Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A

Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting

Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph

Tag here!__________

Events __________

>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009

Links__________

| Blogger|

| sis| | bro |

| cousin|

| 06S24| | ang si min |

| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |

| ain| | julie ong |

| lu yuan mei | | ivy wong |

| crystal soh| | yu lu |

| tasya| | eunice ho |

| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |

| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |

| marcia andriani| | esther teo |

| jack lim| | ho jia yi |

| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |

| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |

| samantha eng| | jean chong |

| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |

| lim xian yong| | jie lin |

| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |

| li sha | | teresa tay |

| debra han | | lim peiyi |

Archives__________

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Sunday, September 30, 2007

watched the curse of the golden flower last night. full house. gah hate full houses. i like the grandness of the movie haha. but i would have thought twice if i had read the synopsis before it. coz its a tragedy. and i dun like tragedies.

somtimes i wish we could turn back time. make him vanish. never to appear again. destructive monster. someone pls pack him off to the boys home. or banish him from our house. i wonder how my parents can be so tolerant. and treat him like a human. like their son when he is really just a beast on the loose. what happened this morning which is considered rather mild already made me feel that this hse wasnt the least bit secure and safe. he came down this morning and my mum asked him where would he like to study, she would send him there. and he opened the fridge door and said its none of her business. slams the fridge door. and my mum asked how can u slam the door? what if u spoil the fridge? he yells i can spoil more things! and then he smashes the fan onto the floor, spoiling it. goes up to his room and slams the door.

thats what happens when u ask for something that isnt meant to be yours. 2 great daughters not enough. not satisfied. still want a son. yea u get one. but lao tian ye never said u'll get the one u want. my dad said if 1 million could buy a better son he would pay for it. and my mum told him if 2 million is the price u will still pay it. well if shortening my life by a yr can make him vanish from the face of the earth, i too will pay that price.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 11:55 AM

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Saturday, September 29, 2007

stupid wireless.

went out for dinner last night to this place called graze at rochester. supposed to be australian food. ultra salty. they served us this shot of dunno wat with oyster (gross) before entree. the taste was....i dunno how to describe but yucks is really an understatement. made my stomach feel so queasy. sick thing. entree was nice. main course wasnt. desert was nice. then tea. i have no idea why tea comes last but im thinking it makes ppl sober hahaha! who eats dinner until 1045pm lor. now im a panda. but at least i got to wear my new white dress =))

and it doesnt help when opp ur hse theres this stupid event that has racing cars and loud speakers with screaming idiots. thats why im here and not studying. i keep reading the same qn 5 times. argh. sickening.

my post-prelim sch days are usually like this: reach home and eat lunch then snack and watch tv until 630 then bathe then eat dinner. and then at 830pm i start wondering if i actually did anything at all and guilt takes 15min to settle in. so around 845 i take out the huge stack of papers and mug till 945 then i hit the bed at 1030 ;) i shld change my lifestyle before my body gives way...

i dun wanna talk abt prelim grades. did worse than ct2, a lot worse than promos. and possibly as bad as ct1 or perhaps worse.

Jas: hahaha not only the toes get tortured. its basically the entire body! but i dun mind heh. thanks! =)

crystal: supposed to but we complained coz they said no restructured timetable coz the admin staff were too lazy to churn it out. you end sch so early?!??

mar: i think uni more life than jc haha. and i believe science courses there and conducted better. lect then prac on the previous lect to consolidate ur understanding. u joining any clubs there?

esther: hahaha i wish. uh it is sorta standing such that only ur toes are on the ground. you end up more than 10cm taller! =) for pointe it is standing on ur toes which are squashed on a block of wood. yup.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 10:11 AM

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Sunday, September 23, 2007

WE DID DEMI-POINTE PIROUETTE TODAY!!!!

samantha says its grade 4! im up 1 more grade. whee! =)

ok it was a half turn on demi-pointe only. but still....its close to pointe!! =))

my usual fav spot at the side of the room was taken up by some bars. argh. had to stand at the back of the room and facing the teacher. dangerous spot. get praised more but get scolded more too. did arabesque on demi-pointe too! i was still trying to balance on passe then the teacher started talking abt spinning and i was like o_O the last time we did turns on demi-pointe on 2 legs i was dizzy like nuts. and this time it was on 1 leg. thank goodness it was half a turn. i can kinda turn ma ma hu hu but cannot end -_-"

anyways my ballet teacher is the lead dancer for swanlake! teresa told me this morning.



pretty right? =)




XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:20 PM

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

im beat.

went out for lunch with tas, chen, yw, si min, angeline. havent gone out with them for more than a yr =X went to this ulu far place that took me 1hr bus ride -_-" since i was always the one waiting, i decided to go late this time. but didnt know i went late and still ended up early -_-" and then when i was talking on the phone they were there trying to guess if the person they were looking at was me -_-"" coz they saw me in shoes when they thought i would be in heels. back hurts. so no heels =(

ate some jap food then i was too full for desert. left to meet my sis then meet my parents to go to sicc. my dad thought golden flower was on this wk. went there to find them screening this murder show instead. met my dad's friend and we had tea + dinner. i had tiramisu! the foam one. i wanted the cake but they didnt have it =( and got some cheese cake from my sis. luckily i didnt eat desert outside. haha. tiramisu was yummy yummy. my mum said i should have brought my friends to the club. jus that the club very inaccessible w/o a car. though i prefer eating at the club. membership fee is already a hefty sum so dun have to pay service charge and they have all kinds of food ranging from western to jap to chinese. dun have to walk around the whole building to find food. jus sit down and order. plus its pretty, exclusive and high class. love sicc to bits!

i wanna go shopping but my mum's not free and sch starts on tues. AGAIN. argh. why are nj teachers so hardworking?!? and i havent had a chance to go to shangri-la for buffet lunch. but its just 9 more school days and its over with jc!

2 months to the end of As. so near yet so far.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:22 PM

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Friday, September 21, 2007

i imagined this day to be a lot sweeter.

chem p1 was tough. and no time to think. and i heard those qns were from the tys =X p2 also no time. i seem to be unable to complete all the chem papers =(

pure maths was o_O i dunno what the heck was APGP abt. and i only realised i left out an entire qn worth 11marks in the last 20min.

phy p1 was a total disaster. we did p1 then p2 and while we were doing paper 2 our teacher marked p1 and returned it to us after we finished p2 -_-" never did so horribly for phy mcq before. and that mcq paper is 33.3% of my final grade. i need a miracle.

bio p3 essay was crap. dun even know how to compare. and i forgot that when u cut a plasmid u get 2 restriction fragments. i happily wrote 1 for both parts coz i forgot abt the original plasmid. to think that was the easiest qn they could ever ask.

bio p1 was weird. i was sleepy, exhausted, tired when i took that paper.

As will be over in 2 months and 1 day =)

我没有你想像中那么坚强
我只是擅长用微笑去伪装
不是吗
我没有你形容的那么勇敢
我偶尔也会 慌
我也和你一样曾经年少轻狂
受了一点伤
我们都是一样相信永远不远
但坚持却有点难
就让记忆中的爱慢慢烧
烧痛了我们就逃
带着现实的铐摺叠我剩余的微笑
通往没有你的轨道
就让记忆中的你慢慢老
老去了谁也得不到
带着我的祈祷
摺叠我累积的问号
开始一次的单身潜逃

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:48 PM

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Saturday, September 15, 2007

stop asking if my prelims are over. it ends next fri at 345pm.

i just started on bio applications. did i say how much i actually hate DNA?? plus i havent touched phy. and neither have i looked at stats and chem mcq. maths p1 came out all my best topics. p2 core is gonna be a killer for me =X

sat, sun, mon. minus time for ballet and my grandma's 89th bdae celebration. i just found out my grandpa's 90th bdae falls on 29th oct. 1 day before the start of As. nice one.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 11:45 AM

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Friday, September 14, 2007

my prelims is so screwed.

econs essay on growth i talked abt AD totally forgot abt AS. great. maths i dunno how to do MI, DE, complex, graph sketching, vectors..which is like almost half the paper. chem p3. goodness. when the teacher said 20min left i already felt like crying. when the teacher said stop writing i almost burst into tears and wailed. 20+marks blank. upon 80. there goes any hope of a B let alone an A. and i dont think the teacher can read my handwriting with all the cancellations everywhere. bio was the best out of the papers for this wk. but no time to finish. and essay was vague. i didnt really know what the qn wanted. action or pathway?? wrote both but briefly coz no time. chose qn 8 coz i could do part b. qn 9 look weird. seq was better than ct2 but essay worse. sigh.

my prelims is so screwed.

then i had phy consultation and i used the paper i got from the bio paper. then mr goh was like how can u bring the paper out??! and i got scolded. so did the bio teachers. oops =X

i dont wanna think abt anything else for today. now all i can think of is my channel 8 7pm drama. addiction. and i know why.

ppl say its good to have good prelim grades to show when u apply for scolarship. but i dont think ppl will really care if u flunk prelims and ace the real thing. afterall its the real one that really counts. isnt it?

i want snowskin mooncakes!!!!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 1:23 PM

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Sunday, September 09, 2007

my teacher came back!! =)) ballet today was exhausting. i think its the weather. or maybe coz last wk was really slack. but neways im happy happy happy =) though my ankle hurts like crap. still havent recovered from the sprain. i know i shld let it rest but...i just cant stop dancing! and i think it hurts coz of the updowns on high demipoints, su su (dunno the spelling) with plie in 5th position and extentions. wonder wat its called. 8 counts x 4 times x 2 sets consecutively is really no joke. although my teacher went VERY NICE after the exercise, i rather not do it. and after class some of the old students went to ask the teacher for her no and msn. makes me wonder what they would talk to her abt ;)

went out for lunch with my parents. i was asking my dad wats the chalet next sun abt. he said it is his friend celebrating 35th year anniversary. 35 yrs of marriage! goodness! then i asked my dad why he didnt celebrate his and my mum's 20th anniversary last time. and he said ya lor ur mum didnt make a coffee and say this is your coffee my kung sing darling (sheesh) or bake a cake for him or buy any gifts for him. then my mum said he didnt take her out for dinner, didnt buy her a diamond ring. and i added no flowers! XD i think it takes a lot of hard work to keep a marriage gg.

bought the new dove leave on lotion. hate conditioning. im a really impatient person so i really hate waiting for the conditioner to settle in. leave on lotion is so much more convenient. and it stays on ur hair much longer. but its much more expensive. 130ml for 8+bucks.

and last night i dreamt that i didnt know it was econs paper that day. i thought it was the next day. and then i havent finished revising trade and case studies. i was really scared. then i got a really lousy score for maths prelim. yea the stress. its always comforting to wake up and realise that it was all a dream. if only my pw grades was just another nightmare that i would wake up from one day. tell me im still dreaming.

oh and i read somewhere that says we dream of somebody coz that person thinks of us. i hope thats true. coz i really wasnt thinking abt anything. oh no it better not be me.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:40 PM

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Saturday, September 08, 2007

oh oh my dad says maybe he can get me an internship at UBS in switzerland!!!! but it will cost him a lot of money. and he prob still wun get it coz he doesnt have 10million movable funds to get me the internship. but *fingers crossed* its gold plated. my resume would look really really nice. and i love swiss milk chocos!! *drools*

then my mum told me that from the end of my As till the end of the yr i only have 5 wks of intern at the law firm. which is really short. so that 5 wks i cant take leave which means no hol! NO!!!!!!! and then pwc internship will start in jan. then my dad talked abt getting me an internship with mobil. like no thanks. i dont want oil firms. besides..i dont have time. and he wants me to go for accounting courses *cries* that 9 months is meant for me to unwind not work and study without hols!!

so much for looking forward to the end of As...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 5:18 PM

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Friday, September 07, 2007

renovation gg on at neighbour's house. argh. totally idiotic. i hate noise.

oh and i received an sms today. free admission and free flow of drinks for tertiary students. and my dad got a pair of tickets to watch arctic tale next wed. and my dad's friend invited us to chalet next sun. unnecessary temptations. why is it when im free i dont get free clubbing, free movies and parties. and yet now that im busy with prelims all these events start to appear before me. and i keep seeing the swan lake on ice advertisement. why is everything happening within the next 2 wks?? sickening.

i like channel 8's 7pm show. and i think ive figured out why i like dramas so much ;)

mr gilbert lee is not answering my smses and email =(

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:15 PM

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Monday, September 03, 2007

i cant tell u how much i love my new tv. but i think its a really really big distraction! spent the night watching tv and got scolded =X

i read abt the flying saucers in the papers a few days ago. starwars is finally becoming a common reality! i want it!! i was telling my dad i want one. and he said u cant even drive and u want to fly??! plus its only 150K! comparable to a sports car in spore! then my dad said u havent add the cost of the permit, COE blah blah blah...we pay G millions for G to learn how to T us -_-"

and i watched spiderman 3 on sat. i think harry's cute ;) but he died in the end. hate tragic endings. they make me sad.

oh and i saw this review on the rat movie in the papers today. stupid writer talked abt how disgusting it is to think of rats cooking in the kitchen. apparently he cant differentiate fantasy from reality. (he finds it so puzzling how girls love the little critter. like duh! we are not as squeamish as him!) and he discriminates against rats. they have feelings too u know! said their tails curl up like instant noodles. so mean!

how could i be so foolish as to think i would be able to settle for something way less than ideal? i shouldnt want it for the sake of getting it. i want it because i really want it. no compromises made.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 12:04 PM

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Sunday, September 02, 2007

my teacher is still injuired =( but at least today it wasnt the same guy. it was another female teacher. went super duper slow. and now theres more newcomers than old students. but hey we learnt attitude en avant: front (though i prefer derriere: back)! and she is much more detailed than our teacher plus she gives us the names of the exercises we are doing but i still like my teacher more. and with this changing of teachers every wk, its gonna take even longer for us to be able to get on pointe =(

went for volvo test drive just now. invited by citibank. they had this new tech which is the crash warning system. really cool. but the driver slammed the brake really hard during the test drive to show us the system and my seatbelt cut into my skin and he braked so suddenly so many times i could feel my stomach churning =X but the brownies were nice.

went to subway yest. bought the entire meal only to realise that theres no cookies. i was crushed =( stupid subway worker didnt tell us. idiotic. my parents spent the entire night pacifying me. and to think i actually cried over not getting any cookies. ok i sound like a totally spoilt brat. i know. but i was really sad...

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 5:11 PM

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Saturday, September 01, 2007

oh oh oh i realised i totally forgot to blog abt this. last sun my ballet teacher was injuired so this MALE teacher took over -_-" it was totally gay. i cant stand guys who do ballet. and i even more cant take it when they lift their legs higher than u, do splits nicer than urs and dance more gracefully than u. makes u think that ur estrogen aint working. and when he says extend ur legs more so it looks beautiful, it really sounds gay when it comes from a guy.

and i kinda think he doesnt know we are beginners. he taught us stuff from swan lake. standing in chi feet without the bar is bad enough. imagine travelling in chi feet. made us do extensions on demi point. had to hold on to the bar for my dear life. and he made us do chasse in a circle. as if a straight line isnt hard enough, we now had to control the direction.

i want a refund. i want my teacher back.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:42 AM

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