Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A

Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting

Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph

Tag here!__________

Events __________

>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009

Links__________

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| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |

| ain| | julie ong |

| lu yuan mei | | ivy wong |

| crystal soh| | yu lu |

| tasya| | eunice ho |

| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |

| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |

| marcia andriani| | esther teo |

| jack lim| | ho jia yi |

| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |

| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |

| samantha eng| | jean chong |

| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |

| lim xian yong| | jie lin |

| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |

| li sha | | teresa tay |

| debra han | | lim peiyi |

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Friday, June 30, 2006

no freaking nonsense! i got to be back in crescent at 730 am on a saturday morning 29 july! my gosh! 730am! thats like even earlier than normal sch days! and i dun want to wear the blazer! nj's blazer is red and it makes me look fat. sick blazer. im not wearing u. u make me look so off size. a saturday morning. a SATURDAY MORNING!

忙着忙着心也麻醉了, 似乎忘了烦恼, 连你的名字也差不多忘了

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:18 PM

SOMEWHAT OVER! like finally! down to listening and oral next tues. but for now...its HAPPY CELEBRATING!

i was smsing dian yi jus now.

me: yay! i finished all my written papers! and i failed like half my subjs!
dian yi: what the...
me: y? u can fail i cannot ah?
dian yi: u perfect student ma

like real.

i have no idea how im gonna complete this list of stuff before wed.

1. chinese va
2. maths va
3. pw survey
4. chem tutorial
5. maths tutorial
6. shopping for my new swim suit
7. get hold of SAT books
8. watch ice age 2!
9. slack

yes slack is on my to-do list. heh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 1:08 PM

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Thursday, June 29, 2006

i never thought i would ask myself this question. but i am. is chinese muggable? coz i have no idea how im suppose to study for it. there isnt anymore things to memorise. and the compo is story no more bao zhang. so how am i suppose to prepare myself for tomorrow's exam?

and yes shut up. i know u all finished. even chua manping said it after bio.

so the bio paper. it was easier than chem and phy. i guess i shouldnt be regretting taking bio now. but maybe its coz my threshold for level of difficulty has raised. paper 1 was tough though. it was 30 min 20 mcq. i finished in 15min. why? coz i didnt know how to do like half of it! bleh.

paper 2. i wished i had studied more for lac operon then i wouldnt have lost 5 marks there! sickening! i hate myself. 5 marks! with that 5 marks i would haf a chance of scoring a B! i wished i had learnt operon better. i hate that stupid chp. btw my definition for ok now means its pass-able. it no longer means getting a 75 is no prob.

oh yes this appeared in the phy paper. its hilarious. quoting "because he is such a loser". was it meant to make us laugh coz the phy paper was so horrible??

and before maths paper, i was facing the pond with my head resting on the bench. then ms wong walked past and flicked my pony tail! haha! and when she walked back we requested she teach us how to draw f' graph. i felt bad coz yogi bear (our maths teacher mr tsang) was with her. oh and for the past 2 maths tests ive been writing his name as mr tsung. then he keeps cirling them and write mr tsang. i mean we prononuce it as sung wat so i wrote u instead of a. but yesterday i finally spelt it correctly! heh.

1 more paper to go. but i officially end on tues. those whom i still owe dates, u better get them from me before tues otherwise u have to wait till dec after my SATs. coz after tues, i got to do my chinese va, maths va, pw and loads of undone tutorials. i promised i will study hard next term. i cant afford to fail my promos. h3 is already gone. sapphires too. now i jus got to work hard for my As and hope that i can get into the local unis.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 2:00 PM

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Wednesday, June 28, 2006

has anyone like missed me? guess not...everyone is busy with cts. bleh. and stop telling me ur cts end tmr! i know the whole world ends tmr only i end on tues! those taking phy without mt already ended this morning.

i failed my phy paper. it was so tough. and the teachers keep walking around behind me and peeping over. like ya my paper is blank so theres no need to see wat im writing! sickening.

this stupid sch. gp paper on mon morning then econs. and then we shld haf a light day on tues right? but NO! chem h2 then chem h3 then maths! and so now do we get our well deserved rest? NO! we had to go to sch this morning for dumb phy paper. oh sickening!

mon:

well erm gp first. hmm...i finished paper 1 in 45 min. then i was like oh crap then wat am i suppose to do now? so i re-wrote my essay. i did the one on is killing ever justified? something like that.

econs. *gulps* i seriously need a miracle to pass. i didnt ans 12 marks in data response and i didnt complete my 15 marks essay qn. and the paper was upon 50. see wat i mean? i lost like more than half the marks already how to pass?? not that i didnt know how to ans but i spent too much time on part a of the essay. and that was only 10 marks. but later on janice told me the passing mark was 45%. i see a glimmer of hope. but still...i doubt i will pass.

by the time i got home my neck ached like hell. we had the papers in the LTs. and the stupid table was so puny and low that we had to keep bending down! i had to use the table on my right, on my left and even my lap! so i always came home with ink on my skirt.

tues:

chem was bad. qn 1, i wrote a few lines then realise i didnt know how to do. so i went on the qn 2. feeling quite happy i did part a. then part b. then when i looked at part c i was like huh? so fine go to qn 3. then i was like wat is this qn talking abt? then qn 4. oops i still dunno how to do. qn 5 - one big question mark. qn 6 - i even more dunno how to do. so wells i pretty much failed that paper. the person sitting on my right finished 15min after the paper started. coz he had nothing to write. and then the stupid mcq not enough time. 20 qns 30 min like crap! last few qn i all anyhow shade one lor!

oh chem h3 dun bother to say anything. coz i practically handed up a blank paper. and i almost fell asleep.

the whole day my neck felt casted. i couldnt bend, couldnt turn. and before maths paper i was asking janice if she had a knife so that she could end my life then i dun have to take the maths paper coz i will fail.

but suprisingly maths was quite ok. upon 100. i left like 30 marks dunno how to do. but what made me so satisfied was that i could do the last qn! i dun care whether the ans right or not la but it was a GP question! my gosh! that chp every single qn i did i got stuck! and i could do one qn in the exam! yay! that saved the day! i dun think i would fail. i hope that i might be able to get a B. but dunno why during the paper i suddenly lost balance. everything around me just spinned. i managed to catch hold of the table thats why i didnt fall off my chair. i wonder if its due to my low blood pressure or exhaustion. and the person sitting on the row in front of me didnt have the basic courtesy to switch off her phone which kept ringing during the paper!

and i requested for my chinese prelim oral to be changed from 30th to 4th. coz my actual AO level oral is on 14th. unlucky no. i knew it would be one of the last few dates coz im in the last civics class and last chinese group.

oh and when i came home i realised i stained my skirt. oops. it was pretty obvious. so embarrassing la! i hope no one saw it. i wonder if i stained the LT seat. heh.

down to 2 papers more for this wk! bio tmr and chinese the next day. i think the only distinction reachable is chinese. i feel like im such a failure...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 12:43 PM

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Sunday, June 25, 2006

maths is freaking me out. i think im gonna fail. i really think im gonna fail.

i watched Eight Below at sicc yesterday. it is so darn awesome! not to be missed! get hold of the dvd or something! its one of the greatest movies on earth! The Most Amazing Story Of Survival, Friendship, And Adventure Ever Told. Brutal cold forces two Antarctic explorers to leave their team of sled dogs behind as they fend for their survival.

The fierce Antarctic winter is just setting in when an intrepid team of explorers and scientists on a research mission-survival guide Jerry Shepard, his best friend and cartographer Cooper and the rugged geologist Davis--just narrowly escape a fatal accident, thanks to their steadfast team of eight skilled sled dogs. Forced to evacuate, the men must leave the beloved dogs behind in the frozen wilds--with a promise they will return. But when the storm of the century approaches, cutting off all means of travel, the dogs are stranded. Now, as the intelligent, courageous dogs--including noble pack leader Maya, rambunctious rebel Shorty and rising young alpha-in-training Max--fight to make it through the most unforgiving winter on the planet, the heartbroken Jerry is driven to mount a seemingly impossible rescue mission, aided by a beautiful and adventurous bush pilot, Katie. Held together only by unwavering bonds of friendship, the humans and the dogs alike make a remarkable journey of grit, endurance and belief to find one another again in this spectacular but perilous land.

http://movies.yahoo.com/movie/1808750543/trailer

the guy in there is hot. not taking into consideration his lifestyle, i would say he is the kind that i want to marry. not the actor la the character. but thats not the main attraction. the dogs are. they are so adorable, witty and cute. the dogs were kind of on a path leaading only to death coz they were chained up tightly without access to shelter and food. and its so heartening to see how they fight on to survive and how inseperable they are. 2 died. and i cried like buckets after buckets. because u saw how much the dogs actually love each other. and you got a chance to see the tactics they used to catch birds and obtain other food. my fav dog in there is Maya, the leader of the pack. when u see the look in Maya's eyes as she wait for Jerry to return...i dun see how anyone with feelings can actually not shed a tear! its a really really great show! the scenery is marvelous and the dogs are ultra cute! esp when they crawl! the images are still stuck in my mind. and well i totally love it! i think im gonna watch it again! *beams*

you gotta take chances for the things you care about

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:42 AM

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Friday, June 23, 2006

everytime i face energetics i wanna cry. I DUN UNDERSTAND! i dunno how to do! how can they test that topic when the teachers havent even done the tutorial with us??! i know nuts abt that topic! and i never dun understand chem. my best science. my most fav science. and now im starting to hate it...

yest dian yi's call to say he missed me really made my day! its nice to know that someone out there is thinking abt u and misses u enough to give u a call. *beams* everytime he calls me i always ask did u miss me? and he will also be like ee aa dunno? and when he is real bad he will say no? liar! otherwise why u call me? esp when ur hanging out with ur friends but give me a call. doesnt it show how much u miss me? haha! why is it guys just cant say the 3 words? i miss you, i like you, i love you. is it that hard? and when they ALWAYS say it, they usually dun mean it. they are just lying to their mistresses or lovers. guys are hard to fanthom. they are just weird creatures.

yest i was so angry with my mum's rubber elastic timing. she was 1h 15 min late! and i cannot stand ppl who are late! i was so pissed. then at night she tried to coax me but didnt work. i usually dun stay angry for so long so i have to remind myself this morning that i am still supposed to be angry with her. then this morning she gave me a bar of choco! haha! but im still supposed to be angry. heh. 1 hr 15 min leh! to me, being late is as bad as drug trafficking. who would forgive u for drug trafficking? no one! its as sinful ok.

then at the gym my heartbeat when up to 190+. gosh! i remembered jack said something abt u will die if u reach 200 or 240 beats per min. so close to the life without common tests! im feeling depressed coz of the dumb energetics...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 3:40 PM

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Thursday, June 22, 2006

take a look at my gp teacher's score range for our mock exam:

30-40 some students
40-50 majority of the students
50-60 a few students

and the passing mark is 45. its upon 100. the way she teaches get this kind of marks im not surprised. how many essays have we done? 0. how many compres? 1-the mock exam. i bet she believes in miracles so faithfully. no wonder the 1st lesson she said u all wun do well in ur common test and u all wun do well in ur promos either. with wat u teach of course la!

and that time she announced got mock exam. i said this to my friend: mock exam? but we havent even learnt anything! she heard it. and she said: u havent learnt anything? my ans was no. she didnt argue. coz it was true wat.

whee dian yi jus called me. coz he said he missed me. aww! so sweet! and he asked abt my preperation for common tests. and when he heard me say come to jc is to fail one, he was pretty shocked. coz that came out of my mouth. then i was asking him why he never come online one and he said isnt calling u better? i was like more 亲密 right? then he was like pls dun give me goosebumps!
why is it so hard for guys to say i miss u and i love u?

and his friend was playing the song called bad day. then i was like eh zhong xi also keep playing that song lor! then he was like my god! and i heard him say this to his friend: turn it off! my cousin's bro always plays this song! he very irritating one!

wahahah! and he said u heard what i said? i was like ya? im organizing a family barbecue next sun! i wanna see hershey! the puppy, remember? he came over during cny. the adorable thing.

oh and today i got my maternal relations sorted out. thanks to cai ling. now i know all the names of my cousins from my mum's side. hopefully that will stick in my brain somehow. heh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:25 PM

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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

i feel accomplished today. spent the whole afternoon trying to make something out of bio. i was drawing some mindmaps. but they looked so messy. and me being a perfectionist, crushed it and redrew it. but it still doesnt look perfect! well at least i understand most of it now except for the lac operon, mitosis and meiosis and viruses. yawns. im tired. i knew that spirit was still there somewhere.

another 4 days to my doom. i think i can forget abt sapphire scholars. coz i think i will be getting a C6 for gp and more than 1 C. and no As. oh maybe chinese will be the sole subj that i can get a distinction in. why is jc so tough? why dun i understand anything??! i feel so dumb...

i memorised this:
mon-gp and econs
tues-chem h2, h3 selection test, maths
wed-phy
thurs-bio
fri-chinese written + oral
tues-chinese listening

maths is like a sick 3 hr paper! my butt will ache lor! last time maths d sit for 2.5hrs already cannot stand up one. 3 hrs! maths! my gosh! chinese also 3hrs but it wun seem as long as that la. coz i know for maths i will be staring at the qns and they will be saying hah u dunno how to do! maths is so sick la! learn all that dumb stuff also no use! like i was saying apply the relative velocity theory when playing golf, calculate dist to the hole, wind speed and ur hitting force. it sounds dumb doesnt it?! education is dumb. its a waste of time!

im off to indulge in tv.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:02 PM

i love the BMI! i told ya i used to be underweight. for those who have forgotten, the formula is weight (no wait, as a phy student it should be called mass) divided by (height in metres, square). my lowest since sec 1 was 15.3 which was prob due to dancing and not yet hitting stage 5 of puberty. or was i at stage 5 already? oops shouldnt be leaking out this over here. pretend u didnt read it ok? for the guys that is. i was so scrawny then that clothes on me look like those on a stick. unflattering.

this year my BMI was low 16+. jack pls dun work backwards. i wonder why guys always like to know my weight. and im not interested to know theirs. so since there is no exchange of info, why shld i tell u mine huh? asking a woman her weight is as bad as asking a man his income. why dun guys realise this? coz they are insensitive.

my mum keeps boasting that when she was 3 months pregnant with my bro, her 3rd child, she weighed only a mere 52.5kg ok we know u were MALNUTRITION then so can we pls move on?

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:06 AM

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Tuesday, June 20, 2006

i want a walk-in wardrobe next time! and i want heels and handbags of every single colour to match all my outfits!

i keep complaining to my parents that i need a new swimsuit. the one i have now i had it since i was sec 1 so its a necessity ok! ive grown so much since! actually still can wear la, it seems to have grown with me, but erm faded. and i dun wear stuff thats faded. so ya. i keep looking for one but i can never find one that catches my eye! coz im very particular. it has to be 1 piece coz i always dive. i cant imagine wat if something drops after i dive. so its better to buy 1 piece one. and it has to have this mini skirt. im jus so obsessed with them i dunno why. and it has to be of a certain cut. a certain colour.

so there goes. so far those that meet my criteria costs like almost $100. i bought my current one for like $60 and that was 5 years ago. my dad actually volunteered to buy me 1 in robinsons today. but erm the sky was gloomy and my butt was lazy so i never stepped out of pandan valley. i shall shop for one after common tests. even if it costs $100 i will buy one. i wun settle for a no skirt! without skirts they cost like $30-50 only. but i want the skirt!

last time i tried on this bikini set. pink with this cutesy skirt. the salesperson told my parents i should try for modelling with my figure. i was so tempted to buy it but like i said i dive so its not exactly practical. even swimming is a prob. anyway i wear until so nice only i see so might as well not buy hor! haha..


after i get my new swimsuit i shall take pics of me diving! my gosh i love that idea! coz i cant see how i dive! how many ppl can actually dive la? besides for janice of course. most cant even swim properly la! but i was in the pool ever since i could crawl!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:06 PM

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Monday, June 19, 2006

last night we made watermelon juice! before that we were trying to remember the name of the machine that extracts juice. my sis said it was juicer. my bro said blender. i said extractor. and then when my maid found it we all went to check the name. and it was juice extractor! yay! haha..

but the sad thing was the juice extractor konked out. then we tried the blender. at first it didnt work then all of us wanted to cry already. but it worked in the end! and we had yummy watermelon juice! and it is really yummy coz im not exactly a juice fan. i was saying we can throw away all the soft drinks at home! haha..

in that moment, i knew that if i let go, i would fall safely into your arms.

i found the perfect song! but its in cantonese. all i ever wanted to say was this:

又见雪飘过
飘于伤心记忆中
让我再想你
却掀起我心痛
早经分了手
为何热爱尚情重
独个追忆岁月
或许此生不会懂
又再想起你
抱拥飘飘白雪中
让你心中暧
去驱走我冰冻
冷风催我醒
原来共你是场梦
那飘飘雪泪下
弄湿冷清的晚空
原来是那么深爱你
此际伴着我追忆的心痛

i cant find the song by the same singer online. but this one's is as good. its no 1.
http://www.tt78.com/Search.asp?Key=%C6%AE%D1%A9&Type=Sn

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:29 AM

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Saturday, June 17, 2006

those who are reading this entry u are in for a treat! coz i got this really really funny joke! its hilarious!

Little Mary was not the best student in Sunday school. Usually she slept through the class. One day the teacher called on her while she was napping, "Tell me, Mary, who created the universe?" When Mary didn't stir, little Johnny, an altruistic boy seated in the chair behind her, took a pin and jabbed her in the rear. “God Almighty!" shouted Mary. The teacher said, "Very good!" and Mary fell back to sleep. A while later the teacher asked Mary, "Who is our Lord and Savior?" but Mary didn't even stir from her slumber. Once again, Johnny came to the rescue and stuck her again. "Jesus Christ!" shouted Mary. The teacher said, "Very good!" and Mary fell back to sleep. Then the teacher asked Mary a third question, "What did Eve say to Adam after she had her twenty-third child?" Again, Johnny jabbed her with the pin. This time Mary jumped up and shouted, "If you stick that damn thing in me one more time, I'll break it in half!" The Teacher fainted.

wahahaha!

they will catch the culprit la. jus account for all residents' cars and those that came into pandan valley that day. unless the police are that inefficient. my dad and mr mokhtar both think that it is either coz the driver was drunk or illegal driving. its been the talk of pandan valley.

last night over dinner the topic discussed was drink driving. last time in australia, my dad was stopped by the police to test for alcohol in his breath. my mum was panicking. but of course my dad passed the test. last night he added that the kids behind all drinking! haha! well police arent that smart to test us so cant be helped!

then his friend went to the pub one night. as his that friend was driving out of the car park, he was stopped by the police. so his friend panicked and called my dad. my dad say caught already what can u do? and his friend smart. went to the toilet and drank all the tap water then urinated a lot of times. and the reading came out 34.9! the limit is 35! woah! lucky fella! haha..

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:12 PM

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Friday, June 16, 2006

last night i happen to chance upon this pink shirt in my cupboard. i was like is this mine? it looked familar but then again not familar. haha..i think i have too many clothes already. so i went to check the photos and realised i bought that like 1.5years ago but only wore it once! heh. i should stop shopping. yest i went shopping again. bought somemore stuff. then i came home and started thinking how many times do i actually wear a piece of clothing?

and yesterday i started wondering what would i be like when i grow old. with all the wrinkles. i dun wanna grow old, ugly and useless. but i wanna grow up.

last night i was talking to pei tsung. i was like pei tsung..say something to make me laugh. he tried but like he said it was so out of context he couldnt. oh wells thanks anyways! and he was asking why i use microwave to cook instant noodles. i tot everyone used microwave?? so convenient why use stove? then he said microwave is for pizza. then i said pizza shld be use oven one what. he said he doesnt haf oven. is there a correlation between using the stove to cook instant noodles and not having an oven? those reading this pls tag and tell me whether u use a stove or microwave and whether u haf an oven or not. these weird thoughts keep popping up into my mind. i must be reading too much of freakonomics lately that i am becoming a freak!


as for wat happened last night..i dunno wat to say.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 10:40 AM

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Thursday, June 15, 2006

ok it was a hit and run accident. last night i msged gregory and told him his info so off one. then he msged back saying that he was half asleep wad. the whole story is on the front page of the home section of today's straits times.

and my sis was like less than 20m away from the crime scene when it happened! she was leaving the gym when she heard 2 loud bangs. and that was at 11:05pm. but she didnt think it was anything big.

i have no idea why she goes to the gym at 11:05pm. she and i are the totally opp. my mum says if can mix the 2 of us then she will get a perfect daughter! haha..

well if everyone was as guai as me then such accidents wouldnt happen right? if he were asleep when he was supposed to be then he wouldnt haf died. he chose to walk that path so i guess thats just his fate, his destiny..

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 11:43 AM

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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

gregory smsed me this morning to tell me that a body landed below his flat. no wait he said some dude committed suicide. he used the word DUDE! goodness! and he heard the impact. *gulps* i wonder why he isnt the least bit freaked out when im already traumatized enough! and my bro had the cheek to ask me oh did he see the blood? was it nice? got take pics? *slaps forehead* is it all guys or is it jus the 2 of them?!

but later on mr mokhtar told me that it was an accident, some youth got killed. if i were the one to hear it with my own ears and see it with my own eyes i would prob be the next one to jump!

oh ya the other day..actually it was sun. my maid wasnt in. then i wanted to cook instant noodles. and i decided that i would cook it myself. so i cut open the packet and poured out the contents. the noodles came out first then 1 packet of seasoning landed on top of the noodles. i was like one packet only? dun haf the oily greasy stuff? so good ah? and guess what? after the microwave timer rang, i took out the bowl of noodles and stirred it. and then i saw the other packet of seasoning. makes u wonder what kind of mother and wife i would be next time. but dun worry i still haf 13 more years! a miracle will happen! haha..

and right in bangkok, beside the night market was pubs. my dad was telling us. so i looked. then i saw girls pole dancing on the bar top. and my dad was like dun look! its adult business! i was like oh ok. the pole dancing didnt even seem sexy to me...

and later on when we were walking in the red light district my bro was like can walk faster? oh man he felt uncomfortable there! hahaha! i tot guys loved it or something. or maybe he feels unsafe! weird! haha!

oh and my mum bought by sis a nike watch which costs US$100! i was yelling at her u paid US$100 for this dumb thing? i spent so much effort trying to change her into a girl and u give her some boyish looking watch?!? i rather use that money to buy a gown. heh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:15 PM

by the end of this entry im gonna be so over u i will be needing a new word for over. so get out of my life! i dun need u here. ur existence is jus redundant. i live my life better without u. 1-dun talk to me over msn. 2-dun msg me. 3-dun send me stuff. 4-dun ever appear in front of me. 5-dun ever let me hear ur name again. everytime im almost over, u had to give me false hope then later on crush it with watever dignity i had left. why make it seem so important when u couldnt be bothered? get out of my life. u insensitive sickening creature. all u species are the same! jerk! leave me alone in peace. thats all i ask of u. so get out!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:44 AM

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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you

and i even more hate the fact that the opp of love is not hate, it is indifference. indifference...pls possess me!

都过了十多天了你干脆不要算了吗! 混蛋!
我不知道你在想什么, 也不知道你要干什么, 但我不敢再期盼了, 因为每次期盼了你都会让我失望, 让我心碎. 我恨你!

yest i went to sicc's gym. walked, jogged, sprinted for like 35min and my heart rate went up to 175! gosh! my bro ran more than me under lesser time and his heart rate was less than 130. ok it shows im unfit i know that! -_-

and i put on so many kilos! when i saw my weight i was like oh shit! actually its the healthy weight for my height. but it makes me look so out of shape i rather not stay at healthy weight. ironic huh?

last night i told my mum that my dad wanted to send me overseas and he doesnt want me anymore! hahaha!

thanks to my blurred vision i didnt have to see what i didnt want to see though i still felt it.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:08 AM

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Monday, June 12, 2006

my grandma gave me a plate of noodles jus now and u noe wat my dad said? he told my grandma i was growing fat and told her to stop feeding me! *cries* argh! he didnt tell her to stop feeding the fat dog la! not fair!! grr!

and jus now he called me down for "serious business". he wants me to prepare for overseas studies. coz he said later my As results like my Os then si liao. he feels that i might not be able to get 4 As so better haf a backup plan. so im taking my SATs this year. darn.


yest after playing tennis i came back home and asked my maid is the black bean soup ready? she said no black bean. i was like wat? i went to search for the black bean and place it on the kitchen counter then sms u to cook the soup tonight and then u tell me no black bean??! i dun friend u! i made such a scene. coz i wanted to drink it. and when i want it means i want it. then when i came back down i saw black bean soup on the table. and then my sis said surprise! haha..

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 11:20 AM

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

mon night i had one of the sweetest dreams in my entire life! how i wish i never woke up. or even better still if that was my life.

yest i dragged my sis to visit the nursery. but there were only like 5 babies. unlike those in the movies. my sis was asking me how come one of the babies was so red? haha..they were so cute!! i want a daughter with eyes as big as mine!

oh and my bro had the kids meal on the plane. my sis and i were so jealous. we also want! and i was even more jealous when my sis could drink wine on the plane and i couldnt! *grits teeth*

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 2:13 PM

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

im planning the dec holi for the family! i wonder if im just 17...

i know u all are dying to noe wat happened last night. well the good thing is he wasnt around! oh yes! how much nicer could that have been!

everybody says im growing fat :( so on tues while my dad goes for his golf game i shall be at the gym first then off to swim later on. my dad says soon i might have to sell my new clothes -_-

i jus snapped a few pics of my new hairstyle last night. managed to take some of my sis too! so tell me how's my makeover skills ya? haha..

my sickening alarm rang at 530am this morning! coz i forgot to shut it before i slept. so the alarm must haf been ringing everyday while i was off in bangkok. but how come it didnt ring yest morning? weird.

i went to visit my ah ma (maternal grandmother) at the hospital jus now. luckily nothing serious.

the softness in your eyes says it all. u cant hide it from me.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:10 PM

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Friday, June 09, 2006

yo! im back! recharged! heh. wow i got loads to say but i dunno where to start from! bottom line: thailand was great great great! awesome!

mon:

the row that my dad, my sis and i were sitting on was malfunctioning. the tv didnt work! i wanted to watch the movies!! *cries* but SIA being SIA compensated us with some gifts. my mum told us last time her tv didnt work SIA gave her US$100!! but of course that was business class plus it was a long flight. ours was less than 2hrs.

after checking in the hotel we headed for MBK. i wanted to start shopping immediately but my mum and sis were starving until wanna faint. so no choice. sit down for lunch. then my dad met his friend there! gosh such a small world! but neways bangkok is infested with singaporeans.

after shopping for 2 hrs my bro complained that he was tired. and my dad said tired? we havent even started!

we ate nam seng there but it was such a disappointment! the sharks fin grade dropped and the pomfret was so skinny and small la! so its either nam seng at chinatown or nothing!

at night we went to the night market near our hotel and bought somemore stuff. my mum was saying shopping is my life line coz when i shop i can dun eat dun sleep dun rest!

oh by the time i slept it was like singapore time 1 am!!

tues:

my mum accidentally dropped the camera so we didnt manage to take much pics. so sad! plus the cam was so ex!

we went to siam square. window shopped at paragon then went to world trade center. but it was under renovation!! so we crossed the road and went into another building. i cant remember the name of that building. i ate tom yum kung there so shiok! and we all had foot massage again! my sis didnt want at first but my dad persuaded her. then later on she loved it! hah.

after we were done shopping we wanted to go out to the night market but it was raining. so we went back into the building and ate somemore. we saw this rotti mum stall. the stall was called the best from singapore. there wasnt much customers there so we decided to support singapore and bought 4 of them. the first few bites were nice but later on it didnt taste that great.

after the rained stopped we started our shopping again. and we went to pray to the four face buddha. by the time we reached back to the hotel it was like 12 midnight singapore time.

and then...i had an encounter with ghost(s)!! my sis and bro were in my parents room. i was alone in our room. i was on the bed. lights off. ready to sleep. then..i heard someone walking in the room using slippers. i opened my eyes to peep. but it was too dark to see anything. then i shut my eyes coz i didnt want to see anything anyway! i was so freaked out! it was so scary la! i was never so awake in my entire life! i wanted to call my parents but i was afraid if i stuck out my hand the ghost(s) will bite me or something!

after eternity, my sis and bro came back. i told them and asked my sis to check if the slippers were still in place. she demanded that i move them far away from the bed. my bro came out from the toilet after my sis and i were on the bed already and he asked did anybody walk around using slippers? when i answered no, he immediately ran and duck himself under the comforter. then i saw some light below the tv, i asked him if that was from the cd player. he said dun ask me to see! i dun want to see! i dun want to see ghosts!

so much for being a free thinker and not believing in ghosts huh? he would haf been the first one to sign up for the ghost trail lor! ghosts dun exist? u sure? think again!

wed:

my mum's infection came back so she couldnt walk and so she couldnt go shopping with us. such a pity!

we shopped around the hotel. and i went for a haircut! layered with fringe! but erm the cam spoilt so ya no photos. i bought a silver metallic colour hairband. it has this ribbon on the side. my sis say i look like a present! my dad says i look like sweet 15!

shopping outside in the afternoon was so hot! its like 6 degrees higher than singapore! 34 degrees celcius! imagine! my sis say kena roasted already!

in the afternoon we went back coz we bought lychees! 2 kilo! my dad complained that it was so heavy! coz he was the one carrying it. but the lychees were so fresh and so sweet!

we were at my parents room. only my bro was in our room. then he came over and said the tv started switching off and on by itself! he was pretty shaken! haha!

at night we ate at thai thai. so shiok again! haha! i played buddhist music in the room throughout the whole night coz i didnt want to see anything or hear anything. and i made sure i knocked on the door loudly and slowly before i entered the room.

thurs:

in the morning the taxi we called was late. he was stuck in the traffic jam or something. so my dad hailed another cab for my mum. she went to shanghai for business. after 1 hr the taxi driver came and apologised. he asked my dad if he could still send us to the airport in the afternoon.

after breakfast i made my sis cut her hair too! i choose the style for her! plus i made her wear a hairband and so now she looks like a true lady! hah! thanks to my mini makeover! *grins*

we bought a lot of hair accessories. clips, hairbands, everything. my dad says i buy it like nobody's business. we saw fake lizards that looked so real i almost screamed!

the taxi wasnt late this time in fact it was early! the 4 of us slept in the taxi on the way there. then the taxi driver said his driving was smooth. haha.

on the plane home i manage to finish watching failure to launch. my sis didnt. short of a few min only. and the descend was quite bad. if it was last time i might haf thrown up or something. but after the flight to the US, all the turbulences i experienced this time amounts to nothing.

the traffic there is real bad. all the zebra crossings and traffic lights are useless. coz green u cannot cross, red u still cannot cross!

that was good family bonding. its getting tougher and tougher to arrange family holidays. my dad says we can go back in dec. i was sadly waving goodbye to bangkok yesterday when we were on the plane. my sis was laughing at me!


tonight im suppose to go for the junior golf night thing. haiz. i dun want to go. coz it will be a "matchmaking" session by my dad. how am i suppose to tell him? i cant come up with a decent excuse...

the opposite of love is not hate, it is indifference

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:14 AM

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

okies so im here to bid u all goodbye! my flight is in 17hrs. will be back on the 8th night. dun miss me too much! i will bring back lovely photos for u all! and erm happy mugging ppl! im off to paradise!!!


FLIGHT FROM/TO DATE TIME CLASS STATUS STOPS
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1. SQ 60 SINGAPORE 5JUN 8.45 AM Y / X OK 0
BANGKOK 5JUN 10.10 AM
AIRCRAFT TYPE BOEING 777-300
2. SQ 973 BANGKOK 8JUN 6.30 PM Y / X OK 0
SINGAPORE 8JUN 9.55 PM
AIRCRAFT TYPE BOEING 777

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 3:40 PM

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

decided to post some of my cutsey baby photos. only those from 1989. i will post the rest next time.






the one month old me



my dad said i used to be so light he could scoop me up with one hand but now im so heavy -_-"'

my grandma looked so young last time

my eldest sis

my 2nd sis and i

my crib

maybe this is wat they call si4 jiao3 chao2 tian1

i dont think i was ready to walk yet

aww so sweet!

my eyes used to be bigger hor?

and i used to be so chubby so adorable! haha!

at MacRitchie

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 2:12 PM

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Friday, June 02, 2006

my grandma is like playing the same card games everyday. i figured she was bored so i tried to find something for her to do. and this morning i thought it would be good to show her all the boxes of the photos last time.

and gosh i've known Will since 1992! i always thought i entered pats schoolhouse only in 1993! i wonder if he wants the photos..coz in one of it we were or actually i was erm...forget it.

and last time on my birthdays i would haf one cake in school and another at home! 2 cakes! wow! and i realised how close my sis and i used to be.

为什么时间就不能停留在那一刻那一分那一秒呢?

so my schools:

Tumble Tots 1991, Pats Schoolhouse 1992-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006 (og26, 06S24)


i joined pats schoolhouse alumni today. and saw this kid wrote: can i stay in this school forever?

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 10:50 AM

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Thursday, June 01, 2006

*sneeze* all si min's fault. my nose feels so itching now thanks to that perfume.

i opened the present already. gosh its so cute! haha! thanks darlings! love u all! and ya yun wei, thanks for that lovely post card. aww so sweet! haha...

i was walking around trying to find my sis a bdae present. then i went into this magic shop in lucky plaza. and the guy there showed me a few magic tricks. if only he could conjure my prince charming for me. hahaha! then he asked me if im a student. i said yes. then he asked poly? i was like JC!! gosh! jc students cannot come out meh? well at least it shows i dun look like a bookworm!

everywhere is so infested with nj ppl la! today i jus spent 8 hrs at orchard and i met 4 diff groups of nj ppl! 1st encounter was when i was outside wisma. someone approached me to do survey. and that guy was one of the IP students attached to our class last time! i forgot his name liao. then he was like can you help to do a survey? i was like erm ok. then he was like you're from nj too right? i was like ya.

then after a long long wait and some miscommunication, i finally met tasya then si min and chen. then angeline came along. after that we headed to seoul gardens. u had to pay to cook ur own food la!

so i ate from 130 all the way to 4pm. non stop. but slow motion la. started off with meat. then went to clamps or mussels, watever u call those. then went on to ice cream then ice kachang then fruits.

they had so many diff kinds of meat i cant remember which one tasted nice coz i dun even noe wat im eating! the clamps or mussels or watever were nice! i was wondering if u are suppose to fry them or boil them. it was so tough to scoop the ice cream out la. and the ice kachang was DIY. we spent so much time trying to figure out how to use the stupid ice machine. there wasnt any instructions or anything la! i took all my fav toppings but it jus didnt taste right. though im sure it tasted better than si min's! hahaha!

then later on we headed over to toys rus coz of our kiddy yun wei. i jus had to find the sea monkey! after so so long we finally found it. but it was so ex la! $30!!

then we had a belated bdae celebration for tasya. and then we went around trying to find tasya's blazer. but didnt manage to find one.

after that we headed to the bus stop. along the way i met ching wei! sorry ah i dun usually look at the ppl passing me when its so crowded.

at least the bus home wasnt as packed as the one i took there. this morning it was so crowded! i dunno why! it jus made me feel so sick la! i almost threw up after i got down the bus.

so last night i went for a swim and spa. i jus had to dive. i jus had to. and i realised my dive is like the dist of 5 breast strokes! man that is far! i bet my dive used to be further than that!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:41 PM

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