Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A

Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting

Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph

Tag here!__________

Events __________

>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009

Links__________

| Blogger|

| sis| | bro |

| cousin|

| 06S24| | ang si min |

| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |

| ain| | julie ong |

| lu yuan mei | | ivy wong |

| crystal soh| | yu lu |

| tasya| | eunice ho |

| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |

| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |

| marcia andriani| | esther teo |

| jack lim| | ho jia yi |

| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |

| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |

| samantha eng| | jean chong |

| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |

| lim xian yong| | jie lin |

| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |

| li sha | | teresa tay |

| debra han | | lim peiyi |

Archives__________

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Thursday, November 03, 2005

after so long i finally understood. in forcing u to face ur feelings i was forced to face mine too. i realised that i never liked him before! (er if u're wondering who-its the latest one) he was so much older, so much more experienced and so much more matured. thats why he seemed to understand me so well. and thats why i was attracted to him. but attraction and like is different. its not the same. i should have known right? how could i be so childish as to thing that i can fall in love with someone without even meeting him first? all i needed was someone besides my parents and my teachers that truly understands me. because only like that will i feel interested.to me its no fun being together with people whom i understand and whom i can read their mind. but they cant read mine. its no fun!

so pple i will be smsing him after my Os just for a chat. jus like friends. wo xiang tong le. im finally able to let go already. now with everything right on track i can finally concentrate on my studies without any distractions! i feel so happy so relieved!

so julie if u're reading this and still wondering who's that person then all i can say is it doesnt matter anymore. if that person refuses to face her/his feelings then there's nothing i can do. that person will jus suffer by herself/himself. no hints no nothing. its all over. it doesnt matter. i guess the only person who will understand what i wrote yesterday was myself. the only person who can give me a closure is myself. in fact i was waiting for myself to make a decision rather than that person. we can only live life once. its up to us to make the full use of it. rather than make myself so unhappy i would rather choose to make myself happy. and to u know who: if u still refuse to say what u r suppose to tell me then im sorry, you're too late. you are always one step behind.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 8:58 AM

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