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>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
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>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
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Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
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Monday, July 31, 2006
man im such a smart girl. got my mum to sign the form, to acknowledge that she has seen my progress report, first before showing the report to her. then i was like u dun need to see hor? then she was like aiya i still need to see, i need to cry. and its like she only saw the below average percentiles esp the sucky 2 digits for bio. eh no that was a very lucky no! but the 90+ and 80+ percentiles all like non-existent in her eyes -_-"
oh wells h2 all below average then h1 all way above average except econs slightly above only. janice was like how come we got the same marks for econs but ur percentile higher? i have absolutely no idea.
wong yu ching gave me my report that time she yelled so loudly: how come u got so many Es? 1, 2, 3, 4! u like big elephant ah? GOSH! did she haf to do that??! wah lao. oh but i heard a piece of very good news! SHE IS RETIRING AT THE END OF THE YEAR! OMG! thats like better than scoring As for every single subj! and she said most likely ms clara lee will be our ct! YAY! I LOVE MS LEE!
then this morning chem lecture, mr sito was so amusing by being so lame and having such awful drawing skills! haha! but he is lame in such an adorable way! i dun detest all lame ppl lor as long as they are not nonsensical lame/irritatingly lame/hyperactive and nutsy lame. if i were abt his age, i'll prob find him attractive! haha! so darn adorable la he!
CO was like...yea u get it. suppose to start at 430 then zhi wen, the sectional leader, came at what 530 la! coz he was watching badminton -_-" wah lao where got like that one and i was one of ur supporters la! wonder if i vote wrongly. but oh wells i scolded him for being late haha! too bad la i cant stand lateness u know! totally cannot! then he was saying pracs always on mon 430 and wed 320. then i was giving him the doubtful look. he said i wun be late again. i was like u sure? he said if i late again u can go off early. u better keep ur promise lor! i hate it when ppl who fu yan wo. and wat kind of guy would keep girls waiting la?! sheesh!
and janice is such a gem! heh. she did me such a big favour of topping up my ez link card and lending me hers for 1 day since it totally slipped my mind that i was suppose to pass my card to my maid. we felt cheated for lunch hor? lousier than my maid's cooking plus not shiok one!
oh ya early this morning it was like storm outside. i woke up coz my curtain was tearing apart already. then i looked out and was like since when did singapore have a typhoon? then i was thinking if go sch like that ah then i think i pon liao coz go there sure soaked one. like our chinese text: 爸爸的花儿落了.
oh and while filing my stuff i realised for the 2nd maths test instead of writing mr tsang i wrote ms tsung wahahaha! oh wells after such a shocking test, my brain couldnt function wat! hahahaha! gosh im so adorable man!
oh wells h2 all below average then h1 all way above average except econs slightly above only. janice was like how come we got the same marks for econs but ur percentile higher? i have absolutely no idea.
wong yu ching gave me my report that time she yelled so loudly: how come u got so many Es? 1, 2, 3, 4! u like big elephant ah? GOSH! did she haf to do that??! wah lao. oh but i heard a piece of very good news! SHE IS RETIRING AT THE END OF THE YEAR! OMG! thats like better than scoring As for every single subj! and she said most likely ms clara lee will be our ct! YAY! I LOVE MS LEE!
then this morning chem lecture, mr sito was so amusing by being so lame and having such awful drawing skills! haha! but he is lame in such an adorable way! i dun detest all lame ppl lor as long as they are not nonsensical lame/irritatingly lame/hyperactive and nutsy lame. if i were abt his age, i'll prob find him attractive! haha! so darn adorable la he!
CO was like...yea u get it. suppose to start at 430 then zhi wen, the sectional leader, came at what 530 la! coz he was watching badminton -_-" wah lao where got like that one and i was one of ur supporters la! wonder if i vote wrongly. but oh wells i scolded him for being late haha! too bad la i cant stand lateness u know! totally cannot! then he was saying pracs always on mon 430 and wed 320. then i was giving him the doubtful look. he said i wun be late again. i was like u sure? he said if i late again u can go off early. u better keep ur promise lor! i hate it when ppl who fu yan wo. and wat kind of guy would keep girls waiting la?! sheesh!
and janice is such a gem! heh. she did me such a big favour of topping up my ez link card and lending me hers for 1 day since it totally slipped my mind that i was suppose to pass my card to my maid. we felt cheated for lunch hor? lousier than my maid's cooking plus not shiok one!
oh ya early this morning it was like storm outside. i woke up coz my curtain was tearing apart already. then i looked out and was like since when did singapore have a typhoon? then i was thinking if go sch like that ah then i think i pon liao coz go there sure soaked one. like our chinese text: 爸爸的花儿落了.
oh and while filing my stuff i realised for the 2nd maths test instead of writing mr tsang i wrote ms tsung wahahaha! oh wells after such a shocking test, my brain couldnt function wat! hahahaha! gosh im so adorable man!
Saturday, July 29, 2006
im jus so not in the blogging mood lately. but really had to blog abt today so oh wells i shall force something out of my system.
reached crescent at like a freaking 740 am. a sat goodness! planned to leave hse at 7am but i had a mild diarrhea this morning hence the delay. i was like teaching my mum how to operate the video function, tying my hair, buttoning up and smsing at the same time. gosh i really wonder how my brain can multi-task until like that!
my mum parked at the vip slot u know! haha! the whole thing was so confusing la. the slots were blocked out inititally. then my mum pointed to 1 of the cones and well the npcc girls removed it so she parked there. i was telling her i dun think these slots are meant for parents leh. she said never mind la i dun care! later on uncle eng told us that was for the vips. i was like there i told u so! my intuition cant be wrong!
got there and was totally confused abt the seating thing. felt so wu liao coz my friends were like either infront or behind then i had no one to talk to! oh wells speech days are usually boring anyway. actually the only memorable part was after the whole event.
i wore stockings coz last time during co performance got enough blisters from court shoes. i developed a phobia of wearing court shoes after that. and wow no blisters at all with stockings! totally awesome to be in heels once again! hearing the sound as i walked jus totally made me feel like i was walking with the wind! heh.
before it ended sonia wanted me to accompany her to the toilet. then mrs heng dun let us out say 5 more min. i was telling sonia if u urgent better go coz surely not 5 more min. and true enough it was 15min! im the best at estimating time! haha!
met all the good old friends. 4c1 classmates, the clique, scholar friends and of course my bestie soulmate yingtse! and well i seriously didnt think that person deserved that title so i didnt clap for her. person A deserved it more la. and my mum said the valedictory speech was so dry and unorignal compared to stella ng's 1st public speech.
took loads of photos then met auntie rosy and family. woah! all of them came for juliana la so shuang hor? haha. oh wells talked abt nj life since juliana was considering nj. saw tty around but couldnt get away to talk to him. by the time they left he wasnt around already anymore. sigh. i wanted to tell him i got 65 for phy la! since that yw told him im not taking h2 phy only h1.
took more photos. yw was like hugging me so tightly then after she let go i draped my arms around her neck and acting seductive i said u miss me ah? haha! si min almost puked or something. i know ur being jealous la! heh.
went over to talk to josef tan. he said if i wanna go into marketing shld take business degree, which is wat i want. but i told him my mum wants me to take accounting. he said yea accounting is a professional degree but very boring. i know thats why i dun want to take it but PARENTS! looks like i dun haf a choice. he also added that i look much more happier now. yea i guess so since i managed to master how to let go.
so to those i promised to go out with...wait till after promos la! very fast one, trust me. jus blink ur eye and u will see me very very soon! better start studying for promos! my mum's gonna kill me when she sees my progress report. oh wells since i cant do anything to change the past, i shall change the future!
as for the photos wait la! got to get rid of my eye bags. thanks to my dad and sis who came home early this morning at like 3+ and the stupid dog which kept barking. im a light sleeper.
i watched the video like so many times already! i jus love watching myself on stage heh. and so silver awardee, proud to be!
reached crescent at like a freaking 740 am. a sat goodness! planned to leave hse at 7am but i had a mild diarrhea this morning hence the delay. i was like teaching my mum how to operate the video function, tying my hair, buttoning up and smsing at the same time. gosh i really wonder how my brain can multi-task until like that!
my mum parked at the vip slot u know! haha! the whole thing was so confusing la. the slots were blocked out inititally. then my mum pointed to 1 of the cones and well the npcc girls removed it so she parked there. i was telling her i dun think these slots are meant for parents leh. she said never mind la i dun care! later on uncle eng told us that was for the vips. i was like there i told u so! my intuition cant be wrong!
got there and was totally confused abt the seating thing. felt so wu liao coz my friends were like either infront or behind then i had no one to talk to! oh wells speech days are usually boring anyway. actually the only memorable part was after the whole event.
i wore stockings coz last time during co performance got enough blisters from court shoes. i developed a phobia of wearing court shoes after that. and wow no blisters at all with stockings! totally awesome to be in heels once again! hearing the sound as i walked jus totally made me feel like i was walking with the wind! heh.
before it ended sonia wanted me to accompany her to the toilet. then mrs heng dun let us out say 5 more min. i was telling sonia if u urgent better go coz surely not 5 more min. and true enough it was 15min! im the best at estimating time! haha!
met all the good old friends. 4c1 classmates, the clique, scholar friends and of course my bestie soulmate yingtse! and well i seriously didnt think that person deserved that title so i didnt clap for her. person A deserved it more la. and my mum said the valedictory speech was so dry and unorignal compared to stella ng's 1st public speech.
took loads of photos then met auntie rosy and family. woah! all of them came for juliana la so shuang hor? haha. oh wells talked abt nj life since juliana was considering nj. saw tty around but couldnt get away to talk to him. by the time they left he wasnt around already anymore. sigh. i wanted to tell him i got 65 for phy la! since that yw told him im not taking h2 phy only h1.
took more photos. yw was like hugging me so tightly then after she let go i draped my arms around her neck and acting seductive i said u miss me ah? haha! si min almost puked or something. i know ur being jealous la! heh.
went over to talk to josef tan. he said if i wanna go into marketing shld take business degree, which is wat i want. but i told him my mum wants me to take accounting. he said yea accounting is a professional degree but very boring. i know thats why i dun want to take it but PARENTS! looks like i dun haf a choice. he also added that i look much more happier now. yea i guess so since i managed to master how to let go.
so to those i promised to go out with...wait till after promos la! very fast one, trust me. jus blink ur eye and u will see me very very soon! better start studying for promos! my mum's gonna kill me when she sees my progress report. oh wells since i cant do anything to change the past, i shall change the future!
as for the photos wait la! got to get rid of my eye bags. thanks to my dad and sis who came home early this morning at like 3+ and the stupid dog which kept barking. im a light sleeper.
i watched the video like so many times already! i jus love watching myself on stage heh. and so silver awardee, proud to be!
Thursday, July 27, 2006
today was a 3 quaters day for us. let off at 1220. at least thats better than nothing. only had 4 periods of lesson. so thats abt 4 hrs of lessons. during bio spa we were playing around with the yeast-alginate beads. the guys keep making all kinds of mega balls. xue lin made a longan -_-" louis made noodles -_-" then the girls started playing too. heh that was prob the most interesting bio spa. hate microscope work. coz it kills my eyes. i hope theres nothing ever ever in future that deals with microscope!
i was dozing off jus now while reading stuff on AQ for tmr's test. someone pls kill me before gp tmr coz i will surely fail that test! HATE AQ!!! i cant nap coz it will disrupt my whole sleep pattern. but i was really really sleepy. and it was at like 4. so wells i set the alarm at 430 and shut my eyes. i woke up at 415 refreshed. a 15min nap can do wonders!
went for an early swim coz i saw the dark clouds around. but tat was only at home, when i got to ridgewood it was so sunny la! i thought tat at 4+ the pool would be rather empty. only got there to realise that it was full of kids. haiz. i need sicc's olympiad size swimming pool but it is so darn far away la! and oh ya i was thinking abt stuff then i didnt really notice where i was walking towards and so i ended up lost in ridgewood. sigh im hopeless. plus i left my specs at home. there was this door leading out of the car park i was in but required the access card and since i never carry the residence card around, i had to turn back.
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
my room smells like insecticide! wat has my maid been doing? gosh i so feel like killing her for that! now how am i suppose to sleep tonight? u know there's this spray to keep dogs away from ur stuff? i wonder if there's one for my bro! i keep catching him around in my room! and i dunno wat he has been doing inside there! well for ur info..my secrets arent there. if ur looking for them, they are in my blog. every word i say. right here.
for CAAL we had yet another talk. sigh. wong yu ching behind me AGAIN kept asking qns to see if i was listening. which of course i wasnt. i switched off my brain u know! and i was resisting the urge to do the MI remedial ws which had to be handed in today. she said this: the discipline mistress is walking around. sometimes she can be real nice other times she can be a real horror! well ya in the end i did hand in MI. but it was sub-standard work. i hate handing in sub-standard work. i was never in remedial before in my entire life lor. but then again ive never been in such a good sch before.
well ya wat mr mokhtar said was true. i keep complaining he is such a whimp and im not much better too. he was the one who plucked up the courage to approach, i was the one who didnt respond to it. he was the one who gave way yet i was so angry at him for being such a whimp i acted rude. he did the 1st 2 moves. guess i haf to do the 3rd huh? ok ok but it takes so much courage..i dun haf it! well if ur reading this..i jus wasnt acting myself u know? like u arent acting urself either?
co was boring. i cant even play G diao properly and they expect me to sightread and play C diao! SIAO LA! i was there dying u know..then i started thinking maybe i shld jus change cca. in pri sch i went from gym, fitness club, library then choir. and i had outside competitive swimming, piano lessons and art classes. then in sec sch i joined dance then quit and joined art. and now im in co. in uni i will change again. ok that shows how easily bored i get. must must focus! FOCUS!
the instructer talked abt strategies from 6 to 630. -_-" gosh. then zhi wen was saying after that dun need to play. i said really meh? i said yea. but of course i didnt believe. and after he finished talking, he made us play again. see, i told u my intuition cant be wrong!
for CAAL we had yet another talk. sigh. wong yu ching behind me AGAIN kept asking qns to see if i was listening. which of course i wasnt. i switched off my brain u know! and i was resisting the urge to do the MI remedial ws which had to be handed in today. she said this: the discipline mistress is walking around. sometimes she can be real nice other times she can be a real horror! well ya in the end i did hand in MI. but it was sub-standard work. i hate handing in sub-standard work. i was never in remedial before in my entire life lor. but then again ive never been in such a good sch before.
well ya wat mr mokhtar said was true. i keep complaining he is such a whimp and im not much better too. he was the one who plucked up the courage to approach, i was the one who didnt respond to it. he was the one who gave way yet i was so angry at him for being such a whimp i acted rude. he did the 1st 2 moves. guess i haf to do the 3rd huh? ok ok but it takes so much courage..i dun haf it! well if ur reading this..i jus wasnt acting myself u know? like u arent acting urself either?
co was boring. i cant even play G diao properly and they expect me to sightread and play C diao! SIAO LA! i was there dying u know..then i started thinking maybe i shld jus change cca. in pri sch i went from gym, fitness club, library then choir. and i had outside competitive swimming, piano lessons and art classes. then in sec sch i joined dance then quit and joined art. and now im in co. in uni i will change again. ok that shows how easily bored i get. must must focus! FOCUS!
the instructer talked abt strategies from 6 to 630. -_-" gosh. then zhi wen was saying after that dun need to play. i said really meh? i said yea. but of course i didnt believe. and after he finished talking, he made us play again. see, i told u my intuition cant be wrong!
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
hate tues. totally! lessons start at 8 end at 430 and i only haf a pathetic 20 min break and 40 min lunch. i wonder how i survive! i fell asleep during phy again. expected. janice kept saying she wanted to take a pic of me looking so sleepy. weird.
last night another stranger talked to me. well the good thing was he is in sales and he told me stuff abt marketing. he gave me a scenario. selling shoes in africa. 1st sales person came back and told his boss no market in africa because no one wears shoes. 2nd sales person came back and reported to his boss that huge market in africa because no one wears shoes. interesting! and well ya learnt that marketing is to create demand. sounds pretty cool huh? duh! haha!
changed my lens yest. everything seems so clear i cant see anything again! been blind for quite some time. tried on this pink gucci pair while waiting and it was so cute! haha!
pei tsung tried to bluff me that it was his fren using his account blah blah blah. he think i couldnt tell. heh. like real la. my intuition already told me so.
wells im gonna prove im right. and i wun fail proving it. right opportunity right time. be prepared.
last night another stranger talked to me. well the good thing was he is in sales and he told me stuff abt marketing. he gave me a scenario. selling shoes in africa. 1st sales person came back and told his boss no market in africa because no one wears shoes. 2nd sales person came back and reported to his boss that huge market in africa because no one wears shoes. interesting! and well ya learnt that marketing is to create demand. sounds pretty cool huh? duh! haha!
changed my lens yest. everything seems so clear i cant see anything again! been blind for quite some time. tried on this pink gucci pair while waiting and it was so cute! haha!
pei tsung tried to bluff me that it was his fren using his account blah blah blah. he think i couldnt tell. heh. like real la. my intuition already told me so.
wells im gonna prove im right. and i wun fail proving it. right opportunity right time. be prepared.
Monday, July 24, 2006
someone pls vanquish all the deodorant bottles on earth! my sickening bro keeps spraying them i think my nose is gg to spoil soon. spoil sounds a bit weird huh? but eyes go blind, ears go deaf, wat abt ur nose? blocked? maybe my eng is jus lan or there isnt a word for it.
yest was the most dao mei day of my life. morning i met a les. afternoon met a pervert. gosh. this guy at the pool kept grinning at me. i was like omg! didnt need a third time. i pulled on my goggles and kicked the wall and off i went. this is wat happens when ur 桃花运太旺! the cupids are blind man.
yest i chatted with chien wei for almost 8 hrs! gosh! someone pls confiscate my com and return me my heels! i feel short without them. sob. he saved the rotten image of guys i had, not bad huh? he told me alot of sweet stuff..dunno true anot ah! later it is all 甜言蜜语, 敷衍我. well even if its a lie at least it made me happy for a while. heh. i was saying i didnt know i could attract girls. he said u could attract anyone la. i jokingly added: the guys dun come then the les comes haha! then he said: xiaoqi, guys will definitely go for u, just that the right one havent come yet, if a female can see how pretty u are le, wat more a guy? AWW! sweet tongue eh he? no wonder always kena whacked by girls, must be flirt too much liao! haha!
today's virtual reality talk made me sleepy for the whole afternoon. from the technological sciences of NUS. imagine my look when i heard that. shld use the one mar always uses O.o then wong yu ching sitting behind me i cant even sleep la. the 1st and last part very boring. the middle was quite interesting but i dun think the applications, like the packman, is even practical in today's society. who so siao wear that dumb bulky thing and play catching? nuts! the ending was real bad. luckily she shifted place. coz i fell asleep for like 5 min then everyone laughed which woke me up. civics is a waste of time.
today was a bad day. coz i forgot janice's stack of ws and notes and her postcard and my phone died even before i reached sch. forgot to charge la. jus great. they shld make phones haf solar power or something! ok i heard too much techno stuff for the day im starting to become a freak!
oh ya took photos today. im always afraid that i would blink or something. hope it turns out nice enough.
oh ya for gp we were given this sample AQ by one of the nj guys. and his handwritting looks like that of a girl! and he even decorated his name! guys in the right mind wun do that right? maybe he is gay! or ive been too corrupted already. used to be so innocent and naive, living in my own protected world. only tot sissi and tomboys existed. sigh. the world isnt that good afterall.
neways to my taggers, really appreciate all ur tags! since there's too many i shall reply here.
crystal: haha thanks! and well i shld open a makeover business! hees.
cherlynn: dun use chim words k? my vocab very lan one! haha..she ah 18. yeap.
mar: yea! i never knew i had that ability la! haha!
xinhui: shocking eh?
jasmine: fling? well if i wanted to, i would long haf been attached. jus that...my expectations too high haha! no la, jus that very few guys are my type. must haf this unique aura of confidence! and i would rather have a fling with every guy on earth than to do it with a girl. gross! no wait i think i rather die first! haha..
sam: RIGHT! yea since guys are so crappy and insensitive i might jus consider turning les huh? but u could always try first and tell me how it feels like! haha!
nirali: yea i jus hope she wun be able to distort my sexual orientation. i wouldnt risk that. crescent? did i say so? no la jus some 2nd degree friend from friendster who added me and turned out to be les. thats why i was wondering. usually is guys send me msgs to befriend me, from now on i shall make sure that the strangers arent gay/les!
whees! off to paris miki soon! maths was boring as usual. saw mr goh kien huey on the track as i left sch. greeted him but he was too out of breath he could only wave back. heh.
yest was the most dao mei day of my life. morning i met a les. afternoon met a pervert. gosh. this guy at the pool kept grinning at me. i was like omg! didnt need a third time. i pulled on my goggles and kicked the wall and off i went. this is wat happens when ur 桃花运太旺! the cupids are blind man.
yest i chatted with chien wei for almost 8 hrs! gosh! someone pls confiscate my com and return me my heels! i feel short without them. sob. he saved the rotten image of guys i had, not bad huh? he told me alot of sweet stuff..dunno true anot ah! later it is all 甜言蜜语, 敷衍我. well even if its a lie at least it made me happy for a while. heh. i was saying i didnt know i could attract girls. he said u could attract anyone la. i jokingly added: the guys dun come then the les comes haha! then he said: xiaoqi, guys will definitely go for u, just that the right one havent come yet, if a female can see how pretty u are le, wat more a guy? AWW! sweet tongue eh he? no wonder always kena whacked by girls, must be flirt too much liao! haha!
today's virtual reality talk made me sleepy for the whole afternoon. from the technological sciences of NUS. imagine my look when i heard that. shld use the one mar always uses O.o then wong yu ching sitting behind me i cant even sleep la. the 1st and last part very boring. the middle was quite interesting but i dun think the applications, like the packman, is even practical in today's society. who so siao wear that dumb bulky thing and play catching? nuts! the ending was real bad. luckily she shifted place. coz i fell asleep for like 5 min then everyone laughed which woke me up. civics is a waste of time.
today was a bad day. coz i forgot janice's stack of ws and notes and her postcard and my phone died even before i reached sch. forgot to charge la. jus great. they shld make phones haf solar power or something! ok i heard too much techno stuff for the day im starting to become a freak!
oh ya took photos today. im always afraid that i would blink or something. hope it turns out nice enough.
oh ya for gp we were given this sample AQ by one of the nj guys. and his handwritting looks like that of a girl! and he even decorated his name! guys in the right mind wun do that right? maybe he is gay! or ive been too corrupted already. used to be so innocent and naive, living in my own protected world. only tot sissi and tomboys existed. sigh. the world isnt that good afterall.
neways to my taggers, really appreciate all ur tags! since there's too many i shall reply here.
crystal: haha thanks! and well i shld open a makeover business! hees.
cherlynn: dun use chim words k? my vocab very lan one! haha..she ah 18. yeap.
mar: yea! i never knew i had that ability la! haha!
xinhui: shocking eh?
jasmine: fling? well if i wanted to, i would long haf been attached. jus that...my expectations too high haha! no la, jus that very few guys are my type. must haf this unique aura of confidence! and i would rather have a fling with every guy on earth than to do it with a girl. gross! no wait i think i rather die first! haha..
sam: RIGHT! yea since guys are so crappy and insensitive i might jus consider turning les huh? but u could always try first and tell me how it feels like! haha!
nirali: yea i jus hope she wun be able to distort my sexual orientation. i wouldnt risk that. crescent? did i say so? no la jus some 2nd degree friend from friendster who added me and turned out to be les. thats why i was wondering. usually is guys send me msgs to befriend me, from now on i shall make sure that the strangers arent gay/les!
whees! off to paris miki soon! maths was boring as usual. saw mr goh kien huey on the track as i left sch. greeted him but he was too out of breath he could only wave back. heh.
Sunday, July 23, 2006
i cant believe i jus spent hours talking to cow/tomato. that i never imagined before even in the wildest of my dreams. well ya now it happened. gosh this shldnt be happening to me! NOT ME! I CANT! I SHLDNT HAVE!
jus now my dad's friend called and my mum told him my dad is in tibet. then he said: isnt it too late to be a monk? my mum told me she wanted to reply: oh he went to beg for forgiveness! wahaha my mum rocks huh? haha!
today i experienced something new. something all of u wouldnt haf imagined. i talked to a les. gosh. she added me on friendster and i was so blind i didnt see the 2 words - relationship woman! i only learnt abt it when she added me over msn. i never knew someone could be so direct. citing a minor example: tot u so pretty, even tot u had sex b4 liao. OMG! i was so stunned ok. and thats minor, imagine the major ones! pei tsung was saying i shld have said i already haf a bf. then i said but i jus told her i dun haf! then later on he said then u shld say there is a nice guy who is wooing u. then i told him why didnt u reply faster? i jus told her i dun haf la! argh!
but well ya the contents were rather sick. but i guess she is quite 可怜. so for now i guess its still ok since she has mentioned that she knows im not les. why thank you. like pei tsung said only block her when it gets touchy.
anyways i had a pretty tough time convincing her that i dun haf a bf as i did with a lot of other ppl. her reply: "u so pretty, sure u have bf lor, right?" i wonder why ppl always think im the kind who would already be attached. and she super chio lor! kakeru said: she chio la, walao wasted! haha!
mon got sectionals from 430 - 8pm! SIAO LA! and zhi wen only informed me today. so too bad coz im gg down to paris miki to have my lens changed. i hate last min stuff!
jus now my dad's friend called and my mum told him my dad is in tibet. then he said: isnt it too late to be a monk? my mum told me she wanted to reply: oh he went to beg for forgiveness! wahaha my mum rocks huh? haha!
today i experienced something new. something all of u wouldnt haf imagined. i talked to a les. gosh. she added me on friendster and i was so blind i didnt see the 2 words - relationship woman! i only learnt abt it when she added me over msn. i never knew someone could be so direct. citing a minor example: tot u so pretty, even tot u had sex b4 liao. OMG! i was so stunned ok. and thats minor, imagine the major ones! pei tsung was saying i shld have said i already haf a bf. then i said but i jus told her i dun haf! then later on he said then u shld say there is a nice guy who is wooing u. then i told him why didnt u reply faster? i jus told her i dun haf la! argh!
but well ya the contents were rather sick. but i guess she is quite 可怜. so for now i guess its still ok since she has mentioned that she knows im not les. why thank you. like pei tsung said only block her when it gets touchy.
anyways i had a pretty tough time convincing her that i dun haf a bf as i did with a lot of other ppl. her reply: "u so pretty, sure u have bf lor, right?" i wonder why ppl always think im the kind who would already be attached. and she super chio lor! kakeru said: she chio la, walao wasted! haha!
mon got sectionals from 430 - 8pm! SIAO LA! and zhi wen only informed me today. so too bad coz im gg down to paris miki to have my lens changed. i hate last min stuff!
Saturday, July 22, 2006
I NEED A NEW PAIR OF EYES!! my degree went up by 100 and 75. so now its like 250 and 200! and ive only been wearing specs for 2 years! since middle of sec 3. and the optician reminded me that my first pair was 75 and 50! and the new lens is like so ex $130! coz i requested for it to be compressed so that its lighter and thinner so that i will look less myopic. heh. extra $60 for that compression! ok i promise i will look after my eyes properly and the next time i change specs will be after i graduate from uni so that will make the lens worthwhile. right like i can stick to that. im gg for surgery after the degree stablizes.
and although i stepped into so many shops today, i didnt buy a single thing! there were stuff that caught my eye, even my mum was persuading me to buy. weird isnt it? she wants to pay but i dun want it! coz this morning i spent half an hr trying to pick out an outfit to wear to paris miki! i tried skirts after skirts then went on to pants then tried dresses. gosh thats what happens when u haf too many choices! and its only paris miki! i realised i had too much clothes. and i already bought everything i needed on my shopping list. so now my shopping list in non-existent. hee.
and i jus stained my new white blouse with marker ink from writing on the white board in my hse. i really shld bring it down to my room.
jus now marcia was grossing me out with seeing cockroaches conjoined at the butt aka mating -_-" well last time i saw 2 dogs mating on the beach and it was really gross eew! marcia was saying indo's cockroaches are siao, i said they were on heat. heh.
photos time:
see why heels are so nice? but my mum confiscated them! and well my dad wasnt looking so i didnt haf to hold the cam in a professional way heh.
and although i stepped into so many shops today, i didnt buy a single thing! there were stuff that caught my eye, even my mum was persuading me to buy. weird isnt it? she wants to pay but i dun want it! coz this morning i spent half an hr trying to pick out an outfit to wear to paris miki! i tried skirts after skirts then went on to pants then tried dresses. gosh thats what happens when u haf too many choices! and its only paris miki! i realised i had too much clothes. and i already bought everything i needed on my shopping list. so now my shopping list in non-existent. hee.
and i jus stained my new white blouse with marker ink from writing on the white board in my hse. i really shld bring it down to my room.
jus now marcia was grossing me out with seeing cockroaches conjoined at the butt aka mating -_-" well last time i saw 2 dogs mating on the beach and it was really gross eew! marcia was saying indo's cockroaches are siao, i said they were on heat. heh.
photos time:
see why heels are so nice? but my mum confiscated them! and well my dad wasnt looking so i didnt haf to hold the cam in a professional way heh.
nj road run. janice and i. we walked the whole route heh. miss the solaris days. and the "honeymoon" period.
took this quite long ago. meant to show u my new hairstyle but seems like u all saw me in person before the pic. so much for efficiency eh? anways dun look at me or the eye bags, focus on the hairstyle! aint the hairband cute? my sis said it makes me look like a present!
MY SIS IN A HAIRBAND! how's my makeover skills huh? pretty good right? i cut myself out of the pic coz my eye bags were real bad. it was at night lor pass my sleeping time!
then: sisters 14 years ago. in similar clothes.
now: sisters for 17 years and still gg strong. but still total opposites. we didnt plan to wear the same colour k. see how much the both of us have changed? but the bond stayed.
i thought i was past crying over my grades. or maybe im jus pms-ing u know. yea excuses again. im not suppose to be crying today. suppose to go check my degree and change my lens. coz i cant see anything! crying will jus up the degree. no more, stop. im not gg to change the frame. coz its less than a year old and it costs what $300+? and i had enough of searching around for frames!
i cant believe i jus said no to shopping. my mum asked me if i wanted to shop today. i replied: my promos is in 8 weeks, do u want me to bring back more Es? then she said comforting stuff that made me cry. DUN EVER DO THAT! when im abt to cry, leave me alone. dun speak, ur presence is comforting enough. one moment lecture me the next u comfort me, y are parents such hypocrites?
someone pls stop my tears from flowing. like cut off my tear duct or something.
i cant believe i jus said no to shopping. my mum asked me if i wanted to shop today. i replied: my promos is in 8 weeks, do u want me to bring back more Es? then she said comforting stuff that made me cry. DUN EVER DO THAT! when im abt to cry, leave me alone. dun speak, ur presence is comforting enough. one moment lecture me the next u comfort me, y are parents such hypocrites?
someone pls stop my tears from flowing. like cut off my tear duct or something.
Friday, July 21, 2006
i keep trying to psyche myself that watever i saw at 3pm at the grandstand wasnt wat it looked like. well if ur reading this then yes i am referring to u. u kept checking back to make sure i was looking right? didnt u?
wats with my mum la. at first dun blame me then yest night i was lectured for bringing home so many Es when the worst my sis did was to bring home a D for gp and she was scolded pretty badly for it. and jus now my mum called to scold me again. and i was like so fed up i let her talk to the air while i continue msging janice until i heard her yell hello hello?
during civics i was called out as one of those who will be unable to keep my subjects if my grades continue like that. and wat can i drop la? h1 econs is compulsory. h1 phy i dun study also can get 65 who would be such an idiot to drop it? h2 bio, chem, maths drop-able meh? need at least 3 h2 subjs wat. chinese, gp and pw even more dun need to say. if ur counting, i take a total of 8 subjects! the workload kills like mad!
and for maths they didnt give more marks, they decreased the mark to pass. so i got 45, an E. and so now thats 4 Es i haf in total. sigh. more than half the subjects tested! gosh...ok i shld really start mugging for promos which is in 8 weeks time!! good news is that im not labelled as one of the failures which comprised of almost half the class!
this morning's bio lesson was so boring. i was smsing dian yi: sch is so boring humour me. then he replied this: sch is so boring im gg to fall asleep. no link but it was pretty amusing heh.
for civics we were suppose to write reflections. at first i was pretty cool k. i wrote compliments. then later on she asked the cip reps to write more. so i was like u asked for it. so i wrote a lot of complaints. and josephine was like freaking out coz i was writting so much and she was prob wondering if i would get into any trouble for it. but i phrased it nicely. i ended off saying this: i believe the school has a lot of room for improvement. so if she qns me i will say oh we are part of the sch arent we? but in actual fact yes, i meant nj excluding us has a lot of work to do to make it really good. all the late notices abt the gifts, songs, song sheets n not informing us abt the change in the no of ppl coming down. really too much for teachers! so irresponsible la!
oh ya and coz of tues, handling of the 2 mol/dm3 of NAOH and HCL, the skin on my fingers haf started to peel off! hate chem pracs! it was so itchy i was scratching away during chem prac all the time.
oh and gregory was like trying to convince me that there would be a half day today. he made himself believe in it coz he didnt do econs hw -_-" i keep telling him dun haf one la but he didnt believe. later on the vp told us no half day today then i msged him: haha!
my bro is such a pest he has so much free time he keeps doing stuff to irritate me to keep himself busy and make himself feel important! like locking me out of the hse jus now? i dun even haf the energy to quarrel with u la. go do watever u want, i seriously dun care and well thats ur life, none of my business. guys are like crap. watever, hate them all!
wats with my mum la. at first dun blame me then yest night i was lectured for bringing home so many Es when the worst my sis did was to bring home a D for gp and she was scolded pretty badly for it. and jus now my mum called to scold me again. and i was like so fed up i let her talk to the air while i continue msging janice until i heard her yell hello hello?
during civics i was called out as one of those who will be unable to keep my subjects if my grades continue like that. and wat can i drop la? h1 econs is compulsory. h1 phy i dun study also can get 65 who would be such an idiot to drop it? h2 bio, chem, maths drop-able meh? need at least 3 h2 subjs wat. chinese, gp and pw even more dun need to say. if ur counting, i take a total of 8 subjects! the workload kills like mad!
and for maths they didnt give more marks, they decreased the mark to pass. so i got 45, an E. and so now thats 4 Es i haf in total. sigh. more than half the subjects tested! gosh...ok i shld really start mugging for promos which is in 8 weeks time!! good news is that im not labelled as one of the failures which comprised of almost half the class!
this morning's bio lesson was so boring. i was smsing dian yi: sch is so boring humour me. then he replied this: sch is so boring im gg to fall asleep. no link but it was pretty amusing heh.
for civics we were suppose to write reflections. at first i was pretty cool k. i wrote compliments. then later on she asked the cip reps to write more. so i was like u asked for it. so i wrote a lot of complaints. and josephine was like freaking out coz i was writting so much and she was prob wondering if i would get into any trouble for it. but i phrased it nicely. i ended off saying this: i believe the school has a lot of room for improvement. so if she qns me i will say oh we are part of the sch arent we? but in actual fact yes, i meant nj excluding us has a lot of work to do to make it really good. all the late notices abt the gifts, songs, song sheets n not informing us abt the change in the no of ppl coming down. really too much for teachers! so irresponsible la!
oh ya and coz of tues, handling of the 2 mol/dm3 of NAOH and HCL, the skin on my fingers haf started to peel off! hate chem pracs! it was so itchy i was scratching away during chem prac all the time.
oh and gregory was like trying to convince me that there would be a half day today. he made himself believe in it coz he didnt do econs hw -_-" i keep telling him dun haf one la but he didnt believe. later on the vp told us no half day today then i msged him: haha!
my bro is such a pest he has so much free time he keeps doing stuff to irritate me to keep himself busy and make himself feel important! like locking me out of the hse jus now? i dun even haf the energy to quarrel with u la. go do watever u want, i seriously dun care and well thats ur life, none of my business. guys are like crap. watever, hate them all!
Thursday, July 20, 2006
had op workshop today bleh. it was so bad la. 30 min to prepare a 3 min speech then speak in front of the whole class! so disgusting right?
janice i miss u so much! today i forgot to bring maths lecture notes then i couldnt see. jus great isnt it? then it was so freaking cold and janice wasnt there to be my warmer =( and when my head felt tired, there wasnt a shoulder for me to lie on. i jus felt so alone so afraid. i think im too dependent on u already wahaha! i think i'll pick u over him ;) heh
nothing much happened today. bio teachers seem to be stalling for time. like they went too fast or something or maybe like janice said they havent prepared the next set of lecture notes. then after that they will jus bombard us with e-lectures and more e-lectures. i wonder why i go to sch since everything can be self-researched, self-learnt, self-taught and self-read!
oh yes saw too many kids yesterday so much so that i dreamt of kids last night :D and someone else too. get out of my mind!!
josephine was saying i look as if i wanna be tai tai next time. but no. men cannot be depended on. anyways i study so hard get good grades coz i wanna excel in life, im not letting all my efforts go to waste! and anyway..i cant imagine life without working. its like everytime exams end then i will start msging ppl: gosh im so bored! something feels lacking in my life!
janice i miss u so much! today i forgot to bring maths lecture notes then i couldnt see. jus great isnt it? then it was so freaking cold and janice wasnt there to be my warmer =( and when my head felt tired, there wasnt a shoulder for me to lie on. i jus felt so alone so afraid. i think im too dependent on u already wahaha! i think i'll pick u over him ;) heh
nothing much happened today. bio teachers seem to be stalling for time. like they went too fast or something or maybe like janice said they havent prepared the next set of lecture notes. then after that they will jus bombard us with e-lectures and more e-lectures. i wonder why i go to sch since everything can be self-researched, self-learnt, self-taught and self-read!
oh yes saw too many kids yesterday so much so that i dreamt of kids last night :D and someone else too. get out of my mind!!
josephine was saying i look as if i wanna be tai tai next time. but no. men cannot be depended on. anyways i study so hard get good grades coz i wanna excel in life, im not letting all my efforts go to waste! and anyway..i cant imagine life without working. its like everytime exams end then i will start msging ppl: gosh im so bored! something feels lacking in my life!
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I cant access blogspot for some cookie reason. Maybe that’s why I cant access that particular page too. Crap. Anways im typing this on microsoft word in case I forget to note down some stuff then u all will miss the juicy details. U wouldn’t want to be shortchanged right? Haha..
I cant stand this auto correct thing.
Anyways I shall leave the complaints till the end. I must say shi jun had so much patience to deal with me today! He wrote down all the fingerings for me and slowly explained everything to me and while I shook my head umpteen times and said I couldn’t do it he was there to encourage me not to give up. Wow that was one side of him I never saw until today! And that totally changed my impression of him!
Ok community service day. Beware: loads of complaints are coming up! WAT IS WRONG WITH THAT WOMAN? She keep saying she is so angry blah blah blah and it was a total flop blah blah blah. Like seriously, who the hell do u think u are??! Why should I be valuing ur opinion? All I know was the kids had fun with us and we had fun with them and all of us were happy except for YOU! And that’s wat matters at the end of the day doesn’t it? U think ur views matter more? Once again who do u think u are huh? Old spinster! No wonder nobody wants u! I can tell why!
She said we shldnt have chosen that song coz we sang so badly but hello? We sang the best! We had the SPIRIT! Everyone saw that except you! why are u so blind to the obvious? I think u need specs and u had better go dig ur filthy ears! god knows wats in there!
And you know what? Im not gg to resign! Coz if I do then I will show that yes I failed, which is not the case. I believe I did great! Yes the kids were rowdy but that was beyond my control! What u want me to do? Feed them sleeping pills? I rather feed those to you la! So I shall stay on. At the end of the day it is not wat u think of me because someday u will jus die off while I enjoy my life, and by that time I think wat matters most is how I perceive myself not how u perceive me! you are just some old ugly desperate freak with nobody to pick on! I’m gonna outlast you! so try me woman! Im ready for the challenge! And u know what? U SUCK! And I ROCK! WAHAHAHA!
I told myself no more distractions but I guess I really cant!
The moment I close my eyes you appear yet again
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
ABBEEES! go figure out what that means!
listening compre was one word - tricky. my ans are the same as si min, ji wei and wilson. i keep asking around but everybody's ans like different from mine. halfway during the paper some smart njcian decided to blow the flute -_-" we can hear lor! grr so inconsiderate! and the DJ had the cheek to say this something like this "to those who think their doom..." -_-"
got back chinese paper. then the teacher told us that there isnt anymore A1/A2. only As. so well ya i got my A. but it was still disappointing. oh wells...the teacher was so strict with my compo la! i deserve better!! it was so well written!
for pw today, we took minutes. 1st time heh. we usually cant be bothered but got to submit group working file on 20th for checking so better have something in there. and then i learnt that we are suppose to have a journal log. i was like whats that? yea its very late. havent started on EOM which is like due on 14th Aug. written report end of Aug and we havent even done any interviews yet!!
loads of hw again and its only tues! AH!! well im so glad tmr there isnt any lessons. missing lessons isnt the best part. the best part is that we wun be getting more hw! yet...
is B for gp a big deal? why is it ppl look at me as if their eyes are abt to drop out huh? we didnt have AQ thats why! nj didnt haf time to teach what. stop being jealous, crystal! wahaha!
"Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars."
listening compre was one word - tricky. my ans are the same as si min, ji wei and wilson. i keep asking around but everybody's ans like different from mine. halfway during the paper some smart njcian decided to blow the flute -_-" we can hear lor! grr so inconsiderate! and the DJ had the cheek to say this something like this "to those who think their doom..." -_-"
got back chinese paper. then the teacher told us that there isnt anymore A1/A2. only As. so well ya i got my A. but it was still disappointing. oh wells...the teacher was so strict with my compo la! i deserve better!! it was so well written!
for pw today, we took minutes. 1st time heh. we usually cant be bothered but got to submit group working file on 20th for checking so better have something in there. and then i learnt that we are suppose to have a journal log. i was like whats that? yea its very late. havent started on EOM which is like due on 14th Aug. written report end of Aug and we havent even done any interviews yet!!
loads of hw again and its only tues! AH!! well im so glad tmr there isnt any lessons. missing lessons isnt the best part. the best part is that we wun be getting more hw! yet...
is B for gp a big deal? why is it ppl look at me as if their eyes are abt to drop out huh? we didnt have AQ thats why! nj didnt haf time to teach what. stop being jealous, crystal! wahaha!
"Last night I looked up at the stars and matched each one with a reason why I love you. I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars."
Monday, July 17, 2006
i met my target for gp! i got 60! yay!! hope we get back chinese paper tmr. i am dying to know whether i got A1/A2. pls pls be A1..
today the stupid woman ruined my mood. i spent MY whole weekend settling the gifts and wrapping them. and instead of getting credit wat did i get? a big fat scolding! for? coz i didnt get the class's approval first. and why was that so? of course i had a bloody good reason for that! (excuse the vulgarities) coz the stupid sch only informed us abt the gifts on fri during civics period. so i did not see the class after that. and we are suppose to submit them on tues morning! like what? this woman expects me to seek the class opinion on mon then go to buy the gifts after sch which is at a freaking 340pm, then go home and wrap the whole night away! AINT THAT THE SMARTEST IDEA??! idiot! u think ntuc jus below my hse is it? and u think i dun haf any other hw is it?
janice was so afraid i would cry. but no. i realised something else. somethings are worth crying over, some are not. and she aint worth my precious tears. even if i do cry its not coz of my 一肚子的冤气 but coz i pity her capability of comprehending the situation and my limitations and therefore conclude that she is intellectually challenged!
if you think im mean then go ponder over how u will feel after spending a whole weekend doing something for the school's charitable name, not getting any credit, plus having to worry abt how to complete the rest of ur hw, then getting a big fat scolding for ur intelligence and capability.
and thats not all. this stupid woman said that we cannot handle 30 guests and made us go talk to daniel wong. and daniel wong, being very reasonable, said it was ok. gosh they arent 5 year old kids lor! i told him: but ms wong thinks that it is the guests' "safety at stake" -_-". then we went back to tell her. li sha told her mr wong said its ok. i happily added oh he said he will speak to u + *sarcastic smile*. then i turned behind to roll my eyes. *****!
today the stupid woman ruined my mood. i spent MY whole weekend settling the gifts and wrapping them. and instead of getting credit wat did i get? a big fat scolding! for? coz i didnt get the class's approval first. and why was that so? of course i had a bloody good reason for that! (excuse the vulgarities) coz the stupid sch only informed us abt the gifts on fri during civics period. so i did not see the class after that. and we are suppose to submit them on tues morning! like what? this woman expects me to seek the class opinion on mon then go to buy the gifts after sch which is at a freaking 340pm, then go home and wrap the whole night away! AINT THAT THE SMARTEST IDEA??! idiot! u think ntuc jus below my hse is it? and u think i dun haf any other hw is it?
janice was so afraid i would cry. but no. i realised something else. somethings are worth crying over, some are not. and she aint worth my precious tears. even if i do cry its not coz of my 一肚子的冤气 but coz i pity her capability of comprehending the situation and my limitations and therefore conclude that she is intellectually challenged!
if you think im mean then go ponder over how u will feel after spending a whole weekend doing something for the school's charitable name, not getting any credit, plus having to worry abt how to complete the rest of ur hw, then getting a big fat scolding for ur intelligence and capability.
and thats not all. this stupid woman said that we cannot handle 30 guests and made us go talk to daniel wong. and daniel wong, being very reasonable, said it was ok. gosh they arent 5 year old kids lor! i told him: but ms wong thinks that it is the guests' "safety at stake" -_-". then we went back to tell her. li sha told her mr wong said its ok. i happily added oh he said he will speak to u + *sarcastic smile*. then i turned behind to roll my eyes. *****!
Sunday, July 16, 2006
my mum is driving me nuts. she keep saying oh see now xiao ting becoming slimmer than u! what the hell? u think i haf time to deal with "oh gosh im gaining weight, wat am i suppose to do"? if u so free go help me with cip data and filing ok? buzz off! argh! i got so many things on my hands i cant even breathe! goodness! worry abt my weight? no time!
yest i jus learnt that 30 guests are coming down. not 20! they informed nj but apparently nj didnt inform us! i tell u this whole thing is so poorly organized ok! grr! and all of them are wearing traditional malay costume. the thought of having to be with 20 boys already irks me now 30! 30! girls still can handle but guys?? gosh they will jus turn me inside out and i will prob end up saying i will never ever want a son!
oh and i forgot to mention this. while waiting for oral exam to start i was saying sit in front nearer can hear qn heh. but jack, the smart one said the room was sound proof! then later on, during my turn, the examiners heard more of his voice from the reading room rather than my voice. SO MUCH FOR SOUND PROOF HUH? well i tell u i never believe in sound proofing! they jus reduce the noise level but not totally eliminate it.
last night i broke record by talking to 23 ppl simultaneously! plus i had 6 internet windows opened! that totally killed me!
yest i jus learnt that 30 guests are coming down. not 20! they informed nj but apparently nj didnt inform us! i tell u this whole thing is so poorly organized ok! grr! and all of them are wearing traditional malay costume. the thought of having to be with 20 boys already irks me now 30! 30! girls still can handle but guys?? gosh they will jus turn me inside out and i will prob end up saying i will never ever want a son!
oh and i forgot to mention this. while waiting for oral exam to start i was saying sit in front nearer can hear qn heh. but jack, the smart one said the room was sound proof! then later on, during my turn, the examiners heard more of his voice from the reading room rather than my voice. SO MUCH FOR SOUND PROOF HUH? well i tell u i never believe in sound proofing! they jus reduce the noise level but not totally eliminate it.
last night i broke record by talking to 23 ppl simultaneously! plus i had 6 internet windows opened! that totally killed me!
Friday, July 14, 2006
this community service day thing is driving me up the wall! either me or li sha is suppose to be at the organization on 19th morning. but i dunno where the hell is it la! li sha doesnt seem keen to go. and i am bound to get lost..
im reading the map coz the sick website didnt provide a map let alone how to get there! but i cant read streets and buildings. i can only read contours, drainage and vegetation. i cant find the dumb mountbatten road la! i see moulmein rd...mount echo park..nothing leh! unless my alpahbets suck too...oh wait! found it! fort rd to east cost???! EAST COAST??! THATS LIKE ON THE OTHER END OF SINGAPORE! I LIVE AROUND CENTRAL TO WEST! OMG! now i got to find the stupid street on the map. where is that dumb street...they all look the same to me la! wait..i see something familar NATIONAL STADIUM??! BY CAR ALSO NEED 1 HR LEH! let me ask who is the dumb idiot who came up with the idea of cip reps gg down to the home??! who was the smart donkey?!
crap la i still cant find the street! argh! someone pls give me map reading lessons..who came up with the idea of maps? they seem to confuse me more than anything else! geylang..i see more hotels than anything..
and right we are suppose to prepare gifts for them. but they only told us today! and they said we cant claim. so which means we actually pay for the gifts, give it to the guests, all under nj's name. nice eh? smart sch. stole the students' credit. and give chocolates nj requires them wrapped. and now then tell us. where got time la? u think we dun need to do our mountain full of hw meh?
now that was alot of complaints! apologies to my readers out there. got to get that out of my system before i crack somewhere.
oh yes i forgot to mention that hsiao yun came over for xiao ting's bdae on thurs! we ate seafood! i tot we were gg to sicc so i wore pants. then ended up it wasnt. chey wasted my formal attire. we ate my fav chili crabs and butter prawns! yummy! my family was saying i ate alot that night. half a kilo of crab, 2 big prawns, 1 bowl of rice, some veg, 2.5 buns..is that alot? plus cake? on fri i ended up so full i didnt complain to janice i was starving in the morning, ate a very light lunch and still survived. my dad said when women are stressed they only do 2 things. 1-eat. 2-shop. and so happens im doing both! heh.
im reading the map coz the sick website didnt provide a map let alone how to get there! but i cant read streets and buildings. i can only read contours, drainage and vegetation. i cant find the dumb mountbatten road la! i see moulmein rd...mount echo park..nothing leh! unless my alpahbets suck too...oh wait! found it! fort rd to east cost???! EAST COAST??! THATS LIKE ON THE OTHER END OF SINGAPORE! I LIVE AROUND CENTRAL TO WEST! OMG! now i got to find the stupid street on the map. where is that dumb street...they all look the same to me la! wait..i see something familar NATIONAL STADIUM??! BY CAR ALSO NEED 1 HR LEH! let me ask who is the dumb idiot who came up with the idea of cip reps gg down to the home??! who was the smart donkey?!
crap la i still cant find the street! argh! someone pls give me map reading lessons..who came up with the idea of maps? they seem to confuse me more than anything else! geylang..i see more hotels than anything..
and right we are suppose to prepare gifts for them. but they only told us today! and they said we cant claim. so which means we actually pay for the gifts, give it to the guests, all under nj's name. nice eh? smart sch. stole the students' credit. and give chocolates nj requires them wrapped. and now then tell us. where got time la? u think we dun need to do our mountain full of hw meh?
now that was alot of complaints! apologies to my readers out there. got to get that out of my system before i crack somewhere.
oh yes i forgot to mention that hsiao yun came over for xiao ting's bdae on thurs! we ate seafood! i tot we were gg to sicc so i wore pants. then ended up it wasnt. chey wasted my formal attire. we ate my fav chili crabs and butter prawns! yummy! my family was saying i ate alot that night. half a kilo of crab, 2 big prawns, 1 bowl of rice, some veg, 2.5 buns..is that alot? plus cake? on fri i ended up so full i didnt complain to janice i was starving in the morning, ate a very light lunch and still survived. my dad said when women are stressed they only do 2 things. 1-eat. 2-shop. and so happens im doing both! heh.
whee oral went well! it was so easy la! so much for the scare that the 1st day is the easiest and it gets tougher as the days go by. passage was super easy. all the words were readable. stumbled twice coz i was nervous. i shld get 9/10 for reading. then conversation qn was 当你犯错的时候, 你的父母是怎样管教你? aint that the simplest topic u can ever get? i ended off saying someone once told me kids are like kites, you have to let them fly on their own but sometimes u haf to hold them back. cool eh?
i did badly for bio. considering the fact that there were 70% passes and i was one of the failures. even if i didnt do well i would haf the percentile to show my parents that everyone did badly. but no, my bio sucked. had to beg for half mark from wong li lan so that i can pass. and yes she gave it to me! love her so so much! and for chem, mr goh said the half mark is given to me! yippee! so as of now, i still havent failed any subjs. heh.
we of course didnt get back gp. and didnt get back chinese. sigh. i was asking the teacher how i did. she said she cant remember but no matter how badly i do it is surely at least A2. of course i know that wat. i want A1! she said our class got 4 A1s! i hope hope im in there. and somemore got moderation. first time i heard chinese got moderation one!
im not gg to say i hate studying. im gonna say im gonna study harder and i will get my As for promos. nothing below B. yeap. i am bursting with motivation. i will end this year proud to say i did my best!
i did badly for bio. considering the fact that there were 70% passes and i was one of the failures. even if i didnt do well i would haf the percentile to show my parents that everyone did badly. but no, my bio sucked. had to beg for half mark from wong li lan so that i can pass. and yes she gave it to me! love her so so much! and for chem, mr goh said the half mark is given to me! yippee! so as of now, i still havent failed any subjs. heh.
we of course didnt get back gp. and didnt get back chinese. sigh. i was asking the teacher how i did. she said she cant remember but no matter how badly i do it is surely at least A2. of course i know that wat. i want A1! she said our class got 4 A1s! i hope hope im in there. and somemore got moderation. first time i heard chinese got moderation one!
im not gg to say i hate studying. im gonna say im gonna study harder and i will get my As for promos. nothing below B. yeap. i am bursting with motivation. i will end this year proud to say i did my best!
Thursday, July 13, 2006
everyone always tot that failing by 1 mark is so so unfortuante. but have u considered my situation? i failed by 0.1%! 44.4%! wah lao! a mere 0.1%! although there will be moderation, still the feeling of passing before moderation is a lot better. i begged mr goh for half a mark. he said he will look into it but no guarrantee. pls give me that half mark!
oh and as expected, i failed econs. before moderation only 1 out of the whole class passed. after moderation 3 passed. which includes me! heh. I PASSED! got like 42 before moderation. 2nd in class tied with janice. there didnt i say it wasnt possible to pass coz i didnt complete half the paper? i will work on time management. and well the sad thing is..we will be stuck with jack for the next 1.5years. *cries*
so which means E for maths, E for econs, hopefully D for chem. B for phy. oh gross..my results slip looks gross. so which means i havent failed any subj YET. havent gotten back gp, chinese and bio. we had to beg mr tiew to release our econs paper lor. prob getting back chinese and bio tmr. i hate masnidah! i want my gp paper!
after wat janice said on wed, i started thinking is she lying to me or am i lying to myself? she wun lie la but maybe she is being overly sensitive. heh. it used to be me being overly sensitive.
the yeast mixture smelt like sewage la! then over lunch jack was grossing me out over the yeast molecule being in my nose so i was able to smell it. WHAT?!
im so afraid of oral tmr! wat if...i dun get my distinction? then no one else in sch will get distinction right? ya i know thats running through ur mind. but still..theres always the wat if factor...
oh and as expected, i failed econs. before moderation only 1 out of the whole class passed. after moderation 3 passed. which includes me! heh. I PASSED! got like 42 before moderation. 2nd in class tied with janice. there didnt i say it wasnt possible to pass coz i didnt complete half the paper? i will work on time management. and well the sad thing is..we will be stuck with jack for the next 1.5years. *cries*
so which means E for maths, E for econs, hopefully D for chem. B for phy. oh gross..my results slip looks gross. so which means i havent failed any subj YET. havent gotten back gp, chinese and bio. we had to beg mr tiew to release our econs paper lor. prob getting back chinese and bio tmr. i hate masnidah! i want my gp paper!
after wat janice said on wed, i started thinking is she lying to me or am i lying to myself? she wun lie la but maybe she is being overly sensitive. heh. it used to be me being overly sensitive.
the yeast mixture smelt like sewage la! then over lunch jack was grossing me out over the yeast molecule being in my nose so i was able to smell it. WHAT?!
im so afraid of oral tmr! wat if...i dun get my distinction? then no one else in sch will get distinction right? ya i know thats running through ur mind. but still..theres always the wat if factor...
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
i visited the loo like 4 times today! something is wrong with my bladder. usually for the whole day in sch, i only go there once. not as if it smells very nice.
why is it everyone got back gp and econs paper except me huh? why am i that unfortunate?? but i heard econs got 5 marks moderation. coz the results graph peak at F! wahaha! and like janice say, it looks as if A, B and C are non-existent! haha! h2 only moderate 2 marks but we still did worse than them! and chem got moderation. maths too so i can pass! YAY! maybe bio and gp too..heh. moderate everything la! haha..
todae shi jun made me sight read. goodness la! i tell u, my piano sight reading right, always fail one! then somemore sight read er hu score! imagine my face! luckily i had to leave early. i was like can i join the newcomer's group? heh.
anybody who sees me at the bubble tea shop this wk, pls feel free to kick me. coz im not suppose to be there. already drank 2 cups loaded with calories this wk! no more. i think common test is the best weight loss scheme! unlike those shops ah got to wait for a few weeks then got result. my new formula, 1 week can lose so many kilos lor! even i so slim also can lose then the rest sure no prob! and i dun charge as much! heh anybody wanna sign up? :D im the new self-proclaimed weight loss expert!
why is it everyone got back gp and econs paper except me huh? why am i that unfortunate?? but i heard econs got 5 marks moderation. coz the results graph peak at F! wahaha! and like janice say, it looks as if A, B and C are non-existent! haha! h2 only moderate 2 marks but we still did worse than them! and chem got moderation. maths too so i can pass! YAY! maybe bio and gp too..heh. moderate everything la! haha..
todae shi jun made me sight read. goodness la! i tell u, my piano sight reading right, always fail one! then somemore sight read er hu score! imagine my face! luckily i had to leave early. i was like can i join the newcomer's group? heh.
anybody who sees me at the bubble tea shop this wk, pls feel free to kick me. coz im not suppose to be there. already drank 2 cups loaded with calories this wk! no more. i think common test is the best weight loss scheme! unlike those shops ah got to wait for a few weeks then got result. my new formula, 1 week can lose so many kilos lor! even i so slim also can lose then the rest sure no prob! and i dun charge as much! heh anybody wanna sign up? :D im the new self-proclaimed weight loss expert!
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
the B was real! and it wasnt like 60 only, it was 65! but i made like 15 marks carless mistakes! otherwise i could have gotten 60/70!! ah!!! well i guess theres not point being upset abt what i lost. and theres no point harping on what i could haf gotten. but what really matters is that i be more careful for promos. humans arent saints so we will make mistakes. plus considering that we had a 6hr exam on mon followed by 7hr on tues then phy on wed morning. hey it isnt 6hr/7hr spent in sch it is 6 and 7 hours spent doing the exam papers!! its like u run a marathon on mon then u run another one on tues, then how do u expect to get up and walk on wed? my brain wasnt even functioning at half the max power! like "state the principle of moments". i wrote the wrong definition! but today i didnt even haf to refer to anything and it jus came out! sick! and i wrote FX=K when F=KX! how nice..this kind of stupid mistakes flooded my paper..
and i have decided that i shall continue sleeping during phy lessons. today was the only day i havent slept during phy lessons for months! coz my spot was too prominent and i needed to go to the washroom. but nonetheless, i yawned at least 10 times! the first time being when he opened his mouth! heh condition reflex!
oh and i told my mum abt my maths last night. and i told her that i would possibly fail econs, chem and bio too. and guess what she said? she said ok. i was like did she jus utter the word ok?? coz the night before i dreamt that she read my blog, saw that i failed my maths and tagged i am so going to kill u! wahaha! =(
and the best thing? she doesnt blame me but she blames the teachers and singapore's edu system! like wats with singapore?? the best school boasts abt having the highest failure rate and hence = best sch. but in the states, u boast abt 4.0GPA. my mum was like what the hell are the teachers doing? if there were so many failures then it cant be entirely my fault right? and she herself also said she knows i was very stressed out during june holis, and suprisingly she said i spent 1 whole month studying when i actually only crashed the last 1.5 weeks! but ya on the sat before cts i was already crying after i got 15 for maths. then by sun i couldnt even eat dinner. by thurs the next week i lost a total of 3 kilos!
bottom line: exams are to test the survival of the fittest, mentally and physically. it aint suppose to test ur understanding! so education is such a waste of time and effort!
and i have decided that i shall continue sleeping during phy lessons. today was the only day i havent slept during phy lessons for months! coz my spot was too prominent and i needed to go to the washroom. but nonetheless, i yawned at least 10 times! the first time being when he opened his mouth! heh condition reflex!
oh and i told my mum abt my maths last night. and i told her that i would possibly fail econs, chem and bio too. and guess what she said? she said ok. i was like did she jus utter the word ok?? coz the night before i dreamt that she read my blog, saw that i failed my maths and tagged i am so going to kill u! wahaha! =(
and the best thing? she doesnt blame me but she blames the teachers and singapore's edu system! like wats with singapore?? the best school boasts abt having the highest failure rate and hence = best sch. but in the states, u boast abt 4.0GPA. my mum was like what the hell are the teachers doing? if there were so many failures then it cant be entirely my fault right? and she herself also said she knows i was very stressed out during june holis, and suprisingly she said i spent 1 whole month studying when i actually only crashed the last 1.5 weeks! but ya on the sat before cts i was already crying after i got 15 for maths. then by sun i couldnt even eat dinner. by thurs the next week i lost a total of 3 kilos!
bottom line: exams are to test the survival of the fittest, mentally and physically. it aint suppose to test ur understanding! so education is such a waste of time and effort!
Monday, July 10, 2006
im so tired. lack of sleep. coz yest while reading econs i dozed off which resulted in my sleep pattern being disrupted and so i couldnt fall asleep last nite. i looked like a panda bear this morning. and a walking corpse.
i totally forgot such a thing happened before. it had completely slipped my mind. and it was quite some time ago. but the fact was yes, i once agreed to be someone's gf. i can still remember the exact year, the date, the day and even the time! but circumstances didnt allow us to be together at that time and so it jus ended there.
this morning janice wanted to throw up. and she nearly made me throw up too! and why is it when girls feel nausea then everyone thinks that we are pregnant? goodness!
janice got her gp paper back. i didnt get mine back. coz my lazy teacher only finished marking our compo! what the? the rest of the teachers already finish la! and then only today did she tell us that we are having an AQ test next fri and we have a gp va which is due next week too! and this thurs and fri we are suppose to stay back for extra gp lessons! sickening la! not as if ur lessons useful! luckily fri i got oral so can pon ur class!
tmr got 2 periods of phy. 2 periods of sleeping time! haha..yea maybe my study method is flawed. maybe i shld like wat mr mokhtar said, study less and learn more. tmr i will know if that B is real anot! if the B is real then i dun think mr goh would mind me sleeping in his class! haha! i hope we get back our chinese papers tmr. i want all the papers back. even though i know i prob failed another 3 more subjs. coz it is even more painful to keep on harping on how much did i actually get. and only when i get back the papers can i then re-evaluate, take note of where i went wrong, know what i need to do in the next 2.5 months and start working on it! this is dragging too long...
i totally forgot such a thing happened before. it had completely slipped my mind. and it was quite some time ago. but the fact was yes, i once agreed to be someone's gf. i can still remember the exact year, the date, the day and even the time! but circumstances didnt allow us to be together at that time and so it jus ended there.
this morning janice wanted to throw up. and she nearly made me throw up too! and why is it when girls feel nausea then everyone thinks that we are pregnant? goodness!
janice got her gp paper back. i didnt get mine back. coz my lazy teacher only finished marking our compo! what the? the rest of the teachers already finish la! and then only today did she tell us that we are having an AQ test next fri and we have a gp va which is due next week too! and this thurs and fri we are suppose to stay back for extra gp lessons! sickening la! not as if ur lessons useful! luckily fri i got oral so can pon ur class!
tmr got 2 periods of phy. 2 periods of sleeping time! haha..yea maybe my study method is flawed. maybe i shld like wat mr mokhtar said, study less and learn more. tmr i will know if that B is real anot! if the B is real then i dun think mr goh would mind me sleeping in his class! haha! i hope we get back our chinese papers tmr. i want all the papers back. even though i know i prob failed another 3 more subjs. coz it is even more painful to keep on harping on how much did i actually get. and only when i get back the papers can i then re-evaluate, take note of where i went wrong, know what i need to do in the next 2.5 months and start working on it! this is dragging too long...
Sunday, July 09, 2006
Le Tian is going to die! NO!! he was the one who gave me hope to believe in. he was the one that made me feel that there is some goodness left in guys afterall. and now he is gg to die! oh no no! dun take that faith away! *cries* ZhiJian i hate u!!
yest i gave marcia a chinese name! heh. her friends suggested 马虾 (horse prawn). eew! haha..eventually i gave her the name 林玛侠! 还带着侠意呢! (has hero in it) so cool right? haha im so proud of myself! *beams*
i didnt watch mission impossible 3 last night. was too lazy to step out of the house. went out on fri already. i like cannot go out more than once a week. going out seems to drain more of my energy compared to studying. i have no idea why.
the weekends have come and gone. so quickly. i need time to stop. i need like 100hrs a day! so much hw la! grr. plus i got to collate the cip records. speaking of which S24 PLEASE SUBMIT UR RECORDS BY MON OTHERWISE IT WILL NOT BE RECOGNISED! and i will personally trottle ur neck! heh no la love u all so much, 下不了手. erm thats excluding the guys of course..otherwise their gfs all come and kill me! ahahaha...
yest i gave marcia a chinese name! heh. her friends suggested 马虾 (horse prawn). eew! haha..eventually i gave her the name 林玛侠! 还带着侠意呢! (has hero in it) so cool right? haha im so proud of myself! *beams*
i didnt watch mission impossible 3 last night. was too lazy to step out of the house. went out on fri already. i like cannot go out more than once a week. going out seems to drain more of my energy compared to studying. i have no idea why.
the weekends have come and gone. so quickly. i need time to stop. i need like 100hrs a day! so much hw la! grr. plus i got to collate the cip records. speaking of which S24 PLEASE SUBMIT UR RECORDS BY MON OTHERWISE IT WILL NOT BE RECOGNISED! and i will personally trottle ur neck! heh no la love u all so much, 下不了手. erm thats excluding the guys of course..otherwise their gfs all come and kill me! ahahaha...
Saturday, July 08, 2006
i came home at like 11+ last night. i finally bought my swim suit! but its without the skirt. my mum says if we see a nice one with skirt next time she promise she will buy it for me. though i doubt her words, i think believing fills our life with hope. so i chose to believe even though i know that there is a 90% chance i would be disappointed.
i bought like 4 econs bks last night. i am so bent on getting my distinction at the end of this year. i jus found out that my ans to part a of DRQ could be answered in jus a few sentences but i wrote half a page and prob didnt get the full marks. sigh.
my mum says her feet infection was also a result of wearing heels. and therefore she said she is never going to buy me any more high heels! what the? no way! no heels is like no heart u know? i will die one! and she told me to remind her not to buy me any. u think i would? i rather be crippled than not wear heels! last night i wore heels to shop and she scolded me. i told her u stole my flat heels wat! then she said i could wear shoes. -_-" shoes?! jus stop stealing mine! i know my taste is fantastic, all the shoes i buy are so great but still they are mine! and they arent for sharing ok! she said she would buy me another pair. like that solves the prob. singapore's ones are all so ugly. unlike bangkok or US. they have hundreds in every store. and singapore? only 20-30 pairs and they all look the same! when my feet started hurting last night i was screaming at her coz it was all her fault. looks like from today onwards i shall try to wear the flat pair that i bought from bangkok last month. the idea sounds so sick.
i have like 4 pairs of snickers, 2 pairs of slippers and 8 pairs of heels. but it isnt enough!
i bought like 4 econs bks last night. i am so bent on getting my distinction at the end of this year. i jus found out that my ans to part a of DRQ could be answered in jus a few sentences but i wrote half a page and prob didnt get the full marks. sigh.
my mum says her feet infection was also a result of wearing heels. and therefore she said she is never going to buy me any more high heels! what the? no way! no heels is like no heart u know? i will die one! and she told me to remind her not to buy me any. u think i would? i rather be crippled than not wear heels! last night i wore heels to shop and she scolded me. i told her u stole my flat heels wat! then she said i could wear shoes. -_-" shoes?! jus stop stealing mine! i know my taste is fantastic, all the shoes i buy are so great but still they are mine! and they arent for sharing ok! she said she would buy me another pair. like that solves the prob. singapore's ones are all so ugly. unlike bangkok or US. they have hundreds in every store. and singapore? only 20-30 pairs and they all look the same! when my feet started hurting last night i was screaming at her coz it was all her fault. looks like from today onwards i shall try to wear the flat pair that i bought from bangkok last month. the idea sounds so sick.
i have like 4 pairs of snickers, 2 pairs of slippers and 8 pairs of heels. but it isnt enough!
Friday, July 07, 2006
i heard from others that there is only 20% passes for chem and 19% for bio. and even less for econs. i bet im one of the failures. shldnt it be like 20% As or at least 20% failures?? wats the point of setting a paper that all of us would fail? u think it would wake us up and tell us to study hard? what if some start beliving that since no matter wat i do i still fail then i might as well not study?? is that the desired effect? hello? schs out there? is that what u want? depressed inferior students? sigh...
looks like i will be seeing more Es, Ss and Fs. maybe i wun even sniff another B. but thats excluding chinese of course. i wonder how im supposed to face my crescent teachers on the 29th. they would surely ask how i did for common test. what am i gg to say? i failed maths, econs, chem and bio? like more than half my subjs (excluding pw)?
yest when the maths papers were given out, my maths rep placed one in front of me. then when i saw 74 marks my jaw just dropped! then when i looked at the name, i realised it wasnt mine. -_-" u know that feeling sucks? to know that an A was right infront of u but it aint urs?
maths was the subj i spent the most time on. phy was the subj i spent the least time and effort on. i slept through 95% of phy lessons, janice can vouch for that. i do zero phy tutorials. i mean it. and i never ask goh hock leong any qns. he also hardly asked me qns coz he was prob aware that i was in dreamland. i even requested to be given permission to snack during phy lessons so that i dun fall asleep. i went into the exam hall thinking i would fail. i came out wishing i had studied harder and hoping that i would pass. i wonder how i got my B. seriously..did he like see the wrong name?
the blazer is so huge it covers half my body! and its S size! theres no xs! and the sleeves make my hands look like elephant limbs! gah! i dun want to wear it!
looks like i will be seeing more Es, Ss and Fs. maybe i wun even sniff another B. but thats excluding chinese of course. i wonder how im supposed to face my crescent teachers on the 29th. they would surely ask how i did for common test. what am i gg to say? i failed maths, econs, chem and bio? like more than half my subjs (excluding pw)?
yest when the maths papers were given out, my maths rep placed one in front of me. then when i saw 74 marks my jaw just dropped! then when i looked at the name, i realised it wasnt mine. -_-" u know that feeling sucks? to know that an A was right infront of u but it aint urs?
maths was the subj i spent the most time on. phy was the subj i spent the least time and effort on. i slept through 95% of phy lessons, janice can vouch for that. i do zero phy tutorials. i mean it. and i never ask goh hock leong any qns. he also hardly asked me qns coz he was prob aware that i was in dreamland. i even requested to be given permission to snack during phy lessons so that i dun fall asleep. i went into the exam hall thinking i would fail. i came out wishing i had studied harder and hoping that i would pass. i wonder how i got my B. seriously..did he like see the wrong name?
the blazer is so huge it covers half my body! and its S size! theres no xs! and the sleeves make my hands look like elephant limbs! gah! i dun want to wear it!
Thursday, July 06, 2006
i have no idea how im gonna tell my parents abt my results. and thats only 1 subj-maths. i wonder how ppl like tasya can get A when i cant even get 45. i got like S grade (40-44). only today did i know what an S grade was. and only today did i know grades D (50-54) and E (45-49) existed. almost 200 ppl got F (<40). abt 90 got S.
for phy mcq i got like 10/20. then i was like oh crap i sure fail phy this time. then he went on to announce jack got A. then i was telling janice she sure get B. then when he said my name i was like what? and i turned to janice and asked did he just say my name?? and yea! my gosh i got a B for phy! i wonder if anyone noticed i already had tears in my eyes. coz i jus wanted a pass. i wonder how i got a B la. he prob accidentally added 10 marks or something. coz i couldnt even ans a question in full! not even 1 qn!
so theres only 3 more scary subjs left - econs, chem and bio. i wonder what will i get. please no more failing and no more sub passes i want a total pass and at least another B! chinese has to be A1 otherwise i think i will really kill myself. GP...i have no idea how im gonna do. B4 would be great but C5 would do too. perhaps when u dun expect anything, you tend to do better. maybe i shld jus stop expecting, jus do my best and give it my all.
although i failed maths, it was a remarkable improvement considering the fact that the mock paper i did 3 days before the actual paper, i only got 15/70. i may not have passed maths common test but im sure i will continue improving and someday i shall get my A! yeap!
i have learnt that the worst way to fall is to stumble and stop there. im gonna keep trying and i wun give up hope. i think ive finally grown up...
for phy mcq i got like 10/20. then i was like oh crap i sure fail phy this time. then he went on to announce jack got A. then i was telling janice she sure get B. then when he said my name i was like what? and i turned to janice and asked did he just say my name?? and yea! my gosh i got a B for phy! i wonder if anyone noticed i already had tears in my eyes. coz i jus wanted a pass. i wonder how i got a B la. he prob accidentally added 10 marks or something. coz i couldnt even ans a question in full! not even 1 qn!
so theres only 3 more scary subjs left - econs, chem and bio. i wonder what will i get. please no more failing and no more sub passes i want a total pass and at least another B! chinese has to be A1 otherwise i think i will really kill myself. GP...i have no idea how im gonna do. B4 would be great but C5 would do too. perhaps when u dun expect anything, you tend to do better. maybe i shld jus stop expecting, jus do my best and give it my all.
although i failed maths, it was a remarkable improvement considering the fact that the mock paper i did 3 days before the actual paper, i only got 15/70. i may not have passed maths common test but im sure i will continue improving and someday i shall get my A! yeap!
i have learnt that the worst way to fall is to stumble and stop there. im gonna keep trying and i wun give up hope. i think ive finally grown up...
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
my body feels so sore. went cycling last night. from my hse, ulu pandan, to west coast then back. so many slopes la. so tiring. janice said she couldnt imagine me on a bike. -_-" i've cycled 18km before when i was less than 10 years old lor. tsk.
todae was scary. everyone was like getting back their papers. but we didnt get any. phew. but we shld be getting bio tmr. and i heard maths got moderation 5 marks. then econs across the board everyone did badly so got moderation too. wats the point of moderation?? shldnt u jus set the paper slightly easier?? but of course now with moderation..i might pass my econs. hope chem and phy also have. but i doubt it la. nj isnt that nice lor.
and ppl please do me a favour..from now till 14th july pls speak to me in chinese. although without it i still will have a high chance of scoring a distinction, im aiming for something higher than just a distinction. well i guess taking chinese isnt that bad afterall. at least u know theres one subj where u can score well. and the teacher told us that oral highest 24. wah lao! cant u give higher?? and we are suppose to write a dairy entry every 2 weeks. why that is so sick. but oh wells..it shldnt be too painful since its a subj which i can stand.
co elections was so boring! worse than council elections la! plus no aircon! we shld protest and say without aircon we shall not practise. then i bet we will have the aircon. i dozed off while fanning myself. the paper slipped off my fingers so i woke up.
todae was scary. everyone was like getting back their papers. but we didnt get any. phew. but we shld be getting bio tmr. and i heard maths got moderation 5 marks. then econs across the board everyone did badly so got moderation too. wats the point of moderation?? shldnt u jus set the paper slightly easier?? but of course now with moderation..i might pass my econs. hope chem and phy also have. but i doubt it la. nj isnt that nice lor.
and ppl please do me a favour..from now till 14th july pls speak to me in chinese. although without it i still will have a high chance of scoring a distinction, im aiming for something higher than just a distinction. well i guess taking chinese isnt that bad afterall. at least u know theres one subj where u can score well. and the teacher told us that oral highest 24. wah lao! cant u give higher?? and we are suppose to write a dairy entry every 2 weeks. why that is so sick. but oh wells..it shldnt be too painful since its a subj which i can stand.
co elections was so boring! worse than council elections la! plus no aircon! we shld protest and say without aircon we shall not practise. then i bet we will have the aircon. i dozed off while fanning myself. the paper slipped off my fingers so i woke up.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
i jus spent the last 1.5hrs trying to clear out my cupboard. note: trying! coz i had no more space to fit the stuff i bought last night. i took out some stuff but it still seems...full! i am in dire need of a new wardrobe! well at least im not like my mum who has 4 wardrobes! maybe i should clean out one of my other cupboards and transform it into a wardrobe huh? cool! great idea! im gonna start on it! ahaha..
well yest i was suppose to buy my swim suit. but i ended up buying everything else except my swim suit. darn! looks like sat is reserved for shopping again. my mum refuses to buy me a swim suit with a skirt. she said what swimming is not to show off ur figure! i was like if i had wanted to show off my figure then i would have gotten a bikini already! sickening.
i ended up buying 1 pair of casual pants, 1 casual jacket, 1 formal jacket and 1 top. the pants was a good buy so i bought it. i needed the jacket. my mum was asking what happened to the $50 jacket i bought for u from the US? i was like i outgrown it?? that was since sec 2 la! grr.
wondering why in the world would i need a formal jacket since im still studying and not working? well its coz i am truly lazy to bring my shawl everywhere. u dun expect me to wear a casual jacket for high class social functions do u? and there isnt a need to use a shawl when i wear pants. my mum bought it coz she said it was one of the best formal jacket she had seen so far! like duh, i know my taste is flawless! haha!
i told myself that i wasnt allowed to buy anymore tops since i already had hundreds. but the thing was this top was special. it had padding which meant i didnt have to wear strapless bra! so convenient and painless! i got a question - is going braless or wearing strapless bra worse? which will make it sag more? maybe si min can ans this for me. haha!
oh and i saw this really beautiful white dress! i so wanted it! badly! but my mum asked me to try the black one. i got fed up so i didnt try it. i have more than a dozen black dresses already la! whats ur prob? cant i buy a white one? even skirts and long pants she doesnt allow me to buy colours besides black. argh! ur obsessed with black doesnt mean i am! she said white can see through. kao. see through then see through la! anyway i only wear dresses to social functions that are worthy enough. and there arent any perverts there. or is there?
they shld have a cure for shopping addiction. i seriously need it. heh.
on another note, COMMON TESTS ARE OVER! like finally! had chinese oral and listening today. listening had 10 qns. after i filled in the 8th i was like woah this is so easy, i feel so insulted! then my world came crashing down. no 9 and 10 couldnt be answered. so i had to guess. after much thinking, i believe 9 is D and 10 is B. why? coz for 9, they mention she had to 安定心情 so the ans had to be 不安. then for qn 10 it couldnt be C because they never despised her in the 1st place so there couldnt be again. well i hope im right.
oral was quite badly done. gulps. all of them bully me la! say what i had to be the last one coz if i were before them then they surely fail one. what nonsense! (oops i shouldnt be using this phrase. if ur close enough to me then u would know why) sonia was saying but its still 80%! i wanted 27/30 not 24/30! argh! well anways glad that was sch exam and not the actual one. reading was 8/10 and hui hua was 16/20. reading i stumbled a bit and didnt know how to read 3 words. so 8 is justified. as for hui hua..i deserve better. tats the bad thing abt having ur teacher as ur examiner. coz she knows ur chinese so good she expects so high already so she cannot give u high marks. sick. if she didnt know my chinese so good i bet she would have given higher marks.
but i have to say the topic was tough. no wonder most of them didnt understand what the qn was asking. she herself also said the qn was rather abstract. when i first heard 精神生活 i was like huh? but when she carried on saying the qn and 或物质生活 popped out of her mouth, then i finally understood what she meant. otherwise i would be in deep trouble. it was like during Os then the teacher mentioned something like superstar or wat in chinese. then i shot her a blank look. and she asked 懂吗? then i was like ah. and nodded my head. i never heard the chinese name for those programs before but luckily i managed to figure it out and score my distinction.
well yest i was suppose to buy my swim suit. but i ended up buying everything else except my swim suit. darn! looks like sat is reserved for shopping again. my mum refuses to buy me a swim suit with a skirt. she said what swimming is not to show off ur figure! i was like if i had wanted to show off my figure then i would have gotten a bikini already! sickening.
i ended up buying 1 pair of casual pants, 1 casual jacket, 1 formal jacket and 1 top. the pants was a good buy so i bought it. i needed the jacket. my mum was asking what happened to the $50 jacket i bought for u from the US? i was like i outgrown it?? that was since sec 2 la! grr.
wondering why in the world would i need a formal jacket since im still studying and not working? well its coz i am truly lazy to bring my shawl everywhere. u dun expect me to wear a casual jacket for high class social functions do u? and there isnt a need to use a shawl when i wear pants. my mum bought it coz she said it was one of the best formal jacket she had seen so far! like duh, i know my taste is flawless! haha!
i told myself that i wasnt allowed to buy anymore tops since i already had hundreds. but the thing was this top was special. it had padding which meant i didnt have to wear strapless bra! so convenient and painless! i got a question - is going braless or wearing strapless bra worse? which will make it sag more? maybe si min can ans this for me. haha!
oh and i saw this really beautiful white dress! i so wanted it! badly! but my mum asked me to try the black one. i got fed up so i didnt try it. i have more than a dozen black dresses already la! whats ur prob? cant i buy a white one? even skirts and long pants she doesnt allow me to buy colours besides black. argh! ur obsessed with black doesnt mean i am! she said white can see through. kao. see through then see through la! anyway i only wear dresses to social functions that are worthy enough. and there arent any perverts there. or is there?
they shld have a cure for shopping addiction. i seriously need it. heh.
on another note, COMMON TESTS ARE OVER! like finally! had chinese oral and listening today. listening had 10 qns. after i filled in the 8th i was like woah this is so easy, i feel so insulted! then my world came crashing down. no 9 and 10 couldnt be answered. so i had to guess. after much thinking, i believe 9 is D and 10 is B. why? coz for 9, they mention she had to 安定心情 so the ans had to be 不安. then for qn 10 it couldnt be C because they never despised her in the 1st place so there couldnt be again. well i hope im right.
oral was quite badly done. gulps. all of them bully me la! say what i had to be the last one coz if i were before them then they surely fail one. what nonsense! (oops i shouldnt be using this phrase. if ur close enough to me then u would know why) sonia was saying but its still 80%! i wanted 27/30 not 24/30! argh! well anways glad that was sch exam and not the actual one. reading was 8/10 and hui hua was 16/20. reading i stumbled a bit and didnt know how to read 3 words. so 8 is justified. as for hui hua..i deserve better. tats the bad thing abt having ur teacher as ur examiner. coz she knows ur chinese so good she expects so high already so she cannot give u high marks. sick. if she didnt know my chinese so good i bet she would have given higher marks.
but i have to say the topic was tough. no wonder most of them didnt understand what the qn was asking. she herself also said the qn was rather abstract. when i first heard 精神生活 i was like huh? but when she carried on saying the qn and 或物质生活 popped out of her mouth, then i finally understood what she meant. otherwise i would be in deep trouble. it was like during Os then the teacher mentioned something like superstar or wat in chinese. then i shot her a blank look. and she asked 懂吗? then i was like ah. and nodded my head. i never heard the chinese name for those programs before but luckily i managed to figure it out and score my distinction.
Monday, July 03, 2006
i was wondering if i get into both univerisity of california, berkley and national technological university of singapore then which am i suppose to take? or rather which will my parents make me go for? will i stay or will i leave? i better ask them sometime later...
i dont understand why my sis loves to stay in the hostel. like hell even if u did offer me a million dollars to stay there i also wouldnt want! coz i prefer my own comfort zone-my room. if i dun step out of the house then i will prob stay in my room for more than 20hrs a day. why? because it has everything! tv, hi-fi player, com, books, bed, study tables, connected bathroom etc! jus short of a fridge! actually i have a mini fridge at home and i could stick it in my room if i wanted to! the hostel's room is only as big as my bathroom. -_-" who would want to stay there? i can watch tv and eat my meals all in my room. the best thing abt my room? it has the biggest toilet and its really huge! and i have 3 big study tables! so when i mess up one i can move on to the other. and after i mess up the last table, the day is over. and the next morning my maid packs them all. well im not exactly a very messy person, in fact im quite organized but i think its coz at home we got the maid. heh.
and for the record, i cant do any housework. i cant sweep, i cant even make my own bed. i wonder how i got A1 for home econs. but anyways i can cook with someone's help. in fact i supervise that person! heh. business management has always been in my blood! :D
thats the reason why i didnt go to the states after my Os. coz im not that independent. i dun have any survival skills so i will pretty much jus die there. still...i dun want to stay in the hostel! the only reason why we are living in pandan valley is coz the penthouse here is huge! over 5000! whatever the unit is. jus the normal unit. square feet? or was it metres? but anyways if our hse werent so big we would prob move over to ridgewood. thats why even though my dad had a great offer for the town house in ridgewood, he refused to sell it.
im getting my swim suit later! dun bump into me in orchard ok? stop infesting the place nj ppl! whee i cant wait to swim! *beams*
i dont understand why my sis loves to stay in the hostel. like hell even if u did offer me a million dollars to stay there i also wouldnt want! coz i prefer my own comfort zone-my room. if i dun step out of the house then i will prob stay in my room for more than 20hrs a day. why? because it has everything! tv, hi-fi player, com, books, bed, study tables, connected bathroom etc! jus short of a fridge! actually i have a mini fridge at home and i could stick it in my room if i wanted to! the hostel's room is only as big as my bathroom. -_-" who would want to stay there? i can watch tv and eat my meals all in my room. the best thing abt my room? it has the biggest toilet and its really huge! and i have 3 big study tables! so when i mess up one i can move on to the other. and after i mess up the last table, the day is over. and the next morning my maid packs them all. well im not exactly a very messy person, in fact im quite organized but i think its coz at home we got the maid. heh.
and for the record, i cant do any housework. i cant sweep, i cant even make my own bed. i wonder how i got A1 for home econs. but anyways i can cook with someone's help. in fact i supervise that person! heh. business management has always been in my blood! :D
thats the reason why i didnt go to the states after my Os. coz im not that independent. i dun have any survival skills so i will pretty much jus die there. still...i dun want to stay in the hostel! the only reason why we are living in pandan valley is coz the penthouse here is huge! over 5000! whatever the unit is. jus the normal unit. square feet? or was it metres? but anyways if our hse werent so big we would prob move over to ridgewood. thats why even though my dad had a great offer for the town house in ridgewood, he refused to sell it.
im getting my swim suit later! dun bump into me in orchard ok? stop infesting the place nj ppl! whee i cant wait to swim! *beams*
Sunday, July 02, 2006
i realised something. when i get upset i not only cry i also turn poetic! heh.
the comical scenes could not hide my falling tears
as i sat alone awaiting darkness
to cover the last of my shadow
all had left me
but a feeling of despair
who am i?
i barely know
the comical scenes could not hide my falling tears
as i sat alone awaiting darkness
to cover the last of my shadow
all had left me
but a feeling of despair
who am i?
i barely know
Saturday, July 01, 2006
i came home from jurong library with 9 SAT bks! seems like i got so much to do for SATs. i wonder if u all know abt this but anyway i shall say it one more time. do u know that scoring full marks for ur SAT will win u a scholarship to harvard? bet u didnt know that. if u did i was prob the one who told u so. not that im aiming for that or anything but ya it is possible for others of course not me. i wonder wat kind of score i will be getting. is there anybody out there by any chance taking SAT end of this year? i hate to be the only one studying for something no one else i know of takes. the feeling aint nice.
ooo im watching ice age 2 later! that creature is so adorable! ahahaha...
ooo im watching ice age 2 later! that creature is so adorable! ahahaha...
我的爱不会因任何人而动摇,
我的爱根本不可能动摇.
因为我是一棵树,
只有把根扎在你心里才能活下去.
你不知道, 我是多么想你,
想知道你在什么地方做什么事.
我每天不知多少次拿起话筒, 每次又都在犹豫中放下.
为什么......为什么......让我那么想你?
我相信总会有你我相见的那一天的,
正因为我有这种信念, 我才有了活下去的勇气.