>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
Archives__________
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teachers' day celebration was quite boring. went to sch and realised everyone was in pe attire =X i believe they made the announcement yest which i missed. oh wells. skipped the aces workout coz i wasnt in pe attire and my whole body aches. tried to go back down later with some ppl from S24 but couldnt coz it was really obvious. luckily the concert had a break so we could slip in. and the sun was really hot. but i also got the chance to pass the gifts to my teachers. spent the whole of last night baking blueberry muffins, writing and wrapping.
oh ya i skipped co's phototaking and the colours awards ceremony yest. received the news of the phototaking 1 day before the thing. extra late notice. as usual. decided that i rather spent that half an hr studying gp than gg around finding the hideous costume, getting it ironed properly and packing the costume and my court shoes. last thing i need on a gp exam day is worrying abt something which isnt even worth worrying abt. besides i had math consultation planned during the phototaking time slot so no regrets there. like i said my commitment already ended.
I WANT TO WATCH THE RATATOUILLE MOVIE! the rat is so CUTE!! =)) pei tsung was asking me to watch some weird show. i said i wanted to watch the rat show. then he said ok he watch the weird show with his friends and watch the rat show with me but it'll be just him and me. then i replied got to study for prelims. and he asked if im conked up at the notion that he asked me out alone -_-"
planned to leave home at 805 this morning. but when it came to 8am i thought...oh no the hall is being used up so assembly will be in the hot sun. then i thought again..maybe i shld pon assembly. and i thought again...maybe i shld go late since i havent even been late this term. reached sch at 840+. mr tong was like u r late. i was like yea purposely. i sat at the grandstand and read my notes until like 9am. supposed to report at 905 to the gym but decided to go earlier just in case. then i got to the gym and realised everyone was already sitted and the paper was starting =X i wasnt late lor. i was 5 min earlier than the reporting time and 15min earlier than the start of the paper. just that those teachers decided to start 9min beforehand. if they had started before i came in i would have complained coz they werent supposed to start that early. luckily i didnt let it affect my mood.
neways the paper was tough. paper 1 topics were like ?!??! i looked through 2006's paper 1 topics last night and found a few easy ones so i convinced myself that today's would be ok. but when i read all the paper 1 topics i realised how cruel and evil the gp teachers could be. paper 2 was on communities. expected the philo kind. the totally abstract weirdo ones. but glad to be done with gp. shall chuck it aside for the next one month!
oh yea on tues i went to see this reverend who could heal ppl. he studied medicine before. and its really amazing. i was standing in front of him and my dad told him abt my menses prob. then he said my spinal cord is out of place, my heart is weak and my digestive system is not good i was like o_O then my dad told him i dont exercise. then the reverend said when i exercise i get out of breath. i was like spot on! thats why i cant run 2.4! then later on while he treated my mum, he walked past me and told my dad that my respiratory system is not good too. and when he treated me he said my back muscles were shrinking which only happens to old ppl. so he used 6 cups to create vacuums and suck out the toxins. and it was so freaking painful i wanted to scream. couldnt even breathe. and the redder the spots the more toxins there is. now i look like some lepoard =( and after that he moved on to my head and said i think a lot at night. and he asked think so much for wat? then he added that i dont sleep well. and when he moved on to my hands he said my left wrist is out of place. and finally the back. he said my spine is out of place which presses on my nerves and hence causes the cramps. and of course he also said that im so young yet i already have so many probs =X i know im not really in good shape but uh i didnt know it was that bad! and and he looked at my eyes and knew straight away that my degree is less than 300. and he said he can help treat my eyes then i dont have to wear glasses anymore!! apparently my short-sightedness was caused by a blockage in my neck.
and so i spent the whole of yest aching after the vacuum cups sucked out my life and the scraping all over my face killed my skin cells and bruised my bones. it really hurts. plus i have 2 prescriptions of chinese medication. one for the cramps, the other for the respiratory system. i had breathing difficulties for quite long. thought it was anemia. but it isnt. after the whole session i could finally breathe from my nose. been breathing from my mouth since i cant remember when coz i couldnt get enough oxygen from my nose.
went back to see him again today. im gonna ache tmr again. luckily there werent any cups this time. my back cant take it anymore.
miracles do happen. and for that, thank you.
bio and phy tests yest. bio was weird. i think some stuff arent in syllabus. like in-breeding. i learnt that from breeding hamsters not from the bio lecture notes.
phy confused me with the changing of the polarity. i wrote my ans then thought again and decided it was wrong. so i changed it. then i thought again and decided my 1st ans was right so i changed again. then when i looked at it i went ?!?? cognitive overload.
oh and pei tsung came down to nj yest to pass me notes. aj uni is really ugly. hahaha! but yea thanks a lot for taking the trouble to come all the way down! =)
and mr lee was talking abt how the stock market crashed then ppl lost money. well i dont think stock market crashing is a bad thing. the few months before the crash, the prices were over-valued. u cant buy. can only sell. and the experts would have already sold most of their stocks. and then came the crash and the opportunity to buy ;) i wanted to buy the STI but my dad didnt allow. he said singapore market too small, want to buy also buy US stocks. but i still wanna buy the STI. hmph.
last night was fun. though the alcohol wasnt of my choice. the party only had beer or hard liqour which contains 40% alcohol. and i overate =( i read that everytime u eat to ur max capacity, ur capacity will increase by 20%!! =X
bio and phy tests tmr. plus gp presentation. but at least im looking forward to tmr night. ballet prac at sicc followed by PARTY =))
oh apparently my sl jus told me that all j2s who participated in syf got colours award. but janice said no money de. oh wells means jus another piece of paper. plus got to stay back for briefing. crap. and i submitted my SGC le so cant write it in. gah! neways i thought SGC would be endorsed and verified by teachers but somehow or rather theres a self appointed endorser who goes around checking other ppl's SGC on the pretext of being curious and verifying it for himself/herself. why...what a kind soul! btw i wrote my SGC (rough form) then sent it to my gp tuition teacher who re-wrote it for me. it wasnt meant to be worded so "unjustifiedly" (as the samatarian suggests). my rough form was 100% justified. i wonder why ppl can be so free nowadays while everyone complains they lack of time.
E+R=O
E+R=O
E+R=O
E+R=O
and my mum got more gifts + flowers + fruit baskets!! my room now is like a florist. anybody wants to buy flowers??
oh when i went in for econs just now janice was like ur hair so messy. i was like thanks huh. i like my bun more natural rather than artificial ;)
life's been crazy. as usual.
my mum's in hospital. removed some growth at her neck. and half her thyroid gland. so she's gonna be on hormone supplement pills for the rest of her life. went to see her yest. the wound is really big. its scary. and she received like 6 baskets of bird nests, fish essence, chicken essence, 1 fruit basket and 3 baskets of flowers!! =) and she got ice cream for dinner! wanted to give it to me but im still coughing so no ice cream for me =(
oh and i realised class A wards look bigger on tv than in reality. shes coming home later. gg to the hospital to pick her. she got 2 wks MC! i was like u sure u can stay at home for 2 wks??? i think in a few days time she'll return back to the office coz she cant do nothing ;)
and the 7pm drama serial ended yest. i was looking forward to the ending coz it wasnt written in the magazine. then when i saw the recording was at 56min and there wasnt a hint of it ending i was like DONT TELL ME THERES GONNA BE A SEQUEL! and then they showed catch the ending on sequel 2 in dec. i was like HOW CAN YOU DO THIS TO ME?!? i was screaming, yelling and tearing the bedsheets out. my dad was like good! very good! after exams then watch!
ARGH! hate this kind of ending. IDIOT!
and that day i handed in SGC to ms chong. then she underlined everywhere and said be factual and asked me to rewrite. crap la. its all facts what! but wan xuan said she wants it more co less of me and less descriptive. like hello this is my SGC not co's SGC for goodness sake! focus is one me not the stupid cca! and if she wants it less descriptive then might as well write in point form say i do this and this and this and thats it. then need SGC for wat? for fun ah? siao! then under jasmine's suggestion, i liquid all her markings and comments and handed it to jensen ong who made minor changes and signed ok. yea i was like -_-"
oh and someone called me during bio mock paper. then my phone vibrated so loudly the whole LT1 could hear -_-" i forgot that this phone doesnt have a true silent mode. the silent mode = vibration only mode. so for prelims i prob have to switch off my phone. and the call records didnt store details of the phone calls rejected. so i couldnt call back to scold the person for calling me. i was like who doesnt have brains to call me during a mock paper?! and later on my dad told me that citigold called home and wanted to speak to me. my dad said im in sch and asked them to call back after office hrs since they insist on speaking with me. so i kinda suspect its citigold. if they call me again...they are so in for it.
speaking of prelims. got our schedule. bio and phy on the same day AGAIN! and its 1hr 15min apart! wth. yest after 2 periods of phy we had bio mock paper my brain already had such difficulty switching from quantum to DNA and now its prelims!! and poor tortuga. its her bdae! we went to complain to goh hock leong and he innocently said i did? i was like YEA! and he is adding 2 extra phy period!! =((
AND THERES NO RESTRUCTURED TIMETABLE!!! i was looking forward to no school on thurs and fri. NO!!!! but goh hock leong said if u do very well u dont have to go for classes. i guess thats an incentive huh?
on the bright side...im gg to watch singapore fireworks tonight. and my eldest sis is gg too! but i think LA disneyland's one is still DA BEST!
true friends wake you up in class when you are sleeping. true friends ensure you listen. true friends share their notes with you and encourage you because they feel happy too when you do well. fake friends let you continue sleeping in class. fake friends distract you in class, ask you to do unimportant stuff and continue yaking away while you try and concentrate. fake friends study and tell you they didnt study and ask you not to study coz even if you study you will still fail. i know who are the real ones and who are the pretentious ones.
done with maths mock paper but still got bio this fri. and its ALL CORE AND APPLICATION TOPICS! =X
neways i went to collect my phone yest =)) its pinky and small and cute! everyone who saw it loved it! i got good taste yea? ;) but it excludes functions-centered ppl like tortuga heh.
oh oh and ballet is progressing fast. tas says we are learning grade 3 stuff now! we started learning series of quick turns on alternating feet with progression along a straight line on demi-pointe. its called chaines. and tas says if she rememberes correctly its grade 3! whee! =) i went through wikipedia's ballet terms and realised we've already learnt a lot of stuff. tats if u exclude pointe stuff.
my teacher almost tried to kill me when i couldnt balance on passe after plie. but when i came home i found out that i can actually balance on passe. maybe coz i was too tired. she made us try that at the end of the class mah. besides..im still sick? but i still cant balance on releve passe. and she said if i cant balance on releve passe then i cant do pirouette. but i guess its still a long long way to go? unless she sees that i still cant balance on passe then she will kill me before i get to pirouette ;)
and pei tsung is still trying to convince me to let him come to my hse to deliever some stuff i asked him to photocopy for me. he suggested a tatic which made janice and me go like this o_o o_O O_O
over-ate during dinner. felt so guilty =(
爱 怎么断
才能潇洒来去
不留一丝遗憾
情字乱 总来纠缠
伴 无声的呐喊
我的心 有牵绊
尝过酸甜苦辣
数不尽的悲欢
谁欠谁 该怎么算
英雄低头也无力还
红尘 谁能看穿
东势悬崖西有寂寞
阻拦
回忆走投无路痛成了习惯
谁告诉我该怎么办
我的挣扎你不给答案
却又一厢情愿带我陷情关
等待变成伤感清醒太难
也只好任泪水泛滥
俗世红尘 谁能承担
擦身而过却换来一生孤单
承诺或是拒绝你只给一半
爱不爱你都为难
爱不爱你都为难
NDC today was uh better than expected..except the fried part which unfortunately came true (refer to last post). many many dance performances with ballet techniques! maybe thats why i liked it. but the 3 min of fame sucked. ok the 1st one was cool, the 2nd was ok, the 3rd mad my hair stand and the 4th was better than the 3rd but it was still jus noise to me.
but the best thing abt the entire NDC was the opening! it was dream like. whatever u call those things. popping from strategic locations all around us was jus amazing! really got me into the festive mood. so great job there! though i would have prefered another popping at the end of the NDC ;)
waited super duper long for mr tan after then NDC. but he photocopied all the solns for me so i guess he made up for it ;) and he says i can drop probability if i really cant get it. not totally drop it. jus do the 1st few parts which i should be able to do then the last few parts jus forget it. spend the time on other qns during the paper. yup. and then for my revision i can focus more on pure maths which is 100% of paper 1 and 40% of paper 2. so goodbye probability. had enough of you. really sickening topic. hate mathematicians.
papers these days are on floods everywhere. the clouds should share a little rain here. we could really use some of it. and the others could really use less of it. what happened to my spore winter??
neways glad the long weekend is gonna come really soon! =)) but we have tons of hw. even phy hw! goodness! and i cant imagine sitting in the hot sun tmr morning. i'll get fried or something!
oh and my section's juniors complied written wishes for me. i think its really nice. even though i hate co. and apparently they think taking h3 is very pro. but a lot of ppl take h3 lor. then i remembered my aunt asking me how many ppl take my NUS h3 course. i said 30. and she recoiled in disbelief! yea i wonder why 30 when NUS supposedly reserved 40 places for the entire nation's 2007 JC2 cohort. maybe ppl didnt apply?
never regretted taking my h3. really really liked it. though its tough and i almost died but hey i survived right? besides the beach trip was worth all the hardwork, the sweat, the tears, the running up and down, the not finishing tutorials etc. but i would have enjoyed it much more if it werent graded.
i slept my sat away.
oh and panadol flu drink tastes like soured water. gross. i'll prob take another blue slip after chem tmr and come home. prathipa advised me to go for flu vaccine. yea if i werent sick i would do that on national day celebration and get the mc. but now that im sick...i'll find another day to let myself off early ;)
ballet today was lots of new stuff. and i purposely went to stare at my teacher's legs. her calf muscles are really really protruding. oh no! am i gonna end up like some elephant too?? =X but between legs and ballet....i dont even have to consider. its ballet XD
its mon tmr again. and theres chem test.
well i guess thats just life isnt it?
oh and i borrowed the commanding heights dvd. coz when mr lee plays it in sch its too fast to take notes. so i came home yest and watched the entire thing. i was like watching, writing, eating, sneezing away...all at the same time. amazing huh? and the weirdest thing is that i dreamt of globalization last night. thanks to that dvd.
got back progress report yest. sucks la. but we didnt get the reply slip. means dont need to show parents? i hope mine forget that i ever had ct2.
left sch at like 1040 today! coz in the morning i discovered 1 of my front tooth turned translucent. and my mum said its dead. which made me panic. like duh its the front tooth! came home to go to the dentist but then i realised my tooth turned back to its normal colour already. got scolded by my dad for missing class. i didnt miss anything important what. bio prac cancelled. then gp was jus do compre in class which i can do at home. pe is of course useless. so what did i miss? nothing!
but im coming down with a sorethroat. excessive indulgence in chocos and insomnia. i know i shld exercise some self restraint but lately ive been kinda down. i wish i could say its pms but then u all would know im lying.
and metta side seems to be having communication probs among themselves AGAIN. im sick of this crap i tell ya. im thinking of cancelling the entire thing and jus go to sch on the 8th.
gp today was super duper fast. i didnt have time to zone out like i did for the whole of chem. ponned house session. left sch after econs tutorial which ended at 1250. its like as early as half day! i sure hope NJC teachers wun be reading this. was really tired sianz and press for time. prelims in less than 1 month! *gulps*
hope this wk theres no chem revision worksheets again *fingers crossed*
i was reading the papers on increasing bus standards and realised that i had forgotten to blog abt this. last wk (i think) when i was taking the bus home this little boy pressed the bell to alight. and it was my stop too. and the stupid bus driver didnt stop! i think he was daydreaming so he didnt hear the bell! i ended up alighting at pine grove and had to walk up slope for more than 5 min! IDIOT!
oh and jus a random thought. over the post-ct hols i watched many many movies! and 1 of them was aquamarine. i kinda remember this scene where the mermaid and the girl (forgot her name) talked abt love. and the girl said that everybody goes after love because its the closest thing we have to magic. and i thought that was really cool ;)
and another random thought. my ballet teacher always tell us that even when we feel pain while doing the exercises we must not show the discomfort on our faces. and i think it applies to other aspects of our lives too.
actually those arent really random thoughts. they link. if you look closely enough u'll get it.
those were just false hopes.
they were fantasies.
didnt you know how it was going to turn out?
didnt i tell you to stop yourself from hoping?
enough mopping.
things happen for a reason.
what happened to your dreams?
the ones that really mattered
where did those promises go?
the ones you made to yourself
get up.
get out.
leave the shadow behind.
forget that it ever happened.
clear the cloud above your bed.
focus on your outcome!