then i was like MUMMY! PARKING ATTENDANT! my mum dropped the basket and ran out too. some big commotion huh? then afterwards i went out to get my mum's credit card and she gave me her pin no. so yest was the first time i used a credit card! whee! i feel like an adult u know! haha! paid like $120 for plastics! my mum was glad that she brought me coz apparently she couldnt dechiper wat the announcement was abt. so my trip there saved her from paying the fine.
but this store is totally cool right? still got announcement one! then i was asking my mum it was double yellow line wat so why u park? then she was like coz everyone park -_-"
so i bought pretty new cups for myself. and this new box folder watever the name is. the one i always carry to sch. now this one is slightly longer in length so i can fit those different files in them. i haf a different file for ea subj. heh. i value organization. and got a new landary basket which is much stable than my previous one. makes my aiming a lot easier! haha! i too lazy to walk to the end of the toilet wat. like wat 4-5m lengthwise? then i got a new toiletry basket. which made me realise the amt of toiletries i have.
oh yea on the way there my mum was driving at 120km/h! GOSH! i was like can u pls dun drive like that?! my legs were wobbly already la.
then she dropped me off at sicc. where i hit the gym then went for steam bath. shiok! haha. oh yea the skinny-dipped thing right mar? i dun swim naked but i steam naked heh. and i mean i take off the towl and lie on the bench naked in the steaming room. with other women around. now dun start imagining anything ok! haha! other ppl also do that mah.
then i watched chronicals of narnia. alone. coz no one was free nor interested to accompany me. sheesh! but it was great! the beavers were so CUTE! then i came out, met my parents, grabbed a bite by the pool since there was national day celebration gg on on the other side and it was totally crowded. and then i went to watch da vinci code which started at 830. did some running around to collect my shoes from the locker and be back in the theatre. all on a full stomach. for once i was glad i wasnt wearing heels ;)
da vinci code. i read the book liao so wasnt interested to watch the movie. but oh wells for the fun of it. starting had a lot of gross scenes. i was there wincing and shutting my eyes. sick. my mum was there stroking my hand to comfort me. then towards the end i couldnt keep my eyes open. was so sleepy. got home at 1130. woke up this morning at 630. not enough sleep la! someone pls smash my rigid body clock! thats why i dun like to watch the night shows coz i always end up not enough sleep one.
my mum brought me to this place where they sold loads of stuff. at toa payoh. mops, buckets, baskets, stationary, basically everything! its like a warehouse! and i never knew it existed in singapore! haha. so we were happily shopping then i heard the announcement. summon! i was like OMG! then i turned to my maid and yelled YAYA CALL MUMMY CALL MUMMY! then she was like huh? giving me the totally blank look. then i ran to search for my mum. note: the place was huge. and the drivers were all running out of the store. then i was like MUMMY! PARKING ATTENDANT! my mum dropped the basket and ran out too. some big commotion huh? then afterwards i went out to get my mum's credit card and she gave me her pin no. so yest was the first time i used a credit card! whee! i feel like an adult u know! haha! paid like $120 for plastics! my mum was glad that she brought me coz apparently she couldnt dechiper wat the announcement was abt. so my trip there saved her from paying the fine.
but this store is totally cool right? still got announcement one! then i was asking my mum it was double yellow line wat so why u park? then she was like coz everyone park -_-"
so i bought pretty new cups for myself. and this new box folder watever the name is. the one i always carry to sch. now this one is slightly longer in length so i can fit those different files in them. i haf a different file for ea subj. heh. i value organization. and got a new landary basket which is much stable than my previous one. makes my aiming a lot easier! haha! i too lazy to walk to the end of the toilet wat. like wat 4-5m lengthwise? then i got a new toiletry basket. which made me realise the amt of toiletries i have.
oh yea on the way there my mum was driving at 120km/h! GOSH! i was like can u pls dun drive like that?! my legs were wobbly already la.
then she dropped me off at sicc. where i hit the gym then went for steam bath. shiok! haha. oh yea the skinny-dipped thing right mar? i dun swim naked but i steam naked heh. and i mean i take off the towl and lie on the bench naked in the steaming room. with other women around. now dun start imagining anything ok! haha! other ppl also do that mah.
then i watched chronicals of narnia. alone. coz no one was free nor interested to accompany me. sheesh! but it was great! the beavers were so CUTE! then i came out, met my parents, grabbed a bite by the pool since there was national day celebration gg on on the other side and it was totally crowded. and then i went to watch da vinci code which started at 830. did some running around to collect my shoes from the locker and be back in the theatre. all on a full stomach. for once i was glad i wasnt wearing heels ;)
da vinci code. i read the book liao so wasnt interested to watch the movie. but oh wells for the fun of it. starting had a lot of gross scenes. i was there wincing and shutting my eyes. sick. my mum was there stroking my hand to comfort me. then towards the end i couldnt keep my eyes open. was so sleepy. got home at 1130. woke up this morning at 630. not enough sleep la! someone pls smash my rigid body clock! thats why i dun like to watch the night shows coz i always end up not enough sleep one.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
1. Do the following WITHOUT complains
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
i have been tagged by eileen. this is so wu liao la! but im glad she remembered me haha!
Currents:
Current Mood: shocked. shall not elaborate.
Current Taste: taste as in for clothes, food, movies, books or wat? can u be more specific?
Current Clothes: sleeping dress
Current Toenail Colour: natural. im a good student. heh. the last time i painted my nails was sec 3 chinese new year and then my nails lost their shine so i told myself im never gonna paint my nails again until i get married. thats why i never painted my nails for grad nite.
Curent Time: 7.27 AM
Current Surroundings: room la. the sun is rising.
Current Annoyances: none. the whole house is asleep.
Current Thoughts: could i have been really wrong? was it just my imagination?
First:
First Best Friends: hmm goh min. the girl i got to know by yelling at her for placing her bag on my books. haha! but i lost contact with her. i think she is still in su zhou now. she was on papers a few years back.
First Crush: well u all should know.
First Movie: hello? how am i suppose to remember?
First Lie: prob was something like no i wasnt the one who broke it or no i didnt steal the chocolates.
First Music: lullaby?
Lasts:
Last Cigarette: im a non-smoker and i shall remain a non-smoker till my last breath.
Last Drink: when was that? prob during the SIA Moscow function bah. i had white wine, tasted vodka, champaign etc. got a little high yea. no wait was that the last? i dun think i survived almost half a year without alcohol right? i remember got this time i only drank 2 glasses and the room spinned before me. 酒入愁肠愁更愁
Last Car Ride: tues afternoon. my dad picked me up.
Last Crush: it jus ended this morning by technology. now its time to focus for promos. no more crushes for the year at least. i still know im not wrong.
Last Movie: im gonna watch chronicals of narnia and da vinci code later! but anyways last movie was eight below? the hot guy in there? heh.
Last Phone Call: who did i call last? oh last nite my chinese tuition teacher called me to remind me that tuition is this morning 9am. nowadays hardly anyone calls me. usually sms. neways i dun like answering phone calls.
Last CD played: i cant remember la.
Last song played: played as in physically or heard? heard..i cant remember. played..CO SYF song: Wu Ti. not very nice but like shao min said it is artistic. whatever.
Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: thank god no! im not les! maybe i shld consider turning les now huh?
Have you ever broken the law: small ones duh but big ones..havent tried.
Have you ever been arrested: if u consider play play arrest then yes. last time my neighbour had this pair of handcuffs he used to cuff my hands with then he gave them to me for my bdae i think. i still haf them!
Have you ever skinny-dipped: wait! whats skinny-dipped??
Have you ever been on TV: gee i dunno i cant remember either.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: eew thats so gross of course i didnt do that!
5 things you are wearing: specs? clips? clothes duh. i dun haf 5 la.
4 things you did today: hello its only morning? but yea i got up, washed up, turned on my phone, read the papers, turn on the com and read something i wished i didnt haf to read. ok thats 6, too many.
1 thing you do when you are bored: stone?
5 ppl i tag: who has a blog huh? lets pick those who updates regularly. janice ur the first heh. esther ur next. zhen ling, tasya, samantha.
last nite i listed out my accumulated back lot starting from no 1. and it came up to over numbers over 30! oh gosh. i seriously need time to stop for 1 whole month to complete all of them! sigh. life is horrible. i wished i never stayed for jc.
oh jia yi smsed me the night before to be terra's cheerleader. O_____o do i haf the cheerleader look? neways i turned her down since i pretty much cant shout.
and the les spoke to me again. this time i was even more stunned. her mum actually told her her dad doesnt like to use condoms so they practise the rhythm method. OMG! like who in the world would tell her daughter that?! sheesh! she said maybe her mum wants to tell her wat she can do after marriage and she said being the only child she is very close to her mum.
1- my mum doesnt talk abt such private stuff. we are close but we talk abt healthy stuff not contraception -_-" for once i rather she talk to me abt current affairs. and i never was curious enough to ask wat methods they use. this is so sick.
2- i dun think theres a need to brief me on contraception since i wun be engaging in such immoral stuff until i get married which is at least 10 years down the road. im still rather conservative where my moral values are concerned.
i still didnt get the sms..
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.
i have been tagged by eileen. this is so wu liao la! but im glad she remembered me haha!
Currents:
Current Mood: shocked. shall not elaborate.
Current Taste: taste as in for clothes, food, movies, books or wat? can u be more specific?
Current Clothes: sleeping dress
Current Toenail Colour: natural. im a good student. heh. the last time i painted my nails was sec 3 chinese new year and then my nails lost their shine so i told myself im never gonna paint my nails again until i get married. thats why i never painted my nails for grad nite.
Curent Time: 7.27 AM
Current Surroundings: room la. the sun is rising.
Current Annoyances: none. the whole house is asleep.
Current Thoughts: could i have been really wrong? was it just my imagination?
First:
First Best Friends: hmm goh min. the girl i got to know by yelling at her for placing her bag on my books. haha! but i lost contact with her. i think she is still in su zhou now. she was on papers a few years back.
First Crush: well u all should know.
First Movie: hello? how am i suppose to remember?
First Lie: prob was something like no i wasnt the one who broke it or no i didnt steal the chocolates.
First Music: lullaby?
Lasts:
Last Cigarette: im a non-smoker and i shall remain a non-smoker till my last breath.
Last Drink: when was that? prob during the SIA Moscow function bah. i had white wine, tasted vodka, champaign etc. got a little high yea. no wait was that the last? i dun think i survived almost half a year without alcohol right? i remember got this time i only drank 2 glasses and the room spinned before me. 酒入愁肠愁更愁
Last Car Ride: tues afternoon. my dad picked me up.
Last Crush: it jus ended this morning by technology. now its time to focus for promos. no more crushes for the year at least. i still know im not wrong.
Last Movie: im gonna watch chronicals of narnia and da vinci code later! but anyways last movie was eight below? the hot guy in there? heh.
Last Phone Call: who did i call last? oh last nite my chinese tuition teacher called me to remind me that tuition is this morning 9am. nowadays hardly anyone calls me. usually sms. neways i dun like answering phone calls.
Last CD played: i cant remember la.
Last song played: played as in physically or heard? heard..i cant remember. played..CO SYF song: Wu Ti. not very nice but like shao min said it is artistic. whatever.
Have you ever:
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: thank god no! im not les! maybe i shld consider turning les now huh?
Have you ever broken the law: small ones duh but big ones..havent tried.
Have you ever been arrested: if u consider play play arrest then yes. last time my neighbour had this pair of handcuffs he used to cuff my hands with then he gave them to me for my bdae i think. i still haf them!
Have you ever skinny-dipped: wait! whats skinny-dipped??
Have you ever been on TV: gee i dunno i cant remember either.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: eew thats so gross of course i didnt do that!
5 things you are wearing: specs? clips? clothes duh. i dun haf 5 la.
4 things you did today: hello its only morning? but yea i got up, washed up, turned on my phone, read the papers, turn on the com and read something i wished i didnt haf to read. ok thats 6, too many.
1 thing you do when you are bored: stone?
5 ppl i tag: who has a blog huh? lets pick those who updates regularly. janice ur the first heh. esther ur next. zhen ling, tasya, samantha.
last nite i listed out my accumulated back lot starting from no 1. and it came up to over numbers over 30! oh gosh. i seriously need time to stop for 1 whole month to complete all of them! sigh. life is horrible. i wished i never stayed for jc.
oh jia yi smsed me the night before to be terra's cheerleader. O_____o do i haf the cheerleader look? neways i turned her down since i pretty much cant shout.
and the les spoke to me again. this time i was even more stunned. her mum actually told her her dad doesnt like to use condoms so they practise the rhythm method. OMG! like who in the world would tell her daughter that?! sheesh! she said maybe her mum wants to tell her wat she can do after marriage and she said being the only child she is very close to her mum.
1- my mum doesnt talk abt such private stuff. we are close but we talk abt healthy stuff not contraception -_-" for once i rather she talk to me abt current affairs. and i never was curious enough to ask wat methods they use. this is so sick.
2- i dun think theres a need to brief me on contraception since i wun be engaging in such immoral stuff until i get married which is at least 10 years down the road. im still rather conservative where my moral values are concerned.
i still didnt get the sms..
Friday, August 04, 2006
im really hopeless. really. i cant believe i blew it yet again. i know u read. i know u did what i requested. i know u provided me tons of excellent opportunities. yet when the perfect moment came, i shoved the spoon into my mouth. sigh. anticlimax. i know u've tried. i've tried too but i just cant! i dunno why! i think i exhausted all my chances huh? even janice was so disappointed in me. ok since i cant do that i shall make it up in a bolder way which seems much easier for me.
so for chinese we did the news program. and i actually forgot samantha was suppose to come in la shucks! i went on to the advertisment. well im glad its over. broadcasting is not my field. then for civics wong yu ching showed some great leaders for us to identify. then xue lin anyhow guess also can guess picasso woah! josephine laugh until her face all red.
for lunch janice forbided me to eat fried stuff due to my ulcer so i ate porridge. i hate that lunch coz i hate myself for letting every opportunity slip pass.
oh ya during pe right. we saw this pair of briefs on the ground! gosh! then this girl walked past and saw and she went EEK! then she covered her face with her shirt. it is so disgusting la! how could someone drop it?! eew!
im on the page already. and im hesitating. janice wanted me to ask myself, is it important? if it is then do it. ok fine. i'll click it. at most if things dun turn out the way they are supposed to then all i haf to do is to pretend nothing happened right? but can i? was everything that happened really just my imagination? i've already taken the biggest step i could.
so for chinese we did the news program. and i actually forgot samantha was suppose to come in la shucks! i went on to the advertisment. well im glad its over. broadcasting is not my field. then for civics wong yu ching showed some great leaders for us to identify. then xue lin anyhow guess also can guess picasso woah! josephine laugh until her face all red.
for lunch janice forbided me to eat fried stuff due to my ulcer so i ate porridge. i hate that lunch coz i hate myself for letting every opportunity slip pass.
oh ya during pe right. we saw this pair of briefs on the ground! gosh! then this girl walked past and saw and she went EEK! then she covered her face with her shirt. it is so disgusting la! how could someone drop it?! eew!
im on the page already. and im hesitating. janice wanted me to ask myself, is it important? if it is then do it. ok fine. i'll click it. at most if things dun turn out the way they are supposed to then all i haf to do is to pretend nothing happened right? but can i? was everything that happened really just my imagination? i've already taken the biggest step i could.
Thursday, August 03, 2006
i cant keep my eyes open. but i cant fall asleep either. and anyway im sipping some nice hot soup when the weather is so darn hot. i didnt get my full sleep last night. was up trying to do gp va and translation. didnt haf the steam to last to do bio tutorial. so i copied from wan xuan this morning heh. that i prob the first time ive copied hw since...i cant remember when but surely not in the past 6 years!
goh hock leong was telling us we will complete h1 phy syllabus by term 2 next year! so we haf like 6 months of revision! so he says we all can get A! no prob! man i hope that will come true!
when i told masnidah that my "dad" wanted to see her on parent teacher meeting day, i felt that i was lying la! then janice was like what do u mean u felt like u were lying? u were lying what! FINE! im jus feeling so guilty.
i know u haf been purposely creating so many opportunities for me to carry out what i intended to. but i jus didnt manage to do it today. but im almost there! almost! continue with wat ur doing and prolong it a little longer k? since it doesnt come so naturally to me. i need a little more time to tweak those facial muscles. i know u've been reading. i know. im gonna return the unreturned.
goh hock leong was telling us we will complete h1 phy syllabus by term 2 next year! so we haf like 6 months of revision! so he says we all can get A! no prob! man i hope that will come true!
when i told masnidah that my "dad" wanted to see her on parent teacher meeting day, i felt that i was lying la! then janice was like what do u mean u felt like u were lying? u were lying what! FINE! im jus feeling so guilty.
i know u haf been purposely creating so many opportunities for me to carry out what i intended to. but i jus didnt manage to do it today. but im almost there! almost! continue with wat ur doing and prolong it a little longer k? since it doesnt come so naturally to me. i need a little more time to tweak those facial muscles. i know u've been reading. i know. im gonna return the unreturned.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
im beat. translation selection test was like....chinese to eng still can not much of a prob jus that some words i dunno. nothing too bad. eng to chinese is like woah! we were suppose to translate this "the emergence of china as a potential political and economic superpower" O_________0 LIKE HOW IN THE WORLD AM I SUPPOSE TO TRANSLATE THIS PHRASE??!? not to mention those super chim vocab words! heh i was like smsing mr mokhtar and yu lu for help! then later on everyone said they had something on and requested to bring the paper home. but i bet its coz they couldnt do it. then i was like thinking so why am i staying back? teacher said i had to hand in 1 piece. so i handed the chinese translated to eng one. that one wun die so badly. and so i brought home the eng to chinese one. sigh.
and our chinese teacher is nuts. totally! we were suppose to pretend we were news reporters and broadcast a news program today! like come up with the news, acting, script and even advertisement! but we were the lucky group coz no time to present we haf until fri. great! and they all bully me again make me the broadcaster coz they say my chinese the best. and our starting is like this: 您好! 欢迎收看早安不好! im like u serious? and they said yea! sheesh!
then for econs got my name recorded by stacy tan. wah lao i only first time didnt bring then got caught la! plus i tot daniel wong finish the booklet liao mah! sigh. she says she will ensure that we (those who forget to bring) will "participate" actively during lectures. shucks i forsee my doom! im praying her hse gets burnt down or she loses the paper somehow! i think i should jus break into her hse and steal it huh?
and i chickened out again. not once but twice. im such a whimp too.
and our chinese teacher is nuts. totally! we were suppose to pretend we were news reporters and broadcast a news program today! like come up with the news, acting, script and even advertisement! but we were the lucky group coz no time to present we haf until fri. great! and they all bully me again make me the broadcaster coz they say my chinese the best. and our starting is like this: 您好! 欢迎收看早安不好! im like u serious? and they said yea! sheesh!
then for econs got my name recorded by stacy tan. wah lao i only first time didnt bring then got caught la! plus i tot daniel wong finish the booklet liao mah! sigh. she says she will ensure that we (those who forget to bring) will "participate" actively during lectures. shucks i forsee my doom! im praying her hse gets burnt down or she loses the paper somehow! i think i should jus break into her hse and steal it huh?
and i chickened out again. not once but twice. im such a whimp too.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
today my cl teacher asked me to participate in this translation competition. translate chinese to eng and eng to chinese. selection test tmr. the whole of nj only choose 2 representatives la! if like 10 then im ok but 2?! and compete at national level lor. i dunno if im up to it la. yea haf to be versatile in both chinese and eng but translating is a totally different ball game! chinese to eng not much of a prob. what im worried is they give me those chim chim eng vocab words then i sure die one lor! and she insisted that i go for the selection test tmr. sigh. yea maybe i shall jus go for fun since can skip half an hr of CO then get selected then go for the competition next sat lor. weird one like nothing else to compete then hold a competition for translation -_-" but yea if they give me a poem to translate tmr then i immediately say goodbye!
she asked ji wei first but ji wei said his eng lan. then she ask me how's my eng. i was like erm ok? didnt want to say quite good, i got like 84th percentile for gp? haha coz i didnt want to go lor! but haiz she still ask me to go. i shld haf said my eng lan too.
then jus now during phy i didnt bring my dynamics notes. then he was circling around and asked u didnt bring right? wah how he know one? i first time only wat! wonder wat was on my mind last night, forgot to bring both phy and maths notes today. tmr got to spend time copying again la.
and for lunch i ate ice kachang and wow it was like HUGE! mountain of ice lor! so scary la! got to borrow janice's bowl to dispose of my ice so i can eat the liao/ingredients. heh practising for tmr la. and janice still didnt manage to eat her jelly! hahaha! hope she doesnt buy again tmr lor! heh.
oh wells i jus blew my chance today. like i could haf..yet i held back as usual. im sorry im jus so indecisive la. supposedly decided one then last night change my mind then today saw u, then i changed my mind again. sigh..no wonder men say women are the most fickled minded ppl on earth! haha!
she asked ji wei first but ji wei said his eng lan. then she ask me how's my eng. i was like erm ok? didnt want to say quite good, i got like 84th percentile for gp? haha coz i didnt want to go lor! but haiz she still ask me to go. i shld haf said my eng lan too.
then jus now during phy i didnt bring my dynamics notes. then he was circling around and asked u didnt bring right? wah how he know one? i first time only wat! wonder wat was on my mind last night, forgot to bring both phy and maths notes today. tmr got to spend time copying again la.
and for lunch i ate ice kachang and wow it was like HUGE! mountain of ice lor! so scary la! got to borrow janice's bowl to dispose of my ice so i can eat the liao/ingredients. heh practising for tmr la. and janice still didnt manage to eat her jelly! hahaha! hope she doesnt buy again tmr lor! heh.
oh wells i jus blew my chance today. like i could haf..yet i held back as usual. im sorry im jus so indecisive la. supposedly decided one then last night change my mind then today saw u, then i changed my mind again. sigh..no wonder men say women are the most fickled minded ppl on earth! haha!