Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A

Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting

Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph

Tag here!__________

Events __________

>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009

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| crystal soh| | yu lu |

| tasya| | eunice ho |

| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |

| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |

| marcia andriani| | esther teo |

| jack lim| | ho jia yi |

| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |

| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |

| samantha eng| | jean chong |

| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |

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| li sha | | teresa tay |

| debra han | | lim peiyi |

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Wednesday, February 28, 2007

last night i dreamt that we were getting back our cl results. then it had this long list of marks which we were supposed to total up. uh i woke up before i finished doing the math.

we felt stupid studying for days for a stupid h3 ca 1 which was jus 20mcqs. but i really needed that to pull up my gross lab grade. so yea. uh i guess it was ok. wasnt like the killer type. but got to flip here flip there for ans. barely had enough time. and its only 6 lectures worth. though my file already very thick. imagine finals. oh i dun even want to think abt that.

and after the quiz we had lecture still. but watever was said mostly didnt go into my brain since the lecturer was jus reading off the slides. oh and the lecturers are all PHD holders! i went through the staff list. pictorial one. and wow!

after lect had this mini quiz thing where we were grouped into 3s and given this remote thing. so when the qn is flashed on the screen we jus press the ans and send it then it will total up the responses and generate a graph within seconds. its a really cool technology!

oh and yea i said im allergic to lame jokes but i found this one quite funny. coz i was replying to pei tsung's sms then i said i was starving. then he said i can bite him. *the joke part is deleted. sorry abt it*

besides that...oh i feel accomplished for doing a vector qn all by myself mwahahaha! ok lets hope i got the correct ans.

mar got into UCLA! CONGRATS! i told my dad and my dad asked me to apply for nxt yr jan intake if they have a rolling admission. i dunno...it doesnt seem attractive to me to take a 4 yr course there when here is 3. but like mr mokhtar said..i get to do masters immediately. no need work experience. so i can get married earlier. hahaha =)

i really dont want co camp. jiesi says if attendance less than 80% then the camp will be cancelled. CANCEL CANCEL CANCEL! i dun wanna go for camp...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 5:01 PM

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

As release this fri. out in today's straits times. there i told ya so. not last fri means this fri. everyone was huh like how u know? i psychic la hahaha XD haiya got to make an extra trip to sch. crap.

oh yest i went to count the no of h3 biodiversity students. and the number is 30! wow!

its nice to be home on a sch day esp since its a nice cold day mwahahaha =)

i think i had a weird dream last night but i cant remember wat it was abt...

and i got basidiomycetes growing in my garden. mushrooms. a kind of fungi. spores can cause allergic rxn so i shall get rid of it.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 10:38 AM

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Monday, February 26, 2007

it was pouring so no pe. i was in the cubicle when i thunder. then i was like oh so shld i change or dun change? but oh wells i changed la. and came home soaked.

i jus figured out how to access my nus email. and got like 74 emails?!? spent like half an hr reading through them. and mostly all useless stuff.

h3 CA1 tmr oh no oh no oh no. i really need like a terrific mark on it to make up for my disgusting lab report grade.

janice and i were so bored we tried scribbling away with our left hands and they look like 3 yr old kids handwrittings -_-"

last night i went to my maternal grandma's hse. then came this grp of malays with my jiu jiu and jiu mu. and i was like huh i got malay relatives?!? i asked my mum then she told me that they are workers. employees of the family business. phew! they brought along this few months old baby and he feel fast asleep. i miss the days where i can jus fall asleep without worrying abt anything.

oh then my cousin got 1st in class and my ah gong gave him $3000! my bro was like mummy why didnt u tell me earlier?! then my mum said u top the whole standard i give u $5000! generous sia! my sis top the whole standard also didnt get a reward. i top in standard for chinese also didnt get anything except a reply which was good. yea "good". thats it.

bio spa exam on the 12th is like the 11-1pm shift. by then the mealworms would be so dead. ok im a bit nuts after seeing the ct revision maths ws has 27 freaking long questions *faints*

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:30 PM

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Sunday, February 25, 2007

yawns. i came home past 11 lah. sheesh. explains the panda look today and the crappy irritated mood.

watched casino royale (i think the scenery and dresses are nicer than the plot) then came home and went for a spin in my new bike. and it last 4 over hrs coz we went to west coast park and played the flying fox and some other stuff. ropes were so rough which made my poor hands hurt like nuts. and they are still hurting.

came home so tired and still had to bathe. by the time i slept it was like midnite.

ok so MASSA dinner was cancelled and cny visiting was changed from lunch till dinner. means another late night out. sch tmr again. uh oh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 11:10 AM

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Saturday, February 24, 2007

ok im not supposed to be here but im here. someone push me off the com pls.

updated friendster profile last nite coz i had enough of all those stranger nonsense. wrote this:

Who I Want to Meet:
just ppl i know and friends and classmates whom ive lost contact with. uh strictly no strangers pls. im not interested in cyber-friends (superficial social contact) nor cyber-romance. i keep getting tons of friendster msgs from strangers (guys and lesbians) and i do reject them unless they are my friends' friends. ppl from my extended network dont even bother trying ur luck. i would have restricted my profile viewers but i want to find my lost friends so yea.


mar said its harsh but then again ppl jus dont get it. like use some common sense la! if u find me attractive and im not attached u pretty much can conclude that i have no life and my expectations are of course very very high. or maybe i get bored when guys take so long to make their moves so much so that courtships are no longer captivating enough for me ;)

i know one of the subjects qn for cts. somebody bribe me and i'll tell u the qn. including which part of the qn it will be mwahahaha! XD

loads of socializing this weekend. then i'll cool off from that till after cts. and i was jus told by yun wei TJ has no freaking cts. that is so idiotic. im so freaking jealous. argh.

im starting to worry abt phy. oh no oh no. that shld be the last subj i would worry abt.

ok mar says my thoughts are too -ve now. maybe i'll be better after the whole socializing and partying. casino royale later!

i need a holiday...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 12:08 PM

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Friday, February 23, 2007

didnt feel like waking up this morning but had to drag myself up when i realised it was fri. gah.

and my complexion is total crap from all the snackings of cny and valentines =(

last nite i was watching the maths e lects and realised they were like hrs long. in the end i gave up and ended up watching step up's final showcase again hahaha...

AND ITS SO UNFAIR HCI HAS CTS AFTER MARCH HOLS!

last night's dream - im pretty sure it isnt my fault for the content.

we had to do reflections during chinese -_-" ran to econs only to realise that mr lee wasnt there yet. make up econs lesson nxt wk. dun like to combine with other classes but oh wells.

for phy janice and i were stoning. every qn mr goh asked me i got it wrong. and janice and i even told him that voltmeter had 0 resistance. shows u how much we forgot our DC and COE. ok i better start revision. heard the paper is gonna be real tough =X

and then i received flirty smses from pei tsung's phone. replied to the 1st 2 then when the replies came back i was pretty sure it wasnt him. called him up after a few hrs and pretended i really believed it was him ;) he said his phone got phone-nabbed. he owes me one big explanation.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:41 PM

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Thursday, February 22, 2007

i was forwarded this:

Where there’s smoke, there's FIRE!

Aries, Leo and Sagittarius (also know as The Fire Signs) can sizzle with passion. They also tend to be impulsive, driven and lovers of the thrill of the chase.

When romancing a Fire Sign, it's of utmost importance to know how to maintain his or her interest. The Fire Signs love a challenge, especially in the romance department. The problem is that because they become bored far more easily than most other signs of the zodiac, they can be easily distracted when a new challenge comes along. Because of this, in order to keep your Fire Sign interested, you’ve also got to keep them guessing. In other words, predictability isn’t part of the package when it comes to someone of this element. To set a Fire Sign’s heart ablaze, you’ve got to fan the flames!

On the upside (or at least the side where you don’t have to work as hard), Fire Signs enjoy new experiences and make exciting partners. If you need a party date, a Fire Sign is the one to call; they’re usually great conversationalists. On that note, they also have a hard time resisting a playful sparring session. In fact, to a Fire Sign, it's the best kind of foreplay! In short, while it’s important not to be boring, with a Fire Sign, you’ll never be bored either. Charismatic and charming, they own (and expect to be) the center of attention.

If you're looking for romantic sparks, a Fire Sign is one hot ticket.

oh so it really wasnt my fault that i do get bored so easily eh?

ARIES is the most independent of the Fire Signs and is thereby likely to appear detached, which they sometimes are. However, Aries does welcome a challenge and will chase someone in whom they’re interested. Aries often view love as a game and flirtations are all part of it. Usually possessors of a great sense of humor, an Aries can keep you laughing. However, you'll have to be the flexible one in a relationship because this sign will not easily compromise his or her lifestyle for anyone.

Motto: Love is fun, but not required.

sch was sch. yea. nowadays i dun really feel like talking much abt the happenings of sch. just that one thing - my stupid phone. i think its spoilt. it dies with a 4 bar batt then i had to revive it then it showed a 3 bar batt then it died shortly after. and then i had such a tough time making it come alive again. ARGH FREAK!

in the morning i was fine but towards the afternoon i got quite moody. most ppl prob felt it. so yea my apologies for that. on days like these...leave me alone and dont get me upset otherwise ur in for it.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:17 PM

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007

horrible day at sch. sch was crap. i feel overloaded =(

plus janice not there. then i talk to rusana but she not very responsive so i ended up talking to myself and keeping my mouth shut which made me so restless.

then that tan chih yuan so weird. he let us eat in class de lor. say small snacks can, dun bring entire meal. so i ate sandwich then he tell me not to eat so obviously in front of him esp since its a sandwich. i was like HUH? he allowed de la! grr.

last nite my eldest sis came over and we played mahjong AGAIN XD i won so many times mwahahaha. 1st part was the 4 of us playing against each other. my eldest sis almost did a shi san yao. short of 1 tile! 2nd part was me against my eldest sis, grandma and uncle. and the 3 of them had more than 10 yrs of mahjong experience. still...i won once or was it twice?

oh oh and my eldest sis is attached. i was asking so many qns abt her bf that my dad told her to send me his resume. i told her to add personal statement XD future bro-in-law mah! must approve 1st ;) my bro's gf i not interested coz after a few mnths break up and find new one. not serious relationship. more of like nothing better to do so find a gf and call her 24/7.

oh and my eldest sis was wearing this nice purple dress and had this diamond ring. then my dad was asking me to look at the ring then i said i wanted one too (of course) then my dad said she worked and paided for it. then my sis replied she got her mummy to buy for her. so i yelled MUMMY!! *giggles*

another late night mahjong. i seriously think my 2nd sis, my bro and i are addicted. uh oh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:01 PM

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

my hands ache from the econs essay and im not even sure i got the stupid thing right. argh. someone pls tell me why my parents score for econs and my sis gets an A+ on her econs module and i do so terrible that horrible is just an understatement? like isnt it in my genes or something?! oh wells bio students always say that hahaha...

common test in like 9 days. h3 CA1 in abt 165 hrs. GOSH im gg insane again.

oh and i found out why i cant use intuition for exams. coz i cant "read" dead things. i need living things to feel before i can tune into my intuition. gah that rules out not studying. great.

oh my eldest sis didnt come yest. i think she didnt received the sms i sent out from my dad's phone. so she's coming in abt an hr. she replied she was gg to come for dinner at 7+ then my 2nd sis and i were like HUH BUT I HUNGRY LEH! tat was like before 6 hahaha XD ive been pigging out. ok mr tong now i look forward to ur 4km road run to lose those kilos.

its amazing how those fairytales abt bad stepsisters and stepmothers hardly apply to the real world. maybe coz we all believe humans by nature are good. or at least most of us.

yingtse dearie doesnt even know cts start before march hols -_-" she hasnt changed a single bit for that matter XD but i feel that my best friend and i are drifting apart =(

i get irritated when i sms ppl cny greetings n they dun even bother to reply esp since i stayed up to sms ppl. dao me la. grr. nxt yr i ignore them le.

i just started my spring cleaning today. yea i know its like 3rd day of cny le.

I WANT A BIG BIRTHDAY BASH FOR MY 18TH BDAE!!!

then 21st bdae will be as grand as wedding hahaha! ok im daydreaming..

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:31 PM

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Monday, February 19, 2007

slacking feels like one of the deadly sins and thats wat im doing now =X

3 days of play already i should be MUGGING now! gah! someone pls lock me up somewhere so that i wun get distracted by the festive season =(

and nus IT care says i must go down to the IT centre to show my card before they can reset my password (if im in spore) or email them a scanned copy of my IC and card (if im not in spore)

and so im not in spore ;)

my dad almost made us go to the museum with him. in the end he went with my mum. siao la who goes to the museum when its cny?!? PLUS like im so free la!

watched air bud jus now. i tot it was a different one but i think its the same. oh wells watched it again.

my bro's such a pest. keep pestering me to play mahjong. grr. u finish exams le doesnt mean i finished too!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:49 PM

YAY its another happy nite to blog abt.

yest nite had paternal reunion again. whee. played mahjong again. and then went out again. took loads of photos. i dont have the pics so i cant upload them. which reminds me...i havent uploaded pics for many months!

oh then on the way back home my cousin rode me on the bike. its so cool!! but very uncomfortable and painful. still..it means riding without actually doing anything. the cars passing by were like staring at us. my cousin said it prob looked like some korean drama. hahaha!

came home and majong-ed again. i think we're addicted.

today i'll be home. and hopefully starting on hw. and got a 5 paged econs essay to write =(

oh then i jus found out that my dad has a property company in malaysia and he is setting up a ship company in china. and the comapny (owned by him and his grp of friends) is called MASSA. hope i got the spelling right. he said they called it MASSA coz got NASSA. yea i was like -_-" neways MASSA dinner this sun. more angbaos XD

my dad dream was to own a chain of boutique hotels so he told me if i want he can buy me an entire motel in new NZ or australia to run. and that means migrating.

i kinda feel im losing sight of my dream...

neways my eldest sis is coming over tonight.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:39 AM

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Sunday, February 18, 2007

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

wah lack of sleep.

i did shou sui last nite k. i only slept this morning. then my grandma told me at 1130 that chinese year starts at 11pm not 12 midnite. wah crap. at 1030 i was dozing off at the mahjong already. and my uncle was giving me mahjong lessons on how to win big.

cousins came over early and i was like chatting with mar and pei tsung online. then hurriedly signed off. my room was in a mess. and it still is lah =X jus started deco this morning. been busy busy busy mah.

oh wells last nite was cool.

we went to pandan valley's playground, ridgewood's playground and henry park's playground. i was on my scooter then i refused to move so i got my bro and cousin to take turns to push me on flat ground and uphill hahaha! and up and down the stairs i made them carry it. mwahahaha i sound mean hahaha! all i had to do was steer XD

henry park's playground is high tech sia. all the cool new stuff. had this spinning thing which we spun and spun and spun till almost puked. my bro and cousin had to carry me out of that spinning thing haha..and my bro and cousin were nuts. go spin then all dizzy cant even walk straight then they go for another round and another and i lost count. siao la. then my younger cousin was on the swing then my bro almost made him do a 360 degree turn -_-" almost saw him spin around lor!

had fun screaming like nuts esp when i keep knocking into stuff as the 2 guys pushed me on my scooter. very high last nite =) i missed having a life.

oh and now pei tsung asking me to go his hse play mahjong. he stay so far la! siao.

another round of big reunion tonight.

i need my beauty sleep...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 10:44 AM

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Friday, February 16, 2007

im feeling wrecked and totally emotional.

so in the morning i was dressing and chasing my bro to wake up at the same time. i should have gone later la. we only performed at like 9? and yea i knew la but i dunno why...i jus cant force myself to be late..i wish i could but i cant. sigh.

neways went in pink. among all the other red co members i was kinda striking. and co members no taste. sigh. all wear the no style straight cut red t shirt. i see le also dun feel like looking. oh nvm. my scarf kept dropping fur. so i took it off in the end. but i love my new nine west bag =)

and zhi wen was the best la. he ah wah not bad. 1 hr before the performance then he start to arrange seating positions of our sections. then when we went there, the seating arrangements were changed by those who were in charge. and so guess wat he said? he said u all jus anyhow seat la. wah it became total chaos lor.

then pei yi shouted my name so loudly. i usually refrain from looking around during performances but yea i ended up turning my head and laughing with her. sheesh.

so my knee was basically rotting in my body while my cramps decided to give me a visit. and then i ended up so physically wrecked i couldnt even walk when the concert ended. sat for like an hr plus till my mum picked me. im immune to panadol ppl. i popped too many le. but yea neways many thanks to those co ppl who showed concern. esp evelyn, lynette, shao min, bee ying, and uh great i forgot her name =X and shi jun, wilson and zhi wen and whoever else i left out. yea u all will see more nonsense as my body protests to my crazy schedule.

then ppl kept asking me to go out. I GOT H3 CAN! argh. its so unfair. and it was on freaking plants. which i didnt ask for. was so tired i almost fell asleep during the prac. gah.

oh my cousin came over with my bro. i'll see my cousin tmr for reunion and first day of cny. 3 days in a row. cool huh? my bro went back home with him to stayover.

its such a toxic relationship. i hate it. i feel sick coming home.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:24 PM

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

my knees are aching from the running in the rain. i was telling mr tong its raining lor. he said the sky's just SPITTING -_-" argh. and then it poured like siao and then i got all soak. and then my right knee decided to start its nonsense. great.

during bio tutorial everyone was like so dead. chem tutorial was weird coz of weird ppl cheering for the lecturer. and so happens next lect is on proteins which we already learnt in bio so i was telling janice can pon le XD bio prac was with MEALWORMS. wan xuan was screaming the whole time. janice's worm almost died but it revived. gp was compre test which i have no idea wat so many qns were asking. left so many blanks. sigh. pe was switched back to the original time and road run route.

tmr's cny performance and we are supposed to report at like a freaking 715 am. we wun go onto stage until past 830 lor. im gonna BE late wahaha...lets hope i dun screw up tmr.

wed:

oh happy belated v dae ppl =)

it was so diff walking around in sch on v dae. coz u end up getting stopped everywhere to give out chocos and receive even more chocos. and hence the whole day was choco eating day which resulted in weight gain.

fire drill during maths and i was having cramps. couldnt have been at a better timing la!

oh i spent vdae nite watching stars in sch. i counted but lost count haha..co ended at 745 but i left at 9 and then i reached sch this morning before 8 coz met yueh hsin on the way and her mum gave me a lift. so thats less than 11 hrs and i see sch again. no wonder they say sch is ur 2nd home. now i get it. literally. the guys in co chipped in to buy lollipop for the girls. cool huh?

oh then after everybody left i was showing evelyn the frog on the grass. i stepped onto the pathway to point at the frog. then another frog jumped towards me and i jumped too. so scary can! and then we were facing the torn down haunted old hospital and talking abt how it was haunted. at night. the feeling is rather freaky *shivers*

now i got to come up with an excuse to not stay overnight for co camp. cant think of a proper one. maybe i'll use cip as an excuse again.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:57 PM

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

i have blisters now from the cutting of hearts. gah. and i ended up eating the chocos too =( they are irresistable mah XD

h3 plant lectures are RA i tell u. and its not like im the one who misinterprets it. the lecturer's the culprit. and today was his last lecture. benito tan. though im quite sad that he has to leave but this means the last of plants too so YAY! took me a lot of time to find my way from general office in MD4 to lt32. for a moment i forgot which lt it was. dun ask me abt lab report grade. it was totally gross. more gross than anything i could have ever gotten. now i gotta really study for CAs and the finals. stupid report.

maths lect was another funny one. the lecturer's phone rang. and he said "hello, im lecturing" into the mike. then turn the phone to face us and told us to say hi. some said hi. and he added now u know.

yea im like HUH!??


and we got our ct timetable. BIO AND PHY ON THE SAME DAY! and we were complaining to goh hock leong then he said he was the one who set the timetable. ARGH! he forgot we the crazy combi ppl take h2 bio and h1 phy althogether.

27/2 tues: H3 CA1
1/3 thurs: GP
5/3 mon: chem + econs
6/3 tues: maths (and i skip h3 lect)
7/3 wed: phy and bio (the day i wish i will never have to live to)
8/3 thurs: chem spa A
9/3 fri: road run + date with yu lu
10/3 sat: bio trial spa debrief

start of "holidays"

12/3 mon: bio spa CD
13/3 tues: h3 lecture
14/3 wed: CO camp
15/3 thurs: CO camp
16/3 fri: CO camp + h3 field trip (SEASHORE SAMPLING!!!)

and my CIP project was long due.

now thats what i live for. or so i think.

valentine's day tmr. i still got loads of hearts to do tonight. and i shall resist eating the chocos! like i can...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:45 PM

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Monday, February 12, 2007

great. i cant find that stupid slip of paper containing my password and user id to access nus website to download h3 lecture notes. argh. why is their user id and password so difficult to remember?!?

pe was 3 rounds under 7 min. after that i felt like my period was coming or something. false alarm. phew. did a lot of push ups and weird stuff after that which killed my arms. the sun was freaking hot. i shld use sun block before my skin cells die.

chem trial spa tmr. skill a. its a killer. so many pages of idiotic stuff to memorize.

i jus finished my vdae tags for the chocos =)

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 5:53 PM

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

plants is driving me insane.

fungi, mushrooms, algae, chlorophyceae, bacilariophyceae, phaeophyceae, rhodophyceae, lichens, mosses, fern, fern allies, moss, gametophytes, sporophytes, bryophytes, pteridophytes, gymnosperm, angiosperm, sporadium, archaegonium, hypae, mycelium, ascospores...

and thats not even 1% of it.

im overwhelmed.

and gg crazy.

yea mar, we really got more than we asked for. i didnt ask for a biodiversity with PLANTS!

and my other subjs are being neglected.

i need 100 hrs a day.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:02 PM

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Saturday, February 10, 2007

step up was great wat! who were the ones who said it wasnt that good huh? it was inspiring k! and the dances were awesome! though i liked the ballet more ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hspU2aUMDwY

i jus realised sicc had this lifestyle area. neat place.

oh my rose plant bloomed. yay =)

then for cny right we are supposed to wear jeans and red tshirt for performance. and i dun wear jeans. i never liked that material. so im wearing black pants. and then my only bright red tshirt is too revealing sharon phua will puke blood the colour of my shirt heh. so oh wells i shall wear another colour and go to sch 1st. then before we go onto stage i jus pull over my bright red jacket. sounds cool. or maybe i shld jus skip the performance.

benjamin makes me feel stupid =(

the whole year ive only been out once for family dinner and once for hair cut. today was the 3rd time. for a movie. my life sounds so dead. yea i know. and my parents want me to accompany them to botanics tmr morning at a freaking 6am. NO WAY!

i think i exceeded my smses =X

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:38 PM

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Friday, February 09, 2007

fri. i survived yet another wk.

maths...nothing exciting. gp was summary and aq test. chinese was movie screening of this ancient drama series where generations after generations seek revenge and basically kill ea other. never ending. kinda stupid storyline. econs was movie screening too. but im worried abt not having to do case studies and essays. makes me feel unsafe for cts. phy was boring. we dun haf time to complete superposition. lets hope mr goh lets us off for ct 1.

stayed back till 430 to borrow red spot plant text for h3. bryophytes, pteriphytes, angiosperm and g something...dun count on my spellings.

found out that cny rehearsal is on tues. the day i have h3 lect. so no tech run no rehearsal and i played the song with the orchestra once only. i feel insecure abt this performance. maybe i shld jus give it up. neways that jensen ong wun write this in cca record too. so why bother adding to my already sky high stress level?

and thats it for the day.

im still sick. i cant imagine wat mon will be like. the killer pe and being sick. i must must must get well!! and my right eye is kinda puffified and swollen and tight. ok my body is giving up on me now =(

did the personality test on tasya's blog. i shall not put all results here since its not 100% accurate.

You are neither a subdued loner nor a jovial chatterbox. You enjoy time with others but also time alone. You can be very easily upset, even by what most people consider the normal demands of living. People consider you to be extremely sensitive and emotional. As a practical person you like to think in plain and simple terms. Others describe you as down-to-earth, practical, and conservative. People see you as tough, critical, and uncompromising and you have less concern with others' needs than with your own. You set clear goals and pursue them with determination. People regard you as reliable and hard-working.

ok so they discovered i was emotional. but this part appeared in the next section:

Generally you are not considered to be an emotional person

-_-" yea if im not considered to be emotional then theres prob nobody else in the world who is emotional.

but these portions are kinda accurate:

You generally make friends easily enough although you mostly don't go out of your way to demonstrate positive feelings toward others. You like crowds but sometimes feel overwhelmed by them. Sometimes you feel like you need some privacy and time for yourself. You are an active group participant but usually prefer to let someone else be the group leader. You lead a fast-paced and busy life. You move about quickly, energetically, and vigorously and are involved in many activities. You get overwhelmed by too much noise and commotion and do not like thrill-seeking activities. You are not prone to spells of energetic high spirits.

like duh u ask if i enjoy adventure activities and i put strongly disagree. pretty obvious isnt it??

You believe that you have the intelligence, common sense, drive, and self-control necessary for achieving success. You are well-organized and like to live according to routines and schedules. Often you will keep lists and make plans. Your sense of duty and obligation is average and although you are mostly responsible you can sometimes be unreliable. You strive hard to achieve excellence. Your drive to be recognized as successful keeps you on track toward your lofty goals. You often have a strong sense of direction in life, but may sometimes be too single-minded and obsessed with your work. You have strong will-power and are able to overcome your reluctance to begin tasks. You are able to stay on track despite distractions. You take your time when making decisions and will deliberate on all the possible consequences and alternatives.

lofty goals...nice one.


i dunno why blogger appears in chinese on my com. and i have no idea how to change it. argh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:45 PM

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Thursday, February 08, 2007

ok i think blogger wants me to sign up for this stupid google account before i can use my blog. its so stupid can! i already have 2 email accounts. i see no need for a 3rd. but its not freaking giving me a choice. gah. lets hope i read it wrongly.

pe was standing broad jump only so i did that. and that was it. mr tong rocks! hahaha! mon is the killer day la. i heard this mon they did 3 rounds under 7 min. i was like huh? thats like 2, 2.5, 2.5 leh...WHICH IS SO INSANE! impossible lor. luckily i had blue slip protection ;)

oh and pft start is counted from 1st april so i jus made it into the 17 year old category. YAY!

bio spa today and after that wong li lan called me. she said i looked so pale during the prac. then when i asked janice, she said ive been looking weaker ever since the year started and esp the past few wks. great. now to add on to the stress is that i look horrible.

janice still didnt let me eat biscuits...but i came home and ate them =X shhh dun tell her!!

last night i dreamt that my earing dropped off then my ear stick grew to this enormous size and i still stuck it through my ear. it was so painful. i woke up and could still feel the pain =(

and my horoscope is telling me to do away with logic. for which part though? the dream or the class? oh never mind. my mind's in a huge enough mess already.

chem test today too. yea that sums it up for the day.

my hw piles up and soon it shall reach the height of mount everest.

tues:

i overslept by like half an hr. the last time this happened was like pri sch! shows how sick i was. when my mum woke me i sprang from the bed. by doing so can get stroke one. i read somewhere. i got dressed in like 5 min? not fully though. i was tying my blouse in the lift heh.

phy test was a disaster.

pei tsung sent me this sms which said: my lips feel itchy, i feel like kissing ur ass...

-_-"

he said his friends messed around with his phone.

the h3 lecturer was so funny. theres this plant common in johor but almost extinct in spore. reproduces sexually. so he said its coz spore too stressful -_-" and then theres this moss plant...i think its moss la..my concepts are in a mess. neways the raindrop splashes the sperm onto the ground then another raindrop splashes the sperm up onto the female reproductive organs. not called sperm la. thats in ordinary language. the technical term is scary. and i forgot wat it is hahaha!

wed:

i was like more sick.

had chem make up after chinese before the CAAL talk. finally managed to finish carbonyl. stupid chem teachers rushing the already so packed syllabus. idiotic.

CAAL talk was a waste of time.

oh for chinese we had this movie screening which i had to explain to ppl -_-" they said the ppl speak chinese too fast. ya i could hardly catch wat they were saying.

i was so freaking idiotic careless for maths. i think if i dun score its coz im careless not coz my maths suck. its like upon 25 and i lost 5 marks worth due to careless mistakes. argh. i need a cure.

i was wearing my red jacket during econs. gilbert lee found it strange la then i told him i was sick. he said sick must rest at home otherwise like him like that become even more sick. aiya i cant afford to miss classes la.

oh i ate lunch with apurva. wed lunch is crazy. coz almost the whole cohort eats. imagine 800 ppl fighting for 10 stalls coz its cca day. at least 1 min serving time per person right? so u need 80min? n our lunch is 40min. so its impossible to get food. and so i packed lunch from home.

the toilet was my good friend for the day coz of the amt of water i drowned my throat with. i was late for quite a number of lessons coz of toilet visiting.

oh then in the morning i had to collect this cip form. and the parade sq is usually in a huge mess. then janice was having PA duty. i spotted her on top so i called her and i asked her if she could direct me to the form collecting place. i said im in bright red can u see me? sheesh.

for CO the new j2 er hu players were excused from tech run to go for sectionals. zhi wen told mr lum i was sick so mr lum taught me 1st. it was one to one. wasnt that scary. so i left pretty early. but he complained abt my nails for the...ive lost count heh.

oh then GST rising right then income tax falling so by right we should ask for an allowance increase right? hees.

i saw 2 letters on my dad's table. 1 was abt the collective sale of pandan valley. WE ARE MOVING HOUSE?!? the other was the collective sale of ridgewood. now thats ultra bad news. there goes my spa and pretty swimming pool. and here comes house hunting. better not choose another place like pandan valley. its like close to 3 mrt stations but totally far from all 3. dover, clementi and bouna vista. but i'll miss this place. its close to my old house which was collectively sold too. and ive been staying in this area since i was born =( but if it means closer to the uni closer to shopping and closer to where i'll be frequenting then yea it make sense. besides...pandan valley is getting old. but its tough to find another penthouse with 5000+ square feet where i get a huge toilet and a huge room. but it means more new furniture? or i hope.

ok thats a pretty long post ;)

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 5:42 PM

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Monday, February 05, 2007

gah the link didnt work =( the song's really nice.

blogger directs me to this page abt the change in services or something. doesnt let me sign in till i agree. i had to click on the forgot password to be redirected into my account. so sickening. i dunno wats the change in services abt. i refuse to read it. its all in chinese!! and i hate reading technical terms in chinese ESP THINGS TO DO WITH THE INTERNET. okay i need help now...PEI TSUNG!

neways im supposed to be running on the track now? doing push ups and all those stuff...but i took blue slip before civics to come home. my throat feels like its an oven or something. so raw and burnt =( ya la i shldnt have eaten so much chocos, biscuits and chips and plus the weather has been really dry lately and my stress level so high, bound to fall sick. so that breaks my 1yr 2 months healthy sickness-free period =(

so i came home and fell asleep for 45min coz last night couldnt really sleep well with a dry throat. then woke up coz of some weird sounds outside. hopefully tmr im well enough. coz i needa snack during lessons otherwise i'll fall asleep. i wanted to eat biscuits jus now but janice stopped me =( she was like u want me to confiscate that? and i replied then u store it here? *points to stomach* XD

i'll be exactly 17 yrs and 10 mnths old tmr mwahaha! it feels like a mini bdae ;)

and true enough i got called upon during bio lect and ms chua said she called me coz my red jacket very obvious -_-" luckily benjamin gave me the ans haha =) now janice feels unsafe siting beside me heh.

and zi wei says no early let off on vdae. NO!!!
!!!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 3:33 PM

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Sunday, February 04, 2007

ok so i got the dates wrong -_-"

cny eve is on sat not fri. argh. oh wells means i get to do my spring cleaning and that reunion dinner isnt ruined by the plant prac. many apologies to those whom ive given wrong info =X

i had to manually downsize the pics in the h3 lect notes. crap. its like almost 50MB still!

im so neglecting econs...

and i dont like next week.

lets hope this link works *crosses fingers*
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I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy.

I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love,
be everything that you need.

I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do.
I will be strong,
I will be faithful
'Cause I'm counting on

A new beginning,
A reason for living,
A deeper meaning.
Yeah.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

And when the stars are shinin brightly in the velvet sky,
I'll make a wish,
send it to heaven,
then make you want to cry.
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty,
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection of

The highest powers,
In lonely hours,
The tears devour you.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

Oh can't u see it baby?
You don't have to close ur eyes,
'Cause it's standing right before you,
All that u need will surely come.

I'll be your dream,
I'll be your wish,
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope,
I'll be your love,
be everythin that you need
I'll love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply do.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me.

I wanna stand with you on a mountain,
I wanna bathe with you in the sea,
I wanna lay like this forever,
Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:20 PM

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

Kristy and Lloyd skated to edwin mccain's "I'll Be" last night as their encore performance. i saw that like a few wks ago and i was like if i could jus see it one more time...

and i did =) that was the finale..now i haf one thing less to look forward to...

i cant get the pen ink off my bag HELP!!!!!!!

parents jus came back from US with these for me:

1 white nine west handbag that comes with a purse

1 pink mandani handbag

1 red north end jacket thats long enough to cover half my palm to prevent me from freezing =) but its bright red so very easy to spot me in the LT. makes me susceptible to being called upon =(

6 pairs of white reebok socks

1 eddie bauer pants

1 set of wamsutta's bedsheets for cny

cold and heat pack from muller
(MY SAVIOR for the monthly sufferings)

1 parker pen (for i dunno wat)

and tons of nicey foodie and CHOCOLATES!

yea my parents satisfy my material needs and wants to the max and even beyond that and then i derive extra emotional support from the fact that they were thinking abt me throughout the entire trip =)

i told my mum abt the flasher and she said she'll pick me after co. yay!

and then i jus received notice lily sim wants a make up lesson. freak la that idiot. like an additional chem class test not enough. other teachers dun haf this prob lor. she goes so freaking slow then we got to pay the price for it WHAT NONSENSE! and then she comes to class unprepared lor. write tutorial ans on transparency before us. shouldnt that be already prepared?!? she makes me hate chem. and she makes me hate her. I WANT SITO SITO SITO!

oh yea i spotted a cute guy in nj. like finally! XD and he is in one of my classes. i shall not say which though heh. the other day i was showing janice that guy then janice was trying to look through the holes on the wall of the staircase and we seemed like we were stalking him =X

i got a mosquitoe bite on my face *cries*

oh oh and other ppl dun like S07 too. so im not weird lor. ppl call that class one of a kind. so rowdy even with other class. freaking inconsiderate.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 12:05 PM

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Friday, February 02, 2007

yea its been like eons since ive blogged. its been eons since i came online. my mail is like freaking flooded can!

tired tired tired

crazy life. ive been seeing the sch counselor like almost everyday.

now let me recall. if i can.

tues:

it took me almost 2 hrs to get home from nus. even if i walked i would haf reached home within 1 hr. i shld have walked huh? coz the shuttle buses to the 92 bus stop was like all full since most lects ended at the same time.

wed:

the sch announced got flasher at nj bus stop at night.

shao min's parents gave me a lift home again coz zi wei said he wanted to prac somemore. he said prac ended too early so he wanted to prac somemore. i was like -_-""""" EARLY?!? it isnt passion. it is obsession.

im gonna skip next week's da zu coz of the idiotic tests and stuff. argh. i smsed zhi wen if i can go for sectionals then skip da zu. then he didnt reply. so i smsed him again and said if he doesnt allow then i will take blue slip during contact and miss both sectionals and da zu. then he replied ok.

;)

oh then syf audition during co camp in march. wed to fri. my sis last time had a syf camp too and she said they prac from morning 6 till night 11+. INSANE!

i still got h3 can! plus im not gg to stay overnight. i will come up with watever excuses i need ;) thats why i was thinking of gg overseas and have nothing to do with co. but audition for syf...i'll find out which day and pon the other 2.

if cant get in then i go join choir syf la since i got choir background plus they say they always get gold de. co may not even get gold lor.

thurs:

pe 7 rounds. yea we did a record 10 last year but that was last year. the last i saw of 2.4 was last year's pft. thurs was 2.4 trial and my timing sucked like crap but i still passed the timing mr tong set. and my face, actually my whole body including knees and arms and all was like tomato red. my legs ached like nuts today.

chinese tea outing at chinatown. it was fun la but kinda waste of time when the teachers kept us there even though everything was done. ate tea eggs and tang yuan both of which i dont like. and drank tea. i drank lots of it coz my throat felt weird. and so i couldnt fall asleep at night. and eye bags got worse. and felt worse. and just wanted to die la.

i went home with gregory. got straight bus home he want to take mrt then bus. siao la. i know its like 30 stops but it doesnt make sense to walk to the mrt then take mrt then walk to the bus stop then take the bus and still walk home. but the journey on the bus itself was like an hr long and i was abt to throw up the whole time. im prone to motion sickness.

fri:

maths test. wasnt that bad but wasnt that good either and it was supposedly considered easy. argh.

jus had h3 prac jus now. field trip around the sch. and they had like an mcq test right after it! so sickening can! and the teacher accidentally drew on my white bag. ITS WHITE AND THE INK IS BLACK! AND MY BAG IS FREAKING NEW!

of course the test is counted. anyways glad its counted coz i scored full marks mwahahaha! and im the only person who scored full marks in the grp. and im the only jc student. so the nus students were giving me this sheesh look and they said it was tricky.

oh i left econs 15 min early but ended up 20 min late for prac. coz waited and waited for other ppl. and then everybody didnt check where the prac was held. i forgot to come online to check mah. so we walked around the whole nus. then ended up so tired i fell asleep during the videos on plants. needa copy notes from benjamin =(

took a different shuttle bus route to the 92 bus stop. so i took less than an hr to reach home. but i did a lot of walking. my poor legs. cant bend.

4 late nights in a row this wk. it feels like total hell.

tues: phy test
thurs: chem test and bio spa

+ tons of hw

i feel like dying.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:11 PM

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