Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A

Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting

Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph

Tag here!__________

Events __________

>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009

Links__________

| Blogger|

| sis| | bro |

| cousin|

| 06S24| | ang si min |

| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |

| ain| | julie ong |

| lu yuan mei | | ivy wong |

| crystal soh| | yu lu |

| tasya| | eunice ho |

| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |

| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |

| marcia andriani| | esther teo |

| jack lim| | ho jia yi |

| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |

| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |

| samantha eng| | jean chong |

| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |

| lim xian yong| | jie lin |

| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |

| li sha | | teresa tay |

| debra han | | lim peiyi |

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Saturday, March 31, 2007

i finally broke free from insomnia!

after knowing that i failed econs.

right.

since 745am this morning until now ive been on animal kingdom. its no wonder my h2s and h1s are so affected. h3 really kills. like how the spider eats its prey. masticulate it then spill digestive juice on the torn tissues and suck up the liquid matter. that cool info was from h3.

i havent even touched protista and i have no idea wat is that. shucks!

co fri pracs have began. sat 8-12 pracs will start nxt wk. nxt wk i have h3 CA2 on tues. nxt nxt wk i have chem test, bio test and bio trial spa. oh i can see my doom. i already cant finish my hw when i go for 2 pracs a wk. imagine 5!!

jia yin was so nice to provide me the link to my eye candy's blog. li sha say he cmi. where got lor. he did much better than me for cts. so much better. and its amazing how optimistic he can be. makes me feel that im very pessimistic. and my horoscope told me to tone down on my negativeness. try leading a dead life then teach me how.

upcoming important dates:

2 april - bio paper release *gulps*
3 april - H3 CA2
4 april - PSC talk (forced to. still trying to wriggle my way out.)
6 april - MY BDAE!! =))
10 april - chem test
12 april - bio trial spa and bio test =X
16 april - 2.4km run
21 april - PFT 5 stations
25 april - H3 FINAL EXAM
28 april - bio spa A
29 april - BALLET!
30 april - syf rehearsal

my phone calendar and diary are flagged with so much stuff.

not to mention loads of hw and co pracs:
tues 5-8
wed 330-830
thurs 730-830
fri 3-6
sat 8-12

now tell me how to remain optimistic.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:47 PM

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Friday, March 30, 2007

horoscope for the day:
Just because you're in demand doesn't mean you have to appear at everything you're asked to attend. Why spread yourself too thin? Be selective. Instead of overbooking, exercise some exclusivity. You need to have fun, too.

see what i did was right. only those who know abt it would understand. and i didnt lie. i jus used the art of twisting words - rhetoric ;) i shall not say it here in case i get caught XD

my sis was supposed to run 2.4 with me. and she went golfing. most likely forced to. oh wells i shall go without her.

got back econs paper. S. great. D for essay which is 40% and U for case study which is 60%. i really really got to pass it at ct 2. and pass with a decent enough grade. and mr gilbert lee gave out the paper in ascending order. so instead of gg pls call my name i went oh pls pls dun call my name dun call my name...

stupid maths teacher said she minus 1 mark for presentation coz after integration i didnt +c. like that is under presentation lor. sickening. but mr tan chih yuan was very helpful to keep gg back to the teacher for me to ask for marks. whoever mdm ling is..so unknown. i dun like u. hmpf.

oh oh my eye candy sat beside me for 2 whole periods! =)) but he didnt speak to me. better than nothing though. and no, i dont have a crush on him. i wun go around telling the whole sch i have a crush on someone lor. it is eye candy!

phy started on superposition with cool demonstrations. that 2 periods passed by so quickly.

i can finally change my ear rings today!!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:56 PM

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

wah lack of post lately. busy busy busy.

mon night. i went out on a school nite. im breaking my own rules =X dinner with family at a korean restaurant. authentic and yummy. janice and i are gg there sometime when we arent so busy. it has been like 10 yrs since i last went to bukit timah plaza? my family doc is there. used to go there when i was young to see Dr Chan. missed the last episode of central affairs 2 that night.

tues..usual stuff. i cant remember much le. slept during h3 lect coz it was so boring.

wed had extra h3 lesson -_-" skipped most of CO. zhi wen told me i might as well dun go. but haiya i went for 45min and wasted that precious 45min. my tension headaches came back =( ok so at least my essay wasnt badly done. the intro took up half of my essay and my TA said its nice but it wun give me marks. freak.

today. i saw so much of my eye candy mwahaha! ok la he isnt that cute, but for nj standard...not bad le! hot hot morning. and the 2 LT aircons werent working. sigh.

evelyn told me CO sat pracs are gonna start soon. i dont like it. im already so busy. add more pracs..i wonder how long more before i end up in IMH.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:00 PM

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Monday, March 26, 2007

its a freaking hot day. and even worse when u have tough PEs. luckily i brought my sunblock. 6 rounds today. 4 timed rounds. 1st one under 205min. last 3 under 215min. siao! then we had the weird exercises. i can hardly walk now =(

started off with a rainy day and everyone was late. hall was so empty for once. chem lect too. and nj ppl really have no eyes. so obvious that the chair was wet and so many different ppl sat on it. sigh.

got back maths paper. minus 1 for presentation -_-" and it was really neat. really really neat. im gonna check with the teacher again. im not gonna let u take away 1 mark for nothing. case closed. mr tan chih yuan gave out the papers starting from the highest mark. freaky. only 2 As and 3 Bs.

i submitted my whole list of doubts for chem. i need that 1 mark. badly.

heard econs is this wk =X bio is nxt wk. i dunno how i did for bio. i only know compared to phy, i shld have done better. but how much better i dunno. and with that chem incident, maybe my prediction for marks still isnt accurate. far from accurate.

and i asked around what ppl got for H3 CA1. almost everybody got A. wah i thought it shld be a bell curve. but nvm.

sat the new 156 bus again today. it has more spacious seats but fewer seats. so it isnt really of any use when so many ppl end up standing. i prefer the old bus arrangement.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:57 PM

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Sunday, March 25, 2007

all it really takes is a day out indulging.

im happy again.

at least for now =)

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:56 PM

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Saturday, March 24, 2007

mar says i shld try and have a saner schedule and maybe drop something since im so overloaded. but i cant. i cant give up anything im doing now. and in fact, instead of off-loading, im adding on to my load. some of the things i really want to do and most of the things, i need to do.

yea im stressed, overloaded and somewhere near giving up but i keep telling myself its jus a phase. april and h3 will be over. NAFA too. and then the start of ballet! may and syf will be over. thats if im in it. and wise challenge. june cip projects will be over. but july will bring another one for racial harmony day. and then ct 2 and maybe syf presentation and aurora performance which i volunteered to organize for the sake of my portfolio.

and my mum might so make me give up ballet when she sees my ct 1 grades. i hope i dont have to sign the pink form again. i'll beg her for a chance to prove myself in ct 2. means i really gotta sit down and mug mug mug for ct 2. like i did for promos. i cant imagine doing that entire thing again. the whole process was mutilating.

neways mar and my horoscopes were so accurate for today. we were stunned hahaha =) and yes maybe its time to start it or end it. its been long enough.

let it come on naturally.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:03 PM

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Friday, March 23, 2007

actually i dont feel like blogging today.

got back phy paper. waited so long for goh hock leong. by the time i saw him the adrenaline effect kinda worn off le. goh hock leong was like it was a very tough paper and most ppl didnt do well because i was very strict with the timing...

i was thinking ok so he's trying to lessen the blow for me.

then he said u did quite well. u got E.

i was like ?!?!??

yea. more than half the h1 cohort failed. and the highest was only a b. so there was a 5 mark moderation. so i got a D. and the mcq qn which i spent 5 min trying to solve turned out to be an error in the qn -_-" and one more qn i didnt bother solving coz its so long i managed to eliminate 2 choices without much thought then i anyhow pick one of the 2. i pick c. the ans was b. FREAK!

maths lect was funny with neo chee ping again. gp lesson was boring. but but my eye candy sat 2 seats away from me! so whatever happened during gp...i wasnt really paying much attention XD

then got back chem. so those dreams were true. so i really have psychic powers. i didnt feel that i did so badly for the paper. and in actual fact it was really so bad beyond redemption. my mum will faint when she sees my percentile on that. when i had those dreams abt doing so badly for chem i was wondering why. of all subjs..chem? i thought gp and phy were worse so i shldnt be dreaming abt doing badly for chem. sometimes i wished i werent so psychic. and in the same dream i failed econs. so i prob did very badly for econs too.

and the worse thing was that i didnt feel anything when i saw my phy and chem grades. is something wrong with me? i shld be like crying and abt to commit suicide le. yet i feel indifferent...

im glad i signed up for ballet before i saw phy and chem grades coz if i had seen those 2 marks before i sent in the cheques then i'll prob never send in the cheques. sometimes its good to do things u really want to do and dont think so much abt whether u'll have time anot. it makes things easier. maybe i shld try and be less rational.

h3 prac today. station prac again. freak. i hate station pracs. it saps my energy dry. and then after that had essay prac. which was essay in 20min. and when the teacher said u have 1 min left, i jumped. and the person beside me laughed. i was barely halfway through my essay la! great. but yea i always jump when the teachers announce 5/10 min left during exams. so u'll see those weird lines sticking out somewhere at the end of my paper haha!

well at least i can lie to my mum and tell her i did badly for chem coz i was busy studying for h3 CA1. which was true. i spent 2 days studying for 20mcqs -_-" but i got A+ on that! i got 19/20 i think. maybe -1 more or so. coz i discussed most qns with benjamin and jamie and i only got 1 wrong so i cant go too far off 19. and most of the tough qns i got them right. that one i had the lecturer to verify ;) and narvin said he got 15 which was an A. so A+ would be much higher. actually in uni its quite easy to score. and today narvin told me that actually CAs are 20% ea and final is 60% so prob the lab report and the mini quiz werent counted. i dun want the lab report to be counted coz i got such a gross grade on that. but i want the mini quiz to be counted! i got full marks! A+ on that! with that i can do "less well" on CA2 which includes the freaking essay. sigh.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:10 PM

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Thursday, March 22, 2007

im so freaking tired.

and as the days go by i start to hate co more and more. and with it, the exco. no CAAL and contact shifted up to after econs so i could go home at 1+ but had to stay back for the stupid cca. then the instructors let us off at 6:30. but zi wei had to make us stay back for sectionals then da zu *grits teeth* then zhi wen made us come back for co at 7:30am this morning. it was a thurs! i set the alarm at 730 on thurs! and wed early morning i was suffering from intestine problems and wed night i had insomnia. u want a panda to hug? im a geniune one.

fell asleep during chem lect this morning. tortuga woke me up. wished she didnt. then i went to see the sch counsellor and then was late for bio. tortuga thought i overslept since i said i was gg to find a place to sleep. was stoning during bio then after came back from bio break i walked right past our lab. yea the past few days have been really bad.

on wed during lunch tortuga and i went to the library. meant to study. but the moment she stepped into the library she said siao! then everybody outside turned to look at us. or maybe only the person i noticed did look up at us. the rest i prob assumed. it was crazy in there. wats with wed lunch periods?! canteen is full so cant eat. then library is full cant mug so we are supposed to stone??

got back gp paper on wed. at least it was better than i expected. full marks for vocab! the paper we did in sch before that i got like 0 for vocab which freaked me out. essay was badly done though. compre saved my overall marks. and i could have gotten half mark more but champagne refused to give it to me. otherwise im up by 1 grade. grr.

phy and chem tmr =X i think i failed phy. im getting that paper at 8am *gulps* and maybe econs too. i think i failed econs. esp when gilbert lee kept looking at me when he talked abt the person who got 4/10 for essay part a. i told my mum i prob failed econs again so she better be mentally prepared ;)

and i still have h3 prac tmr. im tired =(

give me an indication.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 4:33 PM

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Tuesday, March 20, 2007

i feel drained even though its a half day today. only 4 periods and the usual h3 lect but i feel so tired. i fell asleep during lect =X sch ended at 1140 and supposed to go for sectionals from 12-2 but...hmmm i wonder if any co ppl reads this ;) anyway i had h3 what!

gp papers are out already. and i'll get mine tmr. i dont like the sound of that. i think i did very badly. esp compo. got back chem mcq today. yes there goes my A. looks like no As for ct 1 anymore. sigh.

and yes i signed up for SDT already. my dad even wrote the cheques le. so im determined to do this =)

and ive got a new big ultra ultra big project on hand. it makes me feel uh important! XD

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:54 PM

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Monday, March 19, 2007

whats with food lately? so many things being recalled. 1st it was peanut butter then its pet food.

i cant remember who i told this to. i said that when im full from main course i can still eat dessert. i think i told shao min and evelyn. and here's the scientific reason behind it: Your palette is primed for variety. Ever notice how there's always room for dessert, even when you're stuffed? The greater the variety of food, the more you're likely to eat.

and then a little tip for those who wanna lose some kilos: do your best not to watch TV, spend time on the computer, read, or otherwise distract yourself when eating. Normally, if you eat the same food for a period of time, your palette gets "tired." You feel full sooner and don't want as much. This is known as sensory-specific satiety. But get distracted -- by reading the latest celebrity gossip, catching up on e-mail, or playing computer games -- and this appetite-control mechanism gets turned off.

1st day of sch and with the start of menses makes it ultra unpleasant. its like i wanna be in bed all day u know. and then im in sch all day with cramps. and then during pe i said i have cramps. mr shum asked me to rest. i said i can run without timing. he said ok but if i feel unwell then stop. he told me not to die on him hahaha! so after the 3 rounds i went to the benches since they were gonna do frog jumps. then this idiot started spraying insecticide above the drains. and all the breathing of it made me so nauseous i went to the toilet and almost threw up. i didnt coz i had nothing to throw up.

oh so we really completed chem spa. didnt feel like its completed. now i have to see lily sim on tuesdays for 2 consecutive periods. its gross. worse than da zu. and tmr got half day. and its on a tues. i have h3 lor. wats the diff. and then co has sectionals from 12-2. so much for half day. im not gg for sectionals. the audition demoralised me. I HATE CO!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 5:05 PM

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

sch starts tmr. uh oh.

neways i feel accomplished coz i finished bio hw (for goodness sake it was respiration!), maths e lectures and 2 overdued h3 lectures. now i left with maths (i hope mr tan chih yuan is not reading this coz i dont intend to do it heh) and 3 more lectures and h3 CA2 in 2 wks time. thats a lot isnt it?

i was asking tas if im being crazy to add ballet to my already so crazy schedule. she said i'll be doing stuff i like so it wouldnt be considered a burden. but the thing is this class is a progressive one. no syllabus. means i got to stick with the same class for the nxt 5 yrs! every sun noon at SDT. thats a huge commitment. but i think im gg ahead with it.

watched "what a girl wants" last night. pretty gowns, glorious sceneries and lovely music. my type of movie =)

see i meant to change my blog skin. i selected 2 le. but i cant decide which one of the 2. hmm...

classy, sophisticated:

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=96964&action=Preview

PINK and cutesy:

http://www.blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=36885&action=Preview

now which mood am i in?

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:41 PM

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Saturday, March 17, 2007

seashore sampling yest. it was so darn cool.

i went to sch in home clothes and the guard stopped me. so i showed him the attendance card and he let me through. then we boarded the bus. nus charted a 18 seater bus specially for nj and hc! and its 2 way! and the bus is new! nj will only charter 1 side and the bus will be old old one with all the seats peeling. gross. so we, the nj students, waited for the stupid hc students who came strolling in late. then the bus driver asked where were we gg. we were like HUH? I TOT U KNEW?!? so it was panic. then calling of the teacher in charge. and finally found out it was changi beach carpark 1.

they said we will get wet so i remembered debra han said we would go out to see so i assumed we were gg out on a boat and prob water splash on my shirt? so i brought another shirt, a towel, extra socks and another sports bra. and in case it rained, i brought an umbrella. yinghan brought nothing and she was panicking.

we got there earlier than the nus students. we were still worrying that they would start prac without us which they always do. it was raining. and the shelters were all full. so we stood in the rain and waited for the nus ppl to come. then we got into our grps and put our bags in garbage bags. and then the prac started.

so we 1st went to the splash zone. i shall not say the scientific name coz im not gg to pull out the prac notes from my bag. and then we went to the zone between the highest tide and the lowest tide. we saw barnacles (hope i spelt that right) mosculla (snails) hermit crabs (so many of them the whole sand floor seem to be moving!), sea lettuce, brown algae, some floating germinating plants, ragworms (eew), sand crabs (was it called sand crabs or bubble crabs =X )

the rain stopped and the sun came out. from cold it turn to sorching hot. then i was worried i would get sunburnt coz i didnt apply sunblock since it was raining.

then we went out to sea to catch our samples. and out to sea means wadding in the water until waist deep. and i was wearing long pants. great. our prac grp split into 2 halves to catch. i was in the 2nd one. the 1st one caught a lot of stuff! scorpion fish(highly poisonous) starfish, crab, algae, white and blue jelly fish, tons of catfish, mantis shrimp! pipe fish, sea cucumber, this green fish....cant remember le. my grp caught more garbage than specimens. coz the teacher told us to go to some other areas. but we caught more baby shrimps and some more jellyfish and a baby crab and more catfish and of course algae.

transferred everything into the bucket then into a temp fish tank. nus very well prepared and organized! im highly impressed! then peter todd (the lecturer) came over to brief us on all the stuff we caught. then we went to look at other grps specimens. squids, butterfly fish and cuttlefish and more of wat we caught. i finally saw a live cuttlefish! and its so diff from the squid! my grp members were making the squid squirt out ink haha! then we also saw sea hair which was quite gross. and this sole (i dunno how its spelt) and some other stuff i cant remember le...oh yea puffer fish! but we couldnt make it puff. later on uh my friend (i cant remember his name =X ) from nj told us that coz the 1st few grps made it puff too much so when it came to our turn, the puffer fish was too tired. wat a waste.

and ppl from the public also came to look around coz we were all squealing and yea haha XD then we went back to the splash zone where we found this uh fruit. great i cant remember the name too. then the teacher was using the stone to crack it. its like almond nut inside. i brought one home. but i cant open it =(

then we washed up. soaked and sandy and the clothes that i brought were useless. yea brought socks and didnt think if my socks get wet then my shoes would get wet too -_-" so went onto the bus all wet and cold and waited for hc students for 15min! they very da pai la. we almost left without them. shld have. on the way back it was very quiet coz everyone was tired. and i was frozen and didnt feel like talking either.

traffic back to nj was bad. and on the highway i saw this accident. 4 cars crashed together. then we were discussing whether we shld stop the bus in front of the bus stop. but by the time we decided...we passed nj bus stop le -_-" finally reached nj and then when i walked into the canteen i saw the co exco packing up. i waved to chin ying but she dao me. grr. then i hurridly went to meet my parents who were waiting for me at hc bus stop. saw more co ppl at hc bus stop.

drove to meet my sis and had dinner at ntu. yea it was a very tiring day. and tats the end of my march hols. everyday go to sch. wat hol! i was barely at home!

oh oh i found another eye candy XD

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:16 AM

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Friday, March 16, 2007

im so worn out.

neways my mum got me an internship at a law firm! i can start anytime after As. and no interview and dun need to see my prelim results and dun need to submit anything. and no my mum didnt ask. they offered me. mwahahaha XD but i wanna do internship at PWC too. so i prob have to split my months.

ok so i stopped at tues.

tues h3 lect was a waste of time. peter todd keeps reading off his slides. yea like i can jus read u know. im not blind or anything.

wed was co camp. started off with very wu liao games after such a long wait. got to sch earlier than i needed coz my mum sent me coz of some miscommunication. she tot i needed her to send me when actually i didnt. uh then sectionals. then this long long talk by jensen ong. then this gross lunch. then da zu from 130 to 6! imgaine so many hrs of playing. no it was actually more stoning than playing haha. i slept for a few secs and my section a lot of ppl fell asleep. shao min, evelyn and some others. during break shi jun tried to teach me the part which i couldnt play. then dinner which was better than lunch. then i left while some sections had their audition. and my section was one of them.

thurs was camp again. got to sch before 8. prac with shao min till sectionals. then during sectionals prac again. then lunch. after lunch prac with shao min again. then went for da zu 130 to 6! fell asleep for a few secs again and zhi wen was dozing off. nearly dropped his er hu onto jian tong. we were all giggling la. after da zu was my audition in front of 3 sections. my section, da ji and cello base. its unfair la. wed's audition was only in front of ur section. then i had so many more ppl plus the teachers in charge and plus some other ppl walking around. and the instructors who graded were different. so shao min said i shldnt compare my marks with the rest of the section since its so different. my hands were like trembling while playing and i played so horribly i jus wanted to cry after my audition. and i did la. i hope nobody saw anything. or at least pretended they didnt see anything. mr wong (one of the instructor who graded on wed but didnt grade my performance) came up to me and said i played not bad. shi jun said not bad. shao min said quite ok. but prac so much and jus cant play during audition....its such a waste la.

then after that went for dinner. then watch my section play card games then i left to go home. came home and got shi jun's msg which told me my gross marks. mr lee was very strict. or at least he gave me very low marks. coz i know what mr lum wrote coz i kinda observed how he moved his hand. i was at the bus stop thinking abt something. then after a few seconds it happened right before me. its freaky. and im quite certain i wasnt dreaming. neways only 3 ppl in the entire orchestra made it to the syf coz the criteria was 85 marks. so the majority would have to do a 2nd audition which is anytime during da zu. the instructor will jus call on u as a surprise to make u play one part. i dont like that idea...

and sch is infested with mosquitoes. day 1 of camp i got bitten 5 times le. and the mosquitoes exist in LT 5 la. grr.

changi beach field trip today. the sun, more mosquitoes and the salty waters. and finally, sea breeze.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:30 AM

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

im sitting in front of my tablet trying to read the past 2 lecture notes only to be more confused than ever. i seriously have no idea wat the freak they are talking abt. its like written in alien language. even narvin and bejamin didnt understand. no wonder im so lost lah. and CA2 is coming up. uh oh. i saw this file uploaded and its called essay writing. pls pls no essay in CA2 and finals. i dont like the feeling of this.

neways yest was bio spa. like exam on a sch hol. yea. in the morning i was frantically calling yu lu and smsing her but she didnt ans nor reply. i was afraid she would forget our lunch date. but glad she didnt. bio spa was on a specimen i told janice it wouldnt come out coz the rate of respiration of that thing would be too slow it would take days to measure. but it came out! i think the teachers kinda expected that the students wouldnt do the experiment. and yea none did.

neways went to plaza sing to meet yu lu and pass her her christmas and bdae presents and she gave me my christmas and bdae presents too =) i didnt realise it was so far la! we went to eat long johns silver. and then we shopped the whole building. and then we became hungry and then i had a craving for spicy soup. had a hard time trying to find a place which sold it. ordered one which was too too thick and spicy in the end i had to drown myself in cold milo -_-"

and when we were out of plaza sing near the mrt station this person keep pestering us for donation. even made us share the donation. i dont even know if it was real anot. he didnt have any licence. only had this newspaper cutting. then we had ppl coming after us for surveys. we were practically dodging by running.

at abt 5+ yu lu walked me to the bus stop. yea she knows the direction better than i do. and she kept scolding me for walking across the roads when its not green man. no cars mah. u dun expect me to stand there and wait for the stupid light to turn green do u? was so tired i dozed off on the bus. and the ride home was so long. ok no more plaza sing for me. its too far. too deserted. and there isnt anything in there.

got home and was too tired to go for yoga. and my knee was aching. was supposed to go for dinner with the clique but i dont like dinners outside when u dun have a car and no one is fetching u home. u cant get the bus. after SATs class i waited once for a bus for like an hr coz every bus that came was full and managed to squeeze on one and the ride was so horrible i wanted to puke on the bus already.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 9:35 AM

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

i feel like a fool to rush to compile all the cip data and upload today before the end of term 1, only to realise no other cip rep has done so. ARGH!

oh yea yest at the main gate bus stop fisal flagged 171 but the bus dao him too! at least i dont feel as embarrassed now ;) and i got a chance to bring up the feedback abt the uh ahem sanitary napkin disposal in sch toilets. its so idiotic to wait for those specific cubicles lah.

im supposed to meet yu lu for lunch tmr at plaza sing. i told her i will sms her once im done with bio spa. but now...I DONT HAVE HER NUMBER! shucks. im so dead la. i email her but she never reply. uh oh wat am i gg to do???

oh oh yest i came home and knocked out for 2 freaking hours! WAH! i only do that when im jet lagging or really ill. if i do manage to take a nap it will be at most 10min. 2 hrs! maybe its the work of yoga ohmming ;)

oh oh my parents allow me to learn adult ballet! YAY YAY YAY =) my parents said i learnt it for abt a yr when i was 4 and they sent me all the way to singapore ballet. they said i wasnt serious enough. i only cared abt wearing the cutesy tu tu. oh that sounds so like me XD i think im gonna learn it at singapore dance theatre this time. they cater to working professionals. and they seem pro enough. and sicc has adult ballet. i saw this page. but no info on it so i dunno if the class still exists anot...

Was it your childhood dream to learn ballet?

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 1:36 PM

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

wah my whole body aching.

thurs night chat until i forgot got road run the next day -_-"

yest i changed my bag so i forgot to bring my attendance card. there was a new rule abt those not tapping their cards. had to do corrective work order. wong lilan announced before but suprisingly none of S24 ppl heard abt it except me -_-" but luckily it only applies to those who dont tap for the 2nd time. phew! tats why i dont like changing bags...

road run. choked with fumes and garbage gas =( janice was siao la she ran so fast i gave up trying to keep to her speed. i ran most of it la but walked quite a bit too. havent ran for 3 weeks lor. and nj had water stations! but the water was in thiscontainer and they didnt provide straws so the ppl who took the water could not drink it -_-"

after road run was house cheering and prize presentation on the track under the hot sun. before that i asked janice if she wanted to leave and pon it. she say dun want. then after cheering in the hot sun she suggested we leave. haiyo. good thing there isnt a nxt year.

then my parents picked me up and i went to my bro's sch for parent teacher meeting -_-" then we went to plaza sing where i saw nj ppl. then we went to pick my sis (along the way i realised today got sch) and went to jurong east where i met jack's friend from our phy and econs class. then we went to eat baked rice at pizza hut. after that i met pei yi and liting! then when i came down the escalator i met cherlynn and janice's friend but they didnt see me. sheesh. go everywhere also can meet ppl u know!


then we went to citibank. my dad signed me up for a platinum visa! he has ultima but he doesnt want to give me ultima. oh nvm better than nothing. $5000 cap! whee =) singed the papers but can only submit on my bdae. must be really 18 then can.

after that came home. cleaned the hamsters' cage. bathed and changed into yoga attire then went for yoga class. oh its not at paragon. its at thiong sia building. called gaia yoga. very neat place. it was a very small class. only abt 12 ppl including the teacher! then they had chantings of ohm and some weird stuff. my sis and i were stifling our laughter hahaha XD it was pretty cool though. i think i wanna take up yoga ;)

class ended at 815 then we went to isetan to buy sushi. and i bought this japanese fish fillet. went to pick my bro and came home to spill everything abt the yoga class. slept at like 11+ and woke up today at 6+ im still looking like a panda =( oh yea wong lilan said my eye circles get darker and darker by the day =(


oh and while studying for bio paper i had a sudden urge to eat gummy so i went to buy sour power. a bit random but nvm.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 7:45 AM

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

YAY YAY CTS ARE OVER!!

it feels awesome. now i get to suan ppl abt their cts mwahahahaha XD

today was chem spa. was 1hr 15min paper which i completed in 45min and spent the other half an hr smiling away that cts are gonna be over so very soon. i was checking at the same time. so yea.

then i went to pay NUS sch fees. then i went to CO room to fill in dumb forms for camp. then i waited so long for xian yong to find the keys to choir room. then i lugged this enormous red plastic bag all the way out of sch. and i waited for 22 freaking long min for 156. when it came i cursed it. and yea i got home and watched desperate housewives! read the papers and here i am =)

ok wat a life. but its better than mugging for cts right? after all...janice is gg out with her sec sch friend today. my non-nj friends are schooling. and i look like a panda. with loads of pimples on my face. in short i look horrible. and i had to bring xian yong's hamsters home. so yea didnt feel like gg out today. but im gg out tmr with my sis and i think my bro's gonna tag along. we're gonna eat at pizza hut then i got yoga class at paragon tmr night. and its road run day. i doubt i can even run 1km now after hardly moving my butt for the past 1 month.

hmm lets start with last fri.

woah that day i sent like 200smses?!? coz i received well wishes then i replied to those. then when my results came out i told the entire world. then i wished my seniors luck. and then i smsed them after their results came out. and then we chat a little. and then i asked abt every other chinese ppl marks and yea it came up to almost 200smses. handphone bill =X

sat...oh i went to watch night at the museum. then we went cycling at night. the rest of the day was mugging. sun: mugging.

mon: chem =( 1st time ever i didnt have time to complete the paper. mcq i anyhow shaded 5 =X but on the bright side...it means that i could do a lot of the qns. dropped my hp pouch during chem. only remembered during lunch. janice and i ran around the whole school and hall but it was locked. after that went mugging with janice but ended up so sleepy could barely mug. called gilbert lee and he told us he was at reservice! then went for econs paper =((( im screwed. when derick lee said u have 10 min left i started on my essay part b which was worth 15 out of 50 marks =(((( jia yi called to say she has my hp pouch. forgot to get my ic for econs. forgot i needed calculator. that day...everything went so wrong.

tues: math paper. uh it was tough. integration failed me again. i ended up with a -ve value when the curve is +ve. great. then i forgot how to calculate perpendicular dist for vectors. great. then macclaurin series...my differentiation came up with very very weird results. there goes 25 marks. and i still have more i didnt know how to do.

went to see wong li lan after that. she said i looked very tired. eyebags all showing.

wed: phy paper was a total killer. i never seen qns so tough before. i could only do 10 mcqs out of the 20. and i couldnt even do half of the paper 2. then janice told me how easy the 1st qn was. then i realised how to do 1i. then when i came back and bathed i realised how to do 1ii which was worth a freaking 3 marks. like why didnt i think of it then and there? if i fail..i shall drop phy.

bio was tons easier even when my brain was swelling. finished with time to check. was a lot easier than CA. but i didnt really study the DNA libary part coz i tot it was irrelevant? and more than 10 marks came out. paper was upon 85. so much for irrelevance. before bio paper agnes was stressing all of us out with weird bio qns. then liting came and laughed and said did u hear how everyone died in phy? janice and i went yea we died -_-"

came home and jus wanted to crash in bed but had to deal with chem spa.

yea i think i missed out some details. but thats all i can remember. so fast and its over.

oh btw...my phone's batt got prob so i changed back to my old phone and my contacts are all in that phone coz my sim card is new...so ppl when u sms me..leave ur name pls. thanks!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 1:17 PM

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Friday, March 02, 2007

A and distinction for oral! YAY! thanks a lot for all the well wishes ppl =) that spells the end of my chinese sch education...

couldnt help but feel jittery. i do worry over everything and nothing u see haha XD esp since my compo keep gg out of point. and in 1 of the compos the teacher didnt spot it coz i used so many nice phrases and proverbs and idioms and cheng yu that she was so impressed she forgot wat the title was abt mwahahaha ;)

oh then when i got ms wong lilan's msg..coz my screen was at the inbox..for a moment i tot i saw a B which freaked me out. false alarm heh.

tortuga got a distinction for oral too! thanks to me for forcing her to speak chinese for like an entire wk or 2! but she kept complaining she didnt understand my accent and said i spoke too fast. made me repeat and repeat -_-"

ok i doubt i'll be blogging nxt wk coz its paper after paper and i barely have the time to breathe when they are all back to back. good luck to those who havent gotten their results. my seniors/classmates/ex classmates. all the best! and those taking cts..jia you!

BYE! *waves*

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 1:53 PM

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

gp paper was sucky. essay qns were weird. then i had no choice but to choose a topic i barely studied for. didnt have much examples. aq was the best sia. talked abt attention as the new currency. like what the freak how do u quantify that? great. the 1st paper and im screwed.

after that rushed for econs at library. then had phy consultation. so the qns werent even in our syllabus. no wonder i couldnt do. made me freak out for nothing. and then maths consultation. ok this one is funny. i was having maths consultation with mr tan chih yuan then ms chua was having consultation with this 2 ip students. one of them is this guy called basil. and then they borrowed my GC. then ms chua started to make fun basil and me. she offered me sweets but i didnt take any. then she made basil give me the sweet. so ok i took it. then yea was teased coz of it -_-" and calls me his new calculator friend. ask him to ask me for my name -_-"""

oh i realised my phone accessory...the heart broke off and dropped. im broken-hearted! i mean literally. i really am. if someone finds it...pls return it to me! it has sentimental value. loads of sentimental value. im upset =( *cries*


apparently the harsh wordings on my friendster profile didnt quite work. only been days and i got yet another guy trying to befriend me. and he is like showing off his body all over his profile. uh...u know some girls do find muscles attractive...but im one of those rare few who gets turned off by bulging muscles. some of it is good enough. too much leaves me disgusted. all the veins popping out EEW!

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 6:23 PM

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