Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
Archives__________
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Tuesday, February 28, 2006
they should ban the stupid bubble tea in sch. so i wun drink it. ya they really should. considering how much sugar it contains. and how i cant stop myself frm drinking it.
oh the chinese teacher praised me today for my reading! and she only praised me! man im so so happy!! haha.
i got a distinction for both econs and maths test! yes! hope i do well for the upcoming bio test too. since i dun really understand anything. it sec sch everybody aims for at least an a1 but when they come here, they only aim for a pass. why ah?
i cant wait for march holis!! u really haf no life in jc! esp when the pple all around u mug like crazy. when u play u start to feel guilty. haiz.
my left eye keeps twiching. i wonder why. its so uncomforable. frm yesterday until today. imagine that!
oh the chinese teacher praised me today for my reading! and she only praised me! man im so so happy!! haha.
i got a distinction for both econs and maths test! yes! hope i do well for the upcoming bio test too. since i dun really understand anything. it sec sch everybody aims for at least an a1 but when they come here, they only aim for a pass. why ah?
i cant wait for march holis!! u really haf no life in jc! esp when the pple all around u mug like crazy. when u play u start to feel guilty. haiz.
my left eye keeps twiching. i wonder why. its so uncomforable. frm yesterday until today. imagine that!
Saturday, February 25, 2006
fireworks between couples are over-rated. relationships that last a life-time hardly start from fireworks. fireworks are rare and will die off quickly. i asked my mum. she said she and my dad started off as friends. but then again, isnt going into a relationship without fireworks kind of weird?
then came her motive. she asked, you got fireworks meh? i was like huh? no la!
then came her motive. she asked, you got fireworks meh? i was like huh? no la!
Friday, February 24, 2006
co is gg increase the no of prac. so that we will make it for aurora in may. oh man. so sianz la. im still at the basics? cant even play a song yet. then so boring. hiaz...
i miss my secondary sch life. i miss my best friends. i miss everything. crap. and now im like so fan la! what if it really happens? then i dunno how to ans.
its finally the weekends. yes! freedom!
i miss my secondary sch life. i miss my best friends. i miss everything. crap. and now im like so fan la! what if it really happens? then i dunno how to ans.
its finally the weekends. yes! freedom!
Thursday, February 23, 2006
maths test tmr. im so so dead. crap la i dunno how to do. then i went to blk 7 to study with gregory. and he was like study also fail, dun study also fail, then study for wat? tsk. but anyway he helped me understand a few qns. so its not as bad as it seems. haha.
i did this personality quiz. and since u r reading my blog, it means that u want to noe more abt me right? so continue reading on. and then u can go spam my tag board like jack.
Your Interaction Style:
You scored 40 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that your energy is directed primarily inward, rather than outward. Your mixed score in this trait creates an interesting and alluring combination of traits: You are social yet also very reflective and introspective. You like to be around people, but too much interaction drains your energy (this is like so true man!). You need to retreat every once in a while in order to recharge your batteries (yup!). Keep these needs in mind when choosing the ideal work situation for you, otherwise you won't feel happy.
Social patterns:
You are left-brained when it comes to recognizing emotions in other people. When you look at a person's face you focus on what you see on the right. This is a unique way of viewing the world. You are likely to be sensitive to 'micro-expressions' - the tiny movements of the muscles in the face that occur, for example, when someone is telling a lie. Hearing preferences are an interesting exception to this left-right crossover. For example, if two people were talking behind a closed door and you needed to put your ear on the door to hear, you would tend to use your left ear instead of your right (really?).
i did this personality quiz. and since u r reading my blog, it means that u want to noe more abt me right? so continue reading on. and then u can go spam my tag board like jack.
Your Interaction Style:
You scored 40 in the area of extroversion/ introversion, which means that your energy is directed primarily inward, rather than outward. Your mixed score in this trait creates an interesting and alluring combination of traits: You are social yet also very reflective and introspective. You like to be around people, but too much interaction drains your energy (this is like so true man!). You need to retreat every once in a while in order to recharge your batteries (yup!). Keep these needs in mind when choosing the ideal work situation for you, otherwise you won't feel happy.
Social patterns:
You are left-brained when it comes to recognizing emotions in other people. When you look at a person's face you focus on what you see on the right. This is a unique way of viewing the world. You are likely to be sensitive to 'micro-expressions' - the tiny movements of the muscles in the face that occur, for example, when someone is telling a lie. Hearing preferences are an interesting exception to this left-right crossover. For example, if two people were talking behind a closed door and you needed to put your ear on the door to hear, you would tend to use your left ear instead of your right (really?).
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
oh my gosh!! im so happy!! yay!! im gonna get a tv in my room! my own tv! my own tv!! horray!! 11 years ago my dad promised me to get me one when he turns 50. and i only remembered and brought it up last year. now he is already 53. and so i get my tv!! yes!!
somehow, everything seems to be gg my way now!
somehow, everything seems to be gg my way now!
Monday, February 20, 2006
im so sorry. i din realise wat i wrote hurt ur feelings. i really din think of u to be jus a backup. and i din ask not only coz i wasnt brave enough. but there was something else to it.
i was practically stoning the whole day. was so so tired. i looked as if i had shut down or something. we watched a movie for civics. i dunno when did civics turn into sexuality education.
this morning i went over to blk 4 to meet gregory. then he offered to carry my paper bag for me. i was like dun need la. coz i was only carrying that and my backpack. but he refused to let me carry and so he carried it for a while. he only returned it to me when i asked for it back. so sweet!
i was practically stoning the whole day. was so so tired. i looked as if i had shut down or something. we watched a movie for civics. i dunno when did civics turn into sexuality education.
this morning i went over to blk 4 to meet gregory. then he offered to carry my paper bag for me. i was like dun need la. coz i was only carrying that and my backpack. but he refused to let me carry and so he carried it for a while. he only returned it to me when i asked for it back. so sweet!
Sunday, February 19, 2006
i woke up frm a strange dream. i dreamt that i got 13points for o levels and couldnt stay in nj. this is crazy. o level results already released so long ago, how come i still can dream abt it??
i would have wanted to write this in chinese. but somehow my blog cannot publish chinese, not sure is it coz of the template im using. i jus wanted to say a few words to someone out there. but i dun think that person reads my blog. dated 18 feb, ignore the first sentence:
http://spaces.msn.com/myillusionaryworld/PersonalSpace.aspx?_c01_blogpart=blogmgmt&_c=blogpart
i would have wanted to write this in chinese. but somehow my blog cannot publish chinese, not sure is it coz of the template im using. i jus wanted to say a few words to someone out there. but i dun think that person reads my blog. dated 18 feb, ignore the first sentence:
http://spaces.msn.com/myillusionaryworld/PersonalSpace.aspx?_c01_blogpart=blogmgmt&_c=blogpart
Saturday, February 18, 2006
oh man i seriously need to go shopping. im addicted to shopping.
yay! i din blow my hp bills this month! but my sis did. by almost $10!
oh ya i remembered yesterday during mass dance, the last song right, the ending, both got to turn right? but then pei tsung din noe how to turn. and he din warn me beforehand. so when i turned i bumped into him! man that was so amusing! haha! i was there laughing. then coz we missed the upside down, which is my fav dance, so we waited for the music to play. but no more...so sad..nvm nxt time when i cannot find a partner i will go look for pei tsung and say he still owe me the upside down song! hah!
anyway thanx crystal. after what u told me i finally realised that i dun like him, and im not infatuated with him. and pple, infatuation=foolish admiration. and not temp liking. so pls check ur dictionary. even my vocab so lan i also noe k! remember the furball? when i knew abt it, i sobbed my heart out that night. si min can vouch for it. but when i knew abt him, after 15min the crushed feeling vanished! and btw, theres someone out there who treats me a million times better than him!
yay! i din blow my hp bills this month! but my sis did. by almost $10!
oh ya i remembered yesterday during mass dance, the last song right, the ending, both got to turn right? but then pei tsung din noe how to turn. and he din warn me beforehand. so when i turned i bumped into him! man that was so amusing! haha! i was there laughing. then coz we missed the upside down, which is my fav dance, so we waited for the music to play. but no more...so sad..nvm nxt time when i cannot find a partner i will go look for pei tsung and say he still owe me the upside down song! hah!
anyway thanx crystal. after what u told me i finally realised that i dun like him, and im not infatuated with him. and pple, infatuation=foolish admiration. and not temp liking. so pls check ur dictionary. even my vocab so lan i also noe k! remember the furball? when i knew abt it, i sobbed my heart out that night. si min can vouch for it. but when i knew abt him, after 15min the crushed feeling vanished! and btw, theres someone out there who treats me a million times better than him!
adapted from the spca website.
Responsibility
Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY.....
When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.
Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together.
I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides,stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.
Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.
She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her? affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy.
Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."
As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose.loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.
Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.
I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers."
You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.
You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you.You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"
They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us,of course, but I lost my appetite days ago.At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.
When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room.
A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.
She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"
Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.
And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.
A Note from the Author: If "How Could You?" brought tears to your eyes as you read it, as it did to mine as I wrote it, it is because it is the composite story of the millions of formerly "owned" pets who die each year in American & Canadian animal shelters.
Anyone is welcome to distribute the essay for a non-commercial > purpose, as long as it is properly attributed with the copyright notice.
Please use it to help educate, on your websites, in newsletters, on animal shelter and vet office bulletin boards. Tell the public that > the decision to add a pet to the family is an important one for life, that animals deserve our love and sensible care, that finding another appropriate home for your animal is your responsibility and any local humane society or animal welfare league can offer you good advice, and that all life is precious. Please do your part to stop the killing, > and encourage all spay & neuter campaigns in order to prevent unwanted animals.
Please pass this on to everyone, not to hurt them or make them sad,but it could save maybe, even one unwanted pet.
Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY, If you give them LOVE
Responsibility
Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY.....
When I was a puppy, I entertained you with my antics and made you laugh. You called me your child, and despite a number of chewed shoes and a couple of murdered throw pillows, I became your best friend.
Whenever I was "bad," you'd shake your finger at me and ask "How could you?" -- but then you'd relent and roll me over for a bellyrub. My housebreaking took a little longer than expected, because you were terribly busy, but we worked on that together.
I remember those nights of nuzzling you in bed and listening to your confidences and secret dreams, and I believed that life could not be any more perfect. We went for long walks and runs in the park, car rides,stops for ice cream (I only got the cone because "ice cream is bad for dogs" you said), and I took long naps in the sun waiting for you to come home at the end of the day.
Gradually, you began spending more time at work and on your career, and more time searching for a human mate. I waited for you patiently, comforted you through heartbreaks and disappointments, never chided you about bad decisions, and romped with glee at your homecomings, and when you fell in love.
She, now your wife, is not a "dog person" -- still I welcomed her into our home, tried to show her? affection, and obeyed her. I was happy because you were happy.
Then the human babies came along and I shared your excitement. I was fascinated by their pinkness, how they smelled, and I wanted to mother them, too. Only she and you worried that I might hurt them, and I spent most of my time banished to another room, or to a dog crate. Oh, how I wanted to love them, but I became a "prisoner of love."
As they began to grow, I became their friend. They clung to my fur and pulled themselves up on wobbly legs, poked fingers in my eyes, investigated my ears, and gave me kisses on my nose.loved everything about them and their touch -- because your touch was now so infrequent -- and I would've defended them with my life if need be. I would sneak into their beds and listen to their worries and secret dreams, and together we waited for the sound of your car in the driveway. There had been a time, when others asked you if you had a dog, that you produced a photo of me from your wallet and told them stories about me. These past few years, you just answered "yes" and changed the subject. I had gone from being "your dog" to "just a dog," and you resented every expenditure on my behalf.
Now, you have a new career opportunity in another city, and you and they will be moving to an apartment that does not allow pets. You've made the right decision for your "family," but there was a time when I was your only family.
I was excited about the car ride until we arrived at the animal shelter. It smelled of dogs and cats, of fear, of hopelessness. You filled out the paperwork and said "I know you will find a good home for her." They shrugged and gave you a pained look. They understand the realities facing a middle-aged dog, even one with "papers."
You had to pry your son's fingers loose from my collar as he screamed "No, Daddy! Please don't let them take my dog!" And I worried for him, and what lessons you had just taught him about friendship and loyalty, about love and responsibility, and about respect for all life.
You gave me a good-bye pat on the head, avoided my eyes, and politely refused to take my collar and leash with you.You had a deadline to meet and now I have one, too.After you left, the two nice ladies said you probably knew about your upcoming move months ago and made no attempt to find me another good home. They shook their heads and asked "How could you?"
They are as attentive to us here in the shelter as their busy schedules allow. They feed us,of course, but I lost my appetite days ago.At first, whenever anyone passed my pen, I rushed to the front, hoping it was you that you had changed your mind -- that this was all a bad dream... or I hoped it would at least be someone who cared, anyone who might save me.
When I realized I could not compete with the frolicking for attention of happy puppies, oblivious to their own fate, I retreated to a far corner and waited. I heard her footsteps as she came for me at the end of the day, and I padded along the aisle after her to a separate room.
A blissfully quiet room. She placed me on the table and rubbed my ears, and told me not to worry. My heart pounded in anticipation of what was to come, but there was also a sense of relief. The prisoner of love had run out of days. As is my nature, I was more concerned about her. The burden which she bears weighs heavily on her, and I know that, the same way I knew your every mood.
She gently placed a tourniquet around my foreleg as a tear ran down her cheek. I licked her hand in the same way I used to comfort you so many years ago. She expertly slid the hypodermic needle into my vein. As I felt the sting and the cool liquid coursing through my body, I lay down sleepily, looked into her kind eyes and murmured "How could you?"
Perhaps because she understood my dogspeak, she said "I'm so sorry." She hugged me, and hurriedly explained it was her job to make sure I went to a better place, where I wouldn't be ignored or abused or abandoned, or have to fend for myself -- a place of love and light so very different from this earthly place.
And with my last bit of energy, I tried to convey to her with a thump of my tail that my "How could you?" was not directed at her. It was directed at you, My Beloved Master, I was thinking of you. I will think of you and wait for you forever. May everyone in your life continue to show you so much loyalty.
A Note from the Author: If "How Could You?" brought tears to your eyes as you read it, as it did to mine as I wrote it, it is because it is the composite story of the millions of formerly "owned" pets who die each year in American & Canadian animal shelters.
Anyone is welcome to distribute the essay for a non-commercial > purpose, as long as it is properly attributed with the copyright notice.
Please use it to help educate, on your websites, in newsletters, on animal shelter and vet office bulletin boards. Tell the public that > the decision to add a pet to the family is an important one for life, that animals deserve our love and sensible care, that finding another appropriate home for your animal is your responsibility and any local humane society or animal welfare league can offer you good advice, and that all life is precious. Please do your part to stop the killing, > and encourage all spay & neuter campaigns in order to prevent unwanted animals.
Please pass this on to everyone, not to hurt them or make them sad,but it could save maybe, even one unwanted pet.
Remember...They love UNCONDITIONALLY, If you give them LOVE
Friday, February 17, 2006
i jus found out that the whole world noes that my fav dance partner is xianglong. and they all assume i like him. gossips! man, they spread like fire! joycelyn!!! i feel like killing u! u started it!
recap: that day joycelyn, peck ying and xianglong came over to me in the library. then joycelyn sat down beside me and said u like xianglong is it? u no taste ah! dun blush dun blush! then i act blur la. (yes i admit i act blur, coz i din noe wat to do) then xianglong was standing there. looking at me. expressionless. so darn embarrassing man! then later when leaving the library. xianglong was on the right side. i went to the left. then he ran over and said yo! later on talk to him i felt so awkward la! could nearly knock my head agaisnt the wall!
recap: that day joycelyn, peck ying and xianglong came over to me in the library. then joycelyn sat down beside me and said u like xianglong is it? u no taste ah! dun blush dun blush! then i act blur la. (yes i admit i act blur, coz i din noe wat to do) then xianglong was standing there. looking at me. expressionless. so darn embarrassing man! then later when leaving the library. xianglong was on the right side. i went to the left. then he ran over and said yo! later on talk to him i felt so awkward la! could nearly knock my head agaisnt the wall!
im so bloody jealous. sickening. so sickening. the opportunity was right there. then i let it slipped past. why din i have the guts to approach him? why din i ask? he was searching for a partner for so long! i could have gotten the chance to dance with him. but i let it go. wah! then he danced with another girl. im so jealous la! i keep looking at him dancing with someone else. the more i see the more jealous i get. my heart was like twisted!
in the end i danced with pei tsung. at first he was like dun want la. then i said but u still owe me a dance leh! then he was like ok ok. so ya i danced with pei tsung. while still looking at him with another girl. and then tasya got to dance with her david la! and it is david ask her to dance leh! not fair!!
road run today. i walked like 90% of it. i din see the need to run. then along the way we were commenting on the designs of the houses. brought my camera. but only took 2 pics, one with janice and the other with xin hui.
went out for lunch with my mother later on. we ate somewhere near the famous lana cake shop.
oh and this morning my sickening alarm died on me. and then my maid only woke me up at 655. i was suppose to meet gregory at 650. so sorry! then we both missed the 7am bus. and ended up taking the 715 one!
in the end i danced with pei tsung. at first he was like dun want la. then i said but u still owe me a dance leh! then he was like ok ok. so ya i danced with pei tsung. while still looking at him with another girl. and then tasya got to dance with her david la! and it is david ask her to dance leh! not fair!!
road run today. i walked like 90% of it. i din see the need to run. then along the way we were commenting on the designs of the houses. brought my camera. but only took 2 pics, one with janice and the other with xin hui.
went out for lunch with my mother later on. we ate somewhere near the famous lana cake shop.
oh and this morning my sickening alarm died on me. and then my maid only woke me up at 655. i was suppose to meet gregory at 650. so sorry! then we both missed the 7am bus. and ended up taking the 715 one!
Thursday, February 16, 2006
shld i change combi?? shld i? i dun understand that stupid maths la! then todae the teacher surprisingly praised my phy to be quite strong and ask me to consider taking h2 phy! i do the phy sums even faster than jack la! i dunno wat choice shld i make now!
i was asking crystal if maths or phy easier. then the rv guy, jing hao, heard it. then he tried to convince me that taking 21 spas will kill. i was saying i dun understand maths la! i do all the assignment qns sure all wrong one! then still got so many blanks! then he took a look. and compared his ans. and then i realised, excluding the 2 small careless mistakes i made, i got like 70-80% correct! i was quite shocked la. i anyhow write one leh, jus refer here and there then copy here and there and then correct!
tmr got the sickening road run. then got to wake up early to meet gregory to go to sch. i cant wait for the weekends! freedom!!
i was asking crystal if maths or phy easier. then the rv guy, jing hao, heard it. then he tried to convince me that taking 21 spas will kill. i was saying i dun understand maths la! i do all the assignment qns sure all wrong one! then still got so many blanks! then he took a look. and compared his ans. and then i realised, excluding the 2 small careless mistakes i made, i got like 70-80% correct! i was quite shocked la. i anyhow write one leh, jus refer here and there then copy here and there and then correct!
tmr got the sickening road run. then got to wake up early to meet gregory to go to sch. i cant wait for the weekends! freedom!!
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
im really really exhausted and stressed out. i end so late everyday. already so sianz. then come home bathe, eat dinner then do hw then its time to sleep. and sometimes you cant even complete ur hw! i still have 5 tutorials due! im so dead...
is this jc life??! see why i wanted to escape from this boring, stressful, fast paced life? i wanted to go to the states. i want freedom. i want time. i dun want this kind of life!
zhi wen was saying u go home din prac rite? i was like no time la! and even if i had that little bit of time, i didnt have any energy left! well at least he could understand. and din force me to prac. let us of early somemore. i seriously doubt peiyi's words abt him making a guy in his co cry! he is so nice la!
and then the straits time still publish some nj girls timetable, say very pack la all that crap. hello? u think thats bad? wait till u see mine la! then see if there can be anything worse than that!
oh man i still have 5 tutorials due! im so dead la!
is this jc life??! see why i wanted to escape from this boring, stressful, fast paced life? i wanted to go to the states. i want freedom. i want time. i dun want this kind of life!
zhi wen was saying u go home din prac rite? i was like no time la! and even if i had that little bit of time, i didnt have any energy left! well at least he could understand. and din force me to prac. let us of early somemore. i seriously doubt peiyi's words abt him making a guy in his co cry! he is so nice la!
and then the straits time still publish some nj girls timetable, say very pack la all that crap. hello? u think thats bad? wait till u see mine la! then see if there can be anything worse than that!
oh man i still have 5 tutorials due! im so dead la!
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
happy vdae pple!! woah i received so many presents today. i feel so bad. was planning to go buy vdae presents during weekend. but coz was rather depressed so i din.
my secret valentine was li hui. gave me a stuff toy moo moo. my other classmates gave me love notes and lots of chocos. then our ogls of og 26 gave us this plastic thingy which they wrote stuff on it. and when i saw what melvin wrote, i looked for him to suan zhang. i was like melvin! what did u write huh??!? then he gave me the very guilty look, and started retreating. and then gregory gave me this stuff toy chick/penguin (i seriously dunno) with this very long long essay. but the essay was really really sweet! thanx everybody! i will make it up to u on friendship day!
now im currently listening to the song: to zanarkand. jack played it earlier today. and i was so captivated by the melody. so nice so nice!
we ran 3.9km today. the longest distance i ever ran in my entire life! but later on i couldnt take it so i told the teacher and then she let me walk from nanyang onwards. and she accompanied me somemore! sorry la i very unfit plus stamina sucks.
oh and chinese. we had a very meaningful lesson. our teacher told us what love really meant. wah she say until so touching i nearly cried la! a really meaningful lesson. ya we actually dun study during chinese. its usually jus storytelling sessions. so i love it so much! and so i finally realise that true love is an unexplainable feeling...
my secret valentine was li hui. gave me a stuff toy moo moo. my other classmates gave me love notes and lots of chocos. then our ogls of og 26 gave us this plastic thingy which they wrote stuff on it. and when i saw what melvin wrote, i looked for him to suan zhang. i was like melvin! what did u write huh??!? then he gave me the very guilty look, and started retreating. and then gregory gave me this stuff toy chick/penguin (i seriously dunno) with this very long long essay. but the essay was really really sweet! thanx everybody! i will make it up to u on friendship day!
now im currently listening to the song: to zanarkand. jack played it earlier today. and i was so captivated by the melody. so nice so nice!
we ran 3.9km today. the longest distance i ever ran in my entire life! but later on i couldnt take it so i told the teacher and then she let me walk from nanyang onwards. and she accompanied me somemore! sorry la i very unfit plus stamina sucks.
oh and chinese. we had a very meaningful lesson. our teacher told us what love really meant. wah she say until so touching i nearly cried la! a really meaningful lesson. ya we actually dun study during chinese. its usually jus storytelling sessions. so i love it so much! and so i finally realise that true love is an unexplainable feeling...
Monday, February 13, 2006
ok im finally in the mood to blog. oh ya chen has updated her blog and linked photos of 4C1 to it! so ya pls go view it.
gp: the teacher called me 3 times today. see she likes my name! bernice slapped my arm and said dun stone! and bernice is gg to hc, so i'll miss her so much. i wun get the chance to copy from her anymore. i survived 2 periods of gp today!! yay!!
pw starts this wk. irritating. now i only have 2 free periods per week. poor me.
i havent bought the vdae present. and when is vdae? tmr! ok maybe i shld have gone out with gregory when he asked me to. but me, one girl, and 3 guys, shopping? seriously, wun u feel weird or something?? and when the other 2 guys are strangers?? but i was really in a lousy mood. so forget it. and then sun, had to pray to ancestors coz its 15th in the lunar calendar. so couldnt go again when he asked me to.
so far: phy-still ok. chem-ok. bio-suey man i somehow dun understand. maths-im seriously dead for test nxt week coz once again i dun understand anything. gp-sucks like ever. cl-fun! duh! but no more argumentative writing. sob. pw-i hate the feeling of it even though it hasnt officially started.
now the O level results: el-hopes dashed. ss/geog e-i seriously shld have taken lit. never expected to get such a grade for humans. phy-i tot i did pretty well but now i noe i din. chem-ya expected. my best science afterall. bio-shocked. stunned. i tot i did pretty well. i never expected it to turn out like that. maths d-of course i got a1. a maths-yup, finally an a1! crescent's sickening paper smashed my confidence like crazy. cl-hello? i was top in standard for chinese? so of course i got an a1 + distinction at first sitting. otherwise no face to see chen lao shi and ling lao shi. did i cover all my subjects? as for my L1R5, dun bother asking, i wun tell. but yes, of course its a single digit.
u noe when i called my mum, crying, i told her i did very badly. she asked me what did i get. i was like dun want to say. then after a while she asked like what u got 16? HELL NO! 16 is like i failed every subj. ok maybe not, but really, 16? maybe i sounded real bad that day.
my parents have been very very supportive. they said good when i got my disgusting results. they kept asking am i ok. they used to chase me off their bed when i fall asleep but that day they let me sleep there until 1130, when i was awaken by my 2 siblings. i really want to say a big thank you to them.
my friends and teachers: thanks for all ur encouragement and understanding. i will continue to smile coz u all care so much abt me. its the least i can do for all of u! =)
gp: the teacher called me 3 times today. see she likes my name! bernice slapped my arm and said dun stone! and bernice is gg to hc, so i'll miss her so much. i wun get the chance to copy from her anymore. i survived 2 periods of gp today!! yay!!
pw starts this wk. irritating. now i only have 2 free periods per week. poor me.
i havent bought the vdae present. and when is vdae? tmr! ok maybe i shld have gone out with gregory when he asked me to. but me, one girl, and 3 guys, shopping? seriously, wun u feel weird or something?? and when the other 2 guys are strangers?? but i was really in a lousy mood. so forget it. and then sun, had to pray to ancestors coz its 15th in the lunar calendar. so couldnt go again when he asked me to.
so far: phy-still ok. chem-ok. bio-suey man i somehow dun understand. maths-im seriously dead for test nxt week coz once again i dun understand anything. gp-sucks like ever. cl-fun! duh! but no more argumentative writing. sob. pw-i hate the feeling of it even though it hasnt officially started.
now the O level results: el-hopes dashed. ss/geog e-i seriously shld have taken lit. never expected to get such a grade for humans. phy-i tot i did pretty well but now i noe i din. chem-ya expected. my best science afterall. bio-shocked. stunned. i tot i did pretty well. i never expected it to turn out like that. maths d-of course i got a1. a maths-yup, finally an a1! crescent's sickening paper smashed my confidence like crazy. cl-hello? i was top in standard for chinese? so of course i got an a1 + distinction at first sitting. otherwise no face to see chen lao shi and ling lao shi. did i cover all my subjects? as for my L1R5, dun bother asking, i wun tell. but yes, of course its a single digit.
u noe when i called my mum, crying, i told her i did very badly. she asked me what did i get. i was like dun want to say. then after a while she asked like what u got 16? HELL NO! 16 is like i failed every subj. ok maybe not, but really, 16? maybe i sounded real bad that day.
my parents have been very very supportive. they said good when i got my disgusting results. they kept asking am i ok. they used to chase me off their bed when i fall asleep but that day they let me sleep there until 1130, when i was awaken by my 2 siblings. i really want to say a big thank you to them.
my friends and teachers: thanks for all ur encouragement and understanding. i will continue to smile coz u all care so much abt me. its the least i can do for all of u! =)
Friday, February 10, 2006
a thousand apologies to (in order of who smsed me first) : xiang long, gregory, bernice, eunice (u called), jack, yingtse (i replied coz u were one of my best friends, but thanks for not probing. congrats, im happy for u), josephine, miss chin (u forced me to reveal it, but thanks for the long naggy encouragement), janice and gu gu (sorry i couldnt bring myself to tell u the results). im sorry i din reply or ans ur calls. really sorry. but thanks for ur concern.
my eyes are gg blind from the crying...and i started tearing again...
my mum said she doesnt mind if i blow my hp bills this month. im sorry i let u down. i tried my best. i really did. im sorry. i promise i'll change my learning style. i promise i'll do u proud for my A levels.
and to my dad: i noe u dun blame me. but i blame myself. thanks for being so understanding. ur understanding was priceless to me.
monkey: u made my day. u din realise how much ur sms meant to me, although i din reply. i love u.
my eyes are gg blind from the crying...and i started tearing again...
my mum said she doesnt mind if i blow my hp bills this month. im sorry i let u down. i tried my best. i really did. im sorry. i promise i'll change my learning style. i promise i'll do u proud for my A levels.
and to my dad: i noe u dun blame me. but i blame myself. thanks for being so understanding. ur understanding was priceless to me.
monkey: u made my day. u din realise how much ur sms meant to me, although i din reply. i love u.
im really sorry to those who smsed me. im sorry i din reply. i din noe how to. jus stop asking. dun probe.
i rather my parents blame me for my results. i wished that they would scold me for getting such atrocious results. but they din. i rather they did.
i hate desmond keong. he lied to me. he told me i had 8A1s! he told me so! when i saw my results i jus ran out of the hall to the toilet.
many thanks to si min, yw, tasya, angeline, yingtse and yu xiu for comforting me and staying with me in the toilet for like over an hr. really thank you.
how come most of those who got 6 and 7 points had their L1R5s increased while those above 10 dropped drastically?
i cant even apply for the h3 research programs now. coz i cant even pass the first round with my results. im pretty screwed now.
i rather my parents blame me for my results. i wished that they would scold me for getting such atrocious results. but they din. i rather they did.
i hate desmond keong. he lied to me. he told me i had 8A1s! he told me so! when i saw my results i jus ran out of the hall to the toilet.
many thanks to si min, yw, tasya, angeline, yingtse and yu xiu for comforting me and staying with me in the toilet for like over an hr. really thank you.
how come most of those who got 6 and 7 points had their L1R5s increased while those above 10 dropped drastically?
i cant even apply for the h3 research programs now. coz i cant even pass the first round with my results. im pretty screwed now.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
im seriously gg berserk here! someone save me frm this crazy mind of mine! i keep thinking abt fri. i keep wondering wat if i cannot get all a1s? how am i suppose to face my parents? i think i'll jus mental breakdown and collapse right on the spot! i keep asking myself did i do my best? i keep asking myself could i have done better? i keep asking myself why didnt i put in more effort. i keep wondering of all the what ifs! im so stressed!
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why does everybody seem so guai?? all the pple around me are not poning on fri! i want to. but now since u all gg, maybe i shldnt. peer pressure!
results-fri. 2 days left. im not satisfied jus staying in nj. im not satisfied with 6 points. i want 8A1s! all A1s! i seriously dunno if i can achieve that.
phew. my secret valentine is a girl. i noe who she is. phew.
yesterday for chem prac. my solution sorta exploded inside the beaker. but luckily nothing splashed out. i was saying its so embarrassing la coz mine was the only one that exploded. and then jack said nobody saw except the pple in the chem lab. i have a phobia abt heating things. do u noe that? last time in crescent we had to test for carbon dioxide. and one particular time, the delivery tube jus flew out coz the thing exploded. i think im jus not fated to heat things.
oh and 06S24, if u havent heard abt this pls listen. u noe the obiang table in the middle of nowhere where they always sell stuff like times and newsweek? ya that is our new 06S24 table. we will be gathering there every morning in sch before gg to parade sq. cya at the obiang table tmr morning! it really looks obiang to me...
results-fri. 2 days left. im not satisfied jus staying in nj. im not satisfied with 6 points. i want 8A1s! all A1s! i seriously dunno if i can achieve that.
phew. my secret valentine is a girl. i noe who she is. phew.
yesterday for chem prac. my solution sorta exploded inside the beaker. but luckily nothing splashed out. i was saying its so embarrassing la coz mine was the only one that exploded. and then jack said nobody saw except the pple in the chem lab. i have a phobia abt heating things. do u noe that? last time in crescent we had to test for carbon dioxide. and one particular time, the delivery tube jus flew out coz the thing exploded. i think im jus not fated to heat things.
oh and 06S24, if u havent heard abt this pls listen. u noe the obiang table in the middle of nowhere where they always sell stuff like times and newsweek? ya that is our new 06S24 table. we will be gathering there every morning in sch before gg to parade sq. cya at the obiang table tmr morning! it really looks obiang to me...
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
im beat. so beat that i can jus collapse and die right now. we ran 3.2km today. 8 freaking rounds!! and we had to do a lot of bunny hops, 20 push ups and 10 crunches after every single round. i nearly died ok! push ups we did girls style on the track and hence my knees were all damaged. like bleeding like crazy. i was the last one. but i seriously couldnt be bothered. i was like she can expel me for all i care, im not running! anyway it will be nj's loss not mine rite??
something big happened last nite thanks to my sickening bro. i jus wish i could kill him. i din think he would do that. why is it that in 1.5 months only, 2 embarrassing incidents must happen? why is it that my bro keep trying to ruin my friendship with guys?? what is wrong with him???! wat have i done to deserve such a brother??!?
anyway pple, pls give me ideas on wat to buy for guys. our class had this secret valentine day thing. the guys draw girls name. girls draw guys name. then u buy a present on valentine's day for that person. ok so the probility of a girl picking a guy is 1/3. and i happen to be so "lucky". really "lucky". first time giving valentine's day present to a guy and it happens that i have no feelings for him. how much worse can that be? first time eh! first time leh! i cant stand the thought of it! first time leh! such a waste right??
something big happened last nite thanks to my sickening bro. i jus wish i could kill him. i din think he would do that. why is it that in 1.5 months only, 2 embarrassing incidents must happen? why is it that my bro keep trying to ruin my friendship with guys?? what is wrong with him???! wat have i done to deserve such a brother??!?
anyway pple, pls give me ideas on wat to buy for guys. our class had this secret valentine day thing. the guys draw girls name. girls draw guys name. then u buy a present on valentine's day for that person. ok so the probility of a girl picking a guy is 1/3. and i happen to be so "lucky". really "lucky". first time giving valentine's day present to a guy and it happens that i have no feelings for him. how much worse can that be? first time eh! first time leh! i cant stand the thought of it! first time leh! such a waste right??
Sunday, February 05, 2006
ah!! applications for the research programme close liao! 13 jan! i din noe leh! i wanted to go for it! and quite badly somemore! no!! will they have another round of application for 2nd intake? i really want to go leh! cannot like that! wah!! i want to go! i want to go! *cries*
Friday, February 03, 2006
ah well im so bored i decided to add another entry for today. im mentally so exhausted la. very packed day today. lessons non-stop until 4:30pm! and to think nxt time i have to cope with co until 8+!
anyway results will be released on fri 10th according to my cl teacher. she received news this morning. was suppose to be released on 6th but coz they could not rush it out (poor time management) and so it became the 10th. i rather get it on the 6th and get over and done with!
oh can u all pls tag about something else besides the Os?? i will appreciate that very very much!
very packed day tmr. early morning go temple. and its really early like 7am. then rush back for gp tuition. and then go to sicc to watch just like heaven! then i dunno how im gonna make time to cut my hair. and i still need to make a trip to popular. oh man why is my weekend so busy???
anyway results will be released on fri 10th according to my cl teacher. she received news this morning. was suppose to be released on 6th but coz they could not rush it out (poor time management) and so it became the 10th. i rather get it on the 6th and get over and done with!
oh can u all pls tag about something else besides the Os?? i will appreciate that very very much!
very packed day tmr. early morning go temple. and its really early like 7am. then rush back for gp tuition. and then go to sicc to watch just like heaven! then i dunno how im gonna make time to cut my hair. and i still need to make a trip to popular. oh man why is my weekend so busy???
We din run for pe! Yay! Yay! Took height and weight instead. Still 165, din grow, din shrink. Weight: I lost somemore! The teacher was telling us to take our height and then subtract 110. that is our ideal weight plus minus 5. and so 165-110=55 therefore ideal weight range is 50-60. and my weight is: 45!! Horray!! Played around with the body fat analysis machine later on. Girls suppose to be 18-24. guys: 14-19. coz girls naturally have more fats. Its always reported in the newspapers but so happens Josephine can never see any of them, I dunno why. And my fat percentage is:17%! Yay! Lower than the low end!! The teacher was saying try not to drop below 16% or else will have menstrual problems and have difficulty having kids next time. They really measure the fat. So those who are very muscular like athletes can have fat percentages as low as 1%!
I tried the chicken rice today! Finally! I always had the feeling it tasted good but my sis told me its not nice. Still my intuition overruled and therefore I went to try it! And its nice! Then headed off to bio. Along the way it was raining. Then jack actually took his file to shelter me! He carried the file above my head all the way until we reached! Whoa! I always thought he was jus a nerd! Got called during bio to present my ans. Got called during phy too. Teachers jus seem to love my name huh? For phy the stupid mr goh thought lessons ended at 5:20 so he kept us back until 4:40 only then did we protest. I nearly missed the bus la! Had to walk super fast! Coz 156 always come at 15min intervals. Miss already then have to wait for 15min!
I went jogging with Gregory yesterday. It was so hot la! Erm temperature hot ah, the first time I said hot he xiang wai. We ran 1.6km. and I wasn’t very tired eh! I could have ran more. But he already ran in the morning so he din quite push me. He did ask me whether I wanted to continue but I said no. actually he could have pushed me a bit more, I might have gone ahead with it. Anyway must really thank him for making me fitter!
And so now im currently having so much pleasure eating all the foods that I abstained from the past few days! Height and weight is over! Horray!
I tried the chicken rice today! Finally! I always had the feeling it tasted good but my sis told me its not nice. Still my intuition overruled and therefore I went to try it! And its nice! Then headed off to bio. Along the way it was raining. Then jack actually took his file to shelter me! He carried the file above my head all the way until we reached! Whoa! I always thought he was jus a nerd! Got called during bio to present my ans. Got called during phy too. Teachers jus seem to love my name huh? For phy the stupid mr goh thought lessons ended at 5:20 so he kept us back until 4:40 only then did we protest. I nearly missed the bus la! Had to walk super fast! Coz 156 always come at 15min intervals. Miss already then have to wait for 15min!
I went jogging with Gregory yesterday. It was so hot la! Erm temperature hot ah, the first time I said hot he xiang wai. We ran 1.6km. and I wasn’t very tired eh! I could have ran more. But he already ran in the morning so he din quite push me. He did ask me whether I wanted to continue but I said no. actually he could have pushed me a bit more, I might have gone ahead with it. Anyway must really thank him for making me fitter!
And so now im currently having so much pleasure eating all the foods that I abstained from the past few days! Height and weight is over! Horray!
Thursday, February 02, 2006
i was thinking abt what to blog jus now. couldnt come up with anything so i logged out and closed the page. then i remembered i had something to say.
i was eating roti prata for lunch. then jack came over and said eh curry very fattening one leh, later u become like me! i was like im underweight k! then he gave me that very shocked look and said really? then i said im like 3-4kg underweight ok! he doesnt believe. ahem, i look that fat meh?
gp he didnt walk pass. wah! i shldnt have written that. anyway we had the intro thing. something like that la. then when u finish u got to say the name of someone of the opp sex. so that rv guy sitting by the door (not sure is it the same one) sabo me. wah lao! i turned around and shot a u-nothing-better-to-do-is-it look at him. that wasnt the funniest part la. when bernice got called, she rolled her eyes until so funny la! sob. we got hw for gp. sob.
i was eating roti prata for lunch. then jack came over and said eh curry very fattening one leh, later u become like me! i was like im underweight k! then he gave me that very shocked look and said really? then i said im like 3-4kg underweight ok! he doesnt believe. ahem, i look that fat meh?
gp he didnt walk pass. wah! i shldnt have written that. anyway we had the intro thing. something like that la. then when u finish u got to say the name of someone of the opp sex. so that rv guy sitting by the door (not sure is it the same one) sabo me. wah lao! i turned around and shot a u-nothing-better-to-do-is-it look at him. that wasnt the funniest part la. when bernice got called, she rolled her eyes until so funny la! sob. we got hw for gp. sob.
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
argh! i got so much hw to do! and its in huge quantities! i took out my econs tutorial jus now. i planned to do it. but when i started reading the case study, i went huh? so i threw it onto the table and got up. and here i am. wah lao so chim! sickening la. i dun even dare look at maths. i noe i'll jus die from shock.
shawn, our solaris hse captain, was telling us that nj's ranking is now 2nd! beat hc last year! its like 50% of nj's students are all straight As! whoa! i dun believe. he was telling us shawn tan han kit, president of the students council, is so smart. its like for common test he doesnt study. he jus walked in and asked whats the formula for phy? i havent studied. and then he got an A! whoa! jus hear the formula then can get A ah??!??
then they were talking abt the rumour that those who got the moe letter that ask u to go into relief teaching means u got 11-20 for ur O level's L1R5. like nobody around me in nj got it la. the teachers say not true one. our ct (civics tutor) was saying that the results shld be released from 7-9th. one more week...
shawn, our solaris hse captain, was telling us that nj's ranking is now 2nd! beat hc last year! its like 50% of nj's students are all straight As! whoa! i dun believe. he was telling us shawn tan han kit, president of the students council, is so smart. its like for common test he doesnt study. he jus walked in and asked whats the formula for phy? i havent studied. and then he got an A! whoa! jus hear the formula then can get A ah??!??
then they were talking abt the rumour that those who got the moe letter that ask u to go into relief teaching means u got 11-20 for ur O level's L1R5. like nobody around me in nj got it la. the teachers say not true one. our ct (civics tutor) was saying that the results shld be released from 7-9th. one more week...