Profile__________
>HUANG XIAOQI
>6 April 1989
>Aries
>dancer, ballerina
>Tumble Tots 1991-1992, Pats Schoolhouse 1993-1994 (Dalvey, Protoceratops), Pats Schoolhouse 1995 (Whitley), Henry Park Primary School 1996-2001 (1A,2A,3G,4C,5B,6B), Crescent Girls' School 2002-2005 (keller, 1G2, 2G2, 3C1, 4C1), National Junior College 2006-2007 (og26 solaris, 06S24 terra), National University of Singapore 2007 semester 2 (LSM1103, A7, B5), Nanyang Technological University - Nanyang Business School 2008-2009 (Group B)
>PwC 2008 IAS 7 Team A

Likes__________
ballet, dancing, figure skating, shopping, watching romantic comedies and chinese drama serials, blogging, spanish, psychology, hairstyling, piano, baking, most water sports, go karting

Wishlist__________
>PwC audit internship
>1st class honours
>Masters
>Financial Freedom
>perfect eyesight
>white gold heart shaped diamond ring ;)
>lisa harris: my favourite ballet class cd
>songs in wu dong quan cheng (the whole city is dancing: steps)
>a new leotard
>a dance partner
>learn pointe
>sponsorship for driving lessons
>a guinea pig
>a dwarf bunny
>baby pink vaio laptop!
>sasha cohen's autograph

Tag here!__________

Events __________

>practical test 13 march 2009
>internship may 2009

Links__________

| Blogger|

| sis| | bro |

| cousin|

| 06S24| | ang si min |

| chendrawati ong | | sabrina wong |

| ain| | julie ong |

| lu yuan mei | | ivy wong |

| crystal soh| | yu lu |

| tasya| | eunice ho |

| qiu xin hui| | tay siang hong |

| jasmine sim| | pauline hwang |

| marcia andriani| | esther teo |

| jack lim| | ho jia yi |

| eileen poh | | yeoh yun jie |

| janice chen (aka tortuga)| | ke cai ling |

| samantha eng| | jean chong |

| ode kakeru| | wang yueh hsin |

| lim xian yong| | jie lin |

| jessica lo| | tsai zhenling |

| li sha | | teresa tay |

| debra han | | lim peiyi |

Archives__________

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Saturday, July 05, 2008

i just got home from work. gosh im so tired. and i still have quite a number of files left. need to go back tomorrow. sigh. i havent even packed my luggage. SIGH.

i was looking through my songs just now. and i came across the song called always be my baby. wasnt love supposed to be simple? i like you, you like me, lets get together kind of thing? but no. far from that. who knew that being in love meant losing myself and so many other things in my life. yes it came to that. and i had to choose. i gave up the song bird. i made a selfish decision to give up what we had for everything else that defines me. the thing called love is something nice to have but its something i can do without for now. i once had the courage to close my eyes and jump, not knowig where i would land. but that was the past. now i cant. too many things are holding me back, preventing me from taking that leap of faith. so much so that i rather believe that the cards were wrong. you were two weeks too late. one regret from yesterday that just seems to grow with time. there's no use looking back or wondering how it could be now or might have been. i once sent a message that said ps i love you. this time im gonna say ps i did love you once but too many things happened between us and theres no going back.

XiaoQi ______ Dreams are dancing on a melody at 10:44 PM

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