Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
Archives__________
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Sunday, April 30, 2006
i wanted to tag tasya's blog jus now then the stupid web asked me to type in a string of code to CONFIRM THAT I AM A HUMAN! WHAT??!
oh ya actually yesterday i got lost the 4th time. i came out of the wrong side of the mrt and ended up at singapore poly!
i was thinking that the mrt would be empty yesterday morning coz no one would be so siao as to wake up so early on a sat morning. then, i saw the mrt was packed! i was like gosh!! i took like 20 stops to reach there!
then last night i dreamt that we were doing our pw project. must be coz of josephine, esther, jia yin and rusana were discussing too much abt it yesterday.
爱情只不过是一个虚幻, 令人盲目地追随着一个不可能实现的梦想
oh ya actually yesterday i got lost the 4th time. i came out of the wrong side of the mrt and ended up at singapore poly!
i was thinking that the mrt would be empty yesterday morning coz no one would be so siao as to wake up so early on a sat morning. then, i saw the mrt was packed! i was like gosh!! i took like 20 stops to reach there!
then last night i dreamt that we were doing our pw project. must be coz of josephine, esther, jia yin and rusana were discussing too much abt it yesterday.
爱情只不过是一个虚幻, 令人盲目地追随着一个不可能实现的梦想
Saturday, April 29, 2006
REVAMP! like it?? :D
neways todae we had CIP. and we got lost 3 times! supposed to end at 6pm but ended at 2:30pm coz the photocopier died! wasted our effort go all the way to simei la! grr!
first, we couldnt find the building. so by the time we got there it was 9:30 already. then, i couldnt find the person and the volunteers motioned us to sit down for the talk which i tot was a briefing. but then it was actually a talk on stroke! then we finally went to distribute flyers.
and that woman was weird! she knew that there was 1200 units then she only gave us abt 600 flyers and then ask us to count how many units there are! weird right??
then after distributing, we went for lunch. i ate until so so full! then later on we took no 38 from the wrong side and ended up in bedok! crap! then we alighted took 28 back to si mei. and guess wat? we missed the stop! then i saw the sign PIE! i was like oh shucks! if we go to PIE then...
heng we din la. but the next stop was so far away, we had to take no 9 back to metta building. then when we got there, expecting more work, she said done. wah lao! we all took so many hrs transport thinking that it was worthwhile since it was 9hrs lor!
only 8 ppl from our class plus 5 from S16. the rest ah last night sms me say cannot make it. then xue lin even better la! din even inform me! tsk!
i thought that i could finally control my feelings. i thought that i could accept another substitute in place of you. but i was just deceiving myself. in my subconcious mind last night, i realised i cant hide from my feelings anymore...
neways todae we had CIP. and we got lost 3 times! supposed to end at 6pm but ended at 2:30pm coz the photocopier died! wasted our effort go all the way to simei la! grr!
first, we couldnt find the building. so by the time we got there it was 9:30 already. then, i couldnt find the person and the volunteers motioned us to sit down for the talk which i tot was a briefing. but then it was actually a talk on stroke! then we finally went to distribute flyers.
and that woman was weird! she knew that there was 1200 units then she only gave us abt 600 flyers and then ask us to count how many units there are! weird right??
then after distributing, we went for lunch. i ate until so so full! then later on we took no 38 from the wrong side and ended up in bedok! crap! then we alighted took 28 back to si mei. and guess wat? we missed the stop! then i saw the sign PIE! i was like oh shucks! if we go to PIE then...
heng we din la. but the next stop was so far away, we had to take no 9 back to metta building. then when we got there, expecting more work, she said done. wah lao! we all took so many hrs transport thinking that it was worthwhile since it was 9hrs lor!
only 8 ppl from our class plus 5 from S16. the rest ah last night sms me say cannot make it. then xue lin even better la! din even inform me! tsk!
i thought that i could finally control my feelings. i thought that i could accept another substitute in place of you. but i was just deceiving myself. in my subconcious mind last night, i realised i cant hide from my feelings anymore...
Friday, April 28, 2006
yay! i got a gold! 2.4 timing was 15:13! fastest ever! a thousand million thanks to: gregory, janice, li sha, jack, ingrid, sonia, jun shi, jasmine, the china scholars and everyone out there who provided me with support physically and mentally!
u noe my first round was 1:47?!?!? i was like woah! coz i sprinted the whole round! jasmine and li sha were in front. suppose to pace me but they ended up sprinting. and so i followed too! 4th round was like 9+min. then 5th round was 12+min. ended up walking twice.
the music i chose was way too fast la! couldnt even breathe properly! next year must choose a slightly slower song!
then the last 1/3 round, janice showed li sha the stop watch. she didnt show me. and i knew why. i guessed it was 14+min which was true. if i knew i surely slow down one. then i took off my mp3 player and handed it to janice. then sprint like siao! and after i finish my run, it started to rain lor!
anybody dare say i unfit again i will whack u!
tmr cip, ppl pls dun be late k?? 8:45am at simei mrt station. i hope i can find my way there...
u noe my first round was 1:47?!?!? i was like woah! coz i sprinted the whole round! jasmine and li sha were in front. suppose to pace me but they ended up sprinting. and so i followed too! 4th round was like 9+min. then 5th round was 12+min. ended up walking twice.
the music i chose was way too fast la! couldnt even breathe properly! next year must choose a slightly slower song!
then the last 1/3 round, janice showed li sha the stop watch. she didnt show me. and i knew why. i guessed it was 14+min which was true. if i knew i surely slow down one. then i took off my mp3 player and handed it to janice. then sprint like siao! and after i finish my run, it started to rain lor!
anybody dare say i unfit again i will whack u!
tmr cip, ppl pls dun be late k?? 8:45am at simei mrt station. i hope i can find my way there...
Thursday, April 27, 2006
trial spa was scary! after maths lecture jack was like panicking la! made me so anxious!
at first it was ok one. i knocked down almost the whole bottle of 0.2 solution. and then dunno why mr davidson ask us to show him how we view a slide. is it part of the grading?
the worst part: i read the qn wrongly. i calculated %tage of plasmolysed cells. spa was suppose to end at 12:21. and i realised that it was suppose to be %tage of unplasmolysed cells at like 12:15. which meant that i had 6min to change all my values plus conclusion, trends and redraw the whole stupid graph!
the whole time i was like breathe breathe breathe! coz i was hyperventilating! then after the whole episode, i felt that i was like dead already. i was dozing off during econs and phy.
my ankle still hurts. 2.4 tmr. ah!!
at first it was ok one. i knocked down almost the whole bottle of 0.2 solution. and then dunno why mr davidson ask us to show him how we view a slide. is it part of the grading?
the worst part: i read the qn wrongly. i calculated %tage of plasmolysed cells. spa was suppose to end at 12:21. and i realised that it was suppose to be %tage of unplasmolysed cells at like 12:15. which meant that i had 6min to change all my values plus conclusion, trends and redraw the whole stupid graph!
the whole time i was like breathe breathe breathe! coz i was hyperventilating! then after the whole episode, i felt that i was like dead already. i was dozing off during econs and phy.
my ankle still hurts. 2.4 tmr. ah!!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i din run coz my ankle still hurt and it was swollen. neways, janice and li sha promised to run with me on fri. they are gonna take turns. and make sure i dun walk. yea! haha! thanks dearies!
the reply was interesting. i din expect it to be like that. wow! my curiousity is turned to max already! haha. im pretty sure now it isnt me being overly sensitive!
our pw project is gonna be so so fun! i cant wait to start!
the reply was interesting. i din expect it to be like that. wow! my curiousity is turned to max already! haha. im pretty sure now it isnt me being overly sensitive!
our pw project is gonna be so so fun! i cant wait to start!
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
my bones are breaking. had a really terrible fall today. bruises and cuts all over. plus i have a sprained ankle. and 2.4 is tmr! i dun want to skip it then make up on fri. coz i dun want to run alone!
i was walking down the stairs frm my blk this morning. with my eyes half closed. and then i missed the step and fell face flat down and then slide until the bottom of the steps. imagine how painful that is! and it was very embarrassing! luckily only gregory saw it! haha..but yea thanks anyway for ur help!
everywhere hurts. *cries*
jack is one sicko! he wanted to calculate janice's and my menstrual cycle! sick!
im not hoping my intuition is wrong but i dun want it to be true either..
i was walking down the stairs frm my blk this morning. with my eyes half closed. and then i missed the step and fell face flat down and then slide until the bottom of the steps. imagine how painful that is! and it was very embarrassing! luckily only gregory saw it! haha..but yea thanks anyway for ur help!
everywhere hurts. *cries*
jack is one sicko! he wanted to calculate janice's and my menstrual cycle! sick!
im not hoping my intuition is wrong but i dun want it to be true either..
Sunday, April 23, 2006
ouch ouch ouch. im aching all over now. but not as bad as last year.
yesterday we had pft. it was quite alright until i met this sickening idiotic extremely mean teacher at the sit and reach station! she was looking at me then i started to do. then while i was doing she started making phone call. then when i finish she said i din see, do it again! wah lao! din even say sorry or wat! at first i did 59 one leh then later on i did 55! and she still had the cheek to say u not happy is it??!??!
like duh! of course i not happy wat! i noe she jus jealous that i can do 59 and she cant even do 50! sickening woman! u ought to be struck by lightning! how can she ever become a teacher la! i feel so wei qu! ni yi ding hui zao tian qian de! ni you zhong! wo men zhou ze qiao!
but neways the 5 stations are finally over!
sit ups-31 (A)
standing broad jump-180 (B/C depends on whether they consider me as 16/17)
sit and reach-59! (A) 55 is still an A anyway!
incline-14 (B)
shuttle run-10.9 (A)
left 2.4 run. i must must get a C for it!
oh and guys, pls stop comparing ur standards with us! unless of course u say ur a girl! so shoo! standards are set for a reason! stop complaining! u want u can go and have a sex change!
yesterday we had pft. it was quite alright until i met this sickening idiotic extremely mean teacher at the sit and reach station! she was looking at me then i started to do. then while i was doing she started making phone call. then when i finish she said i din see, do it again! wah lao! din even say sorry or wat! at first i did 59 one leh then later on i did 55! and she still had the cheek to say u not happy is it??!??!
like duh! of course i not happy wat! i noe she jus jealous that i can do 59 and she cant even do 50! sickening woman! u ought to be struck by lightning! how can she ever become a teacher la! i feel so wei qu! ni yi ding hui zao tian qian de! ni you zhong! wo men zhou ze qiao!
but neways the 5 stations are finally over!
sit ups-31 (A)
standing broad jump-180 (B/C depends on whether they consider me as 16/17)
sit and reach-59! (A) 55 is still an A anyway!
incline-14 (B)
shuttle run-10.9 (A)
left 2.4 run. i must must get a C for it!
oh and guys, pls stop comparing ur standards with us! unless of course u say ur a girl! so shoo! standards are set for a reason! stop complaining! u want u can go and have a sex change!
Friday, April 21, 2006
pi war is finally finally over! oh yes! my final copy was the 5th draft lor! i reached home at 5:30 yesterday. pia pi for 3 hrs! 3 hrs! i spent 1.5 hr cutting 30 words! now my word count is 520.
i hate that pe head of department! he said run 4 rounds. then jasmine, jack and li sha started running. then the rest went. me and janice were like he got ask us to go meh? but everybody went. so we went too. then ended up he scolded us and made us run an extra round! and coz i came in first, yea first! he obviously tot that i was the one who took the "initiative".
tmr is pft. 5 stations. im worried abt standing broad jump and sit and reach. but i worry the most for standing broad jump. the rest jus chong then should be ok liao. then we are gg to watch cheaper by the dozen 2 at sicc!
i need a stress hotline! janice too! looks like one day we got to pick up yoga to destress! jc sucks! i wanna go to the states! i want to get out of this sickening life! it has only been 4 months and i am sick and tired and stressed!
i hate that pe head of department! he said run 4 rounds. then jasmine, jack and li sha started running. then the rest went. me and janice were like he got ask us to go meh? but everybody went. so we went too. then ended up he scolded us and made us run an extra round! and coz i came in first, yea first! he obviously tot that i was the one who took the "initiative".
tmr is pft. 5 stations. im worried abt standing broad jump and sit and reach. but i worry the most for standing broad jump. the rest jus chong then should be ok liao. then we are gg to watch cheaper by the dozen 2 at sicc!
i need a stress hotline! janice too! looks like one day we got to pick up yoga to destress! jc sucks! i wanna go to the states! i want to get out of this sickening life! it has only been 4 months and i am sick and tired and stressed!
Thursday, April 20, 2006
pia-ing everything now so shoo! i gotta submit final pi and rmt tmr! argh! plus on sat got to go to sch for stupid sickening pft! cant they do it during pe?? stupid system.
todae was the first day i tapped my attendence card. so cool! but the big prob? it cant scan through my wallet so i have to take it out! crap! i need to find that thing..the thing that can put a card inside. then i will tie it to my bag.
jack, fisal, alex and i dunno his name. i am so disappointed in the 4 of u! u noe what they did? they sat down and let us girls stand! cho kwan, janice and me were constantly shaking our heads. these are the guys who call themselves gentlemen!
rmt was quick. but it was even more boring this time. at least there isnt anymore hw.
phy presentation. i am so dead. mr goh said i was too soft. like hello? i was on the verge of shouting already? i gotta get a mike for pw op. yea. and the qn he asked...i kept repeating the same thing. hope that the point is at least correct. and our powerpoint...mr goh said it was bad...sob sob. that is 5% of our entire h1 phy mark! *cries*
the cip thing has finally been approved! thanks to ms jessy koh! i got to brief the class on cip proposal procedure. means i got to shout again. crap.
todae was the first day i tapped my attendence card. so cool! but the big prob? it cant scan through my wallet so i have to take it out! crap! i need to find that thing..the thing that can put a card inside. then i will tie it to my bag.
jack, fisal, alex and i dunno his name. i am so disappointed in the 4 of u! u noe what they did? they sat down and let us girls stand! cho kwan, janice and me were constantly shaking our heads. these are the guys who call themselves gentlemen!
rmt was quick. but it was even more boring this time. at least there isnt anymore hw.
phy presentation. i am so dead. mr goh said i was too soft. like hello? i was on the verge of shouting already? i gotta get a mike for pw op. yea. and the qn he asked...i kept repeating the same thing. hope that the point is at least correct. and our powerpoint...mr goh said it was bad...sob sob. that is 5% of our entire h1 phy mark! *cries*
the cip thing has finally been approved! thanks to ms jessy koh! i got to brief the class on cip proposal procedure. means i got to shout again. crap.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
im mentally and emotionally exhausted. todae the speech was real long and boring. everybody ended up doing hw. then later on kakeru, wan xuan, astrid and me slipped out to go to the canteen. wat? we were hungry wat! right? haha...
neways finally settled the cip thing. like finally! 13 ppl from s24, 1 from s19 and another 7 from s16. yay! thanks for showing ur support ppl! muackzz!
todae ms wong praised me quite a bit. but she was indirectly scolding jasmine. which made me feel so bad. dun worry jas! everybody noes that she picks on u and we all love u!
then when ms wong mentioned abt it. everybody was looking at me. yea i noe i shld have said something but i couldnt bring myself to. thanks for all ur concern neways! i will try to solve it myself. afterall..im 17 already! i cant be always relying on the teacher right??
tmr i got to go early for some stupid cip breifing. darn sickening! i was looking forward to beauty slp. crap!
neways finally settled the cip thing. like finally! 13 ppl from s24, 1 from s19 and another 7 from s16. yay! thanks for showing ur support ppl! muackzz!
todae ms wong praised me quite a bit. but she was indirectly scolding jasmine. which made me feel so bad. dun worry jas! everybody noes that she picks on u and we all love u!
then when ms wong mentioned abt it. everybody was looking at me. yea i noe i shld have said something but i couldnt bring myself to. thanks for all ur concern neways! i will try to solve it myself. afterall..im 17 already! i cant be always relying on the teacher right??
tmr i got to go early for some stupid cip breifing. darn sickening! i was looking forward to beauty slp. crap!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
drats. my PI isnt perfect. although he said it is quite ok already, i think im gonna submit the 3rd draft. coz im a perfectionist. ya.
happy happy 18th bdae Will!
tmr is election speech day. 8-2pm. i feel like ponning. but at the thought of how ms wong would stare at me...i rather not! haha..prob go there and complete my overdue hw!
today...oh yes chem prac! i got this really really pale beige end point! like never before! so darn accurate! im so proud of myself!
and apparently, she didnt get my point. i tot it was rather blatent already. guess i need janice's acting this time!
so many emails to reply for CIP. yawns...
Life is like a novel. many chapters read and forgotten. but there is one i wouldnt forget..it is the chapter when i met u and we became friends...
happy happy 18th bdae Will!
tmr is election speech day. 8-2pm. i feel like ponning. but at the thought of how ms wong would stare at me...i rather not! haha..prob go there and complete my overdue hw!
today...oh yes chem prac! i got this really really pale beige end point! like never before! so darn accurate! im so proud of myself!
and apparently, she didnt get my point. i tot it was rather blatent already. guess i need janice's acting this time!
so many emails to reply for CIP. yawns...
Life is like a novel. many chapters read and forgotten. but there is one i wouldnt forget..it is the chapter when i met u and we became friends...
Monday, April 17, 2006
shoot. i got to redo my whole research paper coz it is wrong! ah!!
jus now when ms wong was reading out the names. i was like pls pls pls dun call my name! but yea. the whole class was selected for the taiwan immersion program. that sucks! i was planning to go for the compulsory breifing. only to realise that the whole class ponning. so i might as well right?
marcia said she saw the trailer for take the lead and then she almost suffered from nosebleed! wahaha! shows how hot that movie is! tasya watched it. im jealous! so jealous!
then today i became a walking advertisement. ppl stuck stuff all over me. campaigning. but i think it isnt effective. not the least bit effective. ur advertising skills fail la! my dad looked at all the stickers. and he asked, had fun?
one big achievment: i finally understood the crappy pbl! well not all of it but yea at least the slides im suppose to present! 19 slides! argh!
jus now when ms wong was reading out the names. i was like pls pls pls dun call my name! but yea. the whole class was selected for the taiwan immersion program. that sucks! i was planning to go for the compulsory breifing. only to realise that the whole class ponning. so i might as well right?
marcia said she saw the trailer for take the lead and then she almost suffered from nosebleed! wahaha! shows how hot that movie is! tasya watched it. im jealous! so jealous!
then today i became a walking advertisement. ppl stuck stuff all over me. campaigning. but i think it isnt effective. not the least bit effective. ur advertising skills fail la! my dad looked at all the stickers. and he asked, had fun?
one big achievment: i finally understood the crappy pbl! well not all of it but yea at least the slides im suppose to present! 19 slides! argh!
Sunday, April 16, 2006
im into the down period. maybe maybe maybe i should jus let go and forget everything. reading abt he and his ex, prob the girl he left me for, i felt my heart crumble. i noe i noe i shouldnt be expecting anything. but i jus cannot cannot help it. why is it so tough to love someone?
beauty without grace is but a rose without scent...
beauty without grace is but a rose without scent...
ppl see this trailer! http://www.taketheleadmovie.com/
the dance is so darn hot! how can anyone not love ballroom dancing?? i wanna watch! i desperately wanna watch!
the dance is so darn hot! how can anyone not love ballroom dancing?? i wanna watch! i desperately wanna watch!
Saturday, April 15, 2006
another amazing thing about him. he supports my decisions unlike my parents. he makes me feel that i exist. it feels great to know that there's someone out there who makes u feel that u belong somewhere in this world.
he gives me different perspectives of the world. he enlightens me. he brightens up my life.
the dramatic story: two kids were seperated from young. they were brought up the exact opp way. 11 years later they meet again. what happens next?
Friday, April 14, 2006
i never posted a poem before. but i think this one is really good. worthy enough to be posted. enjoy!
Kiss
Point you lashes down and you can picture my face - i'm smiling
open your mouth, speak with your heart and you can see my soul - i'm waiting
place your arms around my waist and you can embrace my uncertainty - i'm shaking
press your lips against mine and try to catch me - i'm falling
Emily Crane
Kiss
Point you lashes down and you can picture my face - i'm smiling
open your mouth, speak with your heart and you can see my soul - i'm waiting
place your arms around my waist and you can embrace my uncertainty - i'm shaking
press your lips against mine and try to catch me - i'm falling
Emily Crane
Thursday, April 13, 2006
im so beat. the research training was crappy la! waste of time one! suppose to end at 520 but ended at 615! plus got hw lor! wah lao! we got to come up with this dumb invention! which is like way beyond my standard?? hello??
i seriously dunno what ive gotten myself into! am i doing the right thing? every week 6 hrs and during holidays must go 5 days a week! so many hours spent doing research could be spent pursuing ballroom dancing! somebody out there pls tell me wat i should do!
hw list:
chinese- read text plus write comments
phy- pbl
chem- chemical bonding tutorial
bio- spa + tutorial
maths- seq and sum tutorial
econs- essay
pw- pi 2nd draft
star- invention
crap! crap! crap! jc life sucks! i hate my life!
i seriously dunno what ive gotten myself into! am i doing the right thing? every week 6 hrs and during holidays must go 5 days a week! so many hours spent doing research could be spent pursuing ballroom dancing! somebody out there pls tell me wat i should do!
hw list:
chinese- read text plus write comments
phy- pbl
chem- chemical bonding tutorial
bio- spa + tutorial
maths- seq and sum tutorial
econs- essay
pw- pi 2nd draft
star- invention
crap! crap! crap! jc life sucks! i hate my life!
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
okies announcements.
nj fun fair: 20 May 2005 sat
chinese orchestra concert (im performing!): 11 May 2005 thurs
ppl if u are interested, please buy the tickets from me! fun fair coupons any amount. co concert $8.
hmm...nothing interested happened the past few days. life has been dull and very hectic.
i wanted to go for the youth leadership training camp but im not in singapore during that period. so wasted.
seriously..there isnt anything to blog abt..
nj fun fair: 20 May 2005 sat
chinese orchestra concert (im performing!): 11 May 2005 thurs
ppl if u are interested, please buy the tickets from me! fun fair coupons any amount. co concert $8.
hmm...nothing interested happened the past few days. life has been dull and very hectic.
i wanted to go for the youth leadership training camp but im not in singapore during that period. so wasted.
seriously..there isnt anything to blog abt..
Monday, April 10, 2006
im gonna link the class blog later so 06S24 ppl please go view it! it is our dear jack's hard work! haha..
neways...he did it again! like so perfectly! haha. its the chemistry that lasts forever! at least now its more natural and ya he shows a lot more concern abt me! *beams*
i din noe co ends at 6 la! so i went to eat something before co! and now im so full! and the next co prac is mon! oh yes! oh yes! one week of freedom! can u smell it?? haha...
i was rushing pi last night. its so cool to see everybody online with the busy status. plus things like pi-ing so shoo! pi sucks! pi is crap! but yes, at least the first hurdle is over. i ended up looking like a panda again. and its only mon! but i smell a holiday coming up! good fri! yeeha!
neways...he did it again! like so perfectly! haha. its the chemistry that lasts forever! at least now its more natural and ya he shows a lot more concern abt me! *beams*
i din noe co ends at 6 la! so i went to eat something before co! and now im so full! and the next co prac is mon! oh yes! oh yes! one week of freedom! can u smell it?? haha...
i was rushing pi last night. its so cool to see everybody online with the busy status. plus things like pi-ing so shoo! pi sucks! pi is crap! but yes, at least the first hurdle is over. i ended up looking like a panda again. and its only mon! but i smell a holiday coming up! good fri! yeeha!
Sunday, April 09, 2006
there! the 17-year-old me! i took this pic myself with a revolving screen. cool huh? love that cam!
oh ya marcia i love u!! thanks so much! muackz! btws, she drew this really really romantic star wars thing. its so so awesome! check out her art web linked to my blog! marcia u are so darn pro!
forgot to mention the big incident. i was late on fri! grr! and it isnt my fault la! the 7am 156 came. full. 715am one also full! wah lao! tried to hail a cab but that hour...of course cannot right? barely managed to squeeze into the 730 bus! crap! a lot of ppl were late. dunno wat was gg on that day...
i finally made a stand. i will wait. i will wait for him. if along the way i meet someone else then i wouldnt wait for him anymore. but i will wait until the limit. i noe its dumb. i dunno if he jus wants me to forget him, wants to forget me or he has really forgotten and jus wants to move on. but the fact that after so many years he can still complete my sentences...that feels like he completes me...and thats why im still holding on. coz the feeling is too amazing to let go. perhaps i never really forgotten.
fate, dun desert me. after all these years u pop into my life again. he might seem that he isnt good enough for me. i noe. marcia calls him a pauper. but he is a prince in my heart. i adore him most because he doesnt mask himself from me. he lets me understand him. he has never lied to me all these years. even if he has, its for a good cause. i noe. i understand. i forgive u. i jus want u by my side like before.
my love for him is innocent. i wouldnt be able to love someone so innocently anymore. i loved him not coz he was cute, not coz of his family background, not coz he was smart. i loved him coz i loved him as who he was. him, as a person.
i cant let go. i dunno if u can anot. but im waiting for you...
Saturday, April 08, 2006
sorry for the lack of updates this wk. sch hw is driving me nuts! and i really mean nuts!
gp: compre
phy: pbl
chem: pre-experimental exercise
bio: spa
econs: essay qn 2 and cafe bklet pg 3-5
pw: pi
maths: partial fractions and seq and sum
co: master ling zhong yue hui by mon
see what i mean????! this sickening sch! argh! crap! i really need yoga man!
thurs:
the 2 sneeky ppl gave me a surprise at night. see me in the morning also dun say hi one! din even wish me happy bdae! i was like wah lao! but then at night they gave me this cake and sang me the bdae song! thanx so much! haha...
fri:
pe we use the medicinal ball. i din noe what that is. then when we went to collect it, i din noe it was so heavy. the stupid teacher threw it at me and bish! it rammed into my stomach la! so pain! and that jack cheated! he only ran 2 rounds la! grr!
it felt so weird to walk pass each other and pretended we never knew each other...
and the book the class gave me sounded so like what i went through...
pg 37:
(i had to let him go)
"i'm sorry i jus don't remember"
his words tore through me, piercing every inch of my body and cutting jaggedly through to my heart.
pg46:
maybe what i wrote in his yearbook made me look weak, maybe he thought i was pathetic for still holding onto those memories of our relationship. but writing all those things helped me; it helped me heal the wounds that still hurt in my heart. it felt liberation to let go of the grudge; i finally felt free from my anger.
janice is so proud of herself for buying the correct book for me! haha. thanks dearie for all ur effort!
sorry darlings! i cant go back to crescent fun fair coz nj is driving me up the wall already! meet up with u all next time ok? dun forget u all still owe me my bdae present lor! haha..
gp: compre
phy: pbl
chem: pre-experimental exercise
bio: spa
econs: essay qn 2 and cafe bklet pg 3-5
pw: pi
maths: partial fractions and seq and sum
co: master ling zhong yue hui by mon
see what i mean????! this sickening sch! argh! crap! i really need yoga man!
thurs:
the 2 sneeky ppl gave me a surprise at night. see me in the morning also dun say hi one! din even wish me happy bdae! i was like wah lao! but then at night they gave me this cake and sang me the bdae song! thanx so much! haha...
fri:
pe we use the medicinal ball. i din noe what that is. then when we went to collect it, i din noe it was so heavy. the stupid teacher threw it at me and bish! it rammed into my stomach la! so pain! and that jack cheated! he only ran 2 rounds la! grr!
it felt so weird to walk pass each other and pretended we never knew each other...
and the book the class gave me sounded so like what i went through...
pg 37:
(i had to let him go)
"i'm sorry i jus don't remember"
his words tore through me, piercing every inch of my body and cutting jaggedly through to my heart.
pg46:
maybe what i wrote in his yearbook made me look weak, maybe he thought i was pathetic for still holding onto those memories of our relationship. but writing all those things helped me; it helped me heal the wounds that still hurt in my heart. it felt liberation to let go of the grudge; i finally felt free from my anger.
janice is so proud of herself for buying the correct book for me! haha. thanks dearie for all ur effort!
sorry darlings! i cant go back to crescent fun fair coz nj is driving me up the wall already! meet up with u all next time ok? dun forget u all still owe me my bdae present lor! haha..
Thursday, April 06, 2006
im finally 17! yay! i will make this 17 a smashing and unforgettable one! haha...
thanks for all the presents, the bdae song and the wishes. thanks a thousand ppl! love ya! muackz!
my sis was the first to give me my bdae present. she put it in my bag. then this morning i wanted to take out my handphone then i saw this paper bag inside. i was like huh? how come got plastic bag one? and ta da! surprise! haha!
jus now when i was writing the date. i wrote 6/4 then i nearly wrote 1989! wahhaha!
i have tons of hw but im not gg to think abt tutorials todae. its gonna be all fun! i shall study for chem test tmr morning. anyway there isnt much to study.
party time!
thanks for all the presents, the bdae song and the wishes. thanks a thousand ppl! love ya! muackz!
my sis was the first to give me my bdae present. she put it in my bag. then this morning i wanted to take out my handphone then i saw this paper bag inside. i was like huh? how come got plastic bag one? and ta da! surprise! haha!
jus now when i was writing the date. i wrote 6/4 then i nearly wrote 1989! wahhaha!
i have tons of hw but im not gg to think abt tutorials todae. its gonna be all fun! i shall study for chem test tmr morning. anyway there isnt much to study.
party time!
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
today was bad. i was having stomach cramps. held on till after econs lecture then asked mr daniel wong to write a blue slip for me so i could leave sch. anyway for pw they din do much and there wasnt civics. so i din miss too much.
many thanks to janice, li sha, josephine, jack and the rest who were concerened abt me. teachers included as well.
i dozed off during econs lecture then after that janice said i looked worse than before and she was so worried. haha. i would feel guilty if i miss any important lectures.
so today is the last day im 16. now its exactly 4:03pm which means in exactly 12hrs time, i will be 17! cool huh? happy birthday to me!
many thanks to janice, li sha, josephine, jack and the rest who were concerened abt me. teachers included as well.
i dozed off during econs lecture then after that janice said i looked worse than before and she was so worried. haha. i would feel guilty if i miss any important lectures.
so today is the last day im 16. now its exactly 4:03pm which means in exactly 12hrs time, i will be 17! cool huh? happy birthday to me!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
i've been so busy and stressed out the past 2 days. i look like a panda bear and my tension headache is back to haunt me again. sickening.
went for da zhu today. we only sat there to experience it. 4 pages i mastered 1 only. but i will prac and make sure by nxt wk i can play.
today so embarrassing la! during chem lab they said i blushed. i dunno why i blushed. during phy tutorial i blushed again. coz janice and xian yong make it sound so embarrassing la! its not like that lor! its coz ur made it sound like that thats why my face turn red! jack was saying my skirt too short, then i said no lor. so i stood up and showed him its 4 fingers. then he squat down to make sure its really 4 fingers. then janice and xian yong...they say that it looks so wrong la! coz it seems as though jack was looking underneath my skirt! wah lao! both of u are so sick la! oh no i think my face turn red again!
went for da zhu today. we only sat there to experience it. 4 pages i mastered 1 only. but i will prac and make sure by nxt wk i can play.
today so embarrassing la! during chem lab they said i blushed. i dunno why i blushed. during phy tutorial i blushed again. coz janice and xian yong make it sound so embarrassing la! its not like that lor! its coz ur made it sound like that thats why my face turn red! jack was saying my skirt too short, then i said no lor. so i stood up and showed him its 4 fingers. then he squat down to make sure its really 4 fingers. then janice and xian yong...they say that it looks so wrong la! coz it seems as though jack was looking underneath my skirt! wah lao! both of u are so sick la! oh no i think my face turn red again!
Sunday, April 02, 2006
my new motto: mug on weekdays slack on weekends! oh yes! im on a path to self destruction! haha...
good news: the photos from my US trip will be up prob end of next week! like finally huh? ive been chased after so many ppl for so long! haha...
jus now me and gregory were arguing abt chinese and western medicine. it sounds stupid, i noe! its weird how we can argue abt things like our hair...
i jus talked to yu lu. guess we are pretty much in the same situation. i dunno if what you are doing is right anot..im not in the position to judge. coz when it comes to love, nothing is wrong. prob love itself is just wrong. but i totally understand. you just want that someone to return to your side. even if he already has someone in his heart it doesnt matter. coz u love him. all u want is jus a little love in return. you dun expect anything. but u will do everything to get that little love. thats why i said when it comes to love, the word "shame" doesnt exist. now i add one more sentence: there's no right or wrong when love is involved.
good news: the photos from my US trip will be up prob end of next week! like finally huh? ive been chased after so many ppl for so long! haha...
jus now me and gregory were arguing abt chinese and western medicine. it sounds stupid, i noe! its weird how we can argue abt things like our hair...
i jus talked to yu lu. guess we are pretty much in the same situation. i dunno if what you are doing is right anot..im not in the position to judge. coz when it comes to love, nothing is wrong. prob love itself is just wrong. but i totally understand. you just want that someone to return to your side. even if he already has someone in his heart it doesnt matter. coz u love him. all u want is jus a little love in return. you dun expect anything. but u will do everything to get that little love. thats why i said when it comes to love, the word "shame" doesnt exist. now i add one more sentence: there's no right or wrong when love is involved.
i learnt another thing about love from last night's episode - when it comes to love, the word "shame" doesnt exist. perhaps that is why something written from the bottom of your heart can end up being seen as too straightforward.
my sis's friend is giving her a guinea pig! yay!! they can be toilet trained you know? when her friend opens the fridge the guniea pig will squeak and run towards her! so cute!! its like a miniature dog!
my sis's friend is giving her a guinea pig! yay!! they can be toilet trained you know? when her friend opens the fridge the guniea pig will squeak and run towards her! so cute!! its like a miniature dog!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
oh man im still aching la! sickening! anyway yesterday's shopping was such a disappointment! we went to robinsons, john little, heeren, taka and tangs.
john little: at least got something to buy. saw many nice nice handbags. but i jus bought 3 new branded ones frm US. and i only used 2. so i din see the point of buying another one. but i bought a big one for sch! yay! finally! i've been looking for one in the US but i couldnt find a nice one. my mum doesnt quite like it but i insisted and so i won! hehe. and my mum and i bought the same shirt! so cool! haha...
heeren: i finally spent the $10 grad nite voucher. saw this shop which sells gowns! gosh! they were so so nice!
robinsons, taka, tangs: dun even mention anything! i feel so cheated coz of them! grr! nothing nice to buy one! everything like $200+! crap!!
so that proves the US is a much better place to shop! im looking forward to june's shopping in bangkok! shop and eat for 4 days! wah seh!
and so thats the end of enrichment wk. so sad. sob sob. lectures and tutorials nxt wk...
john little: at least got something to buy. saw many nice nice handbags. but i jus bought 3 new branded ones frm US. and i only used 2. so i din see the point of buying another one. but i bought a big one for sch! yay! finally! i've been looking for one in the US but i couldnt find a nice one. my mum doesnt quite like it but i insisted and so i won! hehe. and my mum and i bought the same shirt! so cool! haha...
heeren: i finally spent the $10 grad nite voucher. saw this shop which sells gowns! gosh! they were so so nice!
robinsons, taka, tangs: dun even mention anything! i feel so cheated coz of them! grr! nothing nice to buy one! everything like $200+! crap!!
so that proves the US is a much better place to shop! im looking forward to june's shopping in bangkok! shop and eat for 4 days! wah seh!
and so thats the end of enrichment wk. so sad. sob sob. lectures and tutorials nxt wk...