Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
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Thursday, November 30, 2006
im finally done with the mock paper. there, i did say high q tests were much tougher than the actual one didnt i? i jus did 1 paper from the college board bk this morning. it was hell but i could do every single qn for maths. save for 1 stupid careless mistake which ruined my otherwise perfect score. ARGH!
one of my SAT classmate asked the teacher yest if high q test papers are of the same standard as the actual one. the teacher said yes. i turned around and said i dun believe.
yea i dun. i dun believe how come i can get a lower score for maths with A level knowledge. more so after i practiced some SAT maths qns. my pre-course maths score shld be higher than wat i got for my diagnostic test i took after prelims. but it was like more than 100pts lower!
down to 2 days.
teacher made us drink coffee last night which made my stomach feel woozy all the way till this morning.
i think i'll miss SAT classes. miss doing all the stupid exercises and marathon. miss the few thousands of qns. miss all the nutsy hw. miss all the brain draining. miss laughing with my SAT classmates. miss my teacher. miss all the short breaks. miss complaining abt how stressed out i am, how tired i am, how much my eyes hurt, how much my spine hurts...miss everything abt SAT. even the stupid disgusting passages and the ant sized high q font. mon, wed and fri nights without the ridiculously long hrs of SAT class would feel empty.
ok im crazy.
as i see the end nearing, i start to miss the obstacles of my journey...
one of my SAT classmate asked the teacher yest if high q test papers are of the same standard as the actual one. the teacher said yes. i turned around and said i dun believe.
yea i dun. i dun believe how come i can get a lower score for maths with A level knowledge. more so after i practiced some SAT maths qns. my pre-course maths score shld be higher than wat i got for my diagnostic test i took after prelims. but it was like more than 100pts lower!
down to 2 days.
teacher made us drink coffee last night which made my stomach feel woozy all the way till this morning.
i think i'll miss SAT classes. miss doing all the stupid exercises and marathon. miss the few thousands of qns. miss all the nutsy hw. miss all the brain draining. miss laughing with my SAT classmates. miss my teacher. miss all the short breaks. miss complaining abt how stressed out i am, how tired i am, how much my eyes hurt, how much my spine hurts...miss everything abt SAT. even the stupid disgusting passages and the ant sized high q font. mon, wed and fri nights without the ridiculously long hrs of SAT class would feel empty.
ok im crazy.
as i see the end nearing, i start to miss the obstacles of my journey...
Wednesday, November 29, 2006
stupid mosquitoes. argh. if i didnt stop to talk to zi wei and sharon phua on my way out then i wouldnt have missed 156 and i wouldnt have been bitten by those filthy things. argh.
neways when i walked into sch this morning i saw this snail on the parade sq. when i walked out in the afternoon, it was still there. so i picked it up and brought it to the grass near the main gate. i hope it isnt even further away from its home! wait...do snails have homes? or their shells are their homes?
ok this SAT thing is making me watch my subject verb agreement so closely. i wonder if its a good thing anot. bleh.
3 more days =x SAT venue is acjc.
i wore 4C1 class tee to sch today =)
i never liked to be played by those games. but now i realise playing those games on others and seeing their bewildered faces is kinda fun!
真的习惯了就可以了吗?
ok i realise my posts are getting shorter.
neways when i walked into sch this morning i saw this snail on the parade sq. when i walked out in the afternoon, it was still there. so i picked it up and brought it to the grass near the main gate. i hope it isnt even further away from its home! wait...do snails have homes? or their shells are their homes?
ok this SAT thing is making me watch my subject verb agreement so closely. i wonder if its a good thing anot. bleh.
3 more days =x SAT venue is acjc.
i wore 4C1 class tee to sch today =)
i never liked to be played by those games. but now i realise playing those games on others and seeing their bewildered faces is kinda fun!
真的习惯了就可以了吗?
ok i realise my posts are getting shorter.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
gah i hope it was jus a slip =(
so everybody's enjoying their hols except for me. knowing that ur the only one being tortured isnt very nice. peiyi asked if im enjoying "the real hols". NO! i havent had a real great time since the prep for promos started. promos then chinese As then pw and now SAT.
im jus glad it ends this sat. but im not happy knowing CO doesnt end this wk. SIGH
oh yest my teacher said my handwriting for the essay is illegible -_-" i asked janice and she said yea when i scribble. FINE! i'll jus write slower during the actual one then.
stupid high q keeps changing my consultation sessions so i have to go back for 2 more days. the travelling time could be better spent on revision! not the teacher's (cornelia) fault. it is tracy's fault.
so everybody's enjoying their hols except for me. knowing that ur the only one being tortured isnt very nice. peiyi asked if im enjoying "the real hols". NO! i havent had a real great time since the prep for promos started. promos then chinese As then pw and now SAT.
im jus glad it ends this sat. but im not happy knowing CO doesnt end this wk. SIGH
oh yest my teacher said my handwriting for the essay is illegible -_-" i asked janice and she said yea when i scribble. FINE! i'll jus write slower during the actual one then.
stupid high q keeps changing my consultation sessions so i have to go back for 2 more days. the travelling time could be better spent on revision! not the teacher's (cornelia) fault. it is tracy's fault.
Monday, November 27, 2006
my dad was like how come u still got sch? i tot sch hol already? and my grandma yest said that sch hols where got ppl go back to sch one? only principal go back! well ask the stupid CO. i jus found out prac till dec 7th! this is so freaking stupid! i need an excuse to not go....someone pls bring me out of town! argh who was the one who arranged so many pracs?!?
i read zhenling's blog. she was wishing me luck for relationships. hahaha! if i dun start anything this year, i wun start anything till after As ;) nxt yr's gonna be hellish. but thanks neways!
my parents said my dog katie's muscles are very weak now. coz it doesnt run anymore. only walk. so they asked me to bring it running. i went jogging yest. took katie after i ran 3km. uh ran and walk and ran and walk and ran 3km. yea u get it. but ah katie too fast! gosh she was practically dragging me! looks like my bro's gotta do it ;)
no mummy, i kinda pretended he was non-existant again. perhaps coz i was from a girls sch so its not that easy for me =(
i read zhenling's blog. she was wishing me luck for relationships. hahaha! if i dun start anything this year, i wun start anything till after As ;) nxt yr's gonna be hellish. but thanks neways!
my parents said my dog katie's muscles are very weak now. coz it doesnt run anymore. only walk. so they asked me to bring it running. i went jogging yest. took katie after i ran 3km. uh ran and walk and ran and walk and ran 3km. yea u get it. but ah katie too fast! gosh she was practically dragging me! looks like my bro's gotta do it ;)
no mummy, i kinda pretended he was non-existant again. perhaps coz i was from a girls sch so its not that easy for me =(
Sunday, November 26, 2006
the 400th post of my blog shall be dedicated to brownie. my 1st hamster which died 9 years ago. i think =x i remembered i discovered it dead at 7+am in the morning. i was crying during eng tuition. teacher had to comfort me. the night before my sis told me brownie was dying. asked me to see it for the last time. but i was so sleepy i couldnt wake up. haiz.
brownie and whitey were my 1st 2 hamsters. one male one female but they fought instead. whitey bullied brownie. so we bought a new cage for him. my sis and i trained the 2 of them to climb up and down the stairs. we also brought them for walks in the garden.
im sorry i didnt see u for the last time but i still remember u and i still love u =)
brownie and whitey were my 1st 2 hamsters. one male one female but they fought instead. whitey bullied brownie. so we bought a new cage for him. my sis and i trained the 2 of them to climb up and down the stairs. we also brought them for walks in the garden.
im sorry i didnt see u for the last time but i still remember u and i still love u =)
WHAT?!? MY POST GOT SHORTENED! STUPID BLOGGER STUPID! now i got to rewrite argh!
YYYYYESSSSSSSSSS! 1945 words done! WAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! but i bet i cant remember more than half of them =x alright im not gg to thailand anymore. but we are still gg to do shopping. jus that its in spore. my mum's gonna take 2-3 days off to shop! i said SHOP AND EAT! then my parents want to go sightseeing in china. i said count me out. i hate sightseeing! nxt year to australia! last year was a long hol so i said this year must be short. then this yr short hol so next year long hol =) tasmania! 1 state left before we cover the whole of australia! but i like canada most so far. coz the scenery there is awesome plus the guys there are cute ;)
i watched banquet yest. NICE! not too superficial but not too chim. depth is jus nice!
the flame of desire
i fully understand the need to see the card but shldnt it apply to everyone? DISCRIMINATION AGAINST THE YOUNG!
Saturday, November 25, 2006
gah my mum's com doesnt have flash. means i cant access my SAT hw. means ive got nothing to do here except for smsing tortuga -_-"
SATs in 6 days =x yest morning i did a practice test paper on the website then at night for class we had marathon. which means a full paper. save for the essay. oh freak i really did die. 1 paper in a day is bad enough. imagine 2!!
i need a cure for eyebags now =(
ok so she is really that thick skin -_-" not even say reciprocate! she didnt even think abt it! gosh how can such a person exist? good thing my mum told me to ask. my mum thinks she has confidence. i think its arrogance. my mum says that girl is someone who thinks she owns the world. i never had a good impression of her from the start. and now it proved my intuition right. good thing its ending so i'll never have to see her again.
im really quite sure its lost this time. but i dunno who.
SATs in 6 days =x yest morning i did a practice test paper on the website then at night for class we had marathon. which means a full paper. save for the essay. oh freak i really did die. 1 paper in a day is bad enough. imagine 2!!
i need a cure for eyebags now =(
ok so she is really that thick skin -_-" not even say reciprocate! she didnt even think abt it! gosh how can such a person exist? good thing my mum told me to ask. my mum thinks she has confidence. i think its arrogance. my mum says that girl is someone who thinks she owns the world. i never had a good impression of her from the start. and now it proved my intuition right. good thing its ending so i'll never have to see her again.
im really quite sure its lost this time. but i dunno who.
Friday, November 24, 2006
why is it when u try to find something, u can never find it, then when u arent searching for it, u will end up finding it? like when u want to see someone, u can never see that someone. but when u dont want to see that someone, that someone always appear in front of u. i feel like a fool. being made fun of.
ok another added value of turning 18. my dad says he will give me a supplmentary credit card. he said american express. i said NO! i hate american express. those stupid ppl keep calling me. called me yest for the 2nd time. i picked up the call and she said blah blah blah american express. then i immediately went, "im underage". then she still sickenly asked who's line is this. i said mine. she asked is it ur parents? -_-" i said its MY LINE! then i proceeded to say this is the 2nd time american express is calling. she apologized. i said bye.
my gosh the 1st time i picked up the call i said i was 17. that was this year. i dun age 4 yrs in less than 12 months alright? american express's maths suck!
1 more time american express calls i will never ever sign up for the card. not even in my next life. i will make them lose a valuable customer! thats why i dun ans phone calls from private nos or fixed lines unless i recognize the no. maybe next time they call i shall say i already have one so stop calling!
american express is idiotic.
so i told my dad i want visa. no american express. i want citibank visa ultima wahaha...he jus got my sis an american express card. so i'll get my card earlier than my sis got hers ;) and i shall never ever have to carry cash again YESS! plus i love signing my name XD
good thing i kept my msn msg history. that might have me a reason to change my blog skin ;) nvm if u dun get it hahaha..
my maid came home for a while to take some stuff. i stuck to her like a leech wahaha..
ok another added value of turning 18. my dad says he will give me a supplmentary credit card. he said american express. i said NO! i hate american express. those stupid ppl keep calling me. called me yest for the 2nd time. i picked up the call and she said blah blah blah american express. then i immediately went, "im underage". then she still sickenly asked who's line is this. i said mine. she asked is it ur parents? -_-" i said its MY LINE! then i proceeded to say this is the 2nd time american express is calling. she apologized. i said bye.
my gosh the 1st time i picked up the call i said i was 17. that was this year. i dun age 4 yrs in less than 12 months alright? american express's maths suck!
1 more time american express calls i will never ever sign up for the card. not even in my next life. i will make them lose a valuable customer! thats why i dun ans phone calls from private nos or fixed lines unless i recognize the no. maybe next time they call i shall say i already have one so stop calling!
american express is idiotic.
so i told my dad i want visa. no american express. i want citibank visa ultima wahaha...he jus got my sis an american express card. so i'll get my card earlier than my sis got hers ;) and i shall never ever have to carry cash again YESS! plus i love signing my name XD
good thing i kept my msn msg history. that might have me a reason to change my blog skin ;) nvm if u dun get it hahaha..
my maid came home for a while to take some stuff. i stuck to her like a leech wahaha..
Thursday, November 23, 2006
yest on the way to class i fell asleep in the bus. i was jus so so tired. luckily i woke up 1 stop before my stop. phew.
yea its been ages since i last signed into friendster. i prob wun sign in for another wk but editha wrote me a testimonial. life's been busy. real busy.
imagine mornings theres CO prac. then evenings till night theres SAT classes. in between u still have mountains of hw to complete and u still have a CIP project to coordinate. plus u have to cope with loss and messed up feelings. and it doesnt help when some ppl are so sickeningly sarcastic. yea maybe i shldnt have defended that person when that someone asked abt him. im starting to regret being too nice.
how much stress does it take for one to lose 2kg in 2 wks? A LOT. does it kill? YES. do ppl understand? NO. and why did u choose to do it then? BECAUSE I DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE.
im not gg to australia. i want to go to thailand. gg to australia means missing christmas. i dun want to miss christmas again. last christmas we spent it in utah with all shops closed. so we ate instant noodles and watched tv. pathetic. and i cried over my plight. i dun want that to happen again.
alright im depressed. i better get gg before i start spilling somemore sadness around here.
yea its been ages since i last signed into friendster. i prob wun sign in for another wk but editha wrote me a testimonial. life's been busy. real busy.
imagine mornings theres CO prac. then evenings till night theres SAT classes. in between u still have mountains of hw to complete and u still have a CIP project to coordinate. plus u have to cope with loss and messed up feelings. and it doesnt help when some ppl are so sickeningly sarcastic. yea maybe i shldnt have defended that person when that someone asked abt him. im starting to regret being too nice.
how much stress does it take for one to lose 2kg in 2 wks? A LOT. does it kill? YES. do ppl understand? NO. and why did u choose to do it then? BECAUSE I DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE.
im not gg to australia. i want to go to thailand. gg to australia means missing christmas. i dun want to miss christmas again. last christmas we spent it in utah with all shops closed. so we ate instant noodles and watched tv. pathetic. and i cried over my plight. i dun want that to happen again.
alright im depressed. i better get gg before i start spilling somemore sadness around here.
Tuesday, November 21, 2006
STUPID COMPUTER! i almost finished my entry then it hanged! *cries*
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i cant even remember wat i wrote. sick.
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it was a long post somemore.
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fine this one shall be summarized. i hate repeating myself.
and now i dun eat dinner on mon, wed, fri nites. coz before class its too early to eat dinner. after class its so late i jus wanna sleep. too lazy le. so ive lost a grand total of 2kg!! who said dieting didnt work?!
yea this is the summarized version. imagine how much i actually wrote.
mar: yeap thanks =) and A is fine, really haha..i never thought that there would be a prob ;)
crystal: i always find it hard to get over ppl =( but yea thanks! new year lunch? u didnt reply!
esther: i dun do rebounds haha..but yea i can still contact her. thanks =)
janice: tortuga! ur grandma staying over or wat? yeap gracias! yea it was so weird...
cl: congrats on surviving sec sch. WELCOME TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF HELL!! XD
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i cant even remember wat i wrote. sick.
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it was a long post somemore.
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fine this one shall be summarized. i hate repeating myself.
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yest was total hell. CO. SAT consultation. teacher asked me to buy this basic grammer bk -_-" SAT class. teacher said jessica and i do maths a lot faster than the rest. she shall give us more exercises -_-" crescent's trait. stupid maths d prelim paper 1 mark for every qn. couldnt even complete the paper. and its MATHS D.
wore this black top and skirt. teacher said my DRESS was cute -_-" tracy, high q receptionist, went OH SO PRETTY SO PRETTY SO PRETTY IN BLACK!!!
i found another baby fish this morning. the 6th survivor of the 2nd batch of babies. i wonder how it managed to stay in the tank since i took out all the water, mass cleaned the tank and poured back some of the old water through the filter. so the water went through layers and layers. i wonder how the baby fish managed to end up back in the tank. so miracles do happen.
i love tues. coz no CO no SAT. 10 more days to dec 2nd =x
oh yes i shall never ever attempt to use underpasses again even if a typhoon occurs. got lost as expected. underpasses are not for ppl like me who have 0 sense of direction.and now i dun eat dinner on mon, wed, fri nites. coz before class its too early to eat dinner. after class its so late i jus wanna sleep. too lazy le. so ive lost a grand total of 2kg!! who said dieting didnt work?!
yea this is the summarized version. imagine how much i actually wrote.
mar: yeap thanks =) and A is fine, really haha..i never thought that there would be a prob ;)
crystal: i always find it hard to get over ppl =( but yea thanks! new year lunch? u didnt reply!
esther: i dun do rebounds haha..but yea i can still contact her. thanks =)
janice: tortuga! ur grandma staying over or wat? yeap gracias! yea it was so weird...
cl: congrats on surviving sec sch. WELCOME TO THE NEXT LEVEL OF HELL!! XD
Sunday, November 19, 2006
i still hate my SAT practice score. i need a miracle to happen. the progress is too slow. 12 days left =(
i was asking myself, if my sis left, would i be as sad as when my maid left? coz my maid is very close to me. she is prob the person i see the most at home. and it feels weird to not see her around anymore.
now i still "see" her around. i hold her cup. i stare at her slippers. i think of everything abt her. i count the no of hrs she has left us. i smell the flowers she planted. i read her smses over and over again. i look at her pics. i asked my dog if it missed her...i think im gg insane. ive never missed someone this much before.
neways my mum bought a silver braclet for her company's christmas gift exchange. she showed it to me and asked if i wanted. i of course went YESSSS! but after i put it on she said it looks too matured for me. so shes gonna give it away =(((
tmr is crazy. CO from 9-12 then SAT consultation from 2:30-4pm then SAT classes from 6:30-10pm. gosh i hate my life!
my mum's very strict with the new maid. she scolded this new maid more than she scolded yaya maryann. my mum says she cant stand slow ppl. i inherited that trait from her. slow ppl drives me totally insane!
im not ready to call the new maid yaya yet. since young my parents made us call our maids yaya. which stands for nanny. after we grew up, my sis and bro called the maids by their names. but it became a habit for me. i dun like to call them by their names. yaya sounds more dear to me =) after they leave, i still call them yaya.
i was asking myself, if my sis left, would i be as sad as when my maid left? coz my maid is very close to me. she is prob the person i see the most at home. and it feels weird to not see her around anymore.
now i still "see" her around. i hold her cup. i stare at her slippers. i think of everything abt her. i count the no of hrs she has left us. i smell the flowers she planted. i read her smses over and over again. i look at her pics. i asked my dog if it missed her...i think im gg insane. ive never missed someone this much before.
neways my mum bought a silver braclet for her company's christmas gift exchange. she showed it to me and asked if i wanted. i of course went YESSSS! but after i put it on she said it looks too matured for me. so shes gonna give it away =(((
tmr is crazy. CO from 9-12 then SAT consultation from 2:30-4pm then SAT classes from 6:30-10pm. gosh i hate my life!
my mum's very strict with the new maid. she scolded this new maid more than she scolded yaya maryann. my mum says she cant stand slow ppl. i inherited that trait from her. slow ppl drives me totally insane!
im not ready to call the new maid yaya yet. since young my parents made us call our maids yaya. which stands for nanny. after we grew up, my sis and bro called the maids by their names. but it became a habit for me. i dun like to call them by their names. yaya sounds more dear to me =) after they leave, i still call them yaya.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
18/11/2006 4pm. yaya maryann left.
i spent the whole morning crying while writing the farewell letter. by afternoon when she left, i was still crying. but without tears. i didnt have anymore tears left. yu ku wu lei.
i didnt eat lunch. i tried to but i jus couldnt. i was so upset i felt like throwing up. but i didnt have anything to throw up. im like more sad now than i was when i got back my Os results.
my whole family came to comfort me one by one. but of course it didnt work. i cried in front of eveybody. including the maid agent. i made yaya cry too.
~together as family
forever~
p: hahaha...yea i cant do anything abt them anyway =) i'll keep u updated. wats ur guess? ;)
zhenling: thanks! =)
crystal: haha okies thanks =) new year lunch?
mar: i think u can write ur dream out as a script for a horror movie ;)
i spent the whole morning crying while writing the farewell letter. by afternoon when she left, i was still crying. but without tears. i didnt have anymore tears left. yu ku wu lei.
i didnt eat lunch. i tried to but i jus couldnt. i was so upset i felt like throwing up. but i didnt have anything to throw up. im like more sad now than i was when i got back my Os results.
my whole family came to comfort me one by one. but of course it didnt work. i cried in front of eveybody. including the maid agent. i made yaya cry too.
~together as family
forever~
p: hahaha...yea i cant do anything abt them anyway =) i'll keep u updated. wats ur guess? ;)
zhenling: thanks! =)
crystal: haha okies thanks =) new year lunch?
mar: i think u can write ur dream out as a script for a horror movie ;)
Friday, November 17, 2006
the sick SAT website's font size is ant sized my eyes hurt like crazy from reading the passages! argh.
so my maid is leaving tmr =( i'll see wat farewell present i can get for her later before class. i dunno wat to get. coz she has everything already.
i will miss the last episode of charmed. sob.
i dun haf much stuff to rant abt today. gahhh its so vexing.
oh i do have stuff i wanna say. my dreams are behind time -_-" i had this horrible dream last night. that someone sabotaged our pw ad. the music was changed. and all our backup copies had the same problem. janice and i were so freaked out.
and i forgot to bring my entry proof. and daniel wong said the sch locked it up somewhere secret so he cant find it. so i had to go home to retrieve it before our presentation started. it was raining. and my dad wasnt answering the phone. when i finally got to talk to him i told him to hurry pick me up. then when i got into the car i realised he was so sick he could barely drive and almost got us killed.
that dream was so so so weird and so so so outdated.
i woke up in the middle of the night and told myself it was just a nightmare. pw op already over long ago -_-""""
so my maid is leaving tmr =( i'll see wat farewell present i can get for her later before class. i dunno wat to get. coz she has everything already.
i will miss the last episode of charmed. sob.
i dun haf much stuff to rant abt today. gahhh its so vexing.
oh i do have stuff i wanna say. my dreams are behind time -_-" i had this horrible dream last night. that someone sabotaged our pw ad. the music was changed. and all our backup copies had the same problem. janice and i were so freaked out.
and i forgot to bring my entry proof. and daniel wong said the sch locked it up somewhere secret so he cant find it. so i had to go home to retrieve it before our presentation started. it was raining. and my dad wasnt answering the phone. when i finally got to talk to him i told him to hurry pick me up. then when i got into the car i realised he was so sick he could barely drive and almost got us killed.
that dream was so so so weird and so so so outdated.
i woke up in the middle of the night and told myself it was just a nightmare. pw op already over long ago -_-""""
Thursday, November 16, 2006
gahhhh so much SAT hw. so many practice qns plus 1 full practice paper before tmr. oh freak. and the no of practice qns are not in tens, they are in hundreds!! >.<
BRAINWASH BRAINWASH BRAINWASH we are expected to memorize 1940 words before the exam. and im still under 100. 15 days left. 1900 words, a few hundred qns, 6 full papers, and tons of other hw left. insane freak. RAHHHHH
oh and the teacher is gonna give me extra hw. worksheets on noun, adverbs, verb, adjectives blah blah blah coz i keep getting them wrong. all along i survived by choosing wat sounds right to me. it works for mar but sadly not me =(
CO this morning. sectionals. quite ok since it was a small grp. so easier to pick up. learnt quite a lot i guess.
stupid nj lied to us. say side gate closes at 8:30am opens at 1pm. but today it closed at 9am and opened at 12noon. i dunno if its always like this anot but i feel LUCKY! no walking hah! i'll try my luck again next time!
neways met CO president ho zi wei on the bus and i finally got the chance to say things that i needed to say. YES! lets hope something gets done.
the instructor kept using technical terms. my chinese not bad but im clueless abt technical terms. so the ppl around me kinda had to translate. and they couldnt translate. argh.
im needing a lot of chocolates. my daily dose of endorphins.
BRAINWASH BRAINWASH BRAINWASH we are expected to memorize 1940 words before the exam. and im still under 100. 15 days left. 1900 words, a few hundred qns, 6 full papers, and tons of other hw left. insane freak. RAHHHHH
oh and the teacher is gonna give me extra hw. worksheets on noun, adverbs, verb, adjectives blah blah blah coz i keep getting them wrong. all along i survived by choosing wat sounds right to me. it works for mar but sadly not me =(
CO this morning. sectionals. quite ok since it was a small grp. so easier to pick up. learnt quite a lot i guess.
stupid nj lied to us. say side gate closes at 8:30am opens at 1pm. but today it closed at 9am and opened at 12noon. i dunno if its always like this anot but i feel LUCKY! no walking hah! i'll try my luck again next time!
neways met CO president ho zi wei on the bus and i finally got the chance to say things that i needed to say. YES! lets hope something gets done.
the instructor kept using technical terms. my chinese not bad but im clueless abt technical terms. so the ppl around me kinda had to translate. and they couldnt translate. argh.
im needing a lot of chocolates. my daily dose of endorphins.
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
oops that was supposed to be on my draft. coz i didnt have time to write last night. but it got published accidentally. so uh pretend u didnt see anything. argh.
neways the SAT teacher was so nice she bought a bdae cake for jessica! aww she was so nice! so we had fun celebrating! i left home early to go to orchard library so i didnt eat dinner. wasnt quite starving but kinda hungry i guess. neways the cake was my dinner. coz by the time i got home i was too uh lazy to eat heh. im gonna suffer from gastric soon. but its great calorie deduction!
ok the 4km. on tues i was training up for next year's pe lessons heh. coz i know surely die next year. got to improve on my 4km timing otherwise i'll suffer from pe stress!
oh yes then i kinda had a little nap by the pool before the herd of swimmers came for their evening classes. and gosh i like male swimmers coz they have hot bodies. ahahaha XD
and we saw this cute little monkey! it went to steal food from the table in front of us. sicc staff warned my bro and i abt the monkey. said that it might take our hps. we didnt believe at 1st but after we saw how smart the monkey was...we kinda believe it.
so da zu today was a waste of time. sitting there unable to play. sigh. totally lost touch. its been more than a month since i last touched an er hu!
so my attendance for the year with excuse is 95%. i didnt pon any lor i always had a reasonable excuse. but oh wells never mind.
yawns. got to leave for class soon since im meeting the teacher early. and she has something on tonight so our class starts 15 min earlier. bleh. i hate SATs.
neways the SAT teacher was so nice she bought a bdae cake for jessica! aww she was so nice! so we had fun celebrating! i left home early to go to orchard library so i didnt eat dinner. wasnt quite starving but kinda hungry i guess. neways the cake was my dinner. coz by the time i got home i was too uh lazy to eat heh. im gonna suffer from gastric soon. but its great calorie deduction!
ok the 4km. on tues i was training up for next year's pe lessons heh. coz i know surely die next year. got to improve on my 4km timing otherwise i'll suffer from pe stress!
oh yes then i kinda had a little nap by the pool before the herd of swimmers came for their evening classes. and gosh i like male swimmers coz they have hot bodies. ahahaha XD
and we saw this cute little monkey! it went to steal food from the table in front of us. sicc staff warned my bro and i abt the monkey. said that it might take our hps. we didnt believe at 1st but after we saw how smart the monkey was...we kinda believe it.
the monkey stealing the food was quite obvious. a lot of ppl saw. but the couple had their hands all over each other in the pool so they didnt see the monkey taking their sweets. in the public its like so gross. so i was like oh good for them wahaha!
ok i downloaded windows live messenger. i hate downloading stuff like i hate phone calls. but for the CIP project..i guess it makes sense downloading it. i had fun flooding ppl but i didnt have fun being flooded =(
i went to adjust my specs and got lost at holland v. yea i know AGAIN. fine i told u i have absolutely no sense of direction!
so da zu today was a waste of time. sitting there unable to play. sigh. totally lost touch. its been more than a month since i last touched an er hu!
so my attendance for the year with excuse is 95%. i didnt pon any lor i always had a reasonable excuse. but oh wells never mind.
yawns. got to leave for class soon since im meeting the teacher early. and she has something on tonight so our class starts 15 min earlier. bleh. i hate SATs.
Monday, November 13, 2006
mar: hahaha yea ;) thanks
esther: yeap i read that article. yea ok one thing at a time =) let me know if u get more titles and slogans. thanks!
crystal: cant! i'll die uploading 70MB!
esther: yeap i read that article. yea ok one thing at a time =) let me know if u get more titles and slogans. thanks!
crystal: cant! i'll die uploading 70MB!
Sunday, November 12, 2006
im blogging now but im not publishing this till tmr.
i cant sleep. coz i knocked out for like 1 hr from 630-730. i was like OH NO MY SHOW! otherwise i prob could have slept till 8. that doesnt happen unless im sick. maybe im jus so exhausted by everything.
on another note, am i a workalcoholic?
im kinda missing pw. i keep watching our ad over and over again. i like it so much heh. im proud of it =) and tortuga, gracias for giving me a chance to dwell in advertising. once in a lifetime opportunity. something i'll carry with me for a lifetime.
hang on, let me send this email to the editors. editors beware i'll be flooding ur mails quite frequently like im flooding li sha's phone XD
wells i still cant sleep. sigh.
oh yea that day coming back from orchard road after SAT classes. i got uh lost again -_-" my directions are not based on my sense of direction. i dun have a sense of direction. it is based more on memory.
tmr i shall make a trip down to orchard library before i go for SAT classes. i need inspiration to generate ideas for my chp connectors. i jus have this idea in mind. cant really write it down yet. like the advertisement we did for pw. i have to be inspired and come up with the idea 1st then can write the script. it isnt anyhow mix and match one lor there is a specific sequence!
neways tat day i did some silly tests.
what kind of girl are you?
You are a Career Girl!
You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success. You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy! An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing. And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.
are you a girl or a woman?
You Are A Woman!
Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
to test the validity of that i did another test ;)
what kind of girlfriend are you?
You Are A Professional Girlfriend!
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
hahaha so they are either both fake or both real. hmm...interesting..
i cant sleep. coz i knocked out for like 1 hr from 630-730. i was like OH NO MY SHOW! otherwise i prob could have slept till 8. that doesnt happen unless im sick. maybe im jus so exhausted by everything.
on another note, am i a workalcoholic?
im kinda missing pw. i keep watching our ad over and over again. i like it so much heh. im proud of it =) and tortuga, gracias for giving me a chance to dwell in advertising. once in a lifetime opportunity. something i'll carry with me for a lifetime.
hang on, let me send this email to the editors. editors beware i'll be flooding ur mails quite frequently like im flooding li sha's phone XD
wells i still cant sleep. sigh.
oh yea that day coming back from orchard road after SAT classes. i got uh lost again -_-" my directions are not based on my sense of direction. i dun have a sense of direction. it is based more on memory.
tmr i shall make a trip down to orchard library before i go for SAT classes. i need inspiration to generate ideas for my chp connectors. i jus have this idea in mind. cant really write it down yet. like the advertisement we did for pw. i have to be inspired and come up with the idea 1st then can write the script. it isnt anyhow mix and match one lor there is a specific sequence!
neways tat day i did some silly tests.
what kind of girl are you?
You are a Career Girl!
You may not be a CEO yet, but you're well on your way to success. You take your career seriously, and you wouldn't stop working for any guy! An independent woman, you pay for your own car, clothes, and housing. And men appreciate that - at least, the ones as driven as you are.
are you a girl or a woman?
You Are A Woman!
Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife!
to test the validity of that i did another test ;)
what kind of girlfriend are you?
You Are A Professional Girlfriend!
You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise!Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro.If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you.You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your guy happy.
hahaha so they are either both fake or both real. hmm...interesting..
yest was CIP day. in the sense that i sat in front of the com from 12noon till 1030pm solving the problems of most of the groups. my eyes hurt and my spinal cord hurts too. feels kinda compressed.
neways if u ppl reading are wondering wat this is abt i shall explain now. our class is doing this book for youth employment spore to give youths info on career choices. yea. so we do the designing, the writing and most probably the MARKETING! but so far no one is interested to join me in the marketing =(
so we have 8 sections for writing, 1 for designing and 1 for editing. desingers and editors can take part in writing too.
so im supposed to be in the business writing section. but guess wat? now im part of hospitality service, civil service and business. not to mention im helping miscellaneous with ideas on the write up and research and arts and fashion with the gathering of contacts. im covering for ppl who are out of town, ppl who are working and ppl who CMI. plus im overall coordinator having to constantly track progress of all grps, update youth employment singapore (YES) president and CIP teacher-in-charge daniel wong.
neways if u ppl reading are wondering wat this is abt i shall explain now. our class is doing this book for youth employment spore to give youths info on career choices. yea. so we do the designing, the writing and most probably the MARKETING! but so far no one is interested to join me in the marketing =(
so we have 8 sections for writing, 1 for designing and 1 for editing. desingers and editors can take part in writing too.
so im supposed to be in the business writing section. but guess wat? now im part of hospitality service, civil service and business. not to mention im helping miscellaneous with ideas on the write up and research and arts and fashion with the gathering of contacts. im covering for ppl who are out of town, ppl who are working and ppl who CMI. plus im overall coordinator having to constantly track progress of all grps, update youth employment singapore (YES) president and CIP teacher-in-charge daniel wong.
oh and wan xuan not in spore so i got to do ALL interviews MYSELF!
plus i got SATs to deal with and now CO prac is starting like 2 times a wk. crap.
josephine wanted more designers coz debra chong working and the designing team only have the 2 of them. but we are short-handed so i dun haf more ppl to give. i dunno if i made the right decision but yea i pulled josephine out of science and debra out of civil service. thats the only thing i could do to help them.
then their workload? since josephine was originally in li sha's science team so that i shall not bother with. but now ive taken on debra's workload. sigh.
good thing is the editors havent given me problems yet. or maybe coz they havent started.
im like chasing all the ICs i see online heh. everytime they see me online they prob go oh no cip! hahaha...oh wells we gotta meet deadlines DEADLINES! if ur wondering...yes i did those deadlines. i submitted them to daniel wong and YES president so we better be on track or else it will reflect badly on njcians' working ability.
if i can do SATs, go for CO pracs, cover so many ppl's workload and still be alive meeting all deadlines then hello? why cant u meet the deadlines i set?
li sha called me last night coz i was overly stressed. as usual. thanks a lot for letting me scream and pour out everything ive been choking myself with. really appreciated that =)
ok breathe breathe breathe.
yw: hey! yea of course we missed u! haha..okies thanks!
crystal: its like 70MB. mar already saw it. took a long long time. u want me to send to u over msn? takes hrs!
p: hahaha yeap thanks! =) found ur sharks yet?
Saturday, November 11, 2006
i was a total wreck last night. reached home past 11. my head was bursting and i felt like throwing up. the bus was so crowded it made me sick.
i was practising my speech on thurs night when jy told us that our OP postponed. so i stopped and went to sleep with the thought that our agony is being prolonged. and of course i didnt sleep well.
the next morning i reached sch at 7:55 to file the GPF. and then nobody else was there -_-" ingrid came with the file at 8am. janice said her dad forgot she had sch so she was on the way in a taxi. at 8am she was in bishan. jy and li hui both caught in traffic jam.
so we started filing 1st after janice came. then later on when the whole group was at LT 5 daniel wong told us that it may not be mon. we were like HUH?!? so we are supposed to sit there everyday and wait for our OP?! and li hui cant even go back la. so some HOD spoke to jy privately. while we discussed among ourselves.
although all of us werent in the right frame of mind, we wanted it done and over with. then jy came and told us that the teacher said try to do it today.
so we agreed to present that day. that was at 8:45am. our scheduled OP was at 10am. n we werent prepared. so the teacher excused us from the 9am duty and switched our presentation to 11am. we had 2 hrs to prepare.
i came up with weird stuff. supposed to engage the audience but i knew they wont participate coz i also wun. so we made ourselves participate ;) very funny. i was a bit siao.
but neways when we presented there was like 4 teachers *gulps* i thought only 2. but it went ok. the HOD who sat in said she liked our ad =) and we had masnidah!! oh freak she asked super tough qns. all abstract one. then i got a redundant qn. asked why we had to make up the couples if we focused on inner beauty. i could almost scream u want to go to shangri la dressed like a begger?
and they didnt have internet access!! we were like freaking out. thank goodness daniel wong told us to do screenshots during dry run. phew. but it was still slightly compromised. and janice zoomed into our photos -_-"
and everyone laughed. i didnt even dare look up and see everyone's expression. esp the teachers.
so we were the audience at 12pm. wah i knew 4 out of 5 ppl of that group. but neways it was quite bad for that group. their ad stopped halfway. and they had 2nd round of qns. the teacher asked ea one 2 qns. then after that she went back to ask the 1st and 2nd speakers another 2 qns. we were all very shocked. and cheryl was ultra cute with the duck neck dance hahahaha! janice and i were giggling away. i had to stifle my laughter to stop.
and there was this guy who kept sitting in the middle. he kept smiling! oh gosh..
after that we went to file our GPF. it took like half an hr! then after that we took a group photo as NJ 140! EXCELITES! then we went to take another one with daniel wong.
so i arrived outside taka at 2pm. and the rest came at 2:30pm. their excuse was that i called chen to say i might be late. i was like not half an hr la! neways i used the big christmas tree at taka as the landmark to my location hees.
so we spent a long long long long time deciding wat to eat. settled on thai express where i ate green curry yayy! ok la not as bad as i thought it would be. but si min was like but for the price u pay it isnt good mah.
then we took another long long time deciding on where to eat dessert. i was already falling asleep la. ended up at nydc where we ate mudpies and cakes! cookie monster was nice nice nice! chen's mudpie was so hard she was killing it XD
then we went to borders where i checked out spanish bks and the rest went to look at jap. i still dunno wat to spend my $30 borders voucher on. got it for sec 3 top in standard for chinese. my dad said no expiry one. its a life time card.
then we went to isetan to shop. didnt buy anything. jus window shopping. we looked at everything from dresses to bras heh.
then we went to the kiddies section where we went oooo ahhh. i suddenly said i want a kid. ok i was a bit nuts. but i miss my childhood. and having one will give me an excuse to go back to my childhood. or maybe its jus maternal instincts at work.
tasya said i shldnt wait until another 15 yrs to have a child. she said by then she would prob already have one small kid, i shld have a kid before 30.
but by the time i graduate with MBA i would be 29yrs old. coz u need 5 yrs working experience to take MBA. how am i supposed to settle back down in spore, get married and give birth in 1 year? impossible!
then tas realised that it was already 615 so they hurriedly sent me off. aww thanks ppl i had so much fun with u all! next time jus dun be late yea? i shall not tell u all if im gonna be late ;)
was falling asleep in class. esp when they did percentages. that was so easy i finished it even before she managed to start the timer -_-" so while the rest were still doing their math she asked me wat the cue cards were for. and i explained and told her if she wanted i could show her the ad later.
so after class i stayed back to show the ad to her, her boss and one of my SAT classmate from china. she jus went AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! non-stop. yea janice and i are absolutely proud of our ad. the teacher said she liked the concept of it from fantasy to reality. yea i wonder how i even came up with that heh. she even wants us to sell it but sell to who?
waited for so long for no 7. then the bus that came was full. so waited for the next one. also full but managed to squeeze in. then after so so long, half the ppl on the bus alighted at holland v. i was like huh why so many ppl alight here? but neways i hurriedly found a seat before i threw up.
im not gg to be bothered anymore. if u cant control ur son then dun go on a hol and leave the whole house in my care. i have exams, SAT and a whole list of other stuff to deal with alright? im not ur webcam at home. im already so freaking tired from everything. and as my parents, instead of helping me, ur jus making me do this do that. i had enough! i really cant take it anymore!
ok i get very depressed when im stressed out and exhausted. plus my headache wasnt helping. i was fighting back my tears in the bus.
i hope no one noticed my sch uni. but i guess thats impossible. coz i prob looked drunk last night. i couldnt even walk properly. i was knocking into everything. and i looked like i was dying or something. yea i was a total wreck.
and best of all, my body didnt even allow me to sleep in this morning. sigh.
i was practising my speech on thurs night when jy told us that our OP postponed. so i stopped and went to sleep with the thought that our agony is being prolonged. and of course i didnt sleep well.
the next morning i reached sch at 7:55 to file the GPF. and then nobody else was there -_-" ingrid came with the file at 8am. janice said her dad forgot she had sch so she was on the way in a taxi. at 8am she was in bishan. jy and li hui both caught in traffic jam.
so we started filing 1st after janice came. then later on when the whole group was at LT 5 daniel wong told us that it may not be mon. we were like HUH?!? so we are supposed to sit there everyday and wait for our OP?! and li hui cant even go back la. so some HOD spoke to jy privately. while we discussed among ourselves.
although all of us werent in the right frame of mind, we wanted it done and over with. then jy came and told us that the teacher said try to do it today.
so we agreed to present that day. that was at 8:45am. our scheduled OP was at 10am. n we werent prepared. so the teacher excused us from the 9am duty and switched our presentation to 11am. we had 2 hrs to prepare.
i came up with weird stuff. supposed to engage the audience but i knew they wont participate coz i also wun. so we made ourselves participate ;) very funny. i was a bit siao.
but neways when we presented there was like 4 teachers *gulps* i thought only 2. but it went ok. the HOD who sat in said she liked our ad =) and we had masnidah!! oh freak she asked super tough qns. all abstract one. then i got a redundant qn. asked why we had to make up the couples if we focused on inner beauty. i could almost scream u want to go to shangri la dressed like a begger?
and they didnt have internet access!! we were like freaking out. thank goodness daniel wong told us to do screenshots during dry run. phew. but it was still slightly compromised. and janice zoomed into our photos -_-"
and everyone laughed. i didnt even dare look up and see everyone's expression. esp the teachers.
so we were the audience at 12pm. wah i knew 4 out of 5 ppl of that group. but neways it was quite bad for that group. their ad stopped halfway. and they had 2nd round of qns. the teacher asked ea one 2 qns. then after that she went back to ask the 1st and 2nd speakers another 2 qns. we were all very shocked. and cheryl was ultra cute with the duck neck dance hahahaha! janice and i were giggling away. i had to stifle my laughter to stop.
and there was this guy who kept sitting in the middle. he kept smiling! oh gosh..
after that we went to file our GPF. it took like half an hr! then after that we took a group photo as NJ 140! EXCELITES! then we went to take another one with daniel wong.
so i arrived outside taka at 2pm. and the rest came at 2:30pm. their excuse was that i called chen to say i might be late. i was like not half an hr la! neways i used the big christmas tree at taka as the landmark to my location hees.
so we spent a long long long long time deciding wat to eat. settled on thai express where i ate green curry yayy! ok la not as bad as i thought it would be. but si min was like but for the price u pay it isnt good mah.
then we took another long long time deciding on where to eat dessert. i was already falling asleep la. ended up at nydc where we ate mudpies and cakes! cookie monster was nice nice nice! chen's mudpie was so hard she was killing it XD
then we went to borders where i checked out spanish bks and the rest went to look at jap. i still dunno wat to spend my $30 borders voucher on. got it for sec 3 top in standard for chinese. my dad said no expiry one. its a life time card.
then we went to isetan to shop. didnt buy anything. jus window shopping. we looked at everything from dresses to bras heh.
then we went to the kiddies section where we went oooo ahhh. i suddenly said i want a kid. ok i was a bit nuts. but i miss my childhood. and having one will give me an excuse to go back to my childhood. or maybe its jus maternal instincts at work.
tasya said i shldnt wait until another 15 yrs to have a child. she said by then she would prob already have one small kid, i shld have a kid before 30.
but by the time i graduate with MBA i would be 29yrs old. coz u need 5 yrs working experience to take MBA. how am i supposed to settle back down in spore, get married and give birth in 1 year? impossible!
then tas realised that it was already 615 so they hurriedly sent me off. aww thanks ppl i had so much fun with u all! next time jus dun be late yea? i shall not tell u all if im gonna be late ;)
was falling asleep in class. esp when they did percentages. that was so easy i finished it even before she managed to start the timer -_-" so while the rest were still doing their math she asked me wat the cue cards were for. and i explained and told her if she wanted i could show her the ad later.
so after class i stayed back to show the ad to her, her boss and one of my SAT classmate from china. she jus went AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME! non-stop. yea janice and i are absolutely proud of our ad. the teacher said she liked the concept of it from fantasy to reality. yea i wonder how i even came up with that heh. she even wants us to sell it but sell to who?
waited for so long for no 7. then the bus that came was full. so waited for the next one. also full but managed to squeeze in. then after so so long, half the ppl on the bus alighted at holland v. i was like huh why so many ppl alight here? but neways i hurriedly found a seat before i threw up.
im not gg to be bothered anymore. if u cant control ur son then dun go on a hol and leave the whole house in my care. i have exams, SAT and a whole list of other stuff to deal with alright? im not ur webcam at home. im already so freaking tired from everything. and as my parents, instead of helping me, ur jus making me do this do that. i had enough! i really cant take it anymore!
ok i get very depressed when im stressed out and exhausted. plus my headache wasnt helping. i was fighting back my tears in the bus.
i hope no one noticed my sch uni. but i guess thats impossible. coz i prob looked drunk last night. i couldnt even walk properly. i was knocking into everything. and i looked like i was dying or something. yea i was a total wreck.
and best of all, my body didnt even allow me to sleep in this morning. sigh.
Thursday, November 09, 2006
gosh cant he even give me a break? at home or overseas, with or without his presence, it is still the same. i so feel like blocking him on msn like my bro did. what am i? a webcam at home? haiz.
dad: ok. talk 2 u after dinner if u are awake
me: i got to practise my speech so leave me alone
really. im tired. im really so tired. i dun want to deal with anything now. i jus wanna drop dead. im suffocating.
neways supposed to meet at 3pm for pw today. but coz of the rain everyone was late. huge downpour. the wind was so strong i couldnt even open my umbrella. oh freak. waited for it to die out a little but still got there soaking wet. and after i got there, the rain stopped -_-"
and when we finally finished and packed up, the rain started again. oh great. that was so great.
bought sushi last night. 50% off since it was like 9pm. hee great deal! i shall buy more ;)
STRESS! OP! and we arent even sure if jy is gonna postpone it. coz her voice is real bad now. but postponing it will prolong the agony. and my SAT hw piles up by the day. i dont even think i'll ever complete anything!
and the CIP thing. i thought it was better to put friends together in a group so it makes ppl happier. but they arent even grateful for it. it was so wrong to put 2 slackers together. no wonder successful ppl are ruthless. i shall learn to be cold hearted.
so tmr morning i leave early for OP. then after OP im gonna meet the clique at orchard for lunch at 2pm. but wait..i forgot what bus from sch goes to orchard =x im hopeless. then after the reunion i got to go for SAT classes. and jessica isnt coming means i got to take bus home. and so i'll be out for like almost 20hrs.
im glad they wun be home till sun. that would make my sat a little wee bit easier to get through. dun bother me on SAT coz i'll be very grouchy.
what is life worth living for? im tired of it.
dad: ok. talk 2 u after dinner if u are awake
me: i got to practise my speech so leave me alone
really. im tired. im really so tired. i dun want to deal with anything now. i jus wanna drop dead. im suffocating.
neways supposed to meet at 3pm for pw today. but coz of the rain everyone was late. huge downpour. the wind was so strong i couldnt even open my umbrella. oh freak. waited for it to die out a little but still got there soaking wet. and after i got there, the rain stopped -_-"
and when we finally finished and packed up, the rain started again. oh great. that was so great.
bought sushi last night. 50% off since it was like 9pm. hee great deal! i shall buy more ;)
STRESS! OP! and we arent even sure if jy is gonna postpone it. coz her voice is real bad now. but postponing it will prolong the agony. and my SAT hw piles up by the day. i dont even think i'll ever complete anything!
and the CIP thing. i thought it was better to put friends together in a group so it makes ppl happier. but they arent even grateful for it. it was so wrong to put 2 slackers together. no wonder successful ppl are ruthless. i shall learn to be cold hearted.
so tmr morning i leave early for OP. then after OP im gonna meet the clique at orchard for lunch at 2pm. but wait..i forgot what bus from sch goes to orchard =x im hopeless. then after the reunion i got to go for SAT classes. and jessica isnt coming means i got to take bus home. and so i'll be out for like almost 20hrs.
im glad they wun be home till sun. that would make my sat a little wee bit easier to get through. dun bother me on SAT coz i'll be very grouchy.
what is life worth living for? im tired of it.
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
i was a fortunate kid. i cleared out the storeroom in the garden this morning. thousands of stuff toys. my maid is gonna take some back for the village kids. the rest she will put them in the salvation army box below my hse. so yea ppl pls stop giving me stuff toys! i dun need anymore. i still have more than 50 babies in my room.
my eyes are itchy now. they are allergic to dust.
i was advising jia yi wat medicines to take. we might have to postpone our OP =( doc medicines are usually useless one. takes a long long time to cure. i prefer to cure myself for minor sickness.
i woke up this morning and realised it was wed. i was like oh no SAT classes again! haiz i dun want to go i dun want to go!!
neways prathipa sent me this email with jokes. cant forward coz everytime i forward such stuff it turns out blank.
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
( i didnt understand the 2nd sentence. pei tsung told me: coz its impossible. trying to do so will only make ur life miserable.)
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
SEND THIS TO A SMART WOMAN WHO NEEDS A LAUGH AND TO THE SMART GUYS YOU KNOW CAN HANDLE IT.
my eyes are itchy now. they are allergic to dust.
i was advising jia yi wat medicines to take. we might have to postpone our OP =( doc medicines are usually useless one. takes a long long time to cure. i prefer to cure myself for minor sickness.
i woke up this morning and realised it was wed. i was like oh no SAT classes again! haiz i dun want to go i dun want to go!!
neways prathipa sent me this email with jokes. cant forward coz everytime i forward such stuff it turns out blank.
ROMANCE MATHEMATICS
Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
OFFICE ARITHMETIC
Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
SHOPPING MATH
A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item that she doesn't need.
GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS
A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.
HAPPINESS
To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.
( i didnt understand the 2nd sentence. pei tsung told me: coz its impossible. trying to do so will only make ur life miserable.)
LONGEVITY
Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.
PROPENSITY TO CHANGE
A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.
DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE
A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument.
HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED
Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.
SEND THIS TO A SMART WOMAN WHO NEEDS A LAUGH AND TO THE SMART GUYS YOU KNOW CAN HANDLE IT.
Tuesday, November 07, 2006
when i stepped into my room last night, it seemed so empty. with 1 cabinet, 1 table, 1 carpet, 3 chairs and tons of junk gone, a new fan and the rearrangement...my room looked so different. like a totally different world to me. just like ive gotten rid of all the excess baggage thats been weighing my heart down. a brand new start =)
and now i have almost 20 meters square of space to dance and stretch. i love it!
i left the hse too early yest. reached shaw centre at 6pm even though i got slightly lost. ok it wasnt slight. but yea. was half an hr early. tracy, the receptionist, was hanging the christmas tree when i walked in. she was like ur so early and so pretty!
of course no one was in the classroom yet. except for the teacher giving out idioms. idiotic idioms. janice was like study ur etymologies! im glad she didnt test them! neways jessica's dad gave me a lift home after class so i reached home before 10:45.
i finished princess hrs yest! but i have 1 big qn. exactly which episode was it that they consummated their marriage?! at the ending she was pregnant then i was like huh? there wasnt even any hint that they consummated. im baffled.
yea i said i liked yul/lu more but towards the end i started to like shin/xin too, esp the expression he had at the last scene! so now i also dunno who i like more. never mind, i can like them both! ;)
oh and i want the songs! if u have them pls pls send them to me! thanks!
yest's SAT lesson was such a waste of time. she went through maths. which was very basic. she was still going through the 1st few qns and i finished the whole exercise already with my eyes half closed. so later on she gave us less time for the test. coz she said there are some ppl that are already bored =(
maths lesson is such a waste of time alright. jus need to recap some basic stuff thats all. they shld spend more time on eng. coz thats what we all need.
while waiting for jessica's dad, jessica and i were chatting. i asked her abt the cute cj guy on the 156 bus. hee XD
janice jus called me to say dun need to submit min, articles, survey results, journal logs...I FEEL LIKE KILLING DANIEL WONG! that time i asked him he said needed. ARGH!
ok i better get back to designing the content page for GPF.
and now i have almost 20 meters square of space to dance and stretch. i love it!
i left the hse too early yest. reached shaw centre at 6pm even though i got slightly lost. ok it wasnt slight. but yea. was half an hr early. tracy, the receptionist, was hanging the christmas tree when i walked in. she was like ur so early and so pretty!
of course no one was in the classroom yet. except for the teacher giving out idioms. idiotic idioms. janice was like study ur etymologies! im glad she didnt test them! neways jessica's dad gave me a lift home after class so i reached home before 10:45.
i finished princess hrs yest! but i have 1 big qn. exactly which episode was it that they consummated their marriage?! at the ending she was pregnant then i was like huh? there wasnt even any hint that they consummated. im baffled.
yea i said i liked yul/lu more but towards the end i started to like shin/xin too, esp the expression he had at the last scene! so now i also dunno who i like more. never mind, i can like them both! ;)
oh and i want the songs! if u have them pls pls send them to me! thanks!
yest's SAT lesson was such a waste of time. she went through maths. which was very basic. she was still going through the 1st few qns and i finished the whole exercise already with my eyes half closed. so later on she gave us less time for the test. coz she said there are some ppl that are already bored =(
maths lesson is such a waste of time alright. jus need to recap some basic stuff thats all. they shld spend more time on eng. coz thats what we all need.
while waiting for jessica's dad, jessica and i were chatting. i asked her abt the cute cj guy on the 156 bus. hee XD
janice jus called me to say dun need to submit min, articles, survey results, journal logs...I FEEL LIKE KILLING DANIEL WONG! that time i asked him he said needed. ARGH!
ok i better get back to designing the content page for GPF.
Monday, November 06, 2006
someone shld ban princess hrs. ive been on this since 7am. MY EYES!
i havent studied etymologies yet. and i havent completed the rest of my hw. and i was supposed to have done my lesson 1 review. and im meeting wan xuan online at 2:30 for CIP then i got to be out of the hse by 5pm. and im still sitting here typing and watching princess hrs at the same time. my multi-tasking ability really rocks.
she better not give a test later. im so freaking addicted i've lost myself in the world of fantasy.
last year was prince turns frog. this year its princess hrs. i hope there wun be another one next year.
im on the 23rd episode but ive seen the ending ;) its like when i read books i read the ending 1st haha..
i found a lot of junk in my room. my maid said the village kids use a knife to sharpen their pencils. so i dug out all my unused stationary. sharpeners, pencils, rulers, erasers, markers, crayons...and i had a lot of new stuff toys not even opened. so she's gonna go home with all the presents for them. yay!
i dun want to think abt what time i'll get back tonight.
see my tagboard moves faster after what i wrote ;)
yw: yea see fri can anot. cannot then next wk k? but jus lunch. u all can go movie without me.
Sha: hey u read my blog? haha thanks! =)
janice: my eyes hurt like nuts. i couldnt even sleep. and when i do anything else besides watching goong, i think of goong. oh my gosh im so addicted!!
crystal: haha yea the names i give cuter ;) hees.
p: funny? where? haha okies. sharks in my world are not endangered =( but thats alright haha..
zhenling: i cant apply for next year coz i dun have As results. can only apply for aug 2008. wasting time but no choice. take course easier la although very ex. but since u spend the money it makes u work harder ahaha...
i havent studied etymologies yet. and i havent completed the rest of my hw. and i was supposed to have done my lesson 1 review. and im meeting wan xuan online at 2:30 for CIP then i got to be out of the hse by 5pm. and im still sitting here typing and watching princess hrs at the same time. my multi-tasking ability really rocks.
she better not give a test later. im so freaking addicted i've lost myself in the world of fantasy.
last year was prince turns frog. this year its princess hrs. i hope there wun be another one next year.
im on the 23rd episode but ive seen the ending ;) its like when i read books i read the ending 1st haha..
i found a lot of junk in my room. my maid said the village kids use a knife to sharpen their pencils. so i dug out all my unused stationary. sharpeners, pencils, rulers, erasers, markers, crayons...and i had a lot of new stuff toys not even opened. so she's gonna go home with all the presents for them. yay!
i dun want to think abt what time i'll get back tonight.
see my tagboard moves faster after what i wrote ;)
yw: yea see fri can anot. cannot then next wk k? but jus lunch. u all can go movie without me.
Sha: hey u read my blog? haha thanks! =)
janice: my eyes hurt like nuts. i couldnt even sleep. and when i do anything else besides watching goong, i think of goong. oh my gosh im so addicted!!
crystal: haha yea the names i give cuter ;) hees.
p: funny? where? haha okies. sharks in my world are not endangered =( but thats alright haha..
zhenling: i cant apply for next year coz i dun have As results. can only apply for aug 2008. wasting time but no choice. take course easier la although very ex. but since u spend the money it makes u work harder ahaha...
Sunday, November 05, 2006
i jus saved a backup copy of my blog enteries. this is my 381st post! and gosh im really some crazy blogger! haha..
i went through my prelim, Os, jc orientation, jc tests, cts, promos, chinese As...
WOW. that was some major change. those days seemed like yesterday only. and i realised my life isnt exactly as boring as i thought it was.
i didnt want to count the no of guys i fell for over the past 2yrs. i didnt want to recount the heartaches. most of the feelings of being in love isnt written here. its written in my diary. which is already rusting. so yea the high feeling of being in love has long gone.
but forget the hol plans. coz it'll never be done. same with whatever i wrote on my reading list. plans are just dreams. life is reality. sad.
my room is undergoing a major rearrangement. at the same time i shall change the fengshui of my room. maybe it'll bring me more luck for OP, SAT and eventually As. and i'll create a little cosy corner to indulge in my tv yay!! i shall rearrange my feelings and emotions too ;)
feelings towards a person, even a maid, cannot be terminated. it isnt like a contract. like marriage isnt a contract too. why doesnt he see it that way?
i didnt know the MOM had so many regulations. cant hire more than 1 maid unless u have old folks/young children/handicapped family members. haiz. oh wells.
my mum was saying take this new one first. then see if later on can change anot. i dunno. it feels unfair to the new maid right? 我良心过意不去. my current maid says she will want to transfer back if can. my mum asked, "u so sure? if u get expatrate family u wun come back!" my maid said she will, coz of yayapo.
uh let me take the opp to introduce one of the most important person (yes, she has feelings!) of my life. yayapo is my cute little baby yello hippo. currently 15 going on 16 ;) her name is hippo. nickname: yapo, yayapo, baby hippo, 心肝, 宝贝...she shares the same bdae as me coz i cant remember her bdae. my dad bought her from the states for me. one and only one. next time i'll upload a pic. sometimes she is just like me. so my maid meant that she will come back coz of me. AWW!
i dunno why but maids jus love me =) like last time i went to my friend's house for project. pri sch that time. then her maid gave me apple pie. she told me not to tell my friend coz theres only one piece. and i only met her for a few hrs XD
i was talking to prathipa last night. i kept wondering if wat masnidah said was true. that we are attracted to ppl like ourselves. so i asked prathipa is that why best friends sometimes can be attracted to the same guy? haha..i asked her who would she choose if 2 guys fall for her and the 2 guys are best friends. she said she wun choose coz she doesnt want their friendship to get hurt coz of her. noble eh? im a bit more selfish. i guess i would choose the one i like. even if it means hurting the other one.
oh and prathipa, thanks for all the very encouraging emails, msges, smses...u are so sweet! =) *hugs* i will find my shark ;) or actually i dont have to find one. i already have tons!
i went through my prelim, Os, jc orientation, jc tests, cts, promos, chinese As...
WOW. that was some major change. those days seemed like yesterday only. and i realised my life isnt exactly as boring as i thought it was.
i didnt want to count the no of guys i fell for over the past 2yrs. i didnt want to recount the heartaches. most of the feelings of being in love isnt written here. its written in my diary. which is already rusting. so yea the high feeling of being in love has long gone.
but forget the hol plans. coz it'll never be done. same with whatever i wrote on my reading list. plans are just dreams. life is reality. sad.
my room is undergoing a major rearrangement. at the same time i shall change the fengshui of my room. maybe it'll bring me more luck for OP, SAT and eventually As. and i'll create a little cosy corner to indulge in my tv yay!! i shall rearrange my feelings and emotions too ;)
feelings towards a person, even a maid, cannot be terminated. it isnt like a contract. like marriage isnt a contract too. why doesnt he see it that way?
i didnt know the MOM had so many regulations. cant hire more than 1 maid unless u have old folks/young children/handicapped family members. haiz. oh wells.
my mum was saying take this new one first. then see if later on can change anot. i dunno. it feels unfair to the new maid right? 我良心过意不去. my current maid says she will want to transfer back if can. my mum asked, "u so sure? if u get expatrate family u wun come back!" my maid said she will, coz of yayapo.
uh let me take the opp to introduce one of the most important person (yes, she has feelings!) of my life. yayapo is my cute little baby yello hippo. currently 15 going on 16 ;) her name is hippo. nickname: yapo, yayapo, baby hippo, 心肝, 宝贝...she shares the same bdae as me coz i cant remember her bdae. my dad bought her from the states for me. one and only one. next time i'll upload a pic. sometimes she is just like me. so my maid meant that she will come back coz of me. AWW!
i dunno why but maids jus love me =) like last time i went to my friend's house for project. pri sch that time. then her maid gave me apple pie. she told me not to tell my friend coz theres only one piece. and i only met her for a few hrs XD
i was talking to prathipa last night. i kept wondering if wat masnidah said was true. that we are attracted to ppl like ourselves. so i asked prathipa is that why best friends sometimes can be attracted to the same guy? haha..i asked her who would she choose if 2 guys fall for her and the 2 guys are best friends. she said she wun choose coz she doesnt want their friendship to get hurt coz of her. noble eh? im a bit more selfish. i guess i would choose the one i like. even if it means hurting the other one.
oh and prathipa, thanks for all the very encouraging emails, msges, smses...u are so sweet! =) *hugs* i will find my shark ;) or actually i dont have to find one. i already have tons!
Saturday, November 04, 2006
oh i jus realised halloween is already over. oh wells.
SAT lesson 1:
our class was smaller than i imagined. i thought there would be like 20ppl. but there was only 7ppl. in this small classroom thats the size of my toilet -_-"
6 girls 1 guy. pathetic. 1 from china, 1 from indo, the rest from spore i think. 4 in jc. cjc, rjc, sajc. and me of course from the mugger jc.
and i met jessica from crescent! she went for the course too!! she walked past the door and i lifted up my head. then she walked backwards and we were like hey! so yea cool! like drama like that huh? needed a few sec to register heh.
i have so much freaking homework. there goes my so called weekend. oh great.
i spaced out after 9pm. teacher caught me. i told her my brain stops working at 9pm. she said oh my mouth stops working after 10pm too! and no, she wasnt lying.
but coz of that she kept asking me to take coffee. no thanks i hate coffee. and with caffeine i wun be able to sleep before 12pm. and so she made me ans most of the qns -_-"
and her eyes were so sharp. she keeps catching us smsing.
oh yea last week one student from High Q scored 2300/2400. pro sia! average is 1530. that is like so low...
homework argh homework. HOMEWORK!
on the bright side, zhi wen told me no CO for at least one week. YAY!
and i had a very strange dream last night. bits and pieces. doesnt make any sense! my eyes are dying. lack of sleep. and its only morning. thats why i cant sleep late.
but last night my mum picked me and i reached home at 1030. next wk my parents not in spore so i got to come home myself. and the taxi queue was so long! take bus i will take like forever to reach home since the bus stop so far...
oh and the teacher is super cute. she gave us a break at 8:30pm coz she needed to go buy sushi. coz 50% off. maybe next time i should buy some too ;)
SAT lesson 1:
our class was smaller than i imagined. i thought there would be like 20ppl. but there was only 7ppl. in this small classroom thats the size of my toilet -_-"
6 girls 1 guy. pathetic. 1 from china, 1 from indo, the rest from spore i think. 4 in jc. cjc, rjc, sajc. and me of course from the mugger jc.
and i met jessica from crescent! she went for the course too!! she walked past the door and i lifted up my head. then she walked backwards and we were like hey! so yea cool! like drama like that huh? needed a few sec to register heh.
i have so much freaking homework. there goes my so called weekend. oh great.
i spaced out after 9pm. teacher caught me. i told her my brain stops working at 9pm. she said oh my mouth stops working after 10pm too! and no, she wasnt lying.
but coz of that she kept asking me to take coffee. no thanks i hate coffee. and with caffeine i wun be able to sleep before 12pm. and so she made me ans most of the qns -_-"
and her eyes were so sharp. she keeps catching us smsing.
oh yea last week one student from High Q scored 2300/2400. pro sia! average is 1530. that is like so low...
homework argh homework. HOMEWORK!
on the bright side, zhi wen told me no CO for at least one week. YAY!
and i had a very strange dream last night. bits and pieces. doesnt make any sense! my eyes are dying. lack of sleep. and its only morning. thats why i cant sleep late.
but last night my mum picked me and i reached home at 1030. next wk my parents not in spore so i got to come home myself. and the taxi queue was so long! take bus i will take like forever to reach home since the bus stop so far...
oh and the teacher is super cute. she gave us a break at 8:30pm coz she needed to go buy sushi. coz 50% off. maybe next time i should buy some too ;)
Friday, November 03, 2006
alright chinese over! gao ci duan luo le!
but i think i will miss it...
and seriously the sch should ban all ccas! we could hear the choir singing, the wu shu beating the drum and other nonsense. what kind of condusive exam environment is that? crescent ensures that we take our exams in peace!
so my SAT classes start tonight. sigh. my brain hibernates after 9pm la. i bet i'll fall asleep in class.
and its nice having 2 maids at home. we used to have 2 too when we were young. but now with 2 maids, 1 prepares my food the other prepares my drink. i seriously feel like some royalty!
so im gonna miss princess hrs. and charmed. looks like i got to recall that bitorent program again. im techno blur.
oh and the episode where they "consummated" their marriage was so funny!! i like li xin's confidence. but li lu is more shuai. i saw this really cute pic of him in a magazine. his IQ is 145! hmm..i wonder what's mine...
we had spring cleaning at home yest. since we have 2 maids now might as well make full use of it. so yea i found this optical flower. whee so niceee! i never saw it before. my mum said it was her wedding day present. ooo. and it has this musical box below. pretty cool. so at night jus turn it on and stare at the flowers changing colours. awesome!
im pretty sure i dun think of that person in the day. so why did i dream of that person the night before?
oh and ppl, it is rude to read and not tag ok? so TAG! and i mean everyone reading this sentence now. the only excuse for u to not tag is when u know i wun welcome ur tag. i didnt install my hit counter there for fun ok. i want to know who reads my blog. best friends, close friends, ex classmates, classmates, strangers and anybody else.
SAT SAT SAT SAT i think im gg insane...
oh and mar if ur reading this. thanks *hugs* sorry i was away jus now =)
but i think i will miss it...
and seriously the sch should ban all ccas! we could hear the choir singing, the wu shu beating the drum and other nonsense. what kind of condusive exam environment is that? crescent ensures that we take our exams in peace!
so my SAT classes start tonight. sigh. my brain hibernates after 9pm la. i bet i'll fall asleep in class.
and its nice having 2 maids at home. we used to have 2 too when we were young. but now with 2 maids, 1 prepares my food the other prepares my drink. i seriously feel like some royalty!
so im gonna miss princess hrs. and charmed. looks like i got to recall that bitorent program again. im techno blur.
oh and the episode where they "consummated" their marriage was so funny!! i like li xin's confidence. but li lu is more shuai. i saw this really cute pic of him in a magazine. his IQ is 145! hmm..i wonder what's mine...
we had spring cleaning at home yest. since we have 2 maids now might as well make full use of it. so yea i found this optical flower. whee so niceee! i never saw it before. my mum said it was her wedding day present. ooo. and it has this musical box below. pretty cool. so at night jus turn it on and stare at the flowers changing colours. awesome!
im pretty sure i dun think of that person in the day. so why did i dream of that person the night before?
oh and ppl, it is rude to read and not tag ok? so TAG! and i mean everyone reading this sentence now. the only excuse for u to not tag is when u know i wun welcome ur tag. i didnt install my hit counter there for fun ok. i want to know who reads my blog. best friends, close friends, ex classmates, classmates, strangers and anybody else.
SAT SAT SAT SAT i think im gg insane...
oh and mar if ur reading this. thanks *hugs* sorry i was away jus now =)
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i havent been in the blogging mood. actually i havent been in the mood for anything. whats wrong with me now? chinese is this fri. OP is next fri. SAT is coming too.
theres something seriously wrong with me mentally, emotionally and physically.
i seem to lose my sight at night. i cant really see. my eyes will turn red, swell up. i have problems keeping it open. so last night i slept at 930 coz i couldnt do anything. janice thinks it is stress related.
and ive started my binging again.
so the replacement came for training. my maid is so cute i dont want to let her go. she wants to go home for 2 wks but we cant survive without maid for 2 wks so we got to change her. sigh. i even volunteered to do the housework. but yea my mum trusts me in everything except housework.
so i guess i got to say goodbye again. again. how many goodbyes must i say? next time i'll have 2 maids so they can take turns to go home. and i'll say less goodbyes.
my dad's asking me to go for this function tonight. and i said i got to study chinese. actually...im staying home coz of princess hrs. and my stupid recorder is down. means when i go for SAT classes starting from this fri, i wun be able to watch the show. *sob* can someone record for me?? coz if i buy the dvd, my degree will go up again. i will watch from morning till night. i can dun sleep dun eat.
OP dry run today. i need a mike =( i really need one. and daniel wong said our ad was NICEEE. YAY! and we also did a website so he said we put in a lot of effort. the gallery is full of the scandalous pics. and that janice kept clicking through. and li hui was like u can see how happy they are. and i was like -_-"""""""""""""""""""""
the rain. i hate the rain. i was struggling to carry all my stuff home. felt like my limbs were being torn apart. plus the huge file was pressing on my bracelet. and left this really deep imprint. it is still sore.
so im the foolish one. clinging onto something that i already lost.
theres something seriously wrong with me mentally, emotionally and physically.
i seem to lose my sight at night. i cant really see. my eyes will turn red, swell up. i have problems keeping it open. so last night i slept at 930 coz i couldnt do anything. janice thinks it is stress related.
and ive started my binging again.
so the replacement came for training. my maid is so cute i dont want to let her go. she wants to go home for 2 wks but we cant survive without maid for 2 wks so we got to change her. sigh. i even volunteered to do the housework. but yea my mum trusts me in everything except housework.
so i guess i got to say goodbye again. again. how many goodbyes must i say? next time i'll have 2 maids so they can take turns to go home. and i'll say less goodbyes.
my dad's asking me to go for this function tonight. and i said i got to study chinese. actually...im staying home coz of princess hrs. and my stupid recorder is down. means when i go for SAT classes starting from this fri, i wun be able to watch the show. *sob* can someone record for me?? coz if i buy the dvd, my degree will go up again. i will watch from morning till night. i can dun sleep dun eat.
OP dry run today. i need a mike =( i really need one. and daniel wong said our ad was NICEEE. YAY! and we also did a website so he said we put in a lot of effort. the gallery is full of the scandalous pics. and that janice kept clicking through. and li hui was like u can see how happy they are. and i was like -_-"""""""""""""""""""""
the rain. i hate the rain. i was struggling to carry all my stuff home. felt like my limbs were being torn apart. plus the huge file was pressing on my bracelet. and left this really deep imprint. it is still sore.
so im the foolish one. clinging onto something that i already lost.