Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
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Saturday, April 28, 2007
it was a happy day shopping for ballet stuff until co had to add pressure by adding so many pracs. even on a public hol on tues. yea like mar said, the ppl on the bus will remind u its a hol. and then nxt sat until 5pm, after which is college day. and then on the 7th may which is college day off-in-lieu. hw is gonna pile up like crazy. i asked zi wei if can have the prac on sun instead of labour day but he said too many pracs consecutively ppl will complain more. public hol is family time lor! co ppl no life and no hol. so sad la. my sis shld have warned me before i joined co then i prob would have tried for chinese dance. yes im regretting. i regretted long ago le.
bio spa today. the piece on my elbow got caught on the LT table then i pulled it without knowing and then it came off. so painful. took me a few min to recover. then i had to think wat i was writing. now i cant remember if i wrote set up the experiment in triplicates anot. haiz. as for my knee that piece, it came off when i was taking off my shorts then my fingernail went into it and peeled it off. yea it sounds gross. imgaine the pain and horror i went through.
went shopping for ballet stuff after bio spa and co prac. tas told me at most $70 but it turned out to be $83 bucks sia! so ex la. esp the shoes. like $32. hefty investment. and their business was so good! my mum was telling my dad then my dad said maybe shld open a ballet shop since not much competition. i was like yea! u give me the capital then i open one! my own ballet shop. im dreaming ;)
and mar is happy i didnt buy hot pink leotard. my mum hated the idea. the only reason i chose black instead of my fav hot pink was coz the hot pink didnt have double layer so have to wear bra which would prob drop all over the place. i mean the straps. and the person reassured me that ballet without bra wun make it sag. so i chose the black one though i liked the hot pink. imagine everyone in black and im in hot pink. cool huh? esp when the teacher will give me more attention and make my money worth it. or actually, my parents' money.
and my tortuga has been keeping track. less than 20 hrs and im dancing again. i went to research and found that actually i already know basic steps coz we did it in chinese dance. so sort of chinese ballet la. maybe i shldnt have joined such a basic class. oh wells im back dancing! whee! this would be a million times more satisfying than co pracs. if only co pracs could morph into dance pracs then i wouldnt even mind coming back on labour day!
i havent even finished lunch and its almost 6 coz im so full. maybe happiness is like food. that explains why i always binge. and that explains why i keep putting on weight. my tummy was showing when i tried the leotard =( i used to have such a nice figure that the sales lady told my parents to let me go modelling when i tried on my 1st set of bikinis. i miss my old figure =( oh ya the lady at OKH ballet centre said that dance will shrink my feet. i was like oh thats so nice! so my mum asked me to keep my old ballet shoes jus in case i can wear it again nxt time.
im gonna be happy and slim again =)
bio spa today. the piece on my elbow got caught on the LT table then i pulled it without knowing and then it came off. so painful. took me a few min to recover. then i had to think wat i was writing. now i cant remember if i wrote set up the experiment in triplicates anot. haiz. as for my knee that piece, it came off when i was taking off my shorts then my fingernail went into it and peeled it off. yea it sounds gross. imgaine the pain and horror i went through.
went shopping for ballet stuff after bio spa and co prac. tas told me at most $70 but it turned out to be $83 bucks sia! so ex la. esp the shoes. like $32. hefty investment. and their business was so good! my mum was telling my dad then my dad said maybe shld open a ballet shop since not much competition. i was like yea! u give me the capital then i open one! my own ballet shop. im dreaming ;)
and mar is happy i didnt buy hot pink leotard. my mum hated the idea. the only reason i chose black instead of my fav hot pink was coz the hot pink didnt have double layer so have to wear bra which would prob drop all over the place. i mean the straps. and the person reassured me that ballet without bra wun make it sag. so i chose the black one though i liked the hot pink. imagine everyone in black and im in hot pink. cool huh? esp when the teacher will give me more attention and make my money worth it. or actually, my parents' money.
and my tortuga has been keeping track. less than 20 hrs and im dancing again. i went to research and found that actually i already know basic steps coz we did it in chinese dance. so sort of chinese ballet la. maybe i shldnt have joined such a basic class. oh wells im back dancing! whee! this would be a million times more satisfying than co pracs. if only co pracs could morph into dance pracs then i wouldnt even mind coming back on labour day!
i havent even finished lunch and its almost 6 coz im so full. maybe happiness is like food. that explains why i always binge. and that explains why i keep putting on weight. my tummy was showing when i tried the leotard =( i used to have such a nice figure that the sales lady told my parents to let me go modelling when i tried on my 1st set of bikinis. i miss my old figure =( oh ya the lady at OKH ballet centre said that dance will shrink my feet. i was like oh thats so nice! so my mum asked me to keep my old ballet shoes jus in case i can wear it again nxt time.
im gonna be happy and slim again =)
Wednesday, April 25, 2007
im free of h3!
ponned sch today since i will only be attending the 1st 2 lessons so no point gg. h3 microbiology and plant was quite ok. but the animal part was the killer. and its half the paper. like how would i know the stupid squid is colour blind?! i borrowed this animal diversity bk from sch and specially brought it there since it had everything and really everything but it couldnt tell me the squid is colour blind. freak. i feel like tearing up that bk. and wats oepry or watever?! cant even find it anywhere. and then i read 1 qn wrongly and each qn is 1% of my final grade. argh. luckily i did well for the CAs coz i dun even think i can get an A- on the finals.
oh wells 3 A level papers down now. ive completed 1/3 of my journey. 6 more papers to go. now i can finally concentrate on my core papers.
didnt go back for co. i was like so tired. almost fell asleep during the paper. became fully awake towards the last half an hr. but needed to go toilet. grr.
and this sat CO will be in the afternoon. bio spa A in the morning. so my whole sat is gone. sigh. i cant wait for CO to be over too so i can get my life back. now without h3, i no longer have excuses to pon CO. somebody pls find me another excuse...
ponned sch today since i will only be attending the 1st 2 lessons so no point gg. h3 microbiology and plant was quite ok. but the animal part was the killer. and its half the paper. like how would i know the stupid squid is colour blind?! i borrowed this animal diversity bk from sch and specially brought it there since it had everything and really everything but it couldnt tell me the squid is colour blind. freak. i feel like tearing up that bk. and wats oepry or watever?! cant even find it anywhere. and then i read 1 qn wrongly and each qn is 1% of my final grade. argh. luckily i did well for the CAs coz i dun even think i can get an A- on the finals.
oh wells 3 A level papers down now. ive completed 1/3 of my journey. 6 more papers to go. now i can finally concentrate on my core papers.
didnt go back for co. i was like so tired. almost fell asleep during the paper. became fully awake towards the last half an hr. but needed to go toilet. grr.
and this sat CO will be in the afternoon. bio spa A in the morning. so my whole sat is gone. sigh. i cant wait for CO to be over too so i can get my life back. now without h3, i no longer have excuses to pon CO. somebody pls find me another excuse...
Sunday, April 22, 2007
so much info! ahh h3 is driving me nuts!
neways my wound opened up on fri. haiz. went for co on sat. still had to go although couldnt play. they wanted me to listen to the music -_-" 5 freaking long hrs. i was so bored la. shi jun asked me not to pon, he said he will keep me entertained but he didnt come! grr. and it was so cold i used my shawl. then everybody was like giving me this weird look. think ppl think! i cant wear my jacket which has long sleeves over my wound on my right elbow! i wun waste my shawl on co for no gd reason.
oh wells i had to go and show mr lum my injuries so he wun think im ponning. and since i wun be gg the whole of nxt wk i better show up when i can.
busy busy week ahead. h3 finals. napfa. chem test. bio spa A. ballet!
neways my wound opened up on fri. haiz. went for co on sat. still had to go although couldnt play. they wanted me to listen to the music -_-" 5 freaking long hrs. i was so bored la. shi jun asked me not to pon, he said he will keep me entertained but he didnt come! grr. and it was so cold i used my shawl. then everybody was like giving me this weird look. think ppl think! i cant wear my jacket which has long sleeves over my wound on my right elbow! i wun waste my shawl on co for no gd reason.
oh wells i had to go and show mr lum my injuries so he wun think im ponning. and since i wun be gg the whole of nxt wk i better show up when i can.
busy busy week ahead. h3 finals. napfa. chem test. bio spa A. ballet!
Thursday, April 19, 2007
im so afraid my A+ grades will fly away. i keep gg back to check the gradebook...yea im being paranoid i know. but i cant help it. 6 days to h3 finals. and wong lilan say we must still go to sch on the day of our h3 exam. what crap la! even i get A+ for both CAs i also dun dare to take the finals lightly. its 60%! 1 qn 1 %!
its something i slogged for so hard. i was under so much pressure last year to meet the mark to take this h3. and then the past few mnths ive been killing my social life over this h3. its the last thing i can do for my h3. sharon phua can make me do corrective work order if she likes. i will get my parents to complain to the principal if she dares try to ruin my h3 grade.
whats with teachers and u must go to sch no matter wat. its insane. cant they weigh costs and benefits?
im not taking napfa this sat =) i told mr tong i fell. spun up a story for him. said there was this hole in the ground. and it was like midnight (the time is true though) so it was dark. couldnt see. then he asked wat were u doing outside at midnight? i said i went for a party. then he said ur bf didnt send u home? li hui giggled then i was like -_-" err i was with my mum? sheesh.
i almost ponned gp today =X i hope mr mokhtar is not reading this. i had to do this presentation. it was supposed to be grp work. yet i did all the work and still forced to present. freak la. then tmr got another presentation. this one cannot pon de. then the guys are supposed to do this skit. i told them after the skit they must explain wats gg on. then aaron tan ask me to tell him what he wants in the skit then they do it. i was so pissed la. i told him i dont spoonfeed, u all can think of ur storyline urself. everytime grp projects they all sit there and stone and wait for me to do everything. enough le lor. my tolerance level quite low but ive been tolerating for the past 4 months already.
ms champagne had this essay idea she made us practice in grps to see if it works. then after our presentation she pointed out 3 points and said very good. she then said see how much depth this strategy can give u? i was like erm the 9 of the 10 points up there were all from me? what depth?
ok i pmsing if u havent noticed. which reminds me...here comes the cramps soon again. haiz.
its something i slogged for so hard. i was under so much pressure last year to meet the mark to take this h3. and then the past few mnths ive been killing my social life over this h3. its the last thing i can do for my h3. sharon phua can make me do corrective work order if she likes. i will get my parents to complain to the principal if she dares try to ruin my h3 grade.
whats with teachers and u must go to sch no matter wat. its insane. cant they weigh costs and benefits?
im not taking napfa this sat =) i told mr tong i fell. spun up a story for him. said there was this hole in the ground. and it was like midnight (the time is true though) so it was dark. couldnt see. then he asked wat were u doing outside at midnight? i said i went for a party. then he said ur bf didnt send u home? li hui giggled then i was like -_-" err i was with my mum? sheesh.
i almost ponned gp today =X i hope mr mokhtar is not reading this. i had to do this presentation. it was supposed to be grp work. yet i did all the work and still forced to present. freak la. then tmr got another presentation. this one cannot pon de. then the guys are supposed to do this skit. i told them after the skit they must explain wats gg on. then aaron tan ask me to tell him what he wants in the skit then they do it. i was so pissed la. i told him i dont spoonfeed, u all can think of ur storyline urself. everytime grp projects they all sit there and stone and wait for me to do everything. enough le lor. my tolerance level quite low but ive been tolerating for the past 4 months already.
ms champagne had this essay idea she made us practice in grps to see if it works. then after our presentation she pointed out 3 points and said very good. she then said see how much depth this strategy can give u? i was like erm the 9 of the 10 points up there were all from me? what depth?
ok i pmsing if u havent noticed. which reminds me...here comes the cramps soon again. haiz.
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
im itching all over. rahhh.
h3 CA2 grades out! as i moved my cursor to click the gradebook i was thinking yea maybe i'll get a B. and i got A+! then i saw it was dated 10 nov 2006. my CA 1 also dated the same date. so i emailed the module coordinator to ask if the grades are mine. he said yes. YAY =)
yest was my chinese bdae. turned 19 =)
and i got my visa platinum card!! *shrieks in delight* my dad says he'll get me the ultima one next time coz the returns are higher. but now he'll have to pay an annual fee until he opens an account big enough that they will waiver it. but he says their interest rate there not attractive. but at least i got 1 card to swipe with a limit of $16 000! i love my dad =)
election speeches today. i skipped sch. had enough of limping around the sch as ppl stared. have some sympathy, dont look. for once i rather wear pants. and i was like how come my skirt so short? cant cover my injuries. yest my injuries were swollen. red around the edges. maybe coz of too much movement. so i decided to take a day off from sch. neways no lessons.
me: i dont want to go to sch tmr...
mum: what is on tmr?
me: election day.
mum: no classes right?
me: yea.
mum: ok then stay at home
i love my mummy too =)
im pretty sure i cant take 5 stations on sat. oh wells at least i got janice to accompany me. she fell into the drain. then when i told wong lilan the nxt day, she was like what happened to the both of u?!? -_-"
goh hock leong stood me up again yest. argh. in the end i figured out 90% of what he taught for the 2 phy periods i missed. took me 15 min while waiting for him. yea lor i dun need him lor. stood me up twice lor. i figure out myself faster. grr.
postponed maths test coz i cant write. writting hurts. and now i write very very slowly. the way my maths teacher phrased hints abt the test...i bet its tough.
got back chem test yest. yea u see...my ct grade was jus a one-off thing. ive been doing consistently well in my tests. at least most of them? lily sim was smiling when she handed me my paper. hahaha XD
went to SPCA on mon to see guinea pigs. but my dad wun let me adopt one. he said no more animals. gah. my sis say they are like little dogs. can be toilet trained. and when u open the fridge they will squeal so loudly the whole block can hear. I WANT A PIG! i'll have all kinds of animals in my hse next time. i'll marry an animal lover ;)
went to the temple yest for vegetarian dinner. san yue chu yi my bdae! got stung by so many idiotic mosquitoes. came down with stomach upset this morning. attributed it to the food. my dad said its coz i ate so much. ballet starts in 1 week + so i can afford to be fat and unhealthy and flabby and watever else that he said, for now. mwaahaha ;)
h3 CA2 grades out! as i moved my cursor to click the gradebook i was thinking yea maybe i'll get a B. and i got A+! then i saw it was dated 10 nov 2006. my CA 1 also dated the same date. so i emailed the module coordinator to ask if the grades are mine. he said yes. YAY =)
yest was my chinese bdae. turned 19 =)
and i got my visa platinum card!! *shrieks in delight* my dad says he'll get me the ultima one next time coz the returns are higher. but now he'll have to pay an annual fee until he opens an account big enough that they will waiver it. but he says their interest rate there not attractive. but at least i got 1 card to swipe with a limit of $16 000! i love my dad =)
election speeches today. i skipped sch. had enough of limping around the sch as ppl stared. have some sympathy, dont look. for once i rather wear pants. and i was like how come my skirt so short? cant cover my injuries. yest my injuries were swollen. red around the edges. maybe coz of too much movement. so i decided to take a day off from sch. neways no lessons.
me: i dont want to go to sch tmr...
mum: what is on tmr?
me: election day.
mum: no classes right?
me: yea.
mum: ok then stay at home
i love my mummy too =)
im pretty sure i cant take 5 stations on sat. oh wells at least i got janice to accompany me. she fell into the drain. then when i told wong lilan the nxt day, she was like what happened to the both of u?!? -_-"
goh hock leong stood me up again yest. argh. in the end i figured out 90% of what he taught for the 2 phy periods i missed. took me 15 min while waiting for him. yea lor i dun need him lor. stood me up twice lor. i figure out myself faster. grr.
postponed maths test coz i cant write. writting hurts. and now i write very very slowly. the way my maths teacher phrased hints abt the test...i bet its tough.
got back chem test yest. yea u see...my ct grade was jus a one-off thing. ive been doing consistently well in my tests. at least most of them? lily sim was smiling when she handed me my paper. hahaha XD
went to SPCA on mon to see guinea pigs. but my dad wun let me adopt one. he said no more animals. gah. my sis say they are like little dogs. can be toilet trained. and when u open the fridge they will squeal so loudly the whole block can hear. I WANT A PIG! i'll have all kinds of animals in my hse next time. i'll marry an animal lover ;)
went to the temple yest for vegetarian dinner. san yue chu yi my bdae! got stung by so many idiotic mosquitoes. came down with stomach upset this morning. attributed it to the food. my dad said its coz i ate so much. ballet starts in 1 week + so i can afford to be fat and unhealthy and flabby and watever else that he said, for now. mwaahaha ;)
Sunday, April 15, 2007
now that i can finally move my right hand for a bit i must must blog. i just want to erase fri april 13 from my memory. someone pls tell me its jus all a dream. i actually woke up on sat and asked myself if watever happened was real. fri april 13 was the worst day of my life.
pw results released. i feel so screwed. my whole cert now has one big blemish on it. there are classes getting As and Bs and classes getting mainly Cs. and my class was like more than half all Cs. with almost 3 whole grps getting Cs. and mine was one of them. freak. i hate daniel wong. we submitted so many drafts and he approved them then why is it we got a C?? and when most of the class gets Cs then it cant be totally the students fault. and not to mention, our OP examiner was the infamous masnidah.
when i msged my mum i was abt to cry already. i still feel so screwed la. for all that we've done.
then we had the zoo trip in the rain. the rainforest was the best stop. the leumers came up close for u to touch. but we h3 students had to lug our books. and so my shoulders are still aching today. on the way home the driver was like gg so wild i was getting motion sickness.
then i stood like a stupid fool for 1 hr outside nj bus stop waiting for my mum to pick me. then we went to her friends' bdae party. i havent seen them for more than 10 yrs i think. coz i dont even remember how they look like. her friends are funny. i'll share those jokes another day. but the political ones...i think i'll better not put them up here.
came home and this mentally unstable idiotic sick bro of mine pushed me so hard in the car park i fell so badly my knees and elbows are all raw flesh. if i could kill him i would. i already wanted to report it to the police. if not for my parents, i would have. i'll never want to see this pscho idiot ever again. and that car park floor is like the roads outside. freaking rough and dirty. my mum had to clean all my wounds until 1 am. and no, he didnt feel a tinge of remorse. he still can argue and scold my mum for scolding him.
pei tsung thinks its far fetched. but im not exaggerating. he fights physically with my parents and he told my mum her IQ is only 10% of his IQ. and why he turned out like this? coz my mum spoilt him since young.
i spent the whole of yest being immobile. cant even more my right hand. cant even sleep coz cuts all over i cant find a position to sleep. had to eat with my left hand. couldnt write. basically couldnt do anything but sit there like some disabled person. imagined if this happened in the mid of As. then my whole life would be gone. coz of some psycho who deserves to be locked up in the institute of mental health.
my parents ignored him for the whole of yest. even my mum calls him a beast and idiot now.
i dont know how im gonna take napfa tmr and this sat. i'll prob have to postpone it. and do it another day. myself. argh. i hate the thought of it.
and no, i dont have a brother anymore. forever. and i mean it.
pw results released. i feel so screwed. my whole cert now has one big blemish on it. there are classes getting As and Bs and classes getting mainly Cs. and my class was like more than half all Cs. with almost 3 whole grps getting Cs. and mine was one of them. freak. i hate daniel wong. we submitted so many drafts and he approved them then why is it we got a C?? and when most of the class gets Cs then it cant be totally the students fault. and not to mention, our OP examiner was the infamous masnidah.
when i msged my mum i was abt to cry already. i still feel so screwed la. for all that we've done.
then we had the zoo trip in the rain. the rainforest was the best stop. the leumers came up close for u to touch. but we h3 students had to lug our books. and so my shoulders are still aching today. on the way home the driver was like gg so wild i was getting motion sickness.
then i stood like a stupid fool for 1 hr outside nj bus stop waiting for my mum to pick me. then we went to her friends' bdae party. i havent seen them for more than 10 yrs i think. coz i dont even remember how they look like. her friends are funny. i'll share those jokes another day. but the political ones...i think i'll better not put them up here.
came home and this mentally unstable idiotic sick bro of mine pushed me so hard in the car park i fell so badly my knees and elbows are all raw flesh. if i could kill him i would. i already wanted to report it to the police. if not for my parents, i would have. i'll never want to see this pscho idiot ever again. and that car park floor is like the roads outside. freaking rough and dirty. my mum had to clean all my wounds until 1 am. and no, he didnt feel a tinge of remorse. he still can argue and scold my mum for scolding him.
pei tsung thinks its far fetched. but im not exaggerating. he fights physically with my parents and he told my mum her IQ is only 10% of his IQ. and why he turned out like this? coz my mum spoilt him since young.
i spent the whole of yest being immobile. cant even more my right hand. cant even sleep coz cuts all over i cant find a position to sleep. had to eat with my left hand. couldnt write. basically couldnt do anything but sit there like some disabled person. imagined if this happened in the mid of As. then my whole life would be gone. coz of some psycho who deserves to be locked up in the institute of mental health.
my parents ignored him for the whole of yest. even my mum calls him a beast and idiot now.
i dont know how im gonna take napfa tmr and this sat. i'll prob have to postpone it. and do it another day. myself. argh. i hate the thought of it.
and no, i dont have a brother anymore. forever. and i mean it.
Monday, April 09, 2007
499th post!
i wonder why i keep getting cramps after runs when it isnt that time of the month. someone enlighten me pls. and i always come back on mons feeling like ive been starved for a wk or something. thats the thing abt afternoon PEs. they deprive u of lunch.
i want a continued hol. i hate gg back to sch. imagine no more hol until may 1st. and gg back to sch every sat until may 10th. argh.
and the A level dates jus came out. i start on 30th oct and end on 22nd nov! its gonna be a long draggy month. i hate the sick feeling of waiting for long major exams to be over..and phy is the 1st paper. and the stupid paper which has the 2 papers seperated by 21 long days! plus it is from 2-4pm and the nxt morning theres gp! freak! and i have this weird 1 wk break in the middle. before the break is chem on mon then bio and maths both on tues! and non-bio students end earlier. hmph. means law intern starts late too...
ok enough of the bad stuff. my complaints dont reduce with age though. if u r wondering.
watched a walk to remember on sat. i like the songs more than the movie. the storyline was so cliche la i kept switching back to twin dragons. sun i watched artificial intelligence. wat a waste of my time. movies seem to be losing their appeal to me. is it part of growing up? haha ;)
i wonder why i keep getting cramps after runs when it isnt that time of the month. someone enlighten me pls. and i always come back on mons feeling like ive been starved for a wk or something. thats the thing abt afternoon PEs. they deprive u of lunch.
i want a continued hol. i hate gg back to sch. imagine no more hol until may 1st. and gg back to sch every sat until may 10th. argh.
and the A level dates jus came out. i start on 30th oct and end on 22nd nov! its gonna be a long draggy month. i hate the sick feeling of waiting for long major exams to be over..and phy is the 1st paper. and the stupid paper which has the 2 papers seperated by 21 long days! plus it is from 2-4pm and the nxt morning theres gp! freak! and i have this weird 1 wk break in the middle. before the break is chem on mon then bio and maths both on tues! and non-bio students end earlier. hmph. means law intern starts late too...
ok enough of the bad stuff. my complaints dont reduce with age though. if u r wondering.
watched a walk to remember on sat. i like the songs more than the movie. the storyline was so cliche la i kept switching back to twin dragons. sun i watched artificial intelligence. wat a waste of my time. movies seem to be losing their appeal to me. is it part of growing up? haha ;)
Saturday, April 07, 2007
courtesy of mar =)
i wanted to blog yest but everything ended so late so could only do it today.
i had one of the most wonderful birthdays of my life yesterday =)
morning was shangri-la buffet with my mum. i dunno why i couldnt really eat. ate very little. then walked around and visited the photoshoot places again. ended up too full to eat lunch so skipped that. came home to slack and watched tv for hrs. yay =)
then in the evening went out to buy soft drinks and look at diamond earings. tried so many my ears became swollen =X then came home for the party with my extended family. then met zhenling and came back to cut cake. and my cake caught fire -_-"
yea in short that was it. but it was one of my most memorable birthdays =)) took a lot of pics. i'll find the nice ones and upload them soon heh.
the people who made my 18th birthday so wonderful:
my mum is the world greatest mum =) for so many chocos, for the teddy bear, for the gummies, for the party, for the cake, for the shangri-la buffet, for the diamond earings (though i havent bought any coz i couldnt find any i really liked), and for the other little wonderful things u have done for me. i love ya mummy! =)
my dad for suggesting he can buy me a almost US$100 necklace though i dunno if he is being serious abt it. but jus for that thought =)
my grandma for her angbao and praises in front of everybody abt the essay i wrote abt her.
my sis for willing to cough up part of the expenses for my diamond earings and for the choco. and buying me late lunch. and being so nice to me for the entire day.
my cousins, aunt and uncle for coming over to celebrate my bdae. and my younger uncle for his present. my eldest sis for her wishes.
yu lu for meeting up with me in march to pass me my early present. janice for her personalised cd and birthday wishes. pei yi for the bdae present and wishes too. zhen ling for the handmade pretty ear rings and specially coming to my hse to pass it to me at night.
and those who played a small but very significant part too: my best friend yingtse who smsed me past midnight. pei tsung who came up with an auspicious time to sms me but forgot abt it -_-" try again nxt yr la hahaha! li sha. esther. yun wei. si min. chen. tas. prathipa. mar. sonia. shi jun. xian yong. wan xuan. bernice.
and the others whom ive forgotten to mention.
many thanks to everyone who made it one awesome and special day for me. i felt so loved. i dunno what ive done to deserve all of this. but now i know that when im feeling down, i will find the courage to press on from all the love u all have given me. my family members and my dear friends. normal friends, more than normal friends, good friends, close friends and best friends. *hugs*
though i missed someone greatly yest - my yaya maryann.
i had one of the most wonderful birthdays of my life yesterday =)
morning was shangri-la buffet with my mum. i dunno why i couldnt really eat. ate very little. then walked around and visited the photoshoot places again. ended up too full to eat lunch so skipped that. came home to slack and watched tv for hrs. yay =)
then in the evening went out to buy soft drinks and look at diamond earings. tried so many my ears became swollen =X then came home for the party with my extended family. then met zhenling and came back to cut cake. and my cake caught fire -_-"
yea in short that was it. but it was one of my most memorable birthdays =)) took a lot of pics. i'll find the nice ones and upload them soon heh.
the people who made my 18th birthday so wonderful:
my mum is the world greatest mum =) for so many chocos, for the teddy bear, for the gummies, for the party, for the cake, for the shangri-la buffet, for the diamond earings (though i havent bought any coz i couldnt find any i really liked), and for the other little wonderful things u have done for me. i love ya mummy! =)
my dad for suggesting he can buy me a almost US$100 necklace though i dunno if he is being serious abt it. but jus for that thought =)
my grandma for her angbao and praises in front of everybody abt the essay i wrote abt her.
my sis for willing to cough up part of the expenses for my diamond earings and for the choco. and buying me late lunch. and being so nice to me for the entire day.
my cousins, aunt and uncle for coming over to celebrate my bdae. and my younger uncle for his present. my eldest sis for her wishes.
yu lu for meeting up with me in march to pass me my early present. janice for her personalised cd and birthday wishes. pei yi for the bdae present and wishes too. zhen ling for the handmade pretty ear rings and specially coming to my hse to pass it to me at night.
and those who played a small but very significant part too: my best friend yingtse who smsed me past midnight. pei tsung who came up with an auspicious time to sms me but forgot abt it -_-" try again nxt yr la hahaha! li sha. esther. yun wei. si min. chen. tas. prathipa. mar. sonia. shi jun. xian yong. wan xuan. bernice.
and the others whom ive forgotten to mention.
many thanks to everyone who made it one awesome and special day for me. i felt so loved. i dunno what ive done to deserve all of this. but now i know that when im feeling down, i will find the courage to press on from all the love u all have given me. my family members and my dear friends. normal friends, more than normal friends, good friends, close friends and best friends. *hugs*
though i missed someone greatly yest - my yaya maryann.
Thursday, April 05, 2007
im counting down.
today's the last of 17.
at 0403 tmr morning i'll be 18 =) so u all shldnt sms me past midnight. shld sms me at 4:03am hahaha!
here comes the credit cards. the alcohol. the driving. and so much more mwahahaha! i got 2 parties. one for lunch and one for dinner XD turning 18 is a big thing!
the thought of being 18 sounds great but i feel kinda old too. neways thanks a lot to those who gave me presents, today and earlier before. *hugs* special thanks: gracias tortuga but yo havent downloaded real player...and thanks a lot to peiyi too for the very so very belated vdae and bdae present hahaha...
oh oh they change econs case study weightage from 60% to 50% and those who get 43 and 44 will become 45. so I PASSED! YAY =) and after the revision, there is 49% passes. so my percentile isnt that bad afterall.
but bio paper i lost 1/2 and another 1/2 for my eng. like sheesh its a bio paper. 1 of it was for sentence construction -_-" the other one was for using the word "contains" instead of "represents" -_-" argh. it is a difference of 2 marks when calculated as 100%. i wonder how narvin gets 82 marks!
yest had the psc talk. super boring. then they had tea after tat but i didnt go for it. had to rush chem hw. then went for co. then the co tanbo ppl were like swarming the psc tea place and gobbling up the remains. sheesh. watched the gz ppl play their syf songs. its nice. and a lot better than co's playing.
pe today was 5 stations. stretched a little before that and did a 53. im aiming for 60 this year. 2 more wks. didnt do incline. nor sit ups. dont want to spend my bdae aching. shuttle run timing was crappy. coz it was done without bean bags. standing broad jump was bad too. oh ok everything sounds bad =X
i wonder why i keep getting despo guys trying to befriend me on friendster even after posting such a harsh msg on my profile. these ppl dont get it do they? how can such thick skinned ppl exist?!
ok im shall end off on a more +ve note so that i'll start 18 as a +ve person. but i cant think of something +ve to write except...h3 ordeal ends in 20 days! ballet starts in 24 days! i cant wait to dance again =)
today's the last of 17.
at 0403 tmr morning i'll be 18 =) so u all shldnt sms me past midnight. shld sms me at 4:03am hahaha!
here comes the credit cards. the alcohol. the driving. and so much more mwahahaha! i got 2 parties. one for lunch and one for dinner XD turning 18 is a big thing!
the thought of being 18 sounds great but i feel kinda old too. neways thanks a lot to those who gave me presents, today and earlier before. *hugs* special thanks: gracias tortuga but yo havent downloaded real player...and thanks a lot to peiyi too for the very so very belated vdae and bdae present hahaha...
oh oh they change econs case study weightage from 60% to 50% and those who get 43 and 44 will become 45. so I PASSED! YAY =) and after the revision, there is 49% passes. so my percentile isnt that bad afterall.
but bio paper i lost 1/2 and another 1/2 for my eng. like sheesh its a bio paper. 1 of it was for sentence construction -_-" the other one was for using the word "contains" instead of "represents" -_-" argh. it is a difference of 2 marks when calculated as 100%. i wonder how narvin gets 82 marks!
yest had the psc talk. super boring. then they had tea after tat but i didnt go for it. had to rush chem hw. then went for co. then the co tanbo ppl were like swarming the psc tea place and gobbling up the remains. sheesh. watched the gz ppl play their syf songs. its nice. and a lot better than co's playing.
pe today was 5 stations. stretched a little before that and did a 53. im aiming for 60 this year. 2 more wks. didnt do incline. nor sit ups. dont want to spend my bdae aching. shuttle run timing was crappy. coz it was done without bean bags. standing broad jump was bad too. oh ok everything sounds bad =X
i wonder why i keep getting despo guys trying to befriend me on friendster even after posting such a harsh msg on my profile. these ppl dont get it do they? how can such thick skinned ppl exist?!
ok im shall end off on a more +ve note so that i'll start 18 as a +ve person. but i cant think of something +ve to write except...h3 ordeal ends in 20 days! ballet starts in 24 days! i cant wait to dance again =)
Tuesday, April 03, 2007
just a short one today.
CA2 was a disaster. goodness. 10 mcq with 6 options each. jus imgaine the number of possibilities. didnt have time to check every single detail. jus relied on my gut instinct =X essay was better than mcq for me. coz i could do the essay but not the mcq. in the morning i told janice i have a feeling this paper would be very tough. and true enough, it really was so tough i was so shocked. better study hard for finals otherwise i screwed up my ct 1 for nothing.
got back bio paper. seq was badly done for me. i did better in essay. and so that concludes my ct 1 grades. i dont even know what to say/defend myself. i dont think the A+ for h3 CA1 is big enough a cushion to soften the blow for my mum.
my parents are gonna bring me to buy my ballet stuff on my bdae. yay =)
CA2 was a disaster. goodness. 10 mcq with 6 options each. jus imgaine the number of possibilities. didnt have time to check every single detail. jus relied on my gut instinct =X essay was better than mcq for me. coz i could do the essay but not the mcq. in the morning i told janice i have a feeling this paper would be very tough. and true enough, it really was so tough i was so shocked. better study hard for finals otherwise i screwed up my ct 1 for nothing.
got back bio paper. seq was badly done for me. i did better in essay. and so that concludes my ct 1 grades. i dont even know what to say/defend myself. i dont think the A+ for h3 CA1 is big enough a cushion to soften the blow for my mum.
my parents are gonna bring me to buy my ballet stuff on my bdae. yay =)
Monday, April 02, 2007
im snacking after lunch.
i feel guilty.
but i cant stop.
oh i finally realised those "cramps" during the runs werent stomach cramps. though they felt like it. jus occured to me that i wasnt clutching the lower part of my abdomen. its hunger pangs. shld be. otherwise i have no idea.
h3 CA2 tmr. gulps. i feel very very unprepared. i dunno wat to expect. ive set the standard too high for CA1. i feel the need to maintain that standard but its impossible with essay in it. haiz.
and so much new hw to complete.
got back bio essay today. seq not yet. prob wed. essay was so badly done. and wong li lan said its ok. then today she told me the average mark is 15/40 =X she said my essay marks were very good compared to the rest but our standards differ by so much. i was counting on bio to save my ct 1 disaster but looks like its jus gonna add to it.
jia yin and xin hui photocopied so many freaking thick stacks of prelim papers. its scary. i was like were u shocked by ur ct 1 grades? she said yea. i wun go to the extent yet though. but i gotta really sit down and study for ct 2. its my last chance before prelims. screw that up and ive got to take SATs 2 for sure. i dont want that.
oh ya benjamin got a very nice birthday kiss from someone. mwahahaha! XD
during bio lect angeline tay went so fast we were all blur. then she pointed to the front row and said they all look ok. janice and i were like DUH! those sitting there are the ones who get A for bio, they are the ones who go for bio olympiad and they are the ones who take h3 bio.
and wong li lan was telling me that since i take h3 bio my h2 bio shld be quite good. mar jus said the same thing. hey h3 and h2 bio differ so much its like one south pole one north pole. one im studying everything under the sun with regards to evolution. the other im studying everything thats molecular. tell me how close can they be?
jie lin dragged me out of chem lect this morning to tell me all abt her new crush. and i had to tell her all abt my eye candy. after i said his name she went -_-" ok fine. he is MY eye candy. i like can le. when she told me her crush my rxn was even bigger coz her crush...oh gosh jie lin what happened to ur taste?!? haha jk jk! ;)
during chem tutorial we got back assignment. i looked at 1 of the qns and asked janice how come wrong since i copied it from her. oh did i jus say that? =X so i pretended to box her and said "bish". then she looked at her ans and my ans then i was like oh i copied wrongly. then she "boxed" me and went "bish" too. HAHAHA! we a bit wu liao la but so boring we had to entertain ourselves ;)
i feel guilty.
but i cant stop.
oh i finally realised those "cramps" during the runs werent stomach cramps. though they felt like it. jus occured to me that i wasnt clutching the lower part of my abdomen. its hunger pangs. shld be. otherwise i have no idea.
h3 CA2 tmr. gulps. i feel very very unprepared. i dunno wat to expect. ive set the standard too high for CA1. i feel the need to maintain that standard but its impossible with essay in it. haiz.
and so much new hw to complete.
got back bio essay today. seq not yet. prob wed. essay was so badly done. and wong li lan said its ok. then today she told me the average mark is 15/40 =X she said my essay marks were very good compared to the rest but our standards differ by so much. i was counting on bio to save my ct 1 disaster but looks like its jus gonna add to it.
jia yin and xin hui photocopied so many freaking thick stacks of prelim papers. its scary. i was like were u shocked by ur ct 1 grades? she said yea. i wun go to the extent yet though. but i gotta really sit down and study for ct 2. its my last chance before prelims. screw that up and ive got to take SATs 2 for sure. i dont want that.
oh ya benjamin got a very nice birthday kiss from someone. mwahahaha! XD
during bio lect angeline tay went so fast we were all blur. then she pointed to the front row and said they all look ok. janice and i were like DUH! those sitting there are the ones who get A for bio, they are the ones who go for bio olympiad and they are the ones who take h3 bio.
and wong li lan was telling me that since i take h3 bio my h2 bio shld be quite good. mar jus said the same thing. hey h3 and h2 bio differ so much its like one south pole one north pole. one im studying everything under the sun with regards to evolution. the other im studying everything thats molecular. tell me how close can they be?
jie lin dragged me out of chem lect this morning to tell me all abt her new crush. and i had to tell her all abt my eye candy. after i said his name she went -_-" ok fine. he is MY eye candy. i like can le. when she told me her crush my rxn was even bigger coz her crush...oh gosh jie lin what happened to ur taste?!? haha jk jk! ;)
during chem tutorial we got back assignment. i looked at 1 of the qns and asked janice how come wrong since i copied it from her. oh did i jus say that? =X so i pretended to box her and said "bish". then she looked at her ans and my ans then i was like oh i copied wrongly. then she "boxed" me and went "bish" too. HAHAHA! we a bit wu liao la but so boring we had to entertain ourselves ;)
Sunday, April 01, 2007
im like researching on law degrees now. maybe coz of the straits times article. or maybe not. wats the point of earning millions when u dont have time to spend it. afterall, thats why i rejected banking right from the start. and i told my mum a few wks ago that i want to do law intern before pwc intern in case i decide to do law then my scholarship options will change.
i cant imagine myself doing accounting. even after trying to imagine it for the past few months. and law seems like the only other option. but if i do law i think criminal law will be more juicy. but it may be messy too. with corpses and stuff. eew. corporate law sounds loads cleaner. plus i dun wanna defend the wrong person. it'll be a sin. and like janice said, i get very emo when i argue. so court laws are out.
law bachelor degree 4 yrs. masters 1-3 yrs. i could do it in 1.5-2 if i kill myself. and then i can really fulfill my dream of getting married at age 26. now that sounds like a very good incentive! my dream was to finish masters and earn half a million dollars and get married by 26. thats a reach...
and u dont really need A for gp. B3 can le. but that was old syllabus. and theres interview =X
oh wells i think i shall keep my options open and do the internship and find out more. my parents were right. must do internship at brand names like pwc if u wanna do accounting. makes ur career path a lot smoother. my dad, eldest sis and 2nd sis all interned at pwc before. so soon it'll be my turn too.
maybe my mum will get her way and i'll do law. then the hse wun be full of accountants. keep on hoping since ive kinda lost interest in marketing already. which my mum predicted a yr ago. but my dad says its alright. afterall teenage yrs are the experimental yrs. ms champagne said my point was excellent mwahaha =) noticed that i erased marketing from my friendster and blog profile?
and thanks to mr mokhtar, ive finally decided not to take SATs 2 in june. phew. if ur not ready, dont take it. im not. so i shall not ruin my SAT 2 score like i already did for my SAT 1.
and ive changed to pink ear sticks!
i cant imagine myself doing accounting. even after trying to imagine it for the past few months. and law seems like the only other option. but if i do law i think criminal law will be more juicy. but it may be messy too. with corpses and stuff. eew. corporate law sounds loads cleaner. plus i dun wanna defend the wrong person. it'll be a sin. and like janice said, i get very emo when i argue. so court laws are out.
law bachelor degree 4 yrs. masters 1-3 yrs. i could do it in 1.5-2 if i kill myself. and then i can really fulfill my dream of getting married at age 26. now that sounds like a very good incentive! my dream was to finish masters and earn half a million dollars and get married by 26. thats a reach...
and u dont really need A for gp. B3 can le. but that was old syllabus. and theres interview =X
oh wells i think i shall keep my options open and do the internship and find out more. my parents were right. must do internship at brand names like pwc if u wanna do accounting. makes ur career path a lot smoother. my dad, eldest sis and 2nd sis all interned at pwc before. so soon it'll be my turn too.
maybe my mum will get her way and i'll do law. then the hse wun be full of accountants. keep on hoping since ive kinda lost interest in marketing already. which my mum predicted a yr ago. but my dad says its alright. afterall teenage yrs are the experimental yrs. ms champagne said my point was excellent mwahaha =) noticed that i erased marketing from my friendster and blog profile?
and thanks to mr mokhtar, ive finally decided not to take SATs 2 in june. phew. if ur not ready, dont take it. im not. so i shall not ruin my SAT 2 score like i already did for my SAT 1.
and ive changed to pink ear sticks!