Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |
| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
Archives__________
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Thursday, October 05, 2006
rahh my mum's not coming home early tonight. and im having a headache. dumb alcohol. so i guess i'll blog, bathe and sleep early tonight. i was so terrified this morning i wanted to go upstairs and sleep with my mum.
my mum jus called to say she is talking to shangrila hotel manager. i called her earlier on to ask her to see if she can directly contact any hotel managers. the staff at hilton and four seasons couldnt make a simple decision. made us go through so many channels. and still havent even obtained permission. either they cant be bothered or they were simply incompetent. im glad i decided against gg into hotel management coz if i had such staff under me, i would fire every single one of them. and i wun batt an eyelid.
yea working with me is really tough. coz i do things so fast u gotta catch up. and not only do u have to do it fast, i expect it to be perfect too. and once u fail to meet my expectations, i will never trust ur ability again. and i can haunt u 24/7 so u cannot hand in ur work late. trust from me is not given but earned. and when u have it, i trust u with my entire heart. i can condemn u to hell but i can bring paradise to u. same as what water can do. remember that saying? and guess what? the meaning of my name is water. so yea thats how i work. i cant change that so live with it ahaha..i bet my pw-mates are always under a lot of pressure.
the start of verbal diarrhea.
fri 22/9:
i went dancing at the gym. was really high. maybe coz i knew i screwed up my gp paper.
at night i was smsing janice and telling her that i was feeling so lost so disorientated i cant control my emotions. she replied go sleep and think of me instead. haha..yea i was thinking of someone i shldnt be thinking of.
sat 23/9:
my grandma's 88th bdae celebration. i baked my 1st cake. the process was hilarious. coz instructions said when baked completely, toothpick stuck in middle will come out clean. so i baked the cake with the toothpick in the middle thinking it would pop out or something. my mum said NO! supposed to be i stick the toothpick in and see whether any chocolate stuck to it. if got means not baked yet. i was like ooohh.
but it turned out nice of course! called oreo cake. but it is actually chocolate with vanilla frosting coz the stupid cold storage at jelita didnt have chocolate frosting bleh. but it looked like oreo cake. my grandma was so touched =)
opened a 1988 red wine yums.
sun 29/9:
i wanted to go swimming then realise my mum stole my slippers and brought it to puket. oh crap. i scolded her over smses. yea overseas. she keeps stealing my slippers! everytime i buy a nice pair she takes it then i have to buy another one. then the new one i buy turns out nicer so she takes that one too. the cycle repeats. i was so fed up. (in the end she came back to spore and bought me the same design to break the cycle. thank goodness. next time buy shoes must buy 2 same ones)
mon 26/9:
watched the prince and me. janice was like got time to watch show not studying? i was like i cant study non-stop wat must have breaks mah.
i keep dwelling in fantasy...
tues 27/9:
i made one big mistake. i picked up a chinese novel to get into the mood of writing for chinese compo. and ended up so addicted i read it for the whole day. even slept late coz i couldnt tear myself away from the bk. woke up the next day and read it until the end. so many hrs wasted.
but i love study days coz even though it was supposed to be stressful studying for promos, i felt that it was like a hol. pretty nice to study at home by myself. doing maths with music blasting. home is always the best.
thurs 28/9:
i screwed up my chinese paper. the only paper that i was confident of. i came home and cried the night away. sigh.
they didnt let us check paper. say cannot flip over. when start already then i realise no qn! i was yelling for the teachers but they couldnt hear. by the time i got the paper it was like 5 min later. ppl already started. i was so flustered, mood all affected i couldnt concentrate. compo went out of point. misread qn.
compo was the only component of the paper to score. now i think i wun get my A. not a single A for promo. im so heartbroken...
my twisted knee hurt. how i twisted it? i tried to retrieve something from below the table, landed wrongly and twisted it. yea.
after chinese tried to study econs but failed. coz my brain was so dead. janice and i were talking abt ahem menses. ***WARNING: guys dun read the rest of this para pls. haf some self respect yea?*** coz mine jus ended a week ago and started again! CRAP! and it came in drops argh!! but im glad mine has always been a 5 week cycle yay!!
then janice talked abt the white dress she needed. then i visualized this long sleeved white gown. all the way to the floor. v-necked. clinging to ur body. not revealing at all but very sexy. coz it is a sophisticated kind of elegance. brings sexiness to a higher level. u dun haf to dress like a whore to appear sexy.
wrote so much for chinese compo that during econs my hands were trembling. had to stop so many times coz i couldnt write. neck ached like crazy too. but the paper was ok. at 1st the teacher wrote 2 hrs on the board. then amelia heng told her it is 1.5 hrs. and she turned around to say, "and no one told me? what integrity!" i was like talking to myself. i said huh? i didnt even see the board la!
waited for my parents to pick me.
of course i knew u walked past. so close i could hear u breathing. jus that i didnt see the need to turn around. so what if i did? would that change anything? no.
fri 29/9:
maths paper. wong yu ching stood behind me for like half an hr during the paper. is she freaking insane? hello im stressed out already u didnt have to add to my pressure. then at night she called to ask, "how come u spend so much time on the parametric eqn? what were u trying to draw? dun need to draw anything wat!" i wonder who was sitting for the paper -_-"
maths was tough.
sat 30/9:
a stupid crow crowed in the morning and woke me up at 6am. oh freak! i was so tired the whole day i couldnt study. if i had a gun, i swear the 1st thing i shoot would be that stupid idiotic crow!
my maid fried potato wedges. my grandma ate so many she couldnt stop. i ask her nice? she was like still edible la -_-"
watched jasmine women. regretted dragging my mum there. now she has a reason to interfer with my future relationships. but since when did she not have a reason to?
why is it no one else have sicc membership? i cant even find someone to accompany me to watch movies and go to the gym! lake house showing next week. anybody has sicc membership? coz i really could use a companion!
pet r'us is unscrupulous. dun buy from them. they breech contracts. my dad's gonna write in to science diet. not a small amt they cheated us. i was like why dun complain to consumer association or something like that? my dad said the gov smarter, ask u to pay $30 1st before they look into ur case. i was like WHAT?! in the states where got like that??
i was so amazed to see the 4 day old guppy baby =)
sun 1/10:
woah its oct already. did my life jus whizzed by or something? and i didnt even realise it was childrens' day.
smsed janice a lot of qns. and she so cute. sms back: "you are now embarking on a fascinating journey of learning. sit tight yay here we go..." ahahaha!
i was so bored the whole sun.
mon 2/10:
janice was so sweet. she gave me this present and this postcard. made me cry before chem paper. ahaha but tian zai xin li. gracias tortuga!
i was so careless for chem. esp mcq. but at least the paper was alright.
i keep getting spam emails i wonder why.
my mum saw oso in the morning. ask me to ask him to cut his hair. she said it was so ugly. i laughed. coz last time he said my hair was weird and i said no urs weirder! and we argued over that. now who's hair is truly weird huh? wahaha!
i dont know why i did that. maybe i was jus being mean. maybe i was stressed. maybe i was pissed. or maybe i was jus plain jealous of her. i have no idea where that hatred started to stem from.
saw km's notice for SMU advanced placement program 07. i wanna join! but i dont want to go for it alone..i dunno anybody joining. and i dunno if i qualify. i doubt my promo results will be the top 20% of nj.
How do u hold on to someone you’ve never met?
How do u miss someone you’ve never spoken to?
How do u fall for someone you don’t actually know in person?
3/10:
3rd paper i screwed up - phy. paper 2 i had more than 20 marks blank. and it was upon 60. great. i do even worse for paper 1. jus great.
i totally couldnt make head and tail of the superman qn. i think mr goh watched too many cartoons already. i didnt even know which topic that was. i jus stared and stoned. plus the haze resulted in breathing difficulty. and upstairs ppl were moving tables and chairs. what the. inconsiderate freaks! and it was raining. freezing cold. and i didnt bring my jacket.
stayed back to pass the dvd to xianglong. saw so many happy faces. i was so jealous. so angry. but that subsided after bio paper coz it was easier than phy muahaha! i waited till the side gate opened coz the lazy me refused to walk by the main gate.
read chen's blog which said studying is a student's job. i was like, "Can I retire? Coz my heart is really heavy and tired…"
i wonder if everything i fought for was worth it. coz i missed out so much that i can never gain back. how many nights and days i cried for promos. how much stressed i was under. how many hours were put into studying. was it even worth it? so what if i get all As? will that give me eternal happiness?
there didnt i say verbal diarrhea? =)
my mum jus called to say she is talking to shangrila hotel manager. i called her earlier on to ask her to see if she can directly contact any hotel managers. the staff at hilton and four seasons couldnt make a simple decision. made us go through so many channels. and still havent even obtained permission. either they cant be bothered or they were simply incompetent. im glad i decided against gg into hotel management coz if i had such staff under me, i would fire every single one of them. and i wun batt an eyelid.
yea working with me is really tough. coz i do things so fast u gotta catch up. and not only do u have to do it fast, i expect it to be perfect too. and once u fail to meet my expectations, i will never trust ur ability again. and i can haunt u 24/7 so u cannot hand in ur work late. trust from me is not given but earned. and when u have it, i trust u with my entire heart. i can condemn u to hell but i can bring paradise to u. same as what water can do. remember that saying? and guess what? the meaning of my name is water. so yea thats how i work. i cant change that so live with it ahaha..i bet my pw-mates are always under a lot of pressure.
the start of verbal diarrhea.
fri 22/9:
i went dancing at the gym. was really high. maybe coz i knew i screwed up my gp paper.
at night i was smsing janice and telling her that i was feeling so lost so disorientated i cant control my emotions. she replied go sleep and think of me instead. haha..yea i was thinking of someone i shldnt be thinking of.
sat 23/9:
my grandma's 88th bdae celebration. i baked my 1st cake. the process was hilarious. coz instructions said when baked completely, toothpick stuck in middle will come out clean. so i baked the cake with the toothpick in the middle thinking it would pop out or something. my mum said NO! supposed to be i stick the toothpick in and see whether any chocolate stuck to it. if got means not baked yet. i was like ooohh.
but it turned out nice of course! called oreo cake. but it is actually chocolate with vanilla frosting coz the stupid cold storage at jelita didnt have chocolate frosting bleh. but it looked like oreo cake. my grandma was so touched =)
opened a 1988 red wine yums.
sun 29/9:
i wanted to go swimming then realise my mum stole my slippers and brought it to puket. oh crap. i scolded her over smses. yea overseas. she keeps stealing my slippers! everytime i buy a nice pair she takes it then i have to buy another one. then the new one i buy turns out nicer so she takes that one too. the cycle repeats. i was so fed up. (in the end she came back to spore and bought me the same design to break the cycle. thank goodness. next time buy shoes must buy 2 same ones)
mon 26/9:
watched the prince and me. janice was like got time to watch show not studying? i was like i cant study non-stop wat must have breaks mah.
i keep dwelling in fantasy...
tues 27/9:
i made one big mistake. i picked up a chinese novel to get into the mood of writing for chinese compo. and ended up so addicted i read it for the whole day. even slept late coz i couldnt tear myself away from the bk. woke up the next day and read it until the end. so many hrs wasted.
but i love study days coz even though it was supposed to be stressful studying for promos, i felt that it was like a hol. pretty nice to study at home by myself. doing maths with music blasting. home is always the best.
thurs 28/9:
i screwed up my chinese paper. the only paper that i was confident of. i came home and cried the night away. sigh.
they didnt let us check paper. say cannot flip over. when start already then i realise no qn! i was yelling for the teachers but they couldnt hear. by the time i got the paper it was like 5 min later. ppl already started. i was so flustered, mood all affected i couldnt concentrate. compo went out of point. misread qn.
compo was the only component of the paper to score. now i think i wun get my A. not a single A for promo. im so heartbroken...
my twisted knee hurt. how i twisted it? i tried to retrieve something from below the table, landed wrongly and twisted it. yea.
after chinese tried to study econs but failed. coz my brain was so dead. janice and i were talking abt ahem menses. ***WARNING: guys dun read the rest of this para pls. haf some self respect yea?*** coz mine jus ended a week ago and started again! CRAP! and it came in drops argh!! but im glad mine has always been a 5 week cycle yay!!
then janice talked abt the white dress she needed. then i visualized this long sleeved white gown. all the way to the floor. v-necked. clinging to ur body. not revealing at all but very sexy. coz it is a sophisticated kind of elegance. brings sexiness to a higher level. u dun haf to dress like a whore to appear sexy.
wrote so much for chinese compo that during econs my hands were trembling. had to stop so many times coz i couldnt write. neck ached like crazy too. but the paper was ok. at 1st the teacher wrote 2 hrs on the board. then amelia heng told her it is 1.5 hrs. and she turned around to say, "and no one told me? what integrity!" i was like talking to myself. i said huh? i didnt even see the board la!
waited for my parents to pick me.
of course i knew u walked past. so close i could hear u breathing. jus that i didnt see the need to turn around. so what if i did? would that change anything? no.
fri 29/9:
maths paper. wong yu ching stood behind me for like half an hr during the paper. is she freaking insane? hello im stressed out already u didnt have to add to my pressure. then at night she called to ask, "how come u spend so much time on the parametric eqn? what were u trying to draw? dun need to draw anything wat!" i wonder who was sitting for the paper -_-"
maths was tough.
sat 30/9:
a stupid crow crowed in the morning and woke me up at 6am. oh freak! i was so tired the whole day i couldnt study. if i had a gun, i swear the 1st thing i shoot would be that stupid idiotic crow!
my maid fried potato wedges. my grandma ate so many she couldnt stop. i ask her nice? she was like still edible la -_-"
watched jasmine women. regretted dragging my mum there. now she has a reason to interfer with my future relationships. but since when did she not have a reason to?
why is it no one else have sicc membership? i cant even find someone to accompany me to watch movies and go to the gym! lake house showing next week. anybody has sicc membership? coz i really could use a companion!
pet r'us is unscrupulous. dun buy from them. they breech contracts. my dad's gonna write in to science diet. not a small amt they cheated us. i was like why dun complain to consumer association or something like that? my dad said the gov smarter, ask u to pay $30 1st before they look into ur case. i was like WHAT?! in the states where got like that??
i was so amazed to see the 4 day old guppy baby =)
sun 1/10:
woah its oct already. did my life jus whizzed by or something? and i didnt even realise it was childrens' day.
smsed janice a lot of qns. and she so cute. sms back: "you are now embarking on a fascinating journey of learning. sit tight yay here we go..." ahahaha!
i was so bored the whole sun.
mon 2/10:
janice was so sweet. she gave me this present and this postcard. made me cry before chem paper. ahaha but tian zai xin li. gracias tortuga!
i was so careless for chem. esp mcq. but at least the paper was alright.
i keep getting spam emails i wonder why.
my mum saw oso in the morning. ask me to ask him to cut his hair. she said it was so ugly. i laughed. coz last time he said my hair was weird and i said no urs weirder! and we argued over that. now who's hair is truly weird huh? wahaha!
i dont know why i did that. maybe i was jus being mean. maybe i was stressed. maybe i was pissed. or maybe i was jus plain jealous of her. i have no idea where that hatred started to stem from.
saw km's notice for SMU advanced placement program 07. i wanna join! but i dont want to go for it alone..i dunno anybody joining. and i dunno if i qualify. i doubt my promo results will be the top 20% of nj.
How do u hold on to someone you’ve never met?
How do u miss someone you’ve never spoken to?
How do u fall for someone you don’t actually know in person?
3/10:
3rd paper i screwed up - phy. paper 2 i had more than 20 marks blank. and it was upon 60. great. i do even worse for paper 1. jus great.
i totally couldnt make head and tail of the superman qn. i think mr goh watched too many cartoons already. i didnt even know which topic that was. i jus stared and stoned. plus the haze resulted in breathing difficulty. and upstairs ppl were moving tables and chairs. what the. inconsiderate freaks! and it was raining. freezing cold. and i didnt bring my jacket.
stayed back to pass the dvd to xianglong. saw so many happy faces. i was so jealous. so angry. but that subsided after bio paper coz it was easier than phy muahaha! i waited till the side gate opened coz the lazy me refused to walk by the main gate.
read chen's blog which said studying is a student's job. i was like, "Can I retire? Coz my heart is really heavy and tired…"
i wonder if everything i fought for was worth it. coz i missed out so much that i can never gain back. how many nights and days i cried for promos. how much stressed i was under. how many hours were put into studying. was it even worth it? so what if i get all As? will that give me eternal happiness?
there didnt i say verbal diarrhea? =)