Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
Archives__________
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Friday, September 22, 2006
gp is stupid. edn is stupid. i wonder why i wrote qn 7 to say edn broadens ur mind. i must be the biggest fool on earth to choose to do that topic. sigh. my seat was like front row. and it was super dark. i got daniel wong to turn on the stage lights which illuminated the whole hall so everybody, ur eye sight didnt deteriorate coz of urs truly.
p1: i dunno if my essay went out of point
p2: i didnt complete my paper!! the summary was so tough i spent like 45min on it and so i only had like 15min for AQ. plus i didnt check and didnt add the stuff that i wanted to. grr. and during the paper, i heard something twice. this little girl's laughter. which kinda came from the speaker above. after the paper i asked around if anyone heard it but no one did. so i was either haullucinating or it was a ghost laughter. which would be better? and it was so tough to catch the teacher's attention for paper.
after gp i think i jus wanted to crash. so exhausted. i keep thinking, 1 whole year of work, all for nothing...
why is it ppl keep asking if im from china coz i speak almost perfect chinese? singaporean chinese must be lan one meh?
yest while studying gp i saw this cutie across the block. i was like eh how come i never noticed? but later on i figured that he was prob an interior designer. chey. otherwise so cute i would have spotted long ago le.
i wonder why i have the pyschic ability to predict where u'll show up but i cant apply it during exams to pick the right ans. what a waste!
and my chem spa is 5th oct 1st shift. so sickening la! my bio paper on 4th ends at 5pm leh.
to those who have been wishing my luck for promos, verbally/sms/tag..thank you very much =)
28/9: cl, econs
29/9: maths
2/10: chem
3/10: phy
4/10: bio
5/10: chem spa
another 13 days. another 310hrs.
and so..i hate to write this but..goodbye for now. until 5th oct. but do continue tagging coz i think i'll reply. yeap. so check back on the 5th for verbal diarrhea again ;) all the best ppl!
for all of u: http://www.51jam.com/zhongqiu/zhongqiukuaile.htm
p1: i dunno if my essay went out of point
p2: i didnt complete my paper!! the summary was so tough i spent like 45min on it and so i only had like 15min for AQ. plus i didnt check and didnt add the stuff that i wanted to. grr. and during the paper, i heard something twice. this little girl's laughter. which kinda came from the speaker above. after the paper i asked around if anyone heard it but no one did. so i was either haullucinating or it was a ghost laughter. which would be better? and it was so tough to catch the teacher's attention for paper.
after gp i think i jus wanted to crash. so exhausted. i keep thinking, 1 whole year of work, all for nothing...
why is it ppl keep asking if im from china coz i speak almost perfect chinese? singaporean chinese must be lan one meh?
yest while studying gp i saw this cutie across the block. i was like eh how come i never noticed? but later on i figured that he was prob an interior designer. chey. otherwise so cute i would have spotted long ago le.
i wonder why i have the pyschic ability to predict where u'll show up but i cant apply it during exams to pick the right ans. what a waste!
and my chem spa is 5th oct 1st shift. so sickening la! my bio paper on 4th ends at 5pm leh.
to those who have been wishing my luck for promos, verbally/sms/tag..thank you very much =)
28/9: cl, econs
29/9: maths
2/10: chem
3/10: phy
4/10: bio
5/10: chem spa
another 13 days. another 310hrs.
and so..i hate to write this but..goodbye for now. until 5th oct. but do continue tagging coz i think i'll reply. yeap. so check back on the 5th for verbal diarrhea again ;) all the best ppl!
for all of u: http://www.51jam.com/zhongqiu/zhongqiukuaile.htm
Thursday, September 21, 2006
phy was funny. jack was saying qn 3b ans given is wrong. i was like no it is right coz i got it! then janice said so it is right coz u got it? i was like yea, and u were the one who taught me. then she said oh then so its right coz i taught u ahahaha! sheesh. but i think a little ego is good here when ur self confidence level for promos is so low.
mr goh showed us the results of all h1 phy students. only 2As across the level and my B was the highest of all Bs. only 2 marks to an A! if i saw it correctly. so im like what 3rd in standard for phy? i turned to janice and asked her so why am i taking h2 bio? she said coz u hate phy and u think phy is stupid. oh right. right. pls remind me. keep reminding me. everybody who reads this pls tag to remind me. i chose to try for biodiversity, i chose to pursue nature's beauty, i shldnt be regretting my choice. i shld only be regretting that i havent been working my butt off for bio.
my mum says my ct phy grade is jus a fluke. yea yea a B isnt THAT significant right? phy is a dumb subj.
mr goh went super fast i had to turn my brain power from 60% to almost max. and that killed me. for the test we were supposed to find current of R. and i went to find R (resistance). mr goh pointed that out to the entire class and i was like but but but..he went NO BUTS! harsh man...i bet that time he laughed, he was laughing at my script.
janice is so wrong heh. she said he was gg to sit beside me again. i was like no, u sit on my left and see if he sits on my right. and ahahaha he sat beside her wahaha! she was like dont give me that smug look! ooo i cant help it yay!!
then qn2a for phy. 4 marks. i solved it in 2 lines. i was like eh so easy ah? i was oh i must be so smart la! but i didnt exactly understand the qn. gahhh so much for feeling smart..
i was sending songs via msn to my bro last night. and like 1MB took only 1s! we were like woah! for once i felt the awe of technology!
chem va i didnt see that part of the qn. and i played safe and ended up adding the wrong concept to the right ans and so minus marks. sickening.
prelims ended today. promos start tmr. i failed my AQ exercise. hows that for self confidence for gp tmr? i am so not looking forward to it.
mr goh showed us the results of all h1 phy students. only 2As across the level and my B was the highest of all Bs. only 2 marks to an A! if i saw it correctly. so im like what 3rd in standard for phy? i turned to janice and asked her so why am i taking h2 bio? she said coz u hate phy and u think phy is stupid. oh right. right. pls remind me. keep reminding me. everybody who reads this pls tag to remind me. i chose to try for biodiversity, i chose to pursue nature's beauty, i shldnt be regretting my choice. i shld only be regretting that i havent been working my butt off for bio.
my mum says my ct phy grade is jus a fluke. yea yea a B isnt THAT significant right? phy is a dumb subj.
mr goh went super fast i had to turn my brain power from 60% to almost max. and that killed me. for the test we were supposed to find current of R. and i went to find R (resistance). mr goh pointed that out to the entire class and i was like but but but..he went NO BUTS! harsh man...i bet that time he laughed, he was laughing at my script.
janice is so wrong heh. she said he was gg to sit beside me again. i was like no, u sit on my left and see if he sits on my right. and ahahaha he sat beside her wahaha! she was like dont give me that smug look! ooo i cant help it yay!!
then qn2a for phy. 4 marks. i solved it in 2 lines. i was like eh so easy ah? i was oh i must be so smart la! but i didnt exactly understand the qn. gahhh so much for feeling smart..
i was sending songs via msn to my bro last night. and like 1MB took only 1s! we were like woah! for once i felt the awe of technology!
chem va i didnt see that part of the qn. and i played safe and ended up adding the wrong concept to the right ans and so minus marks. sickening.
prelims ended today. promos start tmr. i failed my AQ exercise. hows that for self confidence for gp tmr? i am so not looking forward to it.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
im getting xianglong to act in my pw ad yay!! he's gonna go recall the dance steps and teach me. pw rawks! i cant wait to make the ad! i know it'll be great. its great that janice and i are in the ad com too! coz i can draft out the ideas but i cant do the technical part and janice is the exact opp. so jus nice heh.
mr goh says i cant give up on organic chem. bleh.
janice loved the short cakes. she said it tastes nicer than those sold outside. and she was like almost crying haha..touched beyond words. maybe thats why crystal said i would make a damn good gf. haha...she didnt know what to say or how to say it so i was like u could always give me a hug? and she nearly strangled me haha! spent the whole night baking. lack of sleep. rushing around last night. and so today i forgot to wear polo tee. 1st time ever.
supposedly end at 140 today. BUT chua manping wanted extra bio lesson. crap. she goes so super slow then today she said with this period, i can go slower. i was like slower??
the ip guys are so sickening. they are always making so much noise during lunch. and yesterday, 1 of them even moved my bag to another table. what the -
gp in 2 days..i hate AQ!
i want to live in that land of fantasy...i dont want to come back to reality...will someone pls take me by the hand and lead me there?
mr goh says i cant give up on organic chem. bleh.
janice loved the short cakes. she said it tastes nicer than those sold outside. and she was like almost crying haha..touched beyond words. maybe thats why crystal said i would make a damn good gf. haha...she didnt know what to say or how to say it so i was like u could always give me a hug? and she nearly strangled me haha! spent the whole night baking. lack of sleep. rushing around last night. and so today i forgot to wear polo tee. 1st time ever.
supposedly end at 140 today. BUT chua manping wanted extra bio lesson. crap. she goes so super slow then today she said with this period, i can go slower. i was like slower??
the ip guys are so sickening. they are always making so much noise during lunch. and yesterday, 1 of them even moved my bag to another table. what the -
gp in 2 days..i hate AQ!
i want to live in that land of fantasy...i dont want to come back to reality...will someone pls take me by the hand and lead me there?
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
i merely exist. im not living.
i love pw not only coz of the chosen topic but also because it gives me a shot to do something i've always dreamed of -- advertising. but my mum will never allow. she's already so against marketing.
wait till she sees my ad. im gonna prove to her that i have talent in it. but like thats of any use. advertising to her is all hype. and she calls me narrow minded.
i came up with the entire draft of the ad. but i need tortuga's help with the technical part. i can picture it, i can piece the idea together but im not gifted in movie production. and the idea is not bad right? fantasy, reality, mamayas, dream. tortuga, manual? hahaha...
a stupid wasp invaded my room last night.
phy va was ok considering the lowest in class was 14/25. he marked all our scripts in 5 min. and he laughed at them. gosh.
i was pretty cold the whole day i have no idea why. maybe my heart's turned cold, thats why. nights full of tears like never before.
mi primero: cumpleaños felices tortuga =)
~Because you live~
Staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
It's the end of the world in my mind
Then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
I've been looking for the answer
SomewhereI couldn't see that it was right there
But now I know what I didn't know
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
It's alright, I survived, I'm alive again
Cuz of you, made it through every storm
What is life, what's the use if you're killing time
I'm so glad I found an angel
Someone who was there when all my hopes fell
I wanna fly, looking in your eyes
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live, I live
Because you live there's a reason why
I carry on when I lose the fight
I want to give what you've given me always
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can helpBecause you live, girl
My world has twice as many stars in the sky
Because you live and breathe
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help
Because you live, girl
My world has everything I need to survive
Because you live, I live, I live
Monday, September 18, 2006
coming home was crazy. ended maths at 3:52pm. i was like oh no, 156 comes at 4pm then 415pm so if i miss the 4pm one then i have to wait for like 15min. so i decided to mad rush. left CA1 at 3:53pm. walked super duper fast and reached bus stop at 3:58pm. 5 min yay!! bus came at exactly 4pm. wahahaha! i was like oh yes!
im trying to blog less to get used to hiatus status.
yest i went to the gym for an hr. then i went shopping and marketing with my mum. bought this pair of slippers. then i met this uber cute guy!!!!!! omg he was sooo cute!! so when i was about to leave the store i turned around hoping to get 1 more glance of him. yea im being deprived of cuties and nj la. guess what? he lifted up his head and smiled at me. AWWW!! if my mum werent around i might have asked him for his no ;) that was one cute guy.
now 1 sweet guy. both on the same day. i was super happy yest! pei tsung wanted to come all the way down to nj to pass me notes for promos. i was like so paiseh. then he went to borrow a scanner and scanned in every single page for me. wahhh so sweet right? i was like i give u a hug la. then he was like are u sure?
i came home showered and fell asleep. then jack's sms woke me up. i was like oh pei tsung oh no oh no! coz he was sending me the files. when i came back to the screen i saw 3 nudges heh. yea ppl dun tell him nj decided to give us the viruses notes k? dont want him to feel like his efforts so wasted. be nice and save him from the heartache yea? and no theres nothing gg on between us.
and janice keep saying this someone likes me. no not pei tsung. although she did think that some time ago. like everyone else did. i dunno if this time im making myself become insensitive or she is turning overly sensitive or she's jus teasing me heh. we are gg go karting after promos. i think i'll break a neck or something. my parents were so relieved that i wasnt old enough to get onto the adult track but now heh. prepare me an ambulance XD
i want my austin ames! chad michael murray in cinderella story is so darn cute! and coz i watched that, i found a song for our pw project! yay i rawk la haha. im so proud of myself. i found the best song that can ever suit our project. lyrics below ;)
~Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney~
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah.
im trying to blog less to get used to hiatus status.
yest i went to the gym for an hr. then i went shopping and marketing with my mum. bought this pair of slippers. then i met this uber cute guy!!!!!! omg he was sooo cute!! so when i was about to leave the store i turned around hoping to get 1 more glance of him. yea im being deprived of cuties and nj la. guess what? he lifted up his head and smiled at me. AWWW!! if my mum werent around i might have asked him for his no ;) that was one cute guy.
now 1 sweet guy. both on the same day. i was super happy yest! pei tsung wanted to come all the way down to nj to pass me notes for promos. i was like so paiseh. then he went to borrow a scanner and scanned in every single page for me. wahhh so sweet right? i was like i give u a hug la. then he was like are u sure?
i came home showered and fell asleep. then jack's sms woke me up. i was like oh pei tsung oh no oh no! coz he was sending me the files. when i came back to the screen i saw 3 nudges heh. yea ppl dun tell him nj decided to give us the viruses notes k? dont want him to feel like his efforts so wasted. be nice and save him from the heartache yea? and no theres nothing gg on between us.
and janice keep saying this someone likes me. no not pei tsung. although she did think that some time ago. like everyone else did. i dunno if this time im making myself become insensitive or she is turning overly sensitive or she's jus teasing me heh. we are gg go karting after promos. i think i'll break a neck or something. my parents were so relieved that i wasnt old enough to get onto the adult track but now heh. prepare me an ambulance XD
i want my austin ames! chad michael murray in cinderella story is so darn cute! and coz i watched that, i found a song for our pw project! yay i rawk la haha. im so proud of myself. i found the best song that can ever suit our project. lyrics below ;)
~Beautiful Soul by Jesse McCartney~
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah
You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind
If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Am I crazy for wanting you
Baby do you think you could want me too
I don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You beautiful soul, yeah.
Saturday, September 16, 2006
thats what dreams are made up of.
I watched Cinderella's story again. it was a different feeling from the last time.
Austin: Sam! Okay, I know you think I'm just some...
Sam: Coward? Phoney?
Austin: Okay, just listen.
Sam: No, you listen. You turned out to be exactly who I thought you were, I never pretended to be someone else. It's been me all along. And it was me who was hurt in front of everybody. Look, I didn't come here to yell at you, okay? I came to tell you I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are. I was. But I'm not anymore. And the thing is, I don't care what people think about me because I believe in myself. And I know that things are gonna be okay. But even though I have no family and no job and no money for college, it's you that I feel sorry for.
Austin's friend: Heads up. Yo, five minutes.
Austin: I'm coming.
Sam: I know that guy that sent those emails is somewhere down inside of you. But I can't wait for him because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.
(Sam turns around and walks away.)
Austin: Sam!
I watched Cinderella's story again. it was a different feeling from the last time.
Austin: Sam! Okay, I know you think I'm just some...
Sam: Coward? Phoney?
Austin: Okay, just listen.
Sam: No, you listen. You turned out to be exactly who I thought you were, I never pretended to be someone else. It's been me all along. And it was me who was hurt in front of everybody. Look, I didn't come here to yell at you, okay? I came to tell you I know what it feels like to be afraid to show who you are. I was. But I'm not anymore. And the thing is, I don't care what people think about me because I believe in myself. And I know that things are gonna be okay. But even though I have no family and no job and no money for college, it's you that I feel sorry for.
Austin's friend: Heads up. Yo, five minutes.
Austin: I'm coming.
Sam: I know that guy that sent those emails is somewhere down inside of you. But I can't wait for him because waiting for you is like waiting for rain in this drought. Useless and disappointing.
(Sam turns around and walks away.)
Austin: Sam!
没成熟的石榴籽是什么滋味?
苦涩!
是的, 水果不到时节, 没成熟, 如果过早地品尝它, 只会有苦涩.
爱情也是如此...
我不后悔了
i saw my sis's timetable. she takes 2nd specialization so she supposedly takes more credits than others. but guess what? her sch days average 4hrs a day! im like WHAT!??!!?? 4 FREAKING HOURS ONLY????? ok that is so so unfair!!! I WANT UNI LIFE!!!!!!!! someone pls scrap the jc system. it is of no use at all! my sch hrs are like abt 8hrs a day! half of it! half of it! i want!!!!
called yu lu last night. 好想念过去. we chatted for like 20 min. i want 老鸭汤和猫耳朵.
苦涩!
是的, 水果不到时节, 没成熟, 如果过早地品尝它, 只会有苦涩.
爱情也是如此...
我不后悔了
i saw my sis's timetable. she takes 2nd specialization so she supposedly takes more credits than others. but guess what? her sch days average 4hrs a day! im like WHAT!??!!?? 4 FREAKING HOURS ONLY????? ok that is so so unfair!!! I WANT UNI LIFE!!!!!!!! someone pls scrap the jc system. it is of no use at all! my sch hrs are like abt 8hrs a day! half of it! half of it! i want!!!!
called yu lu last night. 好想念过去. we chatted for like 20 min. i want 老鸭汤和猫耳朵.
Friday, September 15, 2006
yay my chinese teacher wants a typed out copy of my chinese compo to 投稿!! YAY!!
im glad my menses came. so it wun thwart my promos. but i cant eat ice cream i cant drink cold drinks. sickening.
i love the economist! it enriches me so much. esp the airlines article so so cool!! will tell ya more after promos. and it isnt like the dumb newsweek and times which only contains politics politics politics! oh but yw might not like to hear this: economist last article was under the heading orbituary. and the title was steve irwin.
janice and i were so happy it was raining during bio lect. we were praying for it to last 4 hrs so no pe. had to open umbrella to CA6 for gp but i didnt mind coz i was like no pe so it is worth it. janice was like what if they have it in the hall? then i said cannot be coz got prelims. and we both smiled. and in the end, the rain continued till pe period. we cheered. oh yes we did. BUT we had pe in the old gym. freaking idiotic u know! wats wrong with nj la! hip hop is the most diff dance to learn and master! ballet is the basic! how can u jump to the highest level when most of us are jus beginners!?? i dont deny ballroom also requires a little foundation. but things like cha cha and rock and roll, although not very popular, but a lot easier to master!
oh yea i decided that i should go on hiatus from 23rd sept till after promos. i never went on a hiatus ever since i started this blog 14-15months ago. but im really scared of promos. im really scared. i cant afford to lose biodiversity. then my heart will ache for the next 12months coz im taking stupid h2 bio which contains all the genetics and molecular stuff which i totally detest! and i really need a h3 to take 2nd specialization in uni. so h3 really means a lot to me...
一切有始必有终, 这是不灭的法则, 该放下时切放下. 我也是没的选, 破不得以才做这个决定的. 你若对我是真心的, 你可以选择挽留我, 或选择放弃我. 你若选走第二条路那请你不要再出现在我面前. 看着你, 我的心真的真的无法再忍受. 走这条不归路, 我会不会走错了?我自己也不敢肯定. 你以成了我的一种无形的包袱. 我的精神以及思想上的压力和负担. 我扛累了, 真的扛累了, 你就让我放下好吗? 少了这个束缚我也许能飞得更远. 人若为了追求感情上的寄拖而付出惨痛的代价就只能在记忆中喘气.
im glad my menses came. so it wun thwart my promos. but i cant eat ice cream i cant drink cold drinks. sickening.
i love the economist! it enriches me so much. esp the airlines article so so cool!! will tell ya more after promos. and it isnt like the dumb newsweek and times which only contains politics politics politics! oh but yw might not like to hear this: economist last article was under the heading orbituary. and the title was steve irwin.
janice and i were so happy it was raining during bio lect. we were praying for it to last 4 hrs so no pe. had to open umbrella to CA6 for gp but i didnt mind coz i was like no pe so it is worth it. janice was like what if they have it in the hall? then i said cannot be coz got prelims. and we both smiled. and in the end, the rain continued till pe period. we cheered. oh yes we did. BUT we had pe in the old gym. freaking idiotic u know! wats wrong with nj la! hip hop is the most diff dance to learn and master! ballet is the basic! how can u jump to the highest level when most of us are jus beginners!?? i dont deny ballroom also requires a little foundation. but things like cha cha and rock and roll, although not very popular, but a lot easier to master!
oh yea i decided that i should go on hiatus from 23rd sept till after promos. i never went on a hiatus ever since i started this blog 14-15months ago. but im really scared of promos. im really scared. i cant afford to lose biodiversity. then my heart will ache for the next 12months coz im taking stupid h2 bio which contains all the genetics and molecular stuff which i totally detest! and i really need a h3 to take 2nd specialization in uni. so h3 really means a lot to me...
一切有始必有终, 这是不灭的法则, 该放下时切放下. 我也是没的选, 破不得以才做这个决定的. 你若对我是真心的, 你可以选择挽留我, 或选择放弃我. 你若选走第二条路那请你不要再出现在我面前. 看着你, 我的心真的真的无法再忍受. 走这条不归路, 我会不会走错了?我自己也不敢肯定. 你以成了我的一种无形的包袱. 我的精神以及思想上的压力和负担. 我扛累了, 真的扛累了, 你就让我放下好吗? 少了这个束缚我也许能飞得更远. 人若为了追求感情上的寄拖而付出惨痛的代价就只能在记忆中喘气.
Thursday, September 14, 2006
i thought yest's studying till 430 was bad enough. today i did it till 530!! and without lunch break! gosh im gg insane already somebody save me!!
started off the morning really badly. 1st i left my phone at home. thanks to that dumb OSO who smsed me. i read it and left my phone on the table. jus great. then i found out in the lift. so i stopped at 4th floor. and got out. pressed the up button but the button did not light up. i was wondering if it was still working. (i later found out it wasnt). i waited and waited and waited. i was like is my phone for today more important or being punctual more important? so i left after 3 min of waiting. AND I CLIMBED 4 STOREYS DOWN! STUPID LIFT! on the way down i saw the lift going up and pass 4th floor without stopping. im glad i didnt have 100% faith in pandan valley's lifts. i ran for the bus and got to sch perspiring like nuts. wasted all my lotion!
mi amiga: gracias for sending an sms to my dad for me.
chem lec they didnt even bother to do revision la. go on to other topics. i think i shld pon next chem lecture heh. i feel so guai gg for all the lecs. my sis pon so many la. im too obedient i should learn how to be a bad girl ;)
i was the stupid fool who had so much faith in marriage. 婚姻, 我不须要也不稀罕了!
started off the morning really badly. 1st i left my phone at home. thanks to that dumb OSO who smsed me. i read it and left my phone on the table. jus great. then i found out in the lift. so i stopped at 4th floor. and got out. pressed the up button but the button did not light up. i was wondering if it was still working. (i later found out it wasnt). i waited and waited and waited. i was like is my phone for today more important or being punctual more important? so i left after 3 min of waiting. AND I CLIMBED 4 STOREYS DOWN! STUPID LIFT! on the way down i saw the lift going up and pass 4th floor without stopping. im glad i didnt have 100% faith in pandan valley's lifts. i ran for the bus and got to sch perspiring like nuts. wasted all my lotion!
mi amiga: gracias for sending an sms to my dad for me.
chem lec they didnt even bother to do revision la. go on to other topics. i think i shld pon next chem lecture heh. i feel so guai gg for all the lecs. my sis pon so many la. im too obedient i should learn how to be a bad girl ;)
i was the stupid fool who had so much faith in marriage. 婚姻, 我不须要也不稀罕了!
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
ok a short and sweet one today. im so happy sch ended at 140 today! that has been one of the earliest full sch days i had in more than half a year!! let off early today, scored full marks for cheng yu test, 156 came straight after i reached the bus stop, i thought i was having a streak of good luck today until on the way home i saw a funeral procession. i shldnt have turned my head when i heard the chantings.
ntu only offers phy and maths h3. gah i was thinking i would have 2nd options la.
didnt stay back for open day cip briefing. could finally go home so early i surely wun stay back one.
oh yea im currently very addicted to chilli i dunno why. happened like overnight during sept hols. now i drink chilli like water. yest ate nasi lemak and the chilli they gave i usually eat only 1/5 of the portion but yest it wasnt even enough for me!! oh and grape balls are NICE!
hip hop dance for pe. dun try to imagine me doing hip hop coz i will look so...im jus really not the hip hop kind. really.
and during lunch janice and i were so afraid those 3 jokers will keep us laughing until we cant eat lunch again, like last time. then we laughed at nothing today. laughing is contagious and a wonderful feeling to experience...
ntu only offers phy and maths h3. gah i was thinking i would have 2nd options la.
didnt stay back for open day cip briefing. could finally go home so early i surely wun stay back one.
oh yea im currently very addicted to chilli i dunno why. happened like overnight during sept hols. now i drink chilli like water. yest ate nasi lemak and the chilli they gave i usually eat only 1/5 of the portion but yest it wasnt even enough for me!! oh and grape balls are NICE!
hip hop dance for pe. dun try to imagine me doing hip hop coz i will look so...im jus really not the hip hop kind. really.
and during lunch janice and i were so afraid those 3 jokers will keep us laughing until we cant eat lunch again, like last time. then we laughed at nothing today. laughing is contagious and a wonderful feeling to experience...
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
i really hate tues man. even more so when the weather is so sick again.
oh yea my chinese book review is on display at the library for this week. go see yea? heh.
nj's laptops are so old i wonder wat they are doing in a non-third world country. so heavy so big and so slow it gets on my nerves. we need a tape recorder. i wonder if it still exists. janice was so excited keep wanting to come to my hse! eh my hse nothing nice one, wait till i redecorate my room then u come over k? haha..
oh and this hols im gonna wear every single dress in my wardrobe. i think the silver fish ate some of them already. i hardly wear dresses nowadays. so bring on the party and the champagne! speaking of which, my paternal grandma's 88th bdae is next next wed!! celebrating it on sat night. im gonna open something with a higher alcohol content this time wahaha..my dad has enough XOs at home for a wedding already. and he wun let me open 1 to cook it with prawns. gahhh.
tortisey is cute. i've been thinking. i keep kissing my babies before i go to sleep but i havent kissed a human in years. and i havent received a kiss in years. time for some kissing yea? i'll look for victims ;) if i wait till that "someday" that "someday" may never come...
was rushing out chinese compo last night. by the time i hit the bed i practically melted into it. and the bed and i became one. 形成一体了. heh. woke up this morning and had to tear myself away from the bed. accidentally pressed the snooze button instead of the off button. so end up after washing my face i went back to turn it off. and i couldnt resist the urge to bury my face back into my comforter again. im beat. im sleeping at 930 tonight. i wun entertain smses after tat.
still got phy va blah. got chinese test tmr AGAIN. crappy. my last chinese test did so badly until really so badly. but everybody did that badly so i guess i didnt do as badly. am i making any sense here? bio seems to have the least no of tests so far. maths the most. maths is sucky. i hate maths.
你那擦身而过令我呆坐许久才收得起我那破碎的心情
oh yea my chinese book review is on display at the library for this week. go see yea? heh.
nj's laptops are so old i wonder wat they are doing in a non-third world country. so heavy so big and so slow it gets on my nerves. we need a tape recorder. i wonder if it still exists. janice was so excited keep wanting to come to my hse! eh my hse nothing nice one, wait till i redecorate my room then u come over k? haha..
oh and this hols im gonna wear every single dress in my wardrobe. i think the silver fish ate some of them already. i hardly wear dresses nowadays. so bring on the party and the champagne! speaking of which, my paternal grandma's 88th bdae is next next wed!! celebrating it on sat night. im gonna open something with a higher alcohol content this time wahaha..my dad has enough XOs at home for a wedding already. and he wun let me open 1 to cook it with prawns. gahhh.
tortisey is cute. i've been thinking. i keep kissing my babies before i go to sleep but i havent kissed a human in years. and i havent received a kiss in years. time for some kissing yea? i'll look for victims ;) if i wait till that "someday" that "someday" may never come...
was rushing out chinese compo last night. by the time i hit the bed i practically melted into it. and the bed and i became one. 形成一体了. heh. woke up this morning and had to tear myself away from the bed. accidentally pressed the snooze button instead of the off button. so end up after washing my face i went back to turn it off. and i couldnt resist the urge to bury my face back into my comforter again. im beat. im sleeping at 930 tonight. i wun entertain smses after tat.
still got phy va blah. got chinese test tmr AGAIN. crappy. my last chinese test did so badly until really so badly. but everybody did that badly so i guess i didnt do as badly. am i making any sense here? bio seems to have the least no of tests so far. maths the most. maths is sucky. i hate maths.
你那擦身而过令我呆坐许久才收得起我那破碎的心情
Monday, September 11, 2006
来找答案? 很困扰对吧? 今天所发生的那一切一定让你撕烂了脑袋. 我是不想告诉你的, 也没觉得有这个必要. 但又一想, 你是有权力知道的. 我们俩没必要再这样拖下去. 还觉得不够苦吗? 既然你犹豫不定, 就让我来做个了断. 况且, 放弃不曾拥有过的东西也不算是失去. 走这条路, 尚且不容易但乘还没到不能自拔的情况选择腿出, 我想着也许是最好的办法了. 对不起.
janice keeps complaining my eye bags one eye bigger than the other. sheesh. i didnt think the chem quiz got like 35 qns wat. plus i still wanted to watch charlies angels last night so had to rush the help sheet thing. and so lack of sleep.
chem va. i see the grids until yuan hua la. got to count one by one de. 有没有搞错吗! oh wells. plus i had no curve ruler. and i dunno how to use straight ruler to draw curve so i drew it free hand and it of course looked like crap. sickening. after the test janice was like are u ok? i was like yea. coz i kept erasing and erasing. coz i couldnt get the curve perfect la. needed the 2 half lifes to be the same but i could never get it. sigh. oh wells. sorry for making janice so flustered. and if i did disturb anyone else, a thousand apologies.
gp had to do a partial compre. grr. and now my right hand is kinda sprained. stupid masnidah. i was like procrastinating a little wee bit softer than yelling and so she was looking at me and asked any problem? i was like nothing. sigh.
econs we practically did nothing. early lunch. left me time to complete bio mcq.
civics. stress relief tips all no use one. but it was pretty destressing to laugh at them. the guys were hilarious. esp that one. wats his name? wen hao is it? i got pretty mixed up.
maths. had fun slacking. ok i turn childish when i lack sleep. janice was gg -_-"""""""""" all the time. heh. TORTISE!! wahaha. ok im a bit kranky. tsang let us off at what 4pm? and lessons end at 340? i was telling janice i want to record the school bell and play it when it is 340. cool idea yea? hees.
mr mokhtar said my shortcakes were tasty enought to be sold. im not all that spoilt u know? i can cook and bake but i jus cant do housework thats all. janice was so impressed when i told her abt my new invented recepies. ahahaha.
oh and i found some new panties in my drawer i never knew i had. ok a bit random haha.
i was telling janice, last night i pick out some sand bottles for jasmine to choose. then after that i left the whole bunch on my table and went to sleep. when i turned off the lights, everything glowed! and it looked like a galaxy! i slept with the stars last night. oh yes...
janice keeps complaining my eye bags one eye bigger than the other. sheesh. i didnt think the chem quiz got like 35 qns wat. plus i still wanted to watch charlies angels last night so had to rush the help sheet thing. and so lack of sleep.
chem va. i see the grids until yuan hua la. got to count one by one de. 有没有搞错吗! oh wells. plus i had no curve ruler. and i dunno how to use straight ruler to draw curve so i drew it free hand and it of course looked like crap. sickening. after the test janice was like are u ok? i was like yea. coz i kept erasing and erasing. coz i couldnt get the curve perfect la. needed the 2 half lifes to be the same but i could never get it. sigh. oh wells. sorry for making janice so flustered. and if i did disturb anyone else, a thousand apologies.
gp had to do a partial compre. grr. and now my right hand is kinda sprained. stupid masnidah. i was like procrastinating a little wee bit softer than yelling and so she was looking at me and asked any problem? i was like nothing. sigh.
econs we practically did nothing. early lunch. left me time to complete bio mcq.
civics. stress relief tips all no use one. but it was pretty destressing to laugh at them. the guys were hilarious. esp that one. wats his name? wen hao is it? i got pretty mixed up.
maths. had fun slacking. ok i turn childish when i lack sleep. janice was gg -_-"""""""""" all the time. heh. TORTISE!! wahaha. ok im a bit kranky. tsang let us off at what 4pm? and lessons end at 340? i was telling janice i want to record the school bell and play it when it is 340. cool idea yea? hees.
mr mokhtar said my shortcakes were tasty enought to be sold. im not all that spoilt u know? i can cook and bake but i jus cant do housework thats all. janice was so impressed when i told her abt my new invented recepies. ahahaha.
oh and i found some new panties in my drawer i never knew i had. ok a bit random haha.
i was telling janice, last night i pick out some sand bottles for jasmine to choose. then after that i left the whole bunch on my table and went to sleep. when i turned off the lights, everything glowed! and it looked like a galaxy! i slept with the stars last night. oh yes...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
i spent 2 hrs baking in the kitchen and my cookies turned out to be short cakes coz i spinned it too much. rawr. i cant get it right. but i love short cakes anyway =) my short cakes rock!
~泪水~
她终于明白直得她落泪的人是不会令她难过的. 而那些让她伤心的人是不直得她好几宿的哭泣. 人生短短的几十年, 既然还得活下去, 她就要天天笑, 成为世界上最开心的女孩. 她不须要人去爱她因为她爱自己. 也就因为这样, 所以她选择了离开你. 她不想再和你纠缠不清, 不想再心痛. 她要忘记泪水的滋味, 只要记得笑的情感.
~泪水~
她终于明白直得她落泪的人是不会令她难过的. 而那些让她伤心的人是不直得她好几宿的哭泣. 人生短短的几十年, 既然还得活下去, 她就要天天笑, 成为世界上最开心的女孩. 她不须要人去爱她因为她爱自己. 也就因为这样, 所以她选择了离开你. 她不想再和你纠缠不清, 不想再心痛. 她要忘记泪水的滋味, 只要记得笑的情感.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
where should i start? i got so many things i wanna say, i dont even know where to begin...
i love evian atomizer! great for ppl with oily skin like me! not greasy since it is pure water, but leaves ur skin moistorised and has a refreshing effect! i would have kept it until some big event but after i read prathipa's forwarded email on how u may not live to that "someday" then i think, yea right so why am i keeping all my best products? so i took out all of my collection and opened them last night.
except for the lip glosses though. didnt use them. coz im using a new one. jus threw away my less new one. called less new coz it isnt old. i keep changing handbags then put here put there then cannot find. by the time i find it i already opened a new one. and my mum gave me enough perfumes to last a lifetime la. what am i supposed to do with them?
was at sicc jus now. watched Just My Luck! and the gym was pretty empty, that made me happy. BUT the changing rooms were full of golfing aunties. haiz.
went to the reading room again. i remembered the 1st time i went there was 1 day before chem prelim prac exam. i blogged abt this remember? got this guy keep staring at me. then when i look up he will quickly turn his head away. made me very uncomfortable. to put it nicely for such guys it is they cant take their eyes off u. crudely, they are just sicko perverts.
for lunch i cooked chinese style salmon and chinese "kimchi" yay!
i may be the most indepentent one but it doesnt mean u can neglect my feelings to suit their needs. la amiga asked why keep changing plans? anything wrong? yea there is. she go uni then big deal. whole house upside down jus coz of her. cater to her cater to my bro and me? say he needs a lot of reassurances blah blah blah..well if u dont love me as much then jus say so.
when i found out that u had a short life i was pretty upset. i couldnt bear the thought of u leaving me. but now, maybe that might be a relief to all of us. anyway u being dead or alive doesnt seem to make a difference to me anymore. coz ur never here. and i never seem to need u. ur not the 1st one i turn to when i have problems. i wonder how far we've drifted apart. and i seem to be closer to my maid now than i am to u.
大男人小男人 ended last night. jus as well. time to focus on promos. when melissa told norman 我只要问你一个问题. i could say that qn out exactly the way she worded it. coz thats the qn i've always wanted to ask too. but like norman, he wouldnt tell me the ans. and so like melissa, i will never know. but i guess ignorance is bliss. if i dont know, i will prob have less regrets.
曾拥有过的感觉能淡化, 但那些回忆是永恒的...
i love evian atomizer! great for ppl with oily skin like me! not greasy since it is pure water, but leaves ur skin moistorised and has a refreshing effect! i would have kept it until some big event but after i read prathipa's forwarded email on how u may not live to that "someday" then i think, yea right so why am i keeping all my best products? so i took out all of my collection and opened them last night.
except for the lip glosses though. didnt use them. coz im using a new one. jus threw away my less new one. called less new coz it isnt old. i keep changing handbags then put here put there then cannot find. by the time i find it i already opened a new one. and my mum gave me enough perfumes to last a lifetime la. what am i supposed to do with them?
was at sicc jus now. watched Just My Luck! and the gym was pretty empty, that made me happy. BUT the changing rooms were full of golfing aunties. haiz.
went to the reading room again. i remembered the 1st time i went there was 1 day before chem prelim prac exam. i blogged abt this remember? got this guy keep staring at me. then when i look up he will quickly turn his head away. made me very uncomfortable. to put it nicely for such guys it is they cant take their eyes off u. crudely, they are just sicko perverts.
for lunch i cooked chinese style salmon and chinese "kimchi" yay!
i may be the most indepentent one but it doesnt mean u can neglect my feelings to suit their needs. la amiga asked why keep changing plans? anything wrong? yea there is. she go uni then big deal. whole house upside down jus coz of her. cater to her cater to my bro and me? say he needs a lot of reassurances blah blah blah..well if u dont love me as much then jus say so.
when i found out that u had a short life i was pretty upset. i couldnt bear the thought of u leaving me. but now, maybe that might be a relief to all of us. anyway u being dead or alive doesnt seem to make a difference to me anymore. coz ur never here. and i never seem to need u. ur not the 1st one i turn to when i have problems. i wonder how far we've drifted apart. and i seem to be closer to my maid now than i am to u.
大男人小男人 ended last night. jus as well. time to focus on promos. when melissa told norman 我只要问你一个问题. i could say that qn out exactly the way she worded it. coz thats the qn i've always wanted to ask too. but like norman, he wouldnt tell me the ans. and so like melissa, i will never know. but i guess ignorance is bliss. if i dont know, i will prob have less regrets.
曾拥有过的感觉能淡化, 但那些回忆是永恒的...
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
warning: this is gonna be verbal diarrhea to most coz im a deprived blogger and yes i admit im addicted to blogging. sigh.
wed
got bored in the morning and forwarded the sms to other ppl in my contact list again. Jo Ee wants to meet up with me after promos. i did a count, only to realise i owe like 10 groups of ppl dates! GAH! ok social calendar is packed for the hols. oo and josef tan's reply was kinda cool heh. ya ya i forwarded to him =P he replied: hmm..12345679..are we MISSing something here?
had a little party in the afternoon. everyone wasnt in. my maid accompanied me to laurels. bought loads of junk food. came home and ate and ate. then we started making sandwiches with tuna, tomato (which i usually dont eat), cucumber and CHIPS! wahaha! so we sat there eating and talking for like 2hrs! great fun we had. im growing fat. someone pls lend me a skirt for sch on mon!
xuelin sent me the crushcalculator thing. i wrote my name and then
crush no. 1: me =)
crush no. 2: myself XD
crush no. 3: moi :P
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go
Guess it wasn’t enough to take up some of my love, guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you I’m not like that
The one who gives it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you this time
Did you think that it was something I was gonna do, and cry
Don’t try to tell me what to do, don’t try to tell me what to say
I’m gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I’m really upset
Get outta my head
That guilt trip that you put me on won’t mess me up cuz I’ve done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
You’re better off that way
I’m better off alone anyway
read GP file 2 and found some examples in the DO NOT WRITE list. pretty hilarious:
-people who dont agree with me must be either nuts, perverts, or radicals. Anyway, they get all their ideas from their pinko friends. (i really love this one!)
-you can trust me, because i'm honest sam, the used-car-man. i'd never steer you wrong.
didnt know GP teachers had a sense of humour :D
thurs
rough night. woke up to visit the bathroom like 3 times during my sleep! and the amount i urinated each time wasnt a lot, it was A LOT. (this phrase came from pei tsung. no i didnt tell him abt it, silly goose. hees. it was when i asked him to scan notes for me) later on my 姑姑 told me it is coz of the barley i drank at night. how was i suppose to know such things arent suppose to be drunk at night? sigh.
my maid made pancakes for breakfast.
at great world city i saw this handphone accessory with my horoscope sign on it. and it was like $5. and to think i actually contemplated buying it! im glad i didnt. so far, i bought 3 from my maid. and it is still cheaper than that one piece at great world. im a happy girl =)
oh yea the other day i was asking janice why ppl had that froggie icons on msn. then she was like it is coz of the crocodile hunter who died. oo so they are crocodile icons. looks like frogs to me. quoting from my dad, "the stingray had to be damn accurate to pierce the heart because our heart is protected by our ribs. even when the surgeon does heart operations he has to open up the ribs. damn accurate you know!"
my mum saw the dangling stuff from my handphone last night. and she was like shaking her head. she said, "we want the handphone smaller, more compact, and u kids keep adding things to it! i dont understand!" of course u dont. oh wells. neways li hui's phone is the size of my eraser. and i really wonder how she can type smses. coz i cant. oh and my eraser isnt that big. i jus used a bigger one coz i keep losing my small ones under my piles and stacks of books, papers, files. i took pics of my promo mugging tables wahaha. to be uploaded after promos. and i realised i lost a lot of notes. yikes. im really not a messy person la. im very orgainzed de. it is only when i study like mad then like that one. got to trouble mi amiga. heh.
read nj's chinese publication. woah even i found it chim! chim chim chinese stuff I LIKE! wahaha! esp the rainbow love story..
my fish tank is in serious need of redecoration. my room is also in need of a revamp. after promos.
oh and we had inspirational dinner tonight. only my maid and i eating at home. my dad invited me for dinner at sicc but i turned it down to mug bio spa. BUT IM HERE BLOGGING. oh man. neways we invented a lot of new dishes. jus threw stuff into the pot. everything we threw in was by feeling. and it turned out great! though i couldnt find XO in the wine cellar so i used whiskey instead ;)
ur still reading eh? great job! =) keep going! haha..
fri
i have tears in my eyes as i write this. i finally got an email from someone i missed so much! plus a photo! im touched =) so touched =) im crying..
neways had bio spa today. i bet it cost the sch a huge bomb. i was so hungry i could almost eat it ;) but yea i like baby biscuits more. when my previous maths tuition teacher had her baby, i got baby biscuits from her wahaha!
this morning janice was saying today is fri already. sigh. yea the hols have come and gone already. sigh. promos are coming AHHHHHH im scared!! but his wise words have given me courage =) thank you so very much..
oh and the abortion photos janice sent me shook my stand on abortion quite a bit.
the weather is disgusting. i need a shower. so yeaps thats the end of the verbal diarrhea, im glad u survived it! and really, thanks for reading everything. muacks!
wed
got bored in the morning and forwarded the sms to other ppl in my contact list again. Jo Ee wants to meet up with me after promos. i did a count, only to realise i owe like 10 groups of ppl dates! GAH! ok social calendar is packed for the hols. oo and josef tan's reply was kinda cool heh. ya ya i forwarded to him =P he replied: hmm..12345679..are we MISSing something here?
had a little party in the afternoon. everyone wasnt in. my maid accompanied me to laurels. bought loads of junk food. came home and ate and ate. then we started making sandwiches with tuna, tomato (which i usually dont eat), cucumber and CHIPS! wahaha! so we sat there eating and talking for like 2hrs! great fun we had. im growing fat. someone pls lend me a skirt for sch on mon!
xuelin sent me the crushcalculator thing. i wrote my name and then
crush no. 1: me =)
crush no. 2: myself XD
crush no. 3: moi :P
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go
Guess it wasn’t enough to take up some of my love, guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you I’m not like that
The one who gives it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you this time
Did you think that it was something I was gonna do, and cry
Don’t try to tell me what to do, don’t try to tell me what to say
I’m gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I’m really upset
Get outta my head
That guilt trip that you put me on won’t mess me up cuz I’ve done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
You’re better off that way
I’m better off alone anyway
~Avril Lavigne - Don't tell me~
read GP file 2 and found some examples in the DO NOT WRITE list. pretty hilarious:
-people who dont agree with me must be either nuts, perverts, or radicals. Anyway, they get all their ideas from their pinko friends. (i really love this one!)
-you can trust me, because i'm honest sam, the used-car-man. i'd never steer you wrong.
didnt know GP teachers had a sense of humour :D
thurs
rough night. woke up to visit the bathroom like 3 times during my sleep! and the amount i urinated each time wasnt a lot, it was A LOT. (this phrase came from pei tsung. no i didnt tell him abt it, silly goose. hees. it was when i asked him to scan notes for me) later on my 姑姑 told me it is coz of the barley i drank at night. how was i suppose to know such things arent suppose to be drunk at night? sigh.
my maid made pancakes for breakfast.
at great world city i saw this handphone accessory with my horoscope sign on it. and it was like $5. and to think i actually contemplated buying it! im glad i didnt. so far, i bought 3 from my maid. and it is still cheaper than that one piece at great world. im a happy girl =)
oh yea the other day i was asking janice why ppl had that froggie icons on msn. then she was like it is coz of the crocodile hunter who died. oo so they are crocodile icons. looks like frogs to me. quoting from my dad, "the stingray had to be damn accurate to pierce the heart because our heart is protected by our ribs. even when the surgeon does heart operations he has to open up the ribs. damn accurate you know!"
my mum saw the dangling stuff from my handphone last night. and she was like shaking her head. she said, "we want the handphone smaller, more compact, and u kids keep adding things to it! i dont understand!" of course u dont. oh wells. neways li hui's phone is the size of my eraser. and i really wonder how she can type smses. coz i cant. oh and my eraser isnt that big. i jus used a bigger one coz i keep losing my small ones under my piles and stacks of books, papers, files. i took pics of my promo mugging tables wahaha. to be uploaded after promos. and i realised i lost a lot of notes. yikes. im really not a messy person la. im very orgainzed de. it is only when i study like mad then like that one. got to trouble mi amiga. heh.
read nj's chinese publication. woah even i found it chim! chim chim chinese stuff I LIKE! wahaha! esp the rainbow love story..
my fish tank is in serious need of redecoration. my room is also in need of a revamp. after promos.
oh and we had inspirational dinner tonight. only my maid and i eating at home. my dad invited me for dinner at sicc but i turned it down to mug bio spa. BUT IM HERE BLOGGING. oh man. neways we invented a lot of new dishes. jus threw stuff into the pot. everything we threw in was by feeling. and it turned out great! though i couldnt find XO in the wine cellar so i used whiskey instead ;)
ur still reading eh? great job! =) keep going! haha..
fri
i have tears in my eyes as i write this. i finally got an email from someone i missed so much! plus a photo! im touched =) so touched =) im crying..
neways had bio spa today. i bet it cost the sch a huge bomb. i was so hungry i could almost eat it ;) but yea i like baby biscuits more. when my previous maths tuition teacher had her baby, i got baby biscuits from her wahaha!
this morning janice was saying today is fri already. sigh. yea the hols have come and gone already. sigh. promos are coming AHHHHHH im scared!! but his wise words have given me courage =) thank you so very much..
oh and the abortion photos janice sent me shook my stand on abortion quite a bit.
the weather is disgusting. i need a shower. so yeaps thats the end of the verbal diarrhea, im glad u survived it! and really, thanks for reading everything. muacks!
my maid turned entreprenuer so im doing free advertisements for her. she's selling handphone accessories. each one for $1.50. u pay at least a few dollars if u buy them outside. she bought them in bulk so its cheaper. and no, u dun get a discount jus coz ur my really close friend. coz i didnt get a discount either!
these are really cute! ur sign's pic in the front then ur sign written behind. and they come with bells! i love bells haha. bells come in white, yellow, PINK, PURPLE, BLUE and green.
these are suppose to be a good luck charms. promos coming up yea? hint hint. the paper inside the capsule contains ur sign's characteristics. and u write ur wish in it. and they have bells too!
i bought one of these too =) sand in the bottle. pink, blue, green, mixed colours..the stars in the sand will glow at night. and there's drum like things also.
those in the pink and blue boxes come with lights. u know that flashy kind? yea that kind. and the mashi maro cushion with ur sign on it and a good luck charm capsule and a bell.
see that yellow banana in the middle? its kinda jelly like. pretty cool. she has strawberries, dolphines, heart shapes...
these are really cute! ur sign's pic in the front then ur sign written behind. and they come with bells! i love bells haha. bells come in white, yellow, PINK, PURPLE, BLUE and green.
these are suppose to be a good luck charms. promos coming up yea? hint hint. the paper inside the capsule contains ur sign's characteristics. and u write ur wish in it. and they have bells too!
i bought one of these too =) sand in the bottle. pink, blue, green, mixed colours..the stars in the sand will glow at night. and there's drum like things also. 
those in the pink and blue boxes come with lights. u know that flashy kind? yea that kind. and the mashi maro cushion with ur sign on it and a good luck charm capsule and a bell.
see that yellow banana in the middle? its kinda jelly like. pretty cool. she has strawberries, dolphines, heart shapes...
oh and she's selling handphone straps at $2.50. outside sells for like $4. comes in all kinds of colours. pink, yellow, white, black...
i changed my msn font colour to pink! NICE!
so yea interested buyers can contact me. leave a tag, email, sms, call..anything. oh but i dun really like calls so yea pick a mode of communication i prefer more :D
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh...sigh. today went pretty badly.
morning: my maid woke me up at 640am. then i yelled at her and told her 750. she came in again at 715. so after i got up, got changed and got out, i was practically an ticking bomb. i abhore sleep disturbers. and it was raining. of all days of all days!!
maths lec (8:15-10:45): ok not as bad as i tot it would be. ultra stuffy in the 1st place then freaking cold. nj's always like that. nothing seems to be working right.
lunch (10:45-11:15): only 1 stall open! so sickening. janice and i were thinking of lunching out. but then coz im on tonics i cant eat anything cooling so a lot of restrictions.
econs consultation (11:30-1:30): the 1st thing that went right today! mr tiew graded my drq and essays all level 3 and 4. wahaha! he kept burping though heh.
mugging (1:30-4:00): we left only qn 12 didnt manage to finish. but i was glad la amiga was around. gracias =) and we realised we have been pronouncing a lot of words wrongly oops.
in between i got the chance to see you (the 2nd thing that went right today)
meeting (4:00-5:00): wait i go shower first or i will explode again.
okies back.
representatives from asian film archive came down to talk to us abt this marketing project. while janice and i were walking to TB 11 they stopped us and asked for directions. so qiao. it was pretty alright. i got really excited when they talked abt the marketing thing. but we need to pay like $65-80.
then he said the project is to be showcased at asian media festival which will be at 1-3 Dec. then i said i will be having SAT exam on 2nd Dec. then he was like not important right? i was like erm it is important. WAH LAO! ok if he werent that far from me and i werent in nj uni, i might have jus slapped him. full marks for an SAT exam will earn u a full scholarship to harvard uni. now if that isnt important then wat is? that project??! u dare say that project is more important than a full scholarship to harvard uni!?? no wonder he didnt even think anything of our promos exam. i cant imagine working with someone like this.
dinner: argued with both my parents over 2 different things.
ok so im in an absolutely bad mood today. 1-ppl angered me. 2-lack of sleep. 3-pms. leave me alone. warning: u dun want me exploding coz it can be really fatal.
morning: my maid woke me up at 640am. then i yelled at her and told her 750. she came in again at 715. so after i got up, got changed and got out, i was practically an ticking bomb. i abhore sleep disturbers. and it was raining. of all days of all days!!
maths lec (8:15-10:45): ok not as bad as i tot it would be. ultra stuffy in the 1st place then freaking cold. nj's always like that. nothing seems to be working right.
lunch (10:45-11:15): only 1 stall open! so sickening. janice and i were thinking of lunching out. but then coz im on tonics i cant eat anything cooling so a lot of restrictions.
econs consultation (11:30-1:30): the 1st thing that went right today! mr tiew graded my drq and essays all level 3 and 4. wahaha! he kept burping though heh.
mugging (1:30-4:00): we left only qn 12 didnt manage to finish. but i was glad la amiga was around. gracias =) and we realised we have been pronouncing a lot of words wrongly oops.
in between i got the chance to see you (the 2nd thing that went right today)
meeting (4:00-5:00): wait i go shower first or i will explode again.
okies back.
representatives from asian film archive came down to talk to us abt this marketing project. while janice and i were walking to TB 11 they stopped us and asked for directions. so qiao. it was pretty alright. i got really excited when they talked abt the marketing thing. but we need to pay like $65-80.
then he said the project is to be showcased at asian media festival which will be at 1-3 Dec. then i said i will be having SAT exam on 2nd Dec. then he was like not important right? i was like erm it is important. WAH LAO! ok if he werent that far from me and i werent in nj uni, i might have jus slapped him. full marks for an SAT exam will earn u a full scholarship to harvard uni. now if that isnt important then wat is? that project??! u dare say that project is more important than a full scholarship to harvard uni!?? no wonder he didnt even think anything of our promos exam. i cant imagine working with someone like this.
dinner: argued with both my parents over 2 different things.
ok so im in an absolutely bad mood today. 1-ppl angered me. 2-lack of sleep. 3-pms. leave me alone. warning: u dun want me exploding coz it can be really fatal.
Monday, September 04, 2006
i wonder how many of u actually realise my blog has 2 secret compartments. click on the pic above. the one where the 2 girls, dressed as fairies, look out of the window. one of it says this:
im slipping off the edge
im hanging by a thread
i wanna start this all over again
which so happens to be part of the lyrics of Untitled by Simple Plan! i just realised that! ok that was kinda slow...
baking cookies was somewhat successful. hey there was an improvement ok! 1st time i did it was with a totally new oven. it got burnt. and ppl say that the 1st time u bake with a new oven, the food gets burnt. i dunno how true that is but yea it got burnt. now my 2nd attempt, it was slightly burnt. but it was tasty nonetheless! still..la amiga was kinda disappointed. sorry i dont show off imperfect products. heh. but the thing is when the cookies cools down, it gets hard. darn, now that jus totally ruined my plans argh.
i finished the book called Nights by elie wiesel, winner of nobel peace prize. the descriptions were so sick. how the jews got tortured. and it totally exposes the bad side of human nature. i wished i didnt read such a tragic book. i hate tragedies. but it is still a great book. though i still think it is sick.
long day in sch tmr. maths lec from 8:15-11pm then econs consultation from 11:30-12:30 and then gotta stay back for meeting from 4-5pm. gah i hate the thought of sch when i know i most prob wouldnt be seeing you. it makes things harder. oh and mr tiew got me the 1st floor wahaha!
oh wells in between i should try to complete C and R tutorial or else i will never get it done during the hols since no solns to refer to. someone pls psyche me into thinking i love maths..
im slipping off the edge
im hanging by a thread
i wanna start this all over again
which so happens to be part of the lyrics of Untitled by Simple Plan! i just realised that! ok that was kinda slow...
baking cookies was somewhat successful. hey there was an improvement ok! 1st time i did it was with a totally new oven. it got burnt. and ppl say that the 1st time u bake with a new oven, the food gets burnt. i dunno how true that is but yea it got burnt. now my 2nd attempt, it was slightly burnt. but it was tasty nonetheless! still..la amiga was kinda disappointed. sorry i dont show off imperfect products. heh. but the thing is when the cookies cools down, it gets hard. darn, now that jus totally ruined my plans argh.
i finished the book called Nights by elie wiesel, winner of nobel peace prize. the descriptions were so sick. how the jews got tortured. and it totally exposes the bad side of human nature. i wished i didnt read such a tragic book. i hate tragedies. but it is still a great book. though i still think it is sick.
long day in sch tmr. maths lec from 8:15-11pm then econs consultation from 11:30-12:30 and then gotta stay back for meeting from 4-5pm. gah i hate the thought of sch when i know i most prob wouldnt be seeing you. it makes things harder. oh and mr tiew got me the 1st floor wahaha!
oh wells in between i should try to complete C and R tutorial or else i will never get it done during the hols since no solns to refer to. someone pls psyche me into thinking i love maths..
my dream last night went from paradise to hell. not literally. i experienced happiness first, then fear and then despair. after which i opened my eyes. oh wells i think ive been watching too much of charmed lately..
photos galore! i know you've been missing me really badly. so i hope this helps =)
speech day 2006
on stage. yingtse's mum took this for me. my mum was taking video. and i did follow tty's instructions to smile k.
yingtse. my bestie friend/soulmate/twin. this girl reads my mind, always drown in my sorrows. the one who hates elf but loves cats XD aka the girl who went
fishing with me.
classmates for 4 years.
all smart in blazers ;)
from left to right:
no 8, no 38, no 3
hees.
had a hard time getting angeline to take this photo with us. i got impatient with photoshop so i left the eyebags on.
photos galore! i know you've been missing me really badly. so i hope this helps =)
speech day 2006
on stage. yingtse's mum took this for me. my mum was taking video. and i did follow tty's instructions to smile k.
yingtse. my bestie friend/soulmate/twin. this girl reads my mind, always drown in my sorrows. the one who hates elf but loves cats XD aka the girl who went fishing with me.
classmates for 4 years.all smart in blazers ;)
from left to right:
no 8, no 38, no 3
hees.
had a hard time getting angeline to take this photo with us. i got impatient with photoshop so i left the eyebags on.
my trophy.
silver awardee, proud to be!
those who took pics with me that day but dun see ur photo up means i look awful in them. will email them to u after promos. sorry for the really long delay girls!
sometimes i really amaze myself. sought opinions, arranged timing and venue, booked classroom, informed everyone all under 24hrs. many thanks to those who made this possible esp la amiga and mr tiew who's getting me the classroom. he was like any preference? i replied, "lower floors would be perfect!" haha! no wonder someone is so in love with him ;) sweet guy..
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Trying to figure out this life
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
~Avril Lavigne "I'm with you"
i know u all are in need of a laugh. so today i shall not blog abt my usual suns. this morning i forwarded the sms cailing sent to me yest to quite a no of ppl. those who didnt get it most prob coz:
1- u saw me and/or talked to me really recently
2- i didnt think u would miss me that much
3- i got too lazy already haha..
so apologies to those who are reading this but didnt get it. the sms was like this:
feel like u r gg insane?
heartpain n emotionally confused?
u prob haf the
"I MISS XIAO QI"
syndrome!
for instant relief,
SMS: 9667 1648 :D
some ppl's response were pretty hilarious ;)
xianglong (the 1st to respond): ya right Lolx.
prathipa: LOL!! ;)
peiyi (the coolest reply!): Today's World Mental Health Day. Please send an encouraging sms to a mentally unstable friend, as i have just done. Have a good day ahead
dian yi: he didnt sms back. he called me instead. and he went, "u trying to disturb me ah?"
joycelyn: Xiao qi!! I really miss u!! Ah im goin crazy from all e revision! How's life??
me: Wah! Finally one who replied with humane words! Ahahaha! Im also gg bonkers down here! Jia you dear! Believe in urself n u'll find e courage to carry on!
chien wei: Haha,ok,thank u so much. U put a smile on my face first thing in the morning. N can smsing really cure the miss xiaoqi syndrome? XD
me: Ahaha unless u miss me THAT much la! Ahahaha..Pretty cool sms huh?
chien wei: Haha,if i missed u that much,i would sate it on msn,and yes,it was a very cool sms,like an advertisement!
i wanted to say even if u do i bet u are too shy to say that! hahaha..
Wont you take me by the hand
take me somewhere new
I dont know who you are
but I... I'm with you
~Avril Lavigne "I'm with you"
i know u all are in need of a laugh. so today i shall not blog abt my usual suns. this morning i forwarded the sms cailing sent to me yest to quite a no of ppl. those who didnt get it most prob coz:
1- u saw me and/or talked to me really recently
2- i didnt think u would miss me that much
3- i got too lazy already haha..
so apologies to those who are reading this but didnt get it. the sms was like this:
feel like u r gg insane?
heartpain n emotionally confused?
u prob haf the
"I MISS XIAO QI"
syndrome!
for instant relief,
SMS: 9667 1648 :D
some ppl's response were pretty hilarious ;)
xianglong (the 1st to respond): ya right Lolx.
prathipa: LOL!! ;)
peiyi (the coolest reply!): Today's World Mental Health Day. Please send an encouraging sms to a mentally unstable friend, as i have just done. Have a good day ahead
dian yi: he didnt sms back. he called me instead. and he went, "u trying to disturb me ah?"
joycelyn: Xiao qi!! I really miss u!! Ah im goin crazy from all e revision! How's life??
me: Wah! Finally one who replied with humane words! Ahahaha! Im also gg bonkers down here! Jia you dear! Believe in urself n u'll find e courage to carry on!
chien wei: Haha,ok,thank u so much. U put a smile on my face first thing in the morning. N can smsing really cure the miss xiaoqi syndrome? XD
me: Ahaha unless u miss me THAT much la! Ahahaha..Pretty cool sms huh?
chien wei: Haha,if i missed u that much,i would sate it on msn,and yes,it was a very cool sms,like an advertisement!
i wanted to say even if u do i bet u are too shy to say that! hahaha..
Saturday, September 02, 2006
i have been a good girl today. or at least i hope so. ive only been bad coz ive been spamming janice's phone really badly. but that always happens during hols right la amiga? hees.
cailing sent me this really cool sms. forwarded it to janice. i wanted to send it to u too. but i cant. holding back really hurts.
gah my mum keeps complaining that i only smile at the com and not at her. i dunno. im jus not used to smiling at u? hahaha! i mean at home ur not that far away from me that i have to smile right?
its like the other day the baby smiled at me and a lot of other neighbours did the same too. i was like huh today neighbour friendly day ah?
i keep thinking, what if i had responded to ur advancement that time. what would then be of us today? i jus wasnt prepared for it then. and now im sitting here and regretting. i ruined our chance. and i hate myself for it. men think with their minds, women think with their hearts.
ive been wanting to post up speech day photos. but yingtse has yet to send me the other 3. and i dun want to post up an incomplete collection.
oh yes im thinking of changing my blog skin again. how long has it been since ive changed huh? i remembered it was after i came back from CIP at si mei. that was in april. so its abt 4+ months. i want something more sophisticated, something more mysterious. and yes mar, prob something less princessy.
ppl on the opp block are partying. creating such a din. inconsiderate freaks.
Friday, September 01, 2006
received news that my mum was involved in car accident this morning. some motorist rammed into her boot. luckily she's alright.
neways i was reading through my sis's friendster profile. found something in common. heh. we both love animals but hate cats wahaha!
oh and i love go karting. most ppl dont know abt that. did it in australia and was so hooked! i love the feeling of hitting the accelerator and jus speeding off. seem to leave ur troubles way way behind. my bro was so slow i rammed into him. then he couldnt move, said i spoilt the go kart. the instructor went to check and found him stepping on both the brakes and accelerator -_-" they didnt allow me onto the adult track coz i was underage. gah.
no no yi cheng doesnt like me. at least lie to me and tell me that he doesnt. janice was like: "sorry i didnt want 2 mention it 2 u in case it'll cause u distress. but since u asked, i think he COULD. heh. so attractive who dun like? lol :p" i replied, "RIGHT. were u suaning me further? was that a sarcastic remark? haha..." evelyn was like wrong time wrong place wrong actions. other scandals is based on ppl inferring and gossips but my case would be like 当场抓到! 说什么也没用了! 完了完了, 我就算跳进黄河也洗不清了!
yea u all may say no big deal wat. but after i demo what happened that evening for janice to see then she was like now i realised the severity!
neways i was reading through my sis's friendster profile. found something in common. heh. we both love animals but hate cats wahaha!
oh and i love go karting. most ppl dont know abt that. did it in australia and was so hooked! i love the feeling of hitting the accelerator and jus speeding off. seem to leave ur troubles way way behind. my bro was so slow i rammed into him. then he couldnt move, said i spoilt the go kart. the instructor went to check and found him stepping on both the brakes and accelerator -_-" they didnt allow me onto the adult track coz i was underage. gah.
no no yi cheng doesnt like me. at least lie to me and tell me that he doesnt. janice was like: "sorry i didnt want 2 mention it 2 u in case it'll cause u distress. but since u asked, i think he COULD. heh. so attractive who dun like? lol :p" i replied, "RIGHT. were u suaning me further? was that a sarcastic remark? haha..." evelyn was like wrong time wrong place wrong actions. other scandals is based on ppl inferring and gossips but my case would be like 当场抓到! 说什么也没用了! 完了完了, 我就算跳进黄河也洗不清了!
yea u all may say no big deal wat. but after i demo what happened that evening for janice to see then she was like now i realised the severity!
oh and yest my bro brought a girl home into his room and closed the door. oh my oh my. i called my mum and she was like yea ok. i was like OK!??! they didnt do anything la but 孤男寡女 behind closed doors! yea if u havent realised, im very conservative.
im on grade 3 already oh yes!
oh yea i came up with this: "believe in yourself and you will find the courage to carry on". copyrighted ok! 每个人都是头顶一片天, 脚踩一方地, 不是吗?