Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
>internship may 2009
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A
Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting
Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph
Tag here!__________
Events __________
>practical test 13 march 2009>internship may 2009
Links__________
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| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |
| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |
| marcia andriani| | esther teo |
| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |
| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |
| samantha eng| | jean chong |
| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |
| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |
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Saturday, April 05, 2008
i got home at 3+am this morning and im here blogging because i cant sleep. i only slept for 3 hours. i knew this would happen. sigh.
i have never ever been out alone so late. or rather, "early".
this post is going to sound really jumbled up. forgive me. ive only slept 3 hours.
i planned to leave the office at 11pm but i went back later than expected and spent quite a bit of time chatting with Shidah and May so by the time i finished my fri's pile of work it was already morning. so i decided that i would just work through the night until 4am instead of going home for 6 hours then coming back again.
i heard strange noises in the toilet at 2+am and started to imagine things. i was so freaked out. i went back to my desk and blasted music so that i couldnt hear anything else haha.
i did say one of these days i would work till 2am didnt i? and i did =)
met the girls for dinner. the "plan" was to meet at 615 but we ended up meeting at 645 because they went to get flowers for me! aww so sweet! the biggest sunflower ive ever seen! and so beautifully wrapped! im gonna take pics of it and upload it here. and then at the restuarant chen took out the perlini silver bracelet they bought for me. after that we went for dessert but i shall not mention what we had for dessert. then chen left to meet her sis and we went to the swings. that place is so romantic at night. i love those girls to bits! thanks darlings! =)
oh my mum just called me down. she gave me 2 roses. wrapped separately. one pink and one red =)
i just love flowers! haha.
alright i dont think i'll be able to sleep at all. i can just admire the flowers for the rest of the day =)
shidah was telling me about what her husband gave her on one of the valentines days. his company brought them to a veg farm. after work she met him at the mrt station. and he came. with this really big bag. she opened it up. and guess what? VEGETABLES! he told her to bring it home and give it to her mum to cook. OMG O_O thats really a classic. if i were her i would be so mad and so amused, i wouldnt know whether i should cry or laugh. haha.
i was on half day leave yesterday morning. went for the BTT. i only opened denise's book at 845pm on thurs night. and i closed it at 10pm and went to sleep at 1030 coz i was really really tired. and of course i panicked in the morning. pei tsung came to meet me. brought me a big present and a small present. i knew he would go back to get the necklace for me haha. thank you =)
i was really scared during the BTT. and the touch screen is so freaking insensitive. i could almost...alright i will leave it at that. haha.
went back to nj to pick up the appraisal. then came back to the office at 12 but i was doing personal stuff. and when anna came to find me i told her what jx told her seniors. im still on leave. you cant see me. hahaha.
oh pwc gave out ice cream yesterday. they say the value us. choco ice cream =) but the best part wasnt about how the ice cream tasted. it was how i got the ice cream and how it felt like to be eating the ice cream with my friends.
i wanted to blog about this on wed night but didnt really have the time. i just wanted to say HELLO WORLD IM BACK! IM REALLY BACK! IM ME AGAIN! i wanted so much to yell out of the window IM BACK! when sha called me on wed night i was like im the girl who cant stop dreaming about ballet again. she asked me if it felt good. i was like you got to be kidding! it feels GREAT! i almost sang into the phone. hahaha. in a span of 2 weeks i went up to heaven and i went down to hell and now im just thankful to be back to earth again. like she said, when you hit the bottom, there is only one way, and that is up.
2 weeks ago i looked at the posters in my room. and i wondered whose dreams were those. 1 week ago i talked to sarah about my ideals. and i realised i didnt have any.
someone tried to change me. i did change. and i lost myself in that process. and well the most amazing thing was that i woke up on wed morning as myself again. that girl who lived in my body for the whole of feb and march was so hurt she just died. i woke up as the girl i was back in jan. and what happened during feb and march..i couldnt remember. those memories. good and bad. all got erased. because those werent my memories.
i took a walk on wed night. i looked up in the sky. there wasnt any stars. but i smiled because the night never seemed so beautiful. it never felt so great to be myself again.
i woke up on thurs morning. i looked into my bathroom mirror. and for once in a very long time, i saw my own reflection. it never felt so great. and i almost screamed at my maid in the morning for somethingtrivial but i ended up laughing instead because i knew i was back. and when i gossiped about nj guys with adeline over lunch i was like im so back and i know it!
i missed myself so much. and i think my friends around me all missed me too. the real me. and im just so glad to be back! it feels like i have never wanted anything more in the world than to be myself again. it just feels so right to be myself again.
well that girl finished her story. its about time i started writing my own story. but someday i will write that girl's story for her. afterall she lived in my body for 2 months. and im pretty sure its even better than what you watch on tv.
no wonder on wed both of us felt that something was wrong. it felt like everything that we had just died. and yes it did. because that girl died.
yes ive lost 2 months but im not going to look backwards anymore. its a new beginning. and im standing at the beginning with you again. and it does feel real this time.
Stay with me
don't fall asleep too soon
the angels can wait
for a moment
come real close
forget the world outside
tonight we're alone
it's finally you and i
oooohhh...
it wasnt meant to feel like this
oooohhh...
not without you
cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
don't be afraid
i'll be right by your side
through the laughter and pain
together we're bound to fly
oooohhh...
i wasn't meant to love like this
not without you
cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
made a few mistakes, yeah
like sometimes we do
been through lot of heartache
but i made it back to you
cause when i look at my life (yeah)
how the pieces fall into place (into place)
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you (without you)
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
look at my lifehow the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
and to all the friends who have been there for me, guiding me through the darkest period of my life. thank you. thank you so much.
i have never ever been out alone so late. or rather, "early".
this post is going to sound really jumbled up. forgive me. ive only slept 3 hours.
i planned to leave the office at 11pm but i went back later than expected and spent quite a bit of time chatting with Shidah and May so by the time i finished my fri's pile of work it was already morning. so i decided that i would just work through the night until 4am instead of going home for 6 hours then coming back again.
i heard strange noises in the toilet at 2+am and started to imagine things. i was so freaked out. i went back to my desk and blasted music so that i couldnt hear anything else haha.
i did say one of these days i would work till 2am didnt i? and i did =)
met the girls for dinner. the "plan" was to meet at 615 but we ended up meeting at 645 because they went to get flowers for me! aww so sweet! the biggest sunflower ive ever seen! and so beautifully wrapped! im gonna take pics of it and upload it here. and then at the restuarant chen took out the perlini silver bracelet they bought for me. after that we went for dessert but i shall not mention what we had for dessert. then chen left to meet her sis and we went to the swings. that place is so romantic at night. i love those girls to bits! thanks darlings! =)
oh my mum just called me down. she gave me 2 roses. wrapped separately. one pink and one red =)
i just love flowers! haha.
alright i dont think i'll be able to sleep at all. i can just admire the flowers for the rest of the day =)
shidah was telling me about what her husband gave her on one of the valentines days. his company brought them to a veg farm. after work she met him at the mrt station. and he came. with this really big bag. she opened it up. and guess what? VEGETABLES! he told her to bring it home and give it to her mum to cook. OMG O_O thats really a classic. if i were her i would be so mad and so amused, i wouldnt know whether i should cry or laugh. haha.
i was on half day leave yesterday morning. went for the BTT. i only opened denise's book at 845pm on thurs night. and i closed it at 10pm and went to sleep at 1030 coz i was really really tired. and of course i panicked in the morning. pei tsung came to meet me. brought me a big present and a small present. i knew he would go back to get the necklace for me haha. thank you =)
i was really scared during the BTT. and the touch screen is so freaking insensitive. i could almost...alright i will leave it at that. haha.
went back to nj to pick up the appraisal. then came back to the office at 12 but i was doing personal stuff. and when anna came to find me i told her what jx told her seniors. im still on leave. you cant see me. hahaha.
oh pwc gave out ice cream yesterday. they say the value us. choco ice cream =) but the best part wasnt about how the ice cream tasted. it was how i got the ice cream and how it felt like to be eating the ice cream with my friends.
i wanted to blog about this on wed night but didnt really have the time. i just wanted to say HELLO WORLD IM BACK! IM REALLY BACK! IM ME AGAIN! i wanted so much to yell out of the window IM BACK! when sha called me on wed night i was like im the girl who cant stop dreaming about ballet again. she asked me if it felt good. i was like you got to be kidding! it feels GREAT! i almost sang into the phone. hahaha. in a span of 2 weeks i went up to heaven and i went down to hell and now im just thankful to be back to earth again. like she said, when you hit the bottom, there is only one way, and that is up.
2 weeks ago i looked at the posters in my room. and i wondered whose dreams were those. 1 week ago i talked to sarah about my ideals. and i realised i didnt have any.
someone tried to change me. i did change. and i lost myself in that process. and well the most amazing thing was that i woke up on wed morning as myself again. that girl who lived in my body for the whole of feb and march was so hurt she just died. i woke up as the girl i was back in jan. and what happened during feb and march..i couldnt remember. those memories. good and bad. all got erased. because those werent my memories.
i took a walk on wed night. i looked up in the sky. there wasnt any stars. but i smiled because the night never seemed so beautiful. it never felt so great to be myself again.
i woke up on thurs morning. i looked into my bathroom mirror. and for once in a very long time, i saw my own reflection. it never felt so great. and i almost screamed at my maid in the morning for something
i missed myself so much. and i think my friends around me all missed me too. the real me. and im just so glad to be back! it feels like i have never wanted anything more in the world than to be myself again. it just feels so right to be myself again.
well that girl finished her story. its about time i started writing my own story. but someday i will write that girl's story for her. afterall she lived in my body for 2 months. and im pretty sure its even better than what you watch on tv.
no wonder on wed both of us felt that something was wrong. it felt like everything that we had just died. and yes it did. because that girl died.
yes ive lost 2 months but im not going to look backwards anymore. its a new beginning. and im standing at the beginning with you again. and it does feel real this time.
Stay with me
don't fall asleep too soon
the angels can wait
for a moment
come real close
forget the world outside
tonight we're alone
it's finally you and i
oooohhh...
it wasnt meant to feel like this
oooohhh...
not without you
cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
don't be afraid
i'll be right by your side
through the laughter and pain
together we're bound to fly
oooohhh...
i wasn't meant to love like this
not without you
cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
made a few mistakes, yeah
like sometimes we do
been through lot of heartache
but i made it back to you
cause when i look at my life (yeah)
how the pieces fall into place (into place)
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you (without you)
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
look at my lifehow the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
when i see how my path
seem's to end up before your face
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
the state of my heart
the place where we are
is written in the stars
and to all the friends who have been there for me, guiding me through the darkest period of my life. thank you. thank you so much.